let me smell the pheromones

The wind in winter is not only cold, but also painful.Lin Pei stood on the curb against the wind for two seconds before realizing what Wu Yuan said.

"Aunt Wu? Is something wrong with Cheng Sen?"

Lin Pei was a little surprised and worried, "Is there something urgent in the hospital?"

"It's fine, I'm fine, and so is he."

Wu Yuan's tone was flat, "It's just that I don't think it's polite to keep you waiting, so I'll give you a call. It's cold outside, so you should go home early."

come home early?

Lin Pei thought it was ridiculous.

If something serious happened to Zhou Chengsen, Lin Pei would forgive him as long as he called right now, even if it was just two or three sentences to explain briefly.

After all, who hasn't encountered a few emergencies?

Lin Pei didn't think he was the kind of person who likes to mess around and make trouble for no reason, but what did he hear now, 'very good'?

So good that he refused to answer the phone, turned off the phone, and even asked his mother to refuse him? ?

"Auntie, it's not something to go home early."

Lin Pei suppressed the anger in his chest, "I made an appointment with him a few days ago, and suddenly let me go without saying the reason...Can I have a chat with him?"

"He's not in now."

Lin Pei almost blurted out the words 'then you call him here', but after thinking about it, he held back.

It was snowing lightly outside, and occasionally passers-by passed by together, and they glanced at him from the corner of their eyes, casting eyes of unknown emotions.

Lin Pei thought, his face must be ugly now.

But what can be done.

Wu Yuan was Zhou Chengsen's mother, and she was seriously ill again, so it was impossible for him to get angry with her.

That's too cheap.

"……it is good."

He took a deep breath and said after calming down a little, "When he comes back, please ask him to call me back when you are free, can you?"

"Student Lin, you may not understand what I mean."

Wu Yuan's tone was calm, but with an inexplicable politeness and alienation, "You are not suitable, I hope you will not contact Cheng Sen again."

Not suitable?

Did you know they weren't suitable after meeting them?Is Zhou Chengsen, who gets along with him day and night, a fool? ?

Lin Pei kept silent with a cold face, and Wu Yuan seemed to have expected his attitude, and said: "I know you are not happy about this, but please understand the feelings of a mother. Our family is poor, and I am seriously ill. The pressure of the whole family is on Cheng Sen, I am his mother, how can I not feel sorry for my son?"

Lin Pei couldn't listen anymore, "Aunt Wu, I too—I am also a single-parent family, and I am also an only child. Apart from family background, what is the big difference between me and Zhou Chengsen? He is your son. You are considerate of him. It's normal, but I'm also my father's child..."

Which parent would like their children to wait for hours in the snow without even knowing the reason for being released?

When he said these, he still tried his best to restrain his tone, so as not to make these words sound too harsh.

"Look, this is the biggest difference between us." Wu Yuan sighed, "Do you think you and Cheng Sen are equal except for your family background? No."

"Can you endure hardships with Cheng Sen?"

"He works three jobs, can you be considerate of him, not stick to him, and not add to his burden?"

"When we were poor, we ate mustard greens for a box lunch of two yuan all day long. You grew up with rich clothes and jade food, and you have many things to avoid, and your stomach is delicate. Can you get used to eating with us?"

"In the future when you are with Cheng Sen, you won't be disappointed if he can't give you the original material conditions?"

Lin Pei laughed angrily when he heard that, "It's not that I have no hands or feet, why do I have to suffer together?"

It's not enough for everyone to be happy together and run to a well-off society. You have to play the floor together to be a real couple? ? ?

"Because we've tried."

Wu Yuan said calmly, "You probably don't know yet, do you? Cheng Sen had a girlfriend two years ago."

boom -

A thunderbolt fell from the sky.

Lin Pei loosened his fingers, and the phone almost fell off and fell to the ground, "...what did you say?"

"I said he was in love, just before you."

Wu Yuan took a sip of water, and slowly recalled, "That girl is also a child of a wealthy family. She was raised and pampered since she was a child. She is fair and beautiful. She has been chasing Cheng Sen for a whole year..."

It was about the third grade of junior high school.

At that time, the two children were quite young, especially the girl, who was straightforward and cute. Because she was spoiled by her family since she was a child, she wanted whatever she liked. Once she saw Zhou Chengsen on the playground, she fell in love with him at first sight. The guy who bought milk tea and snacks every day chased him for a year.

Zhou Chengsen was different. At that time, he had to work several jobs because of his mother's illness. There were still many shops that deliberately squeezed his wages because of his young age, relying on the fact that others did not accept child labor.

After the girl found out about this incident, she avenged him very much, so she simply bought the store for him and became the store manager herself, paying Zhou Chengsen a salary of seven or eight thousand a month.

This is still open to less.

But for Zhou Chengsen, who is fifteen or sixteen years old, such a large sum of money is enough to make him panic.Zhou Chengsen is down-to-earth, he won't open his mouth when he is cheated, but he doesn't want to take advantage of others.

He wanted to go to the store manager to clarify.

The girl was also very wronged, thinking that I was doing it for your own good, your family needs it, right?The two discussed it calmly, but neither could convince the other. In the end, the girl had no choice but to raise a condition.

Let Zhou Chengsen be her boyfriend.

Zhou Chengsen agreed.

In fact, if you want to say that you like her, that's not true. After all, his mother is sick, so how could he care about the affection of these children.Say it is love, it is better to say it is moved.

At that time, he had experienced many changes in human relationships, and suddenly a girl broke into his life, stubbornly treated him well, and wanted to stay by his side.

He didn't even think about repaying favors or making deals, it's just that he persisted for too long and was too lonely.

So he agreed.

That was the decision he regretted the most.

