Zhang Yixing Lu Han blossomed

Say goodbye to my parents and relatives at home, and my cousin has finished dealing with the matter at hand.I was about to leave and my mother was crying like I wasn't coming.I still haven't told the 419 people that I'm leaving.I just sent a message saying that I am going to Korea for further study, see you at the university.Then he took out the phone card and threw it away.University, I don't know if we can still be together.

I turned on the phone and looked at the screen of the phone.I haven't changed it all the time, it's Zhang Yixing's childish sleeping face.

The road to the airport is long and I'm alone.I didn't let my family see me off, I said, I don't want to see them cry, my cousin was waiting for me at the airport, sitting in the car, I suddenly felt that the road was so long.I look out the window and remember buildings after buildings.I don't know what will happen here if I come back.

The driver in the car was listening to music, which was a song from a long time ago.Unknowingly attracted by the lyrics.

Jane Zhang's "If This Is Love", Zhang Yixing, I shed tears for you again, do you know...

If this is love, it's fair, you don't need to be reasonable, I can leave

If I fulfill you, if I can bless you, it is not me who sees clearly, but I prove that I love you...

Very similar to Zhang Yixing and me, very profound lyrics, maybe, the person Zhang Yixing likes is not me after all, I leave, it is the best choice, say goodbye with silence, our short love.

Zhang Yixing, I don't know why our relationship has passed so quickly, but I still believe that when we were together, you really liked me, right?Since you still have feelings for Yin Xiaohan, since you choose to avoid me, I won't make it difficult for you, I will let you go, just, I hope, you can be really happy, that's fine.

On the plane, I closed my eyes, the scenes of me and Zhang Yixing flashed in my mind, good and bad, from just meeting, to him chasing me, to angry, to reconciliation, to being together, and to separate….

The way he takes care of me, the way he falls asleep, the way he loves me, the way he dances.The appearance of playing the piano, crying, laughing, tears stayed again.Zhang Yixing, when the plane lands, we are really at the end.

When I arrived in Korea, it was a completely strange world, strange things, and a strange language.It seems to be isolated from everything.

I finally found the song "If This Is Love" that I heard in that driver's car

Looking at the photos of Zhang Yixing on the phone, listening to the song that seems to be written about us, Yixing, the first day I left your world, I really miss you...

You made a choice.. right or wrong..

I can only admit.. My heart hurts..

Doubt you are willing.. I was hurt so deeply..

I just burst into tears.. Why bother to hold back..

I have no choice.. I am no longer complete..

It turned out that the last kiss.. was so cold..

You can only acquiesce.. I will be let go..

Seeing..you go..

If this is not the end..if I still love you..

If I want to believe.. you are the only one..

If you hear this.. if you still give up..

That's love..I can't resist..

If this is love..it's not fair..

You don't need to be reasonable.. I can leave..

If I make you perfect.. If I can bless you..

It's not me who sees clearly.. it's me who proves...

I love you…..

gray sky.. can't guess..

Excessive tears.. can't hold back..

All the horses are touched.. It feels really fragile..

The person being cared for.. so it's not me..

I don't want you to go.. I don't want to let go..

But there is a tenderness that cannot... extravagantly ask for sympathy...

You are free.. I am willing to bear..

leave yesterday.. to me...