compassion

How skinny she was yesterday, how cowardly she is today.Today is not short, please bosses don't hit me.

-October 10th sunny-

I bought a new diary and started writing a diary today.

I had my fourth swimming lesson this month today.

The weather seems to have been very good recently, neither too hot nor too cold, and the wind is very comfortable on the body. The outdoor heated swimming pool can see the sky, and the sky will become bluer in autumn.

Today the coach came late for something, and then I was caught by brother Xie for being lazy.

In fact, I still don't like swimming. I look forward to swimming lessons every week and only hope that Brother Xie will come.

Obviously living together every day, but I still want to talk to him a little more.

Later Brother Xie demonstrated a few movements to me... I didn't remember any of them.That is, he said that my swimming posture is very stiff and I still need to practice more, but he praised my abdominal muscles.

It would be nice if the swimming lesson coach couldn't come next week.

-November 11 cloudy-

It turns out that Zhou Yan likes the school belle. I don't think he has even spoken to them. I just found out today that he was nervous.

Well, I understand, I was also very nervous when talking to brother Xie.

It's just that I don't know what to say to seem more appropriate, and sometimes I can talk nonsense and don't know what I said.

But brother Xie won't laugh at me.

Later, I told them that the restaurant I went to with Brother Xie was delicious. Zhou Yan said that I am a local tyrant, and I can afford such an expensive restaurant. Only then did I know that the place where Brother Xie took me to eat was so expensive.

I explained to Zhou Yan that a brother took me to eat it, and I only ate it once. Zhou Yan said that this brother was too generous to me, and asked me to hug the big guy’s thigh tightly, and said that riches and honors should never be forgotten .

Zhou Yan is right, brother Xie is very kind to me.

But in the future, I should tell them less about Xie Zhang, and the opening of "I have a friend" is really stupid, and I almost slipped my mouth today.

-October 11th sunny-

Double Eleven shopping list:

Four new sets of bedding are added at home (size 2mX1.8m)

[Golden Rose Style] Two sets of winter pajamas

Two sets of winter robes

A set of thermal underwear (own)

a pair of keychains

Three pairs of cotton slippers (Ms. Zhou’s women’s style)

【Live Room】Sweater, jeans, coat, accessories, chest buckle

A full set of simulation questions for the [-]-day college entrance examination sprint

Stationery (diary, wrong question collection, refill, highlighter-red)

[Limited Edition] Coffee Cup + Spoon

I hope the coffee cups I bought will arrive sooner. Brother Xie seems to always work overtime at night recently, so I can drink coffee with new coffee cups.

Today the Chinese teacher talked about modern poetry and read a very good poem:

"When I was sitting on the steps thinking of you, only the moon passed by."

-October 11th sunny-

Ah ah ah ah ah!

I forgot to change the Taobao payment account to my own. I used the credit card Xie Ge gave me. In the morning, he asked me what was important and I couldn’t sleep well after buying it in the middle of the night...

I feel like he's getting it wrong.

I ain't I don't!

I said that I bought clothes, Brother Xie said that I don’t have to worry about adding clothes in the future, his life assistant will help me prepare all the clothes for the season.

What should I do, I hope the store will deliver the goods sooner, so that brother Xie can wear the nightgown I bought for him.

Ah ah ah ah ah!

Ah ah ah ah ah!

Brother Xie didn't even know about Double Eleven!

-November 11 cloudy-

Brother Xie came back so late today, I even finished my math homework.

I just pretended to find something to eat and went downstairs to meet brother Xie. I did it on purpose, brother Xie probably didn't notice, because he said: "Ah Heng, why aren't you sleeping."

I told him that there was a lot of homework, so I finished it and came down to drink water.

He didn't go straight upstairs to the bedroom, but to the kitchen with me.

Brother Xie asked me if I was squeezed out by my classmates, and also asked me if I could keep up with the progress of the teacher's lectures. I told him that my classmates were very good and the teacher's lectures were a bit fast, but I could catch up with my own efforts.

Today we went up the stairs together, brother Xie sent me back to the room and said good night to me.

Good night, the newly bought pajamas have been washed and dried, I hope Brother Xie likes them.

-October 11th sunny-

Today, Little Bean Sprouts came, and it turned out that her name was Yuan Qiao.

Is it after your mother's last name?

She looks very cute, with small canine teeth and dimples, she is very polite and attractive, Brother Xie dotes on her very much, and Sister Zhou also dotes on her very much, the little girl is like a little princess at home.

I like her a lot too, it's true, I swear.

Just, just a little jealous of her.

Brother Xie smiled very softly when facing her, a look I had never seen before.

I don’t know who invented Mr. Xie’s saying. I think Brother Xie must be the kind of good husband and father who doesn’t have any airs at home.

But I'm a little glad Brother Xie got divorced. I know it's wrong, but I can't help it.

If brother Xie is someone else's husband now, I can't even secretly like him, it's immoral.

