hell make me fall in love

After Liu Xu became conscious, the first thing he smelled was the choking smell of disinfectant in the hospital.

I don't know if it was the remnant of the choking black mist in hell, or because of the doctor's surgery or some kind of examination, he somehow felt uncomfortable in his throat, so he couldn't help coughing twice.

The cough was noticed by others.

"woke up?"

Liu Xu didn't have time to answer, the more he coughed, the more uncomfortable he became, tears welled up in his eyes, he had to get up and retch twice by the bed.

Only then did he feel better, and then, he wiped the corners of his mouth again, and turned to look at the speaker.

He couldn't see the person clearly, but he could tell from his voice and figure that this person was Chen Liye.

After seeing that he could get up and retch, Chen Liye nodded, and answered to himself: "I'm awake."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu was still a little dazed and felt a little uncomfortable in his throat. After seeing him, he coughed lightly while looking around, as if he was looking for someone.

Chen Liye was very sober, he ignored Liu Xu, and said like a report: "It's acute food poisoning, you'll pass out if it's too serious. I had a stomach wash last night, and you're fine. The doctor said you'll be hospitalized for two days , I’ll give you all the money. My brother will settle the account clearly, and I’ve sent you the account on WeChat, so pay it back to me when you have time.”

Liu Xu: "...not..."

As soon as he spoke, he realized that his voice was so hoarse that he was startled.He quickly cleared his throat again, and after suppressing the discomfort in his throat, he said, "Where are the others?"

"..."

Chen Liye wanted to say something more, but when Liu Xu said this, he was stunned for a moment, and then realized who he was looking for.

"I don't know, I can't see."

Chen Liye looked around while talking, but there were only him and Liu Xu in this ward.

Chen Liye said: "Aren't you here? If not, then I guess I couldn't get in the car. Is it at your house?"

"..."

Liu Xu pursed his lips, sighed, and his clenched hands trembled.

"You don't wear glasses, can you see clearly?"

While talking, Chen Liye brought him the glasses placed on the bedside table, and said, "Put them on and have a look?"

That's impossible.

Liu Xu knew in his heart that even if he was nearsighted to death, he could still see where Shen Anxing was.

He took the glasses, put them on, and looked around again. Sure enough, Shen Anxing was really not there.

He looked out of the window again, only to realize that it was already dawn and the night had passed.

He still remembered the way Shen Anxing stumbled and walked forward with injuries all over his body.Even when crossing the bridge, Shen Anxing did not let go.

He understood that Shen Anxing was trying his best to keep him alive.

... Shen Anxing was in a hurry to let him go out, he must have collapsed at home after he came out.

Liu Xu was very worried, couldn't help frowning, and coughed again due to the discomfort in his throat.

At this moment, Chen Liye handed him another bottle of water: "Come on, drink some. The doctor said, drink first when you get up."

It was true that Liu Xu's throat was still not feeling well, so he took the water.

As soon as he raised his hand, he realized that he had an infusion tube in his hand.

He didn't care, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a sip of water.

Only then did the residual discomfort in the throat completely subside.Liu Xu cleared his throat again, then turned to Chen Liye and asked, "Can't I be discharged from the hospital now?"

"No." Chen Liye replied, "You fainted all of a sudden, and the doctor said that you must stay another night today for a checkup."

Liu Xu pouted, looking very dissatisfied.

He had no choice but to sigh, unscrew the bottle cap, throw the water aside, and asked, "Where's my phone?"

"I didn't take it." Chen Liye replied, "In such a hurry, who would think of getting your phone for you."

"..."

That's right, he completely lost consciousness as soon as he left the level, and the whole person passed out directly.

After Chen Liye went to his house, he could only see him lying on the ground. It was really impossible for him to remember to hold his phone——

"Ok?"

After thinking about it, Liu Xu suddenly felt something was wrong, and turned his head again: "Why did you think of going to my house?"

"He called me and threw the cup on the ground." Chen Liye replied, "I didn't think it was right, so I passed by. When I saw you fell on the ground, I called my partner, and he opened the cup for me." If you are on the road, I will take you to the hospital."

"……Fine."

Liu Xu sighed helplessly, and said to him, "Lend me your phone."

Chen Liye handed him the phone.

Liu Xu took the phone and checked the time.

It was past eight o'clock in the morning.

Liu Xu clicked on the dial again and typed a series of numbers.

