When I woke up, I conquered the end of the world

When Xing Shao saw the man being treated, he sat back in his seat with peace of mind.

There was a dull pain in his ankle, and he only moved a few steps, and the red and swollen part became more and more uncomfortable.

He should really put away his good intentions. If he hadn't treated Horsen as well as before, would he not have encountered these things.

Forget it, thinking about those things now will only make me more depressed.

He felt something hard on his chest. He found the communicator from Horsen's jacket pocket. He saw that the communicator had been turned off and activated the lock to block any signals.He quickly turned it on and looked at the screen displayed on it. The leftmost side of the communicator was always used for emergency help. He moved his finger to the shining icon.

Looking at the transparent crystal that appeared on it, he was a little dazed for a moment, not knowing what was going on, and now that this picture appeared, he didn't know whether the signal could be transmitted to the outside.

Tentatively sitting in front of the screen, he solemnly explained the tragic situation he encountered, especially the violation of military regulations by Commander Holson.After sending this message, he looked in the mailbox, and there was no red warning of unsuccessful, so he quickly deleted the letter in the mailbox.

He understands that this may not be sent to the outside, there is no error message, it may be the delay when the machine has no signal.

Putting the communicator back into his pocket again, holding the communicator through his clothes, he couldn't help sighing slightly, his eyes were full of helpless panic.

He already desperately wants to escape from here, and wants to escape from this suffocating environment all the time, but he has no choice but to go out. This place is controlled by Horsen, and he can only find peace in a place where there are no zombies. .

Sitting quietly for a while with his head lowered, he couldn't help sighing when he heard the steady footsteps moving towards him little by little.

When Horsen walked in, he saw Xing Shao's fair face was full of depression, and his slender fingers were pinching the cushion under him.

"woke up."

Xing Shao stared at Holson, "You are not blind..."

Horsen was neither angry nor annoyed, the corners of his lips curled up, and he pressed him on bed 1 expressionlessly, looking at his eyes that immediately became terrified.Horsen bit the corner of his lip lightly, looked into his fragile eyes, and held his cheek with both hands.

The cold tip of his tongue wrapped around his warm tongue, as if he was sucking a popsicle. Before he could figure out what was going on, he was held in his arms even harder.He couldn't figure out what Holson was thinking, but he could guess that saliva cannot spread the zombie virus, otherwise he would have already changed from a human to a zombie last time.

At the beginning, he really wanted to become a zombie and resisted each other with Demi, but now he knows that Horsen is a zombie, and those plans have become discarded garbage.

The tip of his tongue was numb, his back was pressed against the rough wooden board, and he was pressed roughly, making him breathless.

Intense long drive straight in, body fluid oozing from the corners of the lips, gradually meandering down from the corners of the lips that could not be closed, staining the Horsen coat on his body, and the wet neckline sticking to his body .The uniform gradually turned translucent, and the mark of shame left by Horsen on his chest could be vaguely seen.

It was just a kiss, but it gave him a sense of fear that he was about to be swallowed. He couldn't help lowering his eyelids, his eyelashes trembling, and his body recalled the pain he had experienced.His right leg struggled to kick Holson's abdomen, but was quickly held down, and his arm kept pushing and blocking Holson.

"Stop, stop...uh..."

After tossing and tossing for a long time, he pushed Holson away, and his whole body collapsed on the ground.

Horsen used his fingers as a comb, gently stroking his wet hair, "I just rescued a human being at the gate of the city."

Xing Shao knew who Holson was talking about, but he subconsciously pretended not to know about it, so he showed indifference.

"En? Are you going to eat it for you?"

Holson said lightly: "Asylum seekers, we will treat them."

"Cure? Zombies save humans? Should I say you are kind, or should I say you are hypocritical?" Xing Shao sneered a few times, "If you want to show your kindness, can you send me away first?"

Horsen slightly tightened his chin fingers, his expression slightly gloomy. "I don't want to hear you say that you want to leave me."

"Even if you don't let me say that, you can't control me from thinking like this."

Seeing him so stubborn, Holson's eyes were full of fear, and his stern and soft-hearted appearance was also so cute.

