Quick wear one night awakening

There is no perfect treatment plan in this world.

Even if it's just a common cold, if you swallow all kinds of pills that claim to have no side effects, your immunity will still weaken slightly after recovery.

The attending physician told him that resting on time, maintaining a positive and optimistic attitude, and communicating with family and friends more, there is no obstacle in this world that cannot be overcome.

Yes, there are people in this world who are far more miserable than him. His family is ruined, his arms and legs are broken, and he lives in the dark and dark all his life. Like a coward's sick moan.

What is reflected in the mirror is a young face, youthful and invincible, as long as the corners of the lips are slightly raised, a bright smile can bloom.

It should be the best years, why should you spend your days moping about the mistakes made by others?

Lu Nanjia said to him from the standpoint of a sister, "You can call the police, I will never stop you, but Ayi is my own brother, if he is arrested, I will find a way to release him on bail .”

If you rank family affection and love in order, 90.00% of people would choose family affection, so Lu Nanjia's position is reasonable.

"Okay, I won't report to the police." Xia Shi compromised for his girlfriend.

"I'm sorry." Lu Nanjia hugged him guiltily, "I will find a way to get my parents to send Ayi out, don't be afraid, he won't pester you anymore."

"Ah."

Feeling the trembling of his body, Lu Nanjia relaxed his strength slightly, "Is it still not good? Are you going to go to the weekly spiritual treatment on time? How about we change to another clinic?"

"No need." Xia Shi sat next to him and took a sip of water, "Is the treatment delayed? We have to believe in the power of medicine, and we will get better slowly."

Lu Nanjia fondled his head, "I'm going on a business trip for a few days, so be good, I'll come back and bring you a gift."

"What gift?" Xia Shi tilted his head, and rubbed her arm affectionately, "I don't need any gift, I just want Nanjia to accompany me."

"Insecure child." Lu Nanjia glanced at the empty room and sighed, "I like you sticking to me so much, but sometimes I think it's better to have a little independent space between the two of you. Tell me, I should take it." What can you do?"

Lu Nanjia was right, he was really insecure, he hoped to have something to do and someone to accompany him, so that he was not so lonely.

Chi Feiyan called him and said, "Brother Xia, didn't you quit your previous job? Come here and help me, the project I developed needs to be tested."

Xia Shi put on the greatly modified instrument, and couldn't help but "wow", "You can do it, boy, this effect is really cool, when will it be officially released?"

"Not yet...not yet, there are many bugs." Chi Feiyan blushed and stared at the corners of his delicate lips, "Brother Xia, there is still cream on your mouth, let me wipe it off for you."

Xia Shi patted his hand off, "No way." Then he licked his mouth, "Little Glasses, I doubt your sexual orientation very much."

"Ah—" Chi Feiyan was so startled that he almost fell off his seat, and said incoherently, "I...I'm not—"

"You have actually developed so many BL branches, which has deeply exposed your unknown preferences." Xia Shi patted him on the shoulder, "But don't worry, I won't discriminate against you, you like Strong attack or American attack? I'll help you pay attention when I have time."

"I'm not suffering!" Chi Feiyan stood up abruptly, and when he met Xia Shi's Tanxun's eyes, he faltered again, and said with a bitter face: "Brother Xia, I really am not suffering..."

"The mouth is too honest." Xia Shi pouted, looking at the blueprint on the big screen with great interest, "I really hope to have the opportunity to play with the final product."

"Brother Xia, don't worry, when it is developed, you will be the first to experience it." Chi Feiyan sat back and continued to debug the program.

"That's all for today, I'm still in a hurry to get a ride home." Xia Shi picked up his coat and left gracefully.

Today is Valentine's Day, and he wants to buy a bouquet of roses for Lu Nanjia.

The florist has already sensed the business opportunity, and the price has gone up. He touched his pocket, and to be honest, he still can afford the price, even if he keeps looking at the flower today is not much different from the flower a week ago, what price? Just doubled it ten times?

"Sir, you don't have to pay."

