Yezhao Sandbar

When the big concubine married the Yueshi king, the servants in the royal court couldn't help taking a peek at the Han princess. In Lana's eyes, the big concubine was a petite and beautiful woman. If there was no faint sadness between her brows, she would I will use the beautiful yellow warbler to describe this fairy-like hostess.

The concubine was very favored, and Lana could see that the worry on her brows gradually faded, perhaps she had fallen in love with the Lord, even though that man was tyrannical, vicious and mean.

The Lord already had several wives and concubines. Before the concubine got married, everyone knew that his favorite was A Nuo who was a maid. Lana, who has been with him for several years, knows that Arnold is a woman who cannot be messed with.

Not long after, A Nuo suddenly fell ill. When Lana sent the medical officer out, she heard the master beside the bed lose her temper, "Bring that bitch who poisoned me here!"

Lana didn't know how the lord punished the concubine. She only knew that after that day, the concubine never went out again, and she could hear the sound of the piano from her yard. Although Lana couldn't understand it, every time she heard it Then I can't help but think of my family.

One day, the sound of smashing came from the concubine's courtyard. Lana didn't dare to go in, so she stood outside the courtyard and eavesdropped. The Lord's scolding voice could be heard without paying attention.

"What kind of broken princess, you look so unlucky all day long, if you don't want to marry, go back to your Jiangning, I feel wronged by serving this king? Do you have someone in the Southern Dynasty? Oh... no wonder your emperor brother put you in a hurry Come here, it turned out to be a broken shoe!"

There was no sound of crying inside, Lana felt sorry for this weak and persevering concubine, and went to see her at night after she left after being tired from beating and scolding by the Lord.

In the dark room, intermittent murmurs could be vaguely heard: "...the emperor doesn't want me...you scolded me for broken shoes, and wronged me for poisoning...haha...you don't even care about our children...you are still two What about giving birth..."

Lana was terrified, and couldn't bear it anymore and ran into the house to cover the big concubine's mouth. She was relieved to know that the Lord didn't know about it.

Yuezhi has a legend that a long time ago there was a pair of twins in the royal family. After growing up, the older brother ascended to the throne. The younger brother was dissatisfied and did many bad things in the name of the older brother. Later, the younger brother was executed. A hundred years later, someone discovered that it was not them. The king, but the younger brother who deserves to die.

Brothers confuse the royal family. Since then, the biggest taboo of the royal family is twins. Over time, even the common people think that twins are unlucky.

So that night, Lana made a terrible decision that she had no time to regret, to help the concubine give birth to a child without telling everyone.

Lana is an inconspicuous servant, so she was easily sent to serve beside the concubine. Her husband and children all died in the epidemic. She has experience in childbirth, and the concubine knows medical principles. What the concubine has to do is to fall out of favor completely , so that the Lord is unwilling to step here again.

Everything went well, the princess was very thin, and she only showed her belly in five months. After five months, she stopped going out. Only when she gave birth, did the people in the royal court know about it.

The first child was born smoothly, but the second one almost killed the concubine. The child will not cry when it comes out, and its body is a little smaller than that of the elder brother. It is a poor child who will die at any time.

The master was not too mean, and sent someone to deliver supplements and the child's name - Sima Qing.

The concubine's milk was not enough for the two children, so one was fed rice soup and the other was fed milk. The weak brother was raised until he was three years old and became healthier.

Lana, like the princess, gave all her love to the younger brother who was born later and saved his life, and even gave him the name given by the Lord.

When the elder brother was three years old, he also had his own name - Sima Ye. The concubine named it after Sima Qing at will. Lana thought at that time, maybe the concubine still likes the lord.

Sima Ye, who hadn't had milk, didn't kiss the concubine. Maybe that child had such a face, as dark as Yong Ye, which was the complete opposite of the lively Sima Qing. Lana thought, maybe it was because Xiao Ye stayed under the bed. too much.

