No.20 years

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"Hao Chun, Hao Chun! Wake up!"

Someone was shaking him vigorously.

bother.

Hao Chun didn't want to talk to him, but the man was shaking more and more, his voice was deep and majestic.I don't know who cares so much about Lao Tzu's life!Hao Chun smiled indifferently in his heart, and continued to play dead.

"Achun! Ahchun, I only have you, don't scare me!"

There was a crying sound in my throat.

Hao Chun was inexplicably terrified.He struggled a bit, his fingers curled up and moved.

"Ah Chun, wake up! You wake up, I won't force you anymore, okay?"

The man's tears dripped on his face, it was very hot, Hao Chun shivered from the heat, his face trembled, and his eyes finally opened a crack.

A neat crew cut was buried in his arms.As soon as he raised his head, tears rolled down his lips and flowed into Hao Chun's teeth, very bitter.

The man is crying.

Hao Chun smiled, the corners of his mouth moved slightly, and he began to cough violently. "Ahem!"

"Ah Chun, are you awake?" The man turned his face away in a panic, and Hao Chun finally opened his eyes completely.

The 35-year-old Chen Jingming stood in front of him, his eyes were red, and he was crying like a fool.

"Chen Jingming..." Hao Chun called out his name under his throat, and then coughed violently, his lips cracked and bled.

Chen Jingming hurriedly raised his hand, took a cup of warm water from the side, and carefully put two drops on Hao Chun's lips. "Drink some water, and be careful not to hurt your throat."

Still so nagging!

... 20 years have passed.

Hao Chun smiled faintly, but the expression on his face was difficult to move. "Why are you here?"

Hao Chun has been very familiar with this pungent disinfectant smell for ten years.But seeing Chen Jingming in front of the hospital bed was something he had never dreamed of in the past ten years.

He drooped his eyelids, wanting to look at this person a few more times, but he didn't dare to. ——After watching too much, thinking about it in my heart, I feel even more reluctant.

"This place is not suitable for you, you'd better leave early!"

Chen Jingming frowned.Holding the cup of warm water in his hand, his voice was also very hoarse. "Why is it not suitable for me? Why do you keep telling me about your illness? The doctor said that your medical history has been going on for more than ten years. Did you keep telling me about it when we were together?"

The conversation was very long, and Hao Chun had just woken up, and it was a bit difficult to digest.He struggled to filter this long paragraph of Chen Jingming's words in his mind, and found two key words - ten years ago, he was ill.

"No!" Hao Chun said confidently, because it was the truth. "It really didn't matter when I was with you back then!"

"Really?"

"Really! Chen Jingming, when have I lied to you?" Hao Chun bared his teeth and grinned.

It's a pity that the color on his face is too bleak, his cheeks are thin, and his cheekbones stand out.

Chen Jingming looked at him deeply. "Ah Chun, I don't know which of your words is true and which is false."

Hao Chun's eyes trembled, and then he laughed.

Chen Jingming was silent, leaning over to look at him, brushing the broken hair on his forehead lovingly with his fingers, and then suddenly paused. "What's the matter with your injury, who hit it?"

Hao Chun was taken aback for a moment, then thought, it's bad, he just used the broken hair on his forehead to cover the wound, but he forgot that Chen Jingming was always observing carefully.If he hadn't been too excited in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau, he must have seen the slap marks on his face that hadn't completely dissipated at the first sight.

Hao Chun looked away a little uncomfortable. "It's okay, I touched it myself."

"You still want to lie to me?" Chen Jingming breathed heavily, his eyes were red. "Just now you said you never lied to me!"

Hao Chun was silent.

"How many things are you hiding from me? Ah Chun, why did you break up back then? Are you also... lying to me?"

The tone of the last few words rose, with a little trembling, which sounded inexplicably begging.

Hao Chun's heart skipped a beat, the words stuck in his throat, making him almost unable to breathe.

It's been too long, he and Chen Jingming have been entangled together for too long.Even if Chen Jingming said a word, he could weigh it over and over again in his heart.I talked so many things with Chen Jingming today, and when this person leaves later, I'm afraid he will have to think about it many times.For a year and a half, these words would echo in his mind repeatedly.