That was Shen Anxing's mobile phone number.His mobile phone number has not been changed in the past few years, and this string of numbers has long been engraved in Liu Xu's bones.

Liu Xu dialed the number.

In a room with the curtains tightly closed and filled with ice, the phone screen covered in frost lit up, and the ringtone rang.

In the darkness, Shen Anxing's eyelashes, which were also covered with frost, moved slightly, but he couldn't wake up.

No one heard.

Liu Xu wondered "Huh?" and dialed again, but no one answered as usual.

why?

Liu Xu was puzzled.

Standing aside, Chen Liye could see clearly, and asked, "Can't you get through?"

"Well, maybe the phone is not nearby."

Liu Xu responded, returned the phone to him, and said, "I'll log out of QQ, you log out of yours."

Chen Liye twitched the corners of his mouth, didn't say anything, took the phone, clicked into QQ, and after one operation, handed the phone to Liu Xu.

Liu Xu logged on to QQ and sent two messages to Shen Anxing.

Shen Anxing's cell phone lit up for the third time - separated by a layer of frost.

The whole room was covered with ice, and the cold air was overflowing. There were even a few huge thick and long icicles hanging from the ceiling.

Shen Anxing lay down in the middle of the room, tightly closed his eyes, as if he had been in a coma for a long time.His body was covered with frost, and even his face was covered with a thick layer of ice.There are several icicles bursting out of the body on his body, as if those silent screams collapsed in the past.

As soon as the bell rang, which he was particularly concerned about, he finally trembled, his eyelashes trembled slightly, he opened his eyes, and woke up.

With this whole body moving, he gasped as if he was in pain again.

Enduring the pain, he slowly sat up, stretched out his hand, picked up the frosted phone, and wiped off the frost on the screen.

On the notification bar of the mobile phone, there are two missed calls and one QQ notification.

It was a message from Liu Xu.

Liu Xu said, I'm fine, don't worry about me, I will be hospitalized tonight, and I can go home tomorrow.

Then, QQ jumped again, and a new message came out.

It was still Liu Xu who sent him the message, this time the content was very short.

"Take care of yourself".

In this state, the news looks inexplicably bleak.

Shen Anxing let out a sigh.While breathing, white cold air spewed out of his mouth.

There are white ice flakes floating in the air.

After sending this message, Liu Xu quit QQ, deleted his own records, and returned the phone to Chen Liye.

Chen Liye was not in a hurry to get back his phone, and after pondering for a while, he said to him inexplicably: "By the way... there is one more thing, didn't we make an appointment to meet tonight? Since you are all hospitalized... even Alright."

Liu Xu: "..."

What Chen Liye said sounded right at first glance, but when he thought about it carefully, he felt something was wrong.

Liu Xu just got food poisoning, Chen Liye can make an appointment another day.

But what Chen Liye said was not "Let's talk about it another day", but "Forget it".

He wanted to cancel the agreement to meet Liu Xu and tell him about hell.

Liu Xu was not in a hurry to say anything, he knew that Chen Liye was not such a person.

So, he narrowed his eyes and looked the other person up and down. After guessing the reason for a while, he suddenly remembered the dream he had about punishment.

"...I said." Liu Xu said tentatively, "You didn't have any dreams last night, did you?"

Chen Liye had known for a long time that he couldn't hide it from him, so he nodded in no surprise.

He sighed helplessly again, and said, "It seems that it's not the same thing at all. My experience can't be applied to you."

"...Not at all?"

"Not at all." Chen Liye replied, "Because Shou...the types are different."

Liu Xu: "..."

This is undoubtedly a thunderbolt.

The types of night watchmen are different, and they are not the same thing at all, which means that the two people's paths are likely to be different.

... Shen Anxing may not turn back into a human like Xie Weixian.

After realizing this, Liu Xu clicked his tongue, angrily and depressed, rubbed his hair, his teeth itching with hatred.

Chen Liye knew a lot, but he couldn't say much. After a moment of silence, he sighed again and said, "Don't worry too much, there must be a way."

Liu Xu didn't take his temper out on him, but it was obvious that he was in a bad mood.

He didn't say much, just said "um", as if he didn't listen at all.

Chen Liye had no choice but to know that no matter what he said, it would only sound like sarcastic remarks from above.

He stopped talking about it, and said: "I have something to do today, so I can't stay here for too long. What do you do? Call your parents?"

"..."

Thinking about it, Liu Xu took Chen Liye's cell phone and called his sister in a bad mood.