"Yeah, so I can only make you lose the strength to continue thinking." Horsen wrapped his hands around his shoulders again, and his movements became more and more intimate, with intimacy, and gradually became more and more out of control.

Xing Shao was terrified when he heard this, and he wanted to struggle but it was too late. He was pinned down on bed 1 by Horsen, unable to move any more.

***

His originally weak body has not yet fully recovered. After doing this kind of thing, Xing Shao must have been sent to the doctor. He usually has a heavy back, but he didn't see that he looked very suitable in a white coat.

Xing Shao was lying on bed 1, biting his lips, although he was afraid of Holson in front of him, he still stared at Holson unwillingly.His ankles were wrapped in plaster, hanging in front of his eyes in a state of embarrassment, and bruises appeared on his wrists, which gradually spread to his back.There was still pain in a certain shameful part, the restriction of movement and the discomfort made him struggle frantically for a while.

"It seems that you still have energy now, why don't we continue?" Horsen walked to his side and whispered in his ear like a loving language.

A look of humiliation appeared on Xing Shaoying's handsome face, and he couldn't help it, his heart beat faster, and his palms were so tense that he panicked.

He looked at Leo with pleading looks, and he felt that Horsen would really do such a terrible thing. According to Horsen's perverted character, he might be even more happy that he became an immobile doll. You can only face Horsen alone.

Seeing him, Horsen was shaking like chaff in fright, and frowned displeasedly, "I'm just joking with you."

"Boss, his body is too weak now, and he really can't bear to continue to toss." Leo couldn't help whispering.

Horsen also knew that he couldn't stand the torment, but as long as he heard that he wanted to leave him, although he knew he couldn't do such a thing, but imagined that possibility, it made him feel horrified I can't help but want to punish the man who wants to escape in front of me.Originally, he just wanted to intimidate him, but he didn't know that his taste was like a drug. Once he touched it, he couldn't help but want more. When he regained his senses and woke up, he had already started to close his eyes weakly again, and his chest heaved have become much slower.

"His current physical records are lower than the average of normal people, and he must focus on recuperation." Leo looked at Xing Shao lightly, and looked at the boss with a sense of fear. Although he was also afraid of the boss, he continued in a low voice Said: "For the sake of the patient's physical condition, Boss, don't appear in front of the patient for the time being."

Holson was silent for a while, then glanced at Leo, "How long will it take?"

Leo was shocked by the boss's cold eyes, and said tremblingly: "It will take a week, or two more weeks, it depends on the specific recuperation situation."

Xing Shao trembled, thinking of that terrible person, he didn't want to care about his life at all, he was extremely selfish, how could he let himself be wronged, he would definitely not agree to Leo's request.But I didn't expect to hear Horsen agreeing to the request, holding his face in his hands, and whispering in his ear.

"I can't let you go."

"..." He looked at those sinister eyes, his heart seemed to be clenched by invisible big hands, and his depressed mood made his breathing blocked.

"I really can't leave you."

What is this?The training of his pet?

Horsen hugged him, rubbing the side of his neck reluctantly, "I'll come to see you when you recover."

Then he really hopes that he will not be in good health in this life, and would rather be so sick than see you.

After finally seeing Holson leave here, he sat quietly on the bed 1, like a thoughtless doll, letting the sun shine on his body, his eyes didn't even blink, and he didn't feel the sun glaring.

Leo took the pills, "Take it, these are anti-inflammatory medicines and painkillers, if you don't take them, you won't be able to sleep at night."

Xing Shao lowered his head, looked at the white tablet in his palm, sighed involuntarily, took it and swallowed it, drank clear water and handed the transparent cup to Leo.

"During this period of time, you can rest assured that the boss will not come here. Although I don't know what happened between you, I think the boss really likes you. This is the first time I have encountered this kind of emotional loss. Boss, the usual bosses are cold and expressionless."

"He's never been with anyone, maybe he doesn't know how to love, so... he does a lot of excessive things to you, but he still likes you in his heart, you, can you..."

Xing Shao took a deep breath, his expression gradually distorted, "Impossible, I won't forgive him, I won't forgive him for doing those disgusting things to me!"