Just when he was lamenting that the world is really dark, the clerk came over with a smile, "Someone has already reserved the place for you. What flowers do you want, let me match them for you?"

Xia Shi let out a "Huh", "Are you making a mistake?"

"That's right." The clerk smiled and held up a bouquet of roses, "What do you think of this bouquet of diamonds and stars?"

Xia Shi read reports on the Internet, this seems to be the latest cultivated flower species, the color is bright, the brilliance is bright, it is super gorgeous when held at night, that is the price...

He saw several zeros on the back of the price tag, and couldn't help thinking, if he walked down the street with this bouquet of flowers, would he be robbed?

"No, there will be no pie in the sky." He looked away from the beautiful bunch of diamonds and stars in pain, and held up a bunch of ordinary red roses, "Just this one, really."

The clerk was stunned and refused to let him pay the bill, and after some discussion, he sold it to him at a super low price.

Xia Shi went to Lu Nanjia's company with roses in his hands.

Surrounded by elite men in suits and leather shoes and OLs with exquisite makeup, he tidied up his casual clothes, straightened his face, and tried to pretend to be more mature to get in.

The sharp-eyed security uncle immediately stopped him, "Where are the students, only those who need to work here can go in."

Xia Shi discussed with the security uncle, "It's Valentine's Day today, I'm here to find a girlfriend, just let me in."

"Girlfriend?" Uncle Security's eyes widened immediately, "I don't even have a girlfriend yet, no, I can't just let people go here."

Hmph, what's the big deal, I'll summon the domineering female president to slap her in the face later...

Xia Shiban was thinking jokingly, just as he was about to get through to Lu Nanjia's phone, a voice sounded faintly from the side, "No need, let him go."

Uncle Security immediately put on a friendly face, "Young Master Lu, your classmate?"

The blood all over his body seemed to freeze in an instant, Xia Shi turned his head with some displeasure, "Is it you?"

"Are you here to look for my sister? She's inside, you go in." Lu Xinyi's reaction was indifferent, as if she and him were just nodding acquaintances.

Xia Shi endured the discomfort and went to Lu Nanjia's office. Once he entered, he couldn't bear it any longer. Lu Nanjia walked over worriedly, "What's wrong, your face is so pale?"

"Your brother..." Xia Shi stopped suddenly, and Lu Nanjia understood, "Did you meet Ayi outside? He has been very motivated recently, as if he has changed."

Xia Shi said "Oh", and Lu Nanjia happily put the roses into the vase in front of him, "Many people have sent me flowers today, but I only hope to receive yours."

"Nanjia is really popular." Xia Shi was a little jealous, "The flowers sent by others must be much more expensive than those sent by me."

"It's not the flowers that I care about, the most important thing is the person who gave them to me." Lu Nanjia approached the buds and sniffed them. Just at this time, the secretary came in with two food boxes, and smiled and glanced at Xia who was sitting next to her. At that time, "Sister Lu, happy Valentine's Day, I will send a couple's meal to wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years."

"Thank you." Lu Nanjia opened the food box, which was decorated delicately and romantically, with a tangy aroma, "It looks delicious." She took a bite of food and fed it to Xia Shi's mouth, "Honey, open your mouth, ah--"

"I'm not a child." Xia Shi took a sip, picked up another food box and ate it by himself. As he ate, his expression froze, "Who... did this?"

"Xiao Song sent it, so she must have cooked it. Her cooking skills are really good." Lu Nanjia wiped his mouth for him dotingly, "Is it delicious? If you like it, I just ask Xiao Song Let her do it for you, too."

"I don't want it!" Xia Shi stood up suddenly, and Lu Nanjia frowned, "What's wrong, it's like this all of a sudden, this is in the company, don't be self-willed..."

"I'm sorry." Xia Shi was a little embarrassed, "I'm not feeling well, so I'll go back first."

"It's so late, I'll ask the secretary to drive you back."

"no need."

The smell he tasted just now was so familiar that he felt a strong sense of discomfort. He pulled the neckline a little to relieve the suffocation.

It began to rain lightly outside, and the rain in this season was very cool on the face.