After confirming that the patient Liu Xu would not be left unattended, Chen Liye took back his phone, put on his bag, said goodbye to him, and left.

Chen Liye walked out of the ward and came to the elevator.While waiting for the elevator, suddenly the phone buzzed twice in his pocket.

He took out his mobile phone and found that it was Xie Weixian who sent him the message.

Chen Liye clicked on the message and found that Xie Weixian had sent him a picture and a smile followed by a question mark.

Chen Liye didn't even need to open the picture, he saw at a glance that Xie Weixian took photos of the junk food he hastily put on the coffee table in the living room.

Chen Liye shook his hand, suddenly felt that the time limit had come.

Soon, Xie Weixian sent him a few more messages.

Xie Weixian: Chen Liye.

Xie Weixian: Now, immediately, immediately.

Xie Weixian: Get the hell out of here.

Xie Weixian: / Smile.

Chen Liye petrified in situ: "..."

……

There are not many people with food poisoning these days, and Liu Xu is the only one in the huge ward.

His older sister is a freelance designer, she goes to work as she likes, recently finished a project and is doing nothing. When she heard that Liu Xu was hospitalized with food poisoning, she excitedly said that she would buy him something good. After asking what he could eat, she decided to Hang up the phone and get busy.

It is estimated that it will not come until noon.

Liu Xu didn't have a mobile phone, so he could only lie on the bed and watch the scenery outside the window.His hospital bed was at the innermost part of the room, next to the window, and he could see the scenery outside the window when he tilted his head.

Liu Xu was not in the mood to enjoy the scenery, he was very annoyed.

Really annoying.

He originally thought that Shen Anxing might have a chance to be resurrected, but Chen Liye's dream last night told him that Xie Weixian and Shen Anxing were not of the same type at all, and the paths they took might not be the same.

The path taken is different, and the result may naturally be different.

The possibility of Shen Anxing's resurrection is low.

Although there is a living example like Xie Weixian, the probability is not low at all, but Liu Xu's affairs with Shen Anxing are jittery, as long as the probability is not [-]%, he will be so flustered that he can't sleep.

The liquid in the infusion tube dripped drop by drop.Liu Xu looked at it distractedly, and after looking at it for a while, as if wanting revenge, he turned the drip speed controller to the maximum.

He got a little angry and gave up on himself.

Forget it.

Liu Xu thought.

He lay on his back on the hospital bed, and turned his head again to see two steamed buns and a box of millet porridge lying quietly on the bedside table, presumably Chen Liye bought him breakfast.

Liu Xu has no appetite at all.

But if he doesn't eat, the symptoms of food poisoning arranged by Hell may inexplicably worsen, and he may be hospitalized for another day, and Shen Anxing will not be able to see him for another day...

Thinking of this, Liu Xu twitched his brows, clicked his tongue, and had no choice but to get up resignedly, lifted the lid of the millet porridge, and ate as if he had a grudge against it.

While chewing the bun angrily, he turned his head and looked at the sky outside the window.

It was the twelfth lunar month of winter at this time, and the cold wind was howling outside, and the whistling sound was disturbing.

The sky is also disturbingly blue.

Looking at it like this, Liu Xu suddenly remembered his high school years.

In the second year of high school, he and Shen Anxing sat at the back of the row next to the classroom corridor.

Shen Anxing always slept at that time, and when he woke up occasionally, he just stared at the blue sky outside in a daze.

Liu Xu followed his gaze, only seeing the blue sky and clouds outside the window.

Later, even though their relationship got better, Shen Anxing remained like this.

Liu Xu didn't understand. Once in a Chinese class, he got down a little bit and secretly asked Shen Anxing what he was watching.

Shen Anxing looked outside in a daze, and replied in a hoarse voice: "Oh my God."

Liu Xu was puzzled: "I know, I'm asking you what's interesting."

Shen Anxing was finally willing to look at him.

There was no brilliance in his eyes then, and no tint to be bored with everything.

He was just numb, and only numb.

Thinking back countless times, Liu Xu could only come up with such an adjective.

numbness.

Shen Anxing just looked at him numbly for a while, and then said, "There's nothing to see."

"...?"

Liu Xu didn't understand.Just when he was about to ask something more, Shen Anxing said again: "It's very annoying."

Liu Xu: "...Huh?"

Liu Xu didn't understand anymore.

"The blue one is very annoying." Shen Anxing said