Leo saw that he was agitated, so he quickly melted a few pills to replenish body functions into clear water, and the water in the cup turned light red, "Drink it, your body can no longer be so emotional, you need to add some energy."

He swallowed the water, and managed to regain his composure, and a rare blush appeared on his face, "Sorry, I got emotional."

"I, I can understand you too." Leo, a big and thick man, comforted Xing Shao in a hurry, "I don't think I can accept this kind of thing, I just want to make you feel a little better, I didn't expect I just said a lot of stupid things unknowingly, but it made you more emotional."

Xing Shao put down the cup, took a deep breath for a few seconds, and didn't want to bring up the issue of Horsen, so he frowned slightly, and said in a low voice, "Have we reached the neighboring city now?"

"Well, this is an abandoned stadium. We are here for the time being. It is not as miserable as the city we were originally in. Because at that time there was a large-scale party here. During the open-air event, many people survived and survived hiding underground. Encountered terrible zombies." Leo explained.

Xing Shao frowned, "There are many humans..."

"However, I also told us one thing, which means that the supplies here will be in short supply. Many people have already cleaned up the place. When we came, it was already difficult to find supplies, unless it was in a zombie-intensive area."

Xing Shao was about to tell Leo that according to Holson's ability, collecting materials is not a matter of minutes, so there is no need for such effort.

But it suddenly occurred to him that Leo and Pena still didn't know about Vonn and the others. Horsen seemed to hide it from him, hiding it from all his subordinates except Vonn.

These people were kept in the dark as he was, and wouldn't it be painful for them to know that Holson had been a zombie all along?Well...probably not, according to their level of loyalty to Horsen, they would not have any complaints at all.

"Will all human beings be treated by you?"

"Of course, we rushed to the previous city before, that is, we were arranged here by our superiors to be responsible for the rescue team of asylum seekers."

"After the treatment, what can I do? It's just being used as a hoard of food by the zombies. It's better to escape outside." Xing Shao said mockingly.

Leo rubbed his head in confusion. "What else do you say?"

"Well...it's nothing, you will understand sooner or later."

***

Xing Shao sent Leo away, he sat quietly in the room, thinking about the peace he could get within a week, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

But the good times didn't last long, as soon as he lay down, he heard the rustling sound from the door, which made him frown, but he didn't want to pay attention to the people outside.Probably Vonn or Ye Volun came to look for him. Now that he saw them, he felt a severe headache, so he simply closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Hearing that the footsteps were very soft, he walked in a little bit, sat beside him, and then there was no sound.

He was a little puzzled, whether this voice sounded like the quiet voice that a quiet person like Vaughan could make, and Ye Volun often jumped up and down, and he would not walk in like this peacefully.

Except, there is a elusive person who often opens his eyes at night and can hear faint breathing, and he searches around only to find a man sitting in the corner.

He felt terribly annoyed.

The week he promised just now didn't appear in front of his eyes, how could he change his mind in the blink of an eye.

"Are you asleep? I am the one who was rescued today. I heard that you are sick, so I want to come and see you."

This voice made Xing Shao froze immediately, and his whole body was filled with unease.

This person was the man he saw just now, who had the same experience as him. He didn't know how to communicate with this person, and he didn't know how this person was put in.During the period of cranky thinking, he has missed the best time to say hello, so if he pauses for a long time to answer, it will look weird, he might as well just pretend to be asleep.

"My name is Gu Yan." Gu Yan didn't respond when he saw him, and didn't stop talking, but continued. "I heard that you have also experienced what I have experienced. I think I can have a certain topic with you. I have also experienced the feeling that life is worse than death. Compared with your situation, it is even worse."

Xing Shao hoped that the person in front of him would stop talking. Just now, Leo had brought up the things he didn't want to bring up again, and now this person would bring up the old things again, which made him feel uncomfortable.

Gu Yan stared at his calm face, sighed softly and said: "I go to school here, I came here from another place to study, and I am alone, trying to get rid of the feeling of relying on my family, because of my personality. I was lonely and couldn't get along with my classmates, so I gave up the student dormitory and chose to rent a house."