That was the place where he often stayed alone. When he was still in his infancy, he sometimes concealed people's eyes and put Sima Ye under the bed board. Lana remembered very clearly that he was asleep when he was put in for the first time. When I carried him out, the little child was opening his eyes, quietly neither noisy nor fussy, those eyes were chilling.

As the two children grew up, Sima Ye spent more and more time under the bed board. The concubine persuaded him several times, saying that he could play in the room when no one was around. He nodded obediently, and was still willing to stay inside. , When the weather is hot, I don't want to come out when I have a rash all over my body. After a long time, the concubine got used to it, and gradually became more and more estranged from this son.

The lord saw the beautiful Sima Qing, and he liked it very much. Because of his love, he came here more and more times. The concubine was still indifferent, and sometimes irritated him. The concubine went to his bedroom, and that time, the concubine was sent back with injuries.

"I hate him!"

"He is a beast, a beast, let me serve him with a man, ah—"

The concubine would often go crazy after being recruited, and gradually she would go crazy if she didn't go. She started to hurt herself and even grabbed the scissors to gouge out the red birthmark on Sima Qing's shoulder.

"You are not his son, he is a beast, you are mine, be good, just a moment..."

Sima Qing cried loudly, and Lanafang realized that the birthmark on Sima Qing's shoulder was the same as the Lord's. She gave Sima Qing all her love for that man, and now she was desperate. Wanting to gouge out the birthmark was like cutting off the birthmark on her lover. His love is the same.

The little Sima Qing couldn't struggle, and Lana couldn't tear it apart. When the scissors went down, she was caught by the other hand, and the pointed end pierced into the little palm. Staring at the concubine: "Grandma, you should wake up!"

He was an unidentified child, never called Concubine Mu, and Lana only heard him call Grandma once, and that was this time.

Sima Qing threw herself into her elder brother's arms, as if she was hugging a life-saving water plant. From then on, the big concubine did not go crazy, nor spoke, she was so dazed that no one could approach her.

Sima Qing relied on Sima Ye and wanted to sleep with him under the bed, but Sima Ye pushed him away with a palm: "This is not the place for you!"

Sima Qing was stunned for a moment, and insisted on crawling in: "I want night!"

"Get lost!" Sima Qing was pulled down with a slap.

"I want it!" Sima Qing got up and stepped down on the bed with perseverance.

Sima Ye made a gesture to push, but Lana stepped forward and grabbed his hand, "He is your younger brother, you can't treat him like this!" Because she felt sorry for Sima Qing, her tone was a little heavy.

Sima Ye's back was straight, and every word the seven-year-old said was embarrassing: "I'm helping him, this place doesn't belong to me, and I don't belong here, I have to leave sooner or later, So he can't rely on me."

Lana forgot how to let go of his hand. For the first time, she realized where the darkness and indifference in Sima Ye's eyes came from. survive alone.

Sima Qing still climbed into the bed, holding Sima Ye's waist stubbornly, this time she was not pushed away, her little face was full of satisfaction, "Qing likes the night, wherever the night is, it will be sunny, and it will never be separated."

Sima Ye's face was expressionless, but the corners of his mouth were twitching slightly.

No one knew that everything that happened that day was seen in the eyes of the foolish big concubine.

The concubine died after the heavy snowfall in winter. Before she died, she screamed "hate" all night. She hated the fatuous emperor's brother for sending her to such a wild place, and hated that she would never see the beautiful water of Yue Lingxiu in the south of the Yangtze River again. He is not even allowed to miss his homeland, he hates King Yueshi for being ungrateful and ungrateful, he hates himself for throwing his sincerity in exchange for endless humiliation, and he hates his bad luck for giving birth to twins and cowering in this shady dark place.

For the first and last time, she held Sima Ye's hand tightly. There were no tears in her unfocused eyes, and the entreaty from her pale lips was that Sima Ye would bear the burden of his life.