After falling in love, the girl's spoiled and ignorant personality gradually revealed. It's not that it's bad, but it's obviously not suitable for Zhou Chengsen.

When Zhou Chengsen was about to go to work after school, the girl hugged his shoulders and asked him to take a day off to accompany her to the baking class.

At first Zhou Chengsen was willing to accompany his little girlfriend, but when he took half a month off in a month and other employees in the shop complained about him, Zhou Chengsen felt very sad and rejected her for the first time and told her her inner thoughts.

When he went to work the next day, he found that except for him, all the other employees in the store had been fired. Looking around, they were all new faces.

Zhou Chengsen had a big fight with her for this.

The girl really didn't understand why her boyfriend was angry. She cried a lot and told her friends about her grievances.Naturally, the friend stood beside her and cursed along with her, saying that Zhou Chengsen didn't know what to do.

Later, he gave her an idea to ask Zhou Chengsen to quit his previous job, concentrate on dating girls, and pay him a daily salary. Wouldn't everyone be happy in this way?

The girl thought it was a great idea, so she told her boyfriend about it.Zhou Chengsen reacted very strongly at first, but he disagreed, and his little girlfriend cried in tears in front of him, saying that he must not love herself enough.

Zhou Chengsen had no choice but to reluctantly agree.

He felt a little inferior and thought that it was true that his conditions were not good enough to buy her this or that like other boyfriends. If this is the case, then he should follow her.

Life is already very tiring, and he doesn't like to quarrel.

But the three views between them are too different. He thought that patience would improve, but it didn't.

The girl took him in and out of her friend's party. In order to stand up in front of the plastic sister flowers, she asked Zhou Chengsen to swipe her card to check out; Zhou Chengsen took a car and asked him to pick her up from the baking class.

Zhou Chengsen was very sad.

In fact, he knows all the whispers of people around him, saying that he is a jerk, a sugar daddy, a softie, and so on.

In fact, these are nothing, but what he cares most about is that he feels that he has gradually become an item of hers, a fake luxury that he hangs around his neck and carries in his hand, and shows and brags to others anytime and anywhere.

But Zhou Chengsen also knew the source of her vanity.

It was because she didn't get the love she wanted from him.

She is a little princess who grew up under the pampering of thousands of people. She can easily buy a store worth several million. Naturally, she doesn't understand why her boyfriend calls a box of 30 yuan strawberries a small gift, and she is so careful. Urge her to finish eating early, otherwise it will go bad.

How could she eat so much?

If it breaks, throw it away and buy it again?

Both of them want to understand each other, but they both feel wronged.

Under such an increasingly deformed relationship, when they broke up, the two had another big fight.

At that time, Zhou Chengsen was on the phone with Wu Yuan, and before she could hang up, Wu Yuan could clearly hear her accusations against Zhou Chengsen regardless of her image.

"Zhou Chengsen, don't forget where your mother earned the money for medical treatment and medicine!"

The girl was carrying a Hermès bag, her eyes were wide open, and tears fell, "I will give you what you lack, I know your family is not in good condition, I never let you share a penny when you go out to play, my only The requirement is that you stay with me, coax me, and make me happy. My brother and sister-in-law are married, and asking you to change clothes is not to prevent you from wearing these three-no brands. You open your mouth and break up... I am too much or you Excessive?!"

Zhou Chengsen had already passed the time when he was angry and wanted to quarrel, he said calmly, "I was too much, and I didn't know what to do. You know I'm so bad, why don't you break up with me?"

The girl stared at him with tears in her eyes for a long while, then threw the bag in her hand on him heavily, and said bitterly: "You think you are so great, but you are just a little boy raised by me. I don't want to see you again in this life you!!"

Yes, isn't he just her little boy.

Others thought so, her friends thought so, and now, even she said so.

He can't give her what she wants, and he won't be able to in the future.

Zhou Chengsen clenched his fists, he picked up the girl's bag and returned it to her, "I wish you success in the high school entrance examination."

The girl wiped away her tears and looked at him for a long time, as if looking at a stranger, and finally walked away without looking back.

……

"When he brought you to me that day, I had a bad feeling."

Wu Yuan said, "Like her, your eyes are very pure. At first glance, you look like a child who grew up in a good family. The old saying is very good, poor and lowly couples mourn everything, let alone a poor and a rich family? We call it It's not right for the door."

"I don't want my son to become a phoenix man or a soft rice man in other people's mouths, but with you, there must be financial entanglements. Although Tian Chengsen didn't say anything these days, I know he has found a new part-time job .”

"Is it because we don't have enough money now? No. It's because of you."

"He doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes and lose his dignity in his relationship, so he works so hard to be equal to you and give you happiness."

"But it's too tiring. He's still a student, so I feel sorry for him too."

Wu Yuan shook her head, "Xiao Lin, it's not that Auntie is prejudiced against you, it's just that the timing of your relationship is wrong. Maybe when Cheng Sen has a stable job and when my illness recovers, then you..."

"Is that what he meant?"

Lin Pei interrupted her.

Wu Yuan paused, then nodded, "Yes."

"There are thousands of kinds of people in the world, and there are thousands of kinds of suffering."

Lin Pei said calmly, "If he doesn't want to continue with me for these reasons, I can understand, but I want to hear him say it myself."

"Before he contacted me, I wouldn't believe every word you said."

Wu Yuan didn't speak.

"By the way, there is one thing I don't agree with."

Lin Pei whispered, "There is no good time."

Just like him and Song Xun, they are all the favored children of heaven, but their luck is still terrible.

There will always be people with unrealistic dreams, one day, that day, when I get to that time...

But the good times never come.

People will always go against the wind.

He hung up the phone.