"Although the house is very cheap, I finally have the illusion that I have grown up. I feel that I am very powerful and independent enough to live alone. It seems so, but I have a brother who cares about me very much. Every night Call me and listen to my report on what I encounter every day."

"He is still planning to come here to visit me. I am also very happy that my brother can come. On Sunday morning, because my brother will come here the day after tomorrow, I started to prepare various ingredients. Not long after I walked out of the supermarket, I was on the road. While waiting for the bus, it didn't take long to feel the world spinning."

"I thought it was because I was sunburned and got a bit of heatstroke, so I didn't pay attention to the abnormal thing, but continued to walk forward, but unexpectedly, the bus stop sign fell to the ground and hit my feet soon I felt the crowd pushing and shoving for a moment, I was left there alone, watching everyone fleeing quickly, I looked around anxiously."

Xing Shao clenched his hands under the quilt slightly.

Thinking that he was buried under the ruins, thanks to the safety device he purchased, otherwise he would not be here now.

But maybe it's a good thing not to be here, at least it won't encounter such a terrible thing again.

Facing the silence in the room, the old proverb continued to recall, "I have an injury on my foot, and no one here is willing to waste effort to help me. Therefore, if I want to live, I have to sell something in exchange. Some people rely on Relying on the strong with supplies, but I have nothing... I can only make myself humble..."

"Actually, it's that person who forced me. It's better to say that I half-pushed it. I'm so disgusted. I sold myself for food. I want to live."

"You are actually pretty good now, you have food, and that person is very strong. In a dangerous environment, you need an asylum. That person is enough to be your protector. You just lost your freedom, but who is really here?" What about freedom? Everywhere is dangerous, and we can only be locked up in this city as people in a cage.”

Xing Shao, who had been silent all this time, slowly raised his head and stared at the embarrassed man in front of him. Hearing such words, he panicked.

That night could not help but be the pain in the body. In fact, the pain in the body was suppressed by the medicine at that moment, but the pain was betrayed, and the fragments like sharp blades penetrated the blood piece by piece, gradually spreading along the blood all over.Every inch of his skin could feel the disgusting pain, the unbearable sense of shame, and he uttered his involuntary lewd words time and time again.

It made him even more intolerable, and his hunger strike afterwards was also a punishment for his lewd reaction.

Betrayed by the children who saw him growing up, and shamelessly reacted, he watched Holson throwing one after another sleeves filled with viscous liquid into the trash can. At that time, he thought that probably not long ago, many people in the shelter Everyone will know about him, and even feel complicated and want to escape.

"You do not know me."

He is different from him, the people he meets are bad people, but the people he meets are the children he has seen growing up since he was a child, and he has been working hard to take care of the children, even if it is not in exchange for being kind to him.

He shouldn't be treated like this, after all, he can be regarded as his elder, how can this matter be regarded as never happened.

The old proverb bit his lower lip in a panic and said, "Ah? So you haven't fallen asleep?"

"..."

Gu Yan saw that he was silent, Gu Yan shook his head again, "How can I not understand you? You may think that my behavior is very low, but at that time there is no way, if I don't do that, I will You can’t live, you can only express your ideals and ambitions when you live, and you will become dust when you die, and nothing will be left.”

"...Alive." There was a little brilliance in Xing Shao's eyes, but it quickly shattered. He curled his lips and smiled faintly, "Alive? I live like a dead person now. What ideals and ambitions do I still talk about now?"

"At least you can stand here safely. Who knows what will happen in the future. Only by living can we see the future and make new plans." The old proverb comforted him.

Looking at the skinny man in front of him, Xing Shao was deeply moved.

This person is thinking about trying to live, but he always feels that he has lived for so long and has experienced everything. Even if he continues to walk, the things he encounters are nothing more than more betrayals. He thinks about the future They're all starting to feel tired.

"If you want to die because of a person's actions, it means that you value him more than your life. That's why you feel that after his betrayal, the whole world is gray."

Xing Shao said emotionally: "No, I wish he would die!"

The old proverb looked at him with deep meaning, "That's right, then why do you still look like you are dying to live? Obviously he is not important to you."

"I..." Xing Shao suddenly ran out of words.