Knowing that brother Xie would not be with someone like me even without a wife, why do I still have to think about it.

It's sweet to like someone, but it's bitter to have a crush on someone.

-November 11 Fog-

The monthly exam results came out, so bad...

Fortunately, the report card of this school does not require parents to sign, otherwise I would have to show the report card to Brother Xie, it is so embarrassing, I have to study hard next month.

These few days, I really don’t have the mind to read. I look forward to going home from school during class, and I look forward to Brother Xie’s return when I go home. The most meaningful time in the day seems to be on the way to school and having dinner with Brother Xie. up.

No wonder the dean doesn't allow students to fall in love, but if Brother Xie was with me, I might not be so restless.

...I was thinking of something.

Brother Xie obviously only regards me as a child he brought home, maybe I'm no different from Little Bean Sprout.

-Rain on December 12th-

Brother Xie gave me a set of One Piece figurines, and said he could watch One Piece anime with me after the winter vacation.

He said: "When you are on vacation, take me to have a look together."

He also said, "I should have time to accompany you."

Am I dreaming?

Originally, I wanted to control my thoughts, don't think too much, but I really can't control myself like Brother Xie.I really want to have a vacation soon, and it would be good to spend more time with Brother Xie.

I figured it out, Brother Xie likes Little Bean Sprout's mother, as long as I like Brother Xie.

-October 1th sunny-

A lot happened today.

I had already made an appointment to celebrate the New Year with Brother Xie, and I had been preparing for a long time, but Shen Ancheng and Shen Ge came after school.

I feel that I'm really worthless, and I want Brother Xie to stand up for me. Next time, I must not be so useless. Brother Xie is right, the more timid I am, the more they bully me.

Then I went to the restaurant for dinner with brother Xie.

When entering the restaurant, brother Xie reached out to me, and I went over to hold him.

Brother Xie took the initiative, so you shouldn't be able to see anything, right?Brother Xie's fingers are long and beautiful.

But later, during the meal, Xiao Dou Sprout called Brother Xie. I thought that today's New Year's Eve was going to be a mess. After all, I always forgot about the existence of Xiao Dou Sprout and the lady I had never met.

In the end, Brother Xie told me that Xiaodou Sprout was not his own daughter, but the daughter of a sacrificed people's policeman, and he was just taking care of the child for a good friend.

It turned out that I was wrong before.

Now my heart is beating so fast that it is about to fly out of my mouth, so I don't need to sleep tonight.

-Xiaoxue on January 1-

It actually snowed today, and I have no impression that I have seen snow in three or four years.

I had a dream last night, I can’t remember it clearly, I only vaguely felt that I went to the mountain to watch the meteor shower. There were a lot of people, the weather was cold and gloomy, and the meteor shower probably won’t appear.

But I remember going to see the meteor shower in Aries.

It was a very strange dream. Brother Xie told me in the dream that we should remember to watch the meteor shower in Aries.

But I searched for a long time today, and I couldn't find any news that there will be a meteor shower in the near future, let alone what is Aries.

Sure enough, dreams are nonsensical.

To take the dream seriously and search for news is like a fool.

...But, I really want to get closer to Brother Xie.

-October 1th sunny-

Brother Xie really accompanied me to watch One Piece.

When I was watching anime, my mother always talked about me, saying that I still want to watch cartoons at my age.

Mom, look, someone is watching cartoons with me.

I like him very much. It is the kind of liking that you will definitely be angry when you hear it, but I also like him very much when you are angry. If I can hear him say that I like me, it must be more than all the happy things in this world combined. One of the things to be happy about, as happy as you being to come back and live with me.

But he just treats me as a child.

I was jumping back and forth between wanting Brother Xie to know my thoughts and being afraid that Brother Xie would know my thoughts. It turns out that liking someone is really not sweet, but liking each other is.

-October 2th sunny-

I'm going to Japan to play with brother Xie.

Brother Xie will remember everything he promised me.

I can’t bring a diary anymore, the suitcases are all put together, I’m afraid Brother Xie will see it.

Brother Xie is very fierce and indifferent to other people. I always feel that when he is facing Shen Ancheng, he is as fierce as if he is about to pull out a gun and kill someone in the next second.

So I dare not let Brother Xie know that I like him, at least for Brother Xie now, I am still a bit special.

I feel that I have a moral problem, and I will always be jealous of every man and woman who is close to brother Xie, even his assistant, because I have seen the TV series where the president falls in love with the assistant.

But I can't help but indulge my bad thoughts.

I am a bad person.

-Rain on December 2th-

Brother Xie and I have been together for many days! ! !

The memorial day is February 2, the eighth day of the Lunar New Year.

It was so chaotic at the time, I can't remember what Brother Xie said to me, anyway, we were together, and he hugged me for a long time.

……Um.

No need to keep a diary secretly in the future, yeah!