"Head hurts." He muttered, turned his face away, and simply ignored Chen Jingming.

Chen Jingming put down the cup and tried hard to hold Hao Chunlu's hand outside the quilt of the hospital bed.Hao Chun shrank back with all his strength, but Chen Jingming held his hands firmly and wrapped them in his palms.

"Ah Chun, just tell me the truth once, okay?"

This time I really prayed.The eyes were wet, and the traces of crying just now were still there, which made the eyes look like a pair of obsidian just washed by rain.

The whites of the eyes are red, and the pupils are black.

This Chen Jingming looked like a sad beast, angry and desperate.

Hao Chun pursed his lips tightly, without saying a word, and shrank his head down.

"What the hell are you..." Chen Jingming was speechless, loosened his fingers, and slowly stroked along the old wound on Hao Chun's forehead, touching the slightly swollen lump on his right cheek.Going down, I felt Hao Chun's small piece of soft flesh along his neck.

Back then, Hao Chun was most afraid of him touching this little soft meat, every time Hao Chun would laugh so hard that he would fall down.But this time, when he touched here, he heard Hao Chun grinning in pain.

"What's wrong here?" Chen Jingming pressed his hand involuntarily.

"what--!"

Hao Chun jumped up in pain, and the bottle hanging on his arm shook a few times, almost knocking off the infusion tube.

"Who did it? After all these years, is your dad still beating you?"

The old man of his family was sent to prison a few years ago.Chen Jingming has not been in Jibei City these years, and he really doesn't know his current situation.Hao Chun smiled faintly in his heart, and said "um" inexplicably.

Chen Jingming took a deep breath, and after a while, he suddenly frowned suspiciously. "No, it was the guy who hit me just now, right?"

He was referring to money bums.

Hao Chun always felt that there was something wrong with this sentence, but his head hurt badly, and he became sober and confused for a while.This thought is like a fish swimming up from the depths of a stream and jumping out of the water.In the next moment, it fell back to the lake again, leaving only a few ripples.He couldn't figure it out, and didn't think about it for the time being.

Hao Chun paused, then changed his words: "Where's my boyfriend?"

Chen Jingming was really stung by these words, and his face turned pale again. "You really want to marry him, why?"

"There are so many reasons!" Hao Chun smiled, and the lips that had just been wet were cracked with blood.

His lips were pale, and his bloodstains were bright red.There is a kind of dazzling beauty inexplicably.

Chen Jingming's eyes fell on his lips unconsciously, and he didn't move away for a long time.

Hao Chun rolled his eyelids and found Chen Jingming's gaze. This time he really smiled. "You kid, aren't you? After so many years, I still can't walk when I see me!"

The words came out of my mouth completely.As soon as he said it, Hao Chun regretted it.

Sure enough, the next moment Chen Jingming suddenly became excited, his pale cheeks flushed, and the hand that was caressing him trembled a little.

"Achun—"

This cry was extraordinarily gentle, like a pool of spring water, rippling in the breeze.

It was also like that afternoon, when the spring was fine, Chen Jingming asked him out for the first time, wearing a white shirt and black trousers, and holding two movie tickets in his hand.The movie ticket was pinched for too long, and the sweat soaked the microsoft.

On that day, 15-year-old Chen Jingming stood in front of him nervously, embarrassed. "Achun, I invite you to watch a movie, okay?"

Hao Chun didn't want to recall any more.Now he has gradually lost the distinction between reality and memory. If he continues to entangle, he may not be able to wait three to five years as the doctor said.

His fingers convulsed and he squeezed vigorously, but he forgot that Chen Jingming was still wrapping his hands from the outside.As soon as he exerted force, his nails dug into Chen Jingming's palm, and carved red marks on the palm lines.

Hao Chun belatedly looked down and landed on the hands of the two, and his heart skipped a beat.He turned his face away, and said in a very calm tone: "You have a cheap mouth, I'm used to it. Squad leader, you have a lot of adults, so just treat this sentence as a fart and let it go!"

After speaking, he laughed twice.

Chen Jingming didn't smile, his lips trembled, but his expression looked like he was crying.