"If you think about it, cheer up quickly, don't continue like this, I... I can understand your current mood very well, I was in such pain at the beginning."

He looked at the man, and he showed a painful expression and grabbed his hair, "But when you encounter such a terrible thing... something like a nightmare, don't you feel very painful? Can you calm down?" Do you accept these things?"

"It may be unacceptable for a while, but what if I don't accept it? After all, I have nothing left after death. I still want to go back to see my brother. My brother is still waiting for me in the distance. If I wait until the news of my death, He will probably collapse in pain." Gu Yan looked at him, "Do you have any relatives?"

Xing Shao subconsciously held the photo on his chest and whispered, "I have a younger sister."

"Then for your sister, you have to work hard to live, and don't make her feel sad." The ancient proverb muttered to himself, as if to persuade Xing Shao, and also to persuade himself.

***

Xing Shao barely regained his motivation. He woke up every morning and looked at the photo of his sister in his hand, and couldn't help sighing.

On the way to check his body, Leo saw the photo in his hand, and muttered in confusion for a while, "Why do I think this photo looks so familiar? I seem to have seen this person somewhere before."

Xing Shao immediately looked at Leo emotionally, "Really? Where have you seen this person?"

"I don't necessarily see that person. I think this person looks familiar. Maybe I saw this person when I was in school."

Xing Shao suddenly said in frustration: "You are older than me, how could my sister meet you when I was in school!"

"I'm not very old, I'm only 23 years old, okay, I just like to grow a beard." Leo muttered a few words in dissatisfaction, and quickly realized, "You just said your sister? The person in this photo is Your sister?"

"Well, it's my sister... When I saw her at that time, she was just a child, and she acted like a baby every day in the orphanage, but after a short time, she looked cute and was adopted away. Back then, I left messages about me for her adoptive parents, but none of them contacted me."

When Leo saw Xing Shao, he always talked less. When he talked about his sister, he became talkative and seemed to be cheerful, so Leo did not interrupt, but acted as if he was listening.

Xing Shao caressed the photo. "When they left with their younger sister, they still left my mailbox. I also sent messages to their mailbox at home every month, but there was no reply for a long time. After I went to the military academy, I finally had time After searching for the location of the email address, I later found out that the email they gave me did not exist at all, and my clue to find my sister was completely cut off."

"Then where did you get the photo?" Leo looked at him.

"I..." He paused for a while, "I got the photo from your boss."

"Our boss? I didn't expect the boss to still care about your affairs." After Leo finished speaking, he looked at Xing Shao and stared at him with a bad expression. He immediately reacted and covered his mouth, "Okay, okay, I'll just say it, don't get angry anymore."

Xing Shao carefully put the photo back into his arms, "How is my current physical condition?"

"All indicators are not bad. After a day of recuperation, you are not in such a depressed mood. Your body is improving rapidly. When the injury on your foot is healed, you can be alive and kicking." After Leo finished speaking, he stood up again and found him A few pills to replenish the body.

After Xing Shao took the white pills, he asked in a low voice: "Can you prevent me from recovering so quickly? Doesn't it take me a week or two to get better? But, yes... I only have two days now , why am I about to look neat."

"That's your ankle injury. Your health is not bad at all. If you return to a normal diet and take supplements, you will definitely recover quickly." Seeing his bitter face, Leo asked suspiciously Said: "Why don't you wish for your own health?"

Leo stared at him vigilantly, "Could it be that you want to harm yourself again?"

"I never thought of self-harm..."

It's just that last night it was rare to be able to sleep peacefully all night, without having to be vigilant about someone suddenly overpowering him.

Although half-dream and half-awake, he could vaguely feel a line of sight falling on him, but he rested for a while, and then fell asleep tiredly, and his body did not feel tired at that time when he woke up. He knew that Hall Sen didn't do anything intimate while he was sleeping.

If things continue like this, his body is already healed now, and when his ankle injury heals, and Holson has accumulated a lot of * these days, it will be vented on him again, leading a life of unspeakable misery.

Leo looked at him vigilantly, "If you want to harm yourself, you can't, then I have to inject you with some drugs such as tranquilizers."