An umbrella is propped over his head.

Xia Shi looked up at the person holding the umbrella, "What are you doing here?"

"There is a spare umbrella at the exit of the company, didn't you notice it just now?" Lu Xinyi handed the handle of the umbrella in front of him, "You are not in good health, if you get wet you will catch a cold, here you are."

"No need." Xia Shi strode to the side of the road, raised his hand, hailed a taxi and left.

Very late, when Lu Nanjia came back from overtime work, she happily put her hands on his shoulders, "Baby, the girls in the company today praised you for being cute, and asked if you would come next time?"

"I'm not going." Xia Shi avoided her kiss, and Lu Nanjia rubbed his cheek with the back of her hand comfortingly, "Are you in a bad mood because you met Ayi today? He made a big mistake before." , I beat him several times for you, and I didn't hold back at all, but... what can I do, I can't just beat my brother to death, right now he doesn't dare to provoke you, and , he is much more sensible, and he is no longer so introverted. I have met many beautiful girls who have confessed to him. Ah Yi, he should have a girlfriend soon. Don’t worry, I will see with him."

"Really?" Xia Shi thought back on Lu Xinyi's words and deeds, it seemed that there was nothing out of the ordinary, he even touched himself, it really seemed like a different person.

The next day, when he passed by a coffee shop, he really saw Lu Xinyi sitting with an innocent girl. The two of them looked very striking, as if they were having a good time talking.

Lu Xinyi... is he really normal?Then why is he so afraid of the other party? He's too weak. Xia Shi clenched his fists tightly. On his wrist was a souvenir given to him by the psychiatric clinic. There was a sentence engraved on it - Believe in yourself, you are the best.

Yes, I am the best, no one can dominate my life.

He took a deep breath and walked into the elevator.

When the elevator reached the third floor, a tall and straight figure walked in. He squeezed the souvenir on his wrist, trying his best not to tremble.

"cold?"

A thick coat was thrown over. The material looked very expensive. He couldn't bear to let the clothes get dirty on the floor, so he subconsciously reached out to pick it up. The scorching/hot breath was already approaching. The person in front of him seemed to be It was a little taller and was trapping him firmly in the corner.

"You..." Xia Shi raised his face and threatened the other party in a very imposing manner, "If it goes too far, I will call the police."

"Repay it if you want, it's the retribution I deserve anyway."

The heat that can almost burn people is getting closer and closer, but it is properly controlled at a distance without physical contact, "What did you see just now? That girl and I just met by chance, there is no special relationship."

"It's not my business!"

The elevator door opened, and he wanted to escape, but the corner of his clothes was pulled lightly, and a deep voice rang in his ear, "I have only dated with one person in my life, but I am too stupid to do this to him." I already knew I was wrong, and I want to make it up to him, do you think he would be willing to give me a chance?"

"impossible!"

Xia Shi called Chi Feiyan, "Hey, little glasses, your house in the country is still available, give me the key, I want to live there for a while!"

Chi Feiyan was taken aback, "Brother Xia, what's wrong with you, don't be impulsive, it's isolated from the world, desolate and lonely like snow!"

"It's better to be isolated from the world."

Xia Shi bought a ticket and set off in three days, Chi Feiyan bid him farewell with tears in his eyes, "Brother Xia, take care all the way, you have to transfer another car when you get there, go straight into the village and go straight to the third last one, don't forget gone."

"I will miss you." Xia Shi got into the car with his luggage on his back and waved goodbye to him.

Fortunately, it is not crowded at this time of year. He leaned on the seat and squinted for a while. The road was bumpy, and when he fell asleep, his head would unconsciously lean on the seat next to him.

Probably because he was too tired, he didn't notice that he accidentally leaned on the neighbor's shoulder when he was half asleep and half awake. When he woke up, his face turned red, and he quickly retreated to his seat, "I'm sorry."

"It's ok."

"why is it you again……!"

He stood up abruptly, "Driver, I want to get off!"

"You can't stop halfway, let's talk at the stop!" The driver seriously rejected his unreasonable request.