"Grandma is sorry for you, I didn't love you, but Grandma also loves you, the same love as Qing, Grandma's life is very sad, you have to help Grandma take care of Qing, you are braver than him, Grandma Believe you... being trampled under your feet for the rest of your life, this kind of life is very difficult, you can only survive if you get the throne, remember, help Qing get the throne, otherwise Grandma will die in peace!"

The concubine did not close her eyes, but stared at Sima Ye with wide eyes.

The last tear fell from the corner of the eye, and the eye socket dried up in an instant.

After a long time, Lana heard Sima Ye's vague voice, asking the person who would never give him an answer again: "...you, really... love... me...?"

Maybe the concubine is not stupid, she knows the respective hopes of the two brothers, Sima Ye wants to leave, Sima Qing wants to follow Sima Ye, she makes Sima Ye never leave, becomes Sima Qing's reliance, satisfies her Sima Qing He fulfilled his own desires, and abandoned Sima Ye's extravagant hopes alone.

Lana remembered that the concubine once said that Sima Qing was like her when she was in the south of the Yangtze River. She was as gentle as the warm spring breeze. Looking at him, she could at least recall her former self.

And Sima Ye was too indifferent, he closed himself off, just like the inner courtyard of Yueshi's royal court, which will always be a besieged city that traps people to death, oppressing people to breathe.

Lana wanted to say that Xiao Ye was the first to come to this world, and also the first to be abandoned.

There were three rhythmic knocks on the door, Lana hurried to open the door, Ya opened the door to look, and called softly: "Xiaoye."

Sima Ye flashed into the room, his eyes immediately adapted to the darkness, and said to Sima Qing who climbed out of the box, "I'll change your appearance, you will dress up as Axi and go to Suzhou!"

Lana and Sima Qing asked at the same time: "Why?"

"There are a lot of things to deal with here, and I will pick you up after I have settled them all!"

"Ye, I'm no longer a child." Sima Qing frowned and said, "I've been tied up until now, and now I'm going to face those people on my behalf. I'm also a man, so it's irresponsible. After you are behind, you are in danger and you will bear the comfort, and I will enjoy it."

"This time is different!" Sima Ye's tone was a little irritable.

"What's the difference?" Sima Qing was suspicious of his slight gaffe, "I can handle those old guys in Wang Ting!"

Sima Ye turned his face away slightly, avoiding Sima Qing's scrutinizing eyes, "The transfer of military power is very important, and Er Song and the others are not easy to deal with. I will take you back when I find a chance to clean them up one by one."

"No!" Sima Qing immediately vetoed, "Esong and the others don't dare to make mistakes at the moment, and replacing a few elders is not something that can be done now, I know all of this, you are just afraid that I will be cowardly and bullied, aren't you? "

Seeing that Sima Ye didn't speak, Sima Qing blushed angrily and raised her tone a few degrees, "You just look down on me, don't you? As soon as you come back, you'll settle the matter cleanly, and I'm the most useless person who can only Spread your legs..."

"To shut up!"

Sima Ye pinched his younger brother's jaw, heartbroken and angry, unable to say a word for a while.

"Hehe..." Sima Qing stroked his hand, touched his pinched chin, and smiled flatteringly: "I know you love me, don't worry, I will solve it here, and I will make sure you are satisfied. You should pretend to be Xi, Duan Qianmo is an old fox, there will always be loopholes if you change someone else."

This was exactly what Sima Ye was worried about. Even if he didn't want to face Duan Qianmo again, the identities of Sima Qing and his twins must never be known.

"If there is any major event, you must send someone to deliver the letter, and you can't be brave."

"Got it, let's sleep together tonight!"

Can't help but say, pull Sima Ye and go to bed.

Lana asked, "Are you going to rest here tonight?"

"Isn't it possible?" Sima Qing said: "I have been separated from Ye for five years, and I haven't slept in the old residence of my mother and concubine. Just one night, Lana went to watch!" After speaking, she giggled.

Lana couldn't help but sighed and left the room.