"I didn't intend to harm myself, so you don't need to be nervous." Xing Shao explained dejectedly.

"Then why don't you want your health to get better? As your temporary doctor, seeing your body is so weak, I really hope that you can get better as soon as possible."

Xing Shao said resentfully: "Your boss also hopes so, I hope I can get better quickly, so that I can serve him."

Leo suddenly realized, "So that's the case, no wonder you don't want to get better."

"Can I ask you something." He blushed with embarrassment. "I beg you not to tell Holson about my recovery, otherwise I'm worried that he will... come over early."

"But if this goes on for a long time, the boss will still find out." Leo said in embarrassment.

He bit his lower lip and said pleadingly: "I won't pretend to be sick for a long time, I just want to rest for a while, I'm really too tired, I feel hairy all over when I see him, every place is shivering, Even a week is fine, I beg you, let me stay here quietly for a week."

"Well, I can still help you hide the situation for a week or two weeks, but if you want to pretend to be sick for a long time, I can't help you." Leo said honestly: "If the boss knows that I cheated He, he will not be soft-hearted in punishing me."

He looked at Leo gratefully, "Thank you, I promise that in front of him, I will not show that I have recovered. If my foot recovers early, I will break it again."

"You mustn't, I managed to heal you, but I didn't want to watch you cripple yourself again." Leo checked his ankle, "Cultivate slowly, it will take two weeks at the earliest It will get better, so you don't have to worry about it."

Xing Shao finally showed a reassuring smile, "That's great."

"By the way, that guy named Gu Yan has a very strong body recovery ability. It has only been a few days, and his body is gradually improving. Although he is not as healthy as you are now, but compared to the horrible skinny back then. Much stronger." Leo said slowly.

"An old proverb, that person looks cowardly in a certain way, but he is actually much stronger than me." Xing Shao rested his chin on one hand and looked at the wallpaper pasted on the wall.

Leo pursed his lips in disdain, "That man has a top-notch ability to hug his thigh, and he has been chasing after the boss's ass for the past two days."

"..." Xing Shao froze suddenly.

"It's true that the boss spoke out when he stayed, but if Pena didn't say good things during the period, how could he be taken in? But the old saying puts all the credit on the boss. I think he is really weird. At the beginning, he really Was it forced by that person?" When Leo mentioned this matter, his face became ugly.

Thinking of what the old proverb said, Xing Shao couldn't help but sigh slightly.

At the beginning, he chose to rely on that strong man, but now he chooses to rely on Horsen?

He can understand the desperate desire to live, but he can't understand the practice of treating himself as an object and giving it to others for glory.

"Forget it, I think he is looking for death on purpose. The boss has been in a bad mood for the past two days, and that person has been chasing him. He will soon be able to completely irritate the boss and be driven away from here." Leo shrugged shrugged.

Xing Shao sighed, and said flatly, "Who knows!"

"I've completely disliked that old proverb. Ordinary asylum seekers live in the same place, in the innermost big room. It's also for the sake of safety that they all live there, but that old proverb asks whether they can live in the same place. At the gate of the old gate, you still begged me to ask, how dare I ask!"

"As far as the boss's temper is concerned, if I ask in the past, he will definitely beat me up." Leo who said this was completely unaware that if his boss heard what he said to Xing Shao, he would also be shocked. They will beat him hard and beat him out.

Xing Shao was silent for a while, and was a little speechless about the old proverb's approach, but before he could speak, he heard the door being pushed open quickly.

He watched Holson walk in, his face livid, the eyes on his handsome face became very dangerous, and the reason why he didn't have a uniform on his body exuded a violent aura, making him even more frightening and disturbing.

Horsen stepped forward fiercely, and pressed him on the bed. Regardless of Leo's persuasion, his rough movements became more and more fierce, pressing his chest painfully.

Xing Shao endured the pain, squinted his eyes slightly, and moved his arms uncomfortably. The communicator on his chest was poking his heart.

"...You, what are you doing...?" He twisted and struggled, his fair face was flushed, and he stared at Holson in humiliation.

Horsen pinched his face, looked into his eyes, and said without emotion: "Did you use my communicator to send something outside?"