Xia Shi had no choice but to lean against the car window alone, hoping that time would pass faster.

Lu Xinyi was very disciplined and did not exceed that safe distance, "Don't be afraid, I'm just worried, make sure you're safe before leaving."

You are the most dangerous one!

Xia Shi said depressedly: "Don't you still want to go to the company for an internship? Don't care about work?"

"Work is more important than you?" Lu Xinyi took a sip of water, "This is the difference between me and my sister, she will not accompany you because of work, but I won't."

Xia Shi's heart was almost imperceptibly stabbed, and he retorted unwillingly, "You will lock me up to satisfy your own selfish/desires, but Nanjia will not. This is the difference between you."

"Heh." Lu Xinyi smiled, "Have you ever learned the word half-baked?"

"I've only learned that flaws must be reported." Xia Shi stood up and touched the clean shoes of the other party with his toes, "I don't want to sit with you, get out of the way."

The accident happened at this moment.

There was the roar of the machine, the screams of the passengers, and the rubbing/rubbing sound of the sparks of Thunderbola. His eyes went dark, and he felt that he was being hugged. The flames spread to the angle, and the warm/hot liquid splashed on his face. He licked it, it was fishy and sweet, and couldn't help cursing, "Lu Xinyi, you fucking."

When he woke up again, he was already in the hospital. The lovely nurse told him happily, "It's a miracle. Apart from a slight concussion in the brain, there is no serious damage to the body. You can leave the hospital after a good rest."

Xia Shi looked around anxiously, "What about him?"

The nurse showed a look of embarrassment, "You just finished the operation, you have a really good relationship, I heard that he was the one who tried his best to protect you at that time, and he refused to let go when the ambulance arrived."

"I want to go to the intensive care unit." Xia Shi raised his face to look at the nurse, "Brother must really hope to see me next to him when he opens his eyes, right? Sister nurse, can you find a way to let me in?"

"Oh, you are really..." The nurse blinked her teary eyes with emotion, "Okay, but I can only go secretly for a while."

Xia Shi soon saw the seriously injured Lu Xinyi, and walked over to tuck him in the blanket, "The hospital has already contacted your family members, and they will come to see you soon."

Lu Xinyi stared at his face without blinking, and grabbed his sleeve with her bandaged hand, "Are you not injured?"

"Fortunately, there is no serious injury." Xia Shi calmly withdrew his hand, "Thank you for saving me today. I hated you very much, but now I am very grateful to you. Let's cancel the matter between us."

The visiting time given by the nurse was very short, so he stood up, "That's it, I'm leaving first, if you feel uncomfortable, you can ring the bell to call the doctor."

"Don't go!"

When he had already taken a few steps outside, there was an alarm/alarm sound from the equipment behind him, and the person who was lying on the hospital bed had already fallen to the ground, and several nurses ran in in a panic, "What's going on? Don't mess around." Move, this has not passed the dangerous period yet!"

"Don't go..." Like an insecure child, Lu Xinyi grabbed his trousers, a handsome guy was tortured/tortured like this, and the surrounding nurses stared at him silently with accusing eyes every move.

"Okay, don't go, you lie back."

Xia Shi was sitting by the hospital bed boringly peeling apples, Lu Xinyi looked at his hands greedily, "Don't use a knife, be careful not to cut your hands."

"Eat?"

A piece of apple that was not peeled perfectly was brought to his mouth, Lu Xinyi quickly took a bite, "It's so sweet."

Xia Shi put his hand on his shoulder, which happened to be the most serious injury, "Does it hurt?"

"Don't..." Lu Xinyi took a deep breath, and suddenly felt a very gentle force gradually spread. Looking up from his angle, he could just see the other party's delicate chin, drooping thick eyelashes, and concentrated eyes. Expression, look down, the young man's thin waist/body, straight legs, even through the clothes, you can see the beautiful lines underneath...

...can't, can't think anymore...

Lu Xinyi blushed and looked away, "Okay, no need."

"Really?" Xia Shi raised his eyebrows, "Then I'm leaving."

"Don't go..." Lu Xinyi took his hand pitifully, "You know I like you, why are you still being so nice to me?"

"I'm just doing my duty." Xia Shi withdrew his hand, "You saved me, it's only natural for me to help you recover, don't think about it casually."

Lu Xinyi's eyes softened, "I really hope that I'm sick all the time, so that you can always be by my side and take care of me."

"You are so beautiful!"

Xia Shi glared at him, and ran out to ask the doctor to speed up the treatment.

Lu Xinyi's condition is getting better day by day. After the car accident, his dejected demeanor became brighter day by day. Even some young nurses would take advantage of the opportunity to take care of him to get close to him, but his mood became more and more serious. Impatient, grabbing a person and asking, "What about him?"

"Ah, you mean that little boy who often comes to take care of you?" The nurse tilted her head, "Well, he has been discharged from the hospital. His injury was not serious at first, but the doctor told him later that your illness has recovered. When it was almost over, he left with peace of mind."

"No..." Lu Xinyi gripped the quilt tightly, her eyes wandered for a while, then she stood up suddenly, "I'm going to be discharged from the hospital too."

……

After Xia Shi was discharged from the hospital, he immediately found Chi Feiyan and cried, "Little glasses, return the keys to you, brother, I had a car accident last month, and I narrowly escaped death. It was a thrilling experience."

"Xia... Brother Xia..." Chi Feiyan was hugged violently, his face flushed red, "Don't strangle me, you're going to die."

"Huh?" Xia Shi suddenly woke up, staring at his arm in disbelief, "My mental illness seems to have been cured, and now I don't tremble when I have direct contact with people. Could it be that I saw through the world in the experience of escaping from death? reason?"

Chi Feiyan blushed and said "oh", Xia Shi stood up in surprise, "It's true, my illness is cured, shit, I'll just say, I'm not so weak."

A stone in my heart finally fell to the ground. After returning home, I must have a big drink and throw away all the inhibitors at home. I am free, and my spirit is finally free...

On the way home, Xia Shi's mind was running at high speed, and he didn't notice that he bumped into someone.

"Lu Xinyi? How did you get out of the hospital?"

He narrowed his eyes slightly, and helped him up. It was amazing that he didn't tremble after such a direct physical contact, which meant that he finally got rid of the psychological shadow of the other party.

"Fifi..."

Lu Xinyi raised her head and hugged him fiercely, "Don't leave me."

Xia Shi narrowed his eyes coldly, "I'm not Feifei, I'm Xia Shi...Actually, you haven't woken up from the fantasy in that game, I know, the feeling of nowhere to get rid of, Feifei Probably the projection of your ideal lover, you project all your beautiful fantasies on a virtual character, so when you find that Feifei is not the girl in your fantasies at all, you can’t accept it, so you put all your emotions on her It's on me, the operator, you know? I hate that you keep calling me Feifei, as if I've been treated as someone else..."

"No, I really fell in love with you later..." Lu Xinyi explained in a panic, Xia Shi pushed him away suddenly, "You are a coward, I have got rid of the shadow you gave me, so you can continue to live in this world." In your own fantasy!"

Lu Xinyi's expression was in a daze for a moment, the fantasy and reality in front of him overlapped, he hugged his head suddenly and squatted on the ground, Xia Shi reached out and grabbed his hair, making him face up to him, "Mr. Don’t pretend, I just suddenly remembered everything. The plot after that should be that I was cut by you. You repented and realized it. You sat in front of the hospital bed every day and watched me become a vegetative. Now, why should I be chopped off, I am innocent, there is no need to accompany you in this bloody eight o'clock plot! Let's settle it..."

A light curtain was cast in the sky, and Chi Feiyan in white work clothes appeared in front of him, with blue amnesia potion on his left hand, as long as one cup is poured down, the past will be forgotten, and he happily accepts the affection that has been brewing for several years, He will come to terms with it, happier than most people in the world, with the dark Never Forgive badge on his right hand.

Xia Shi stretched out his hand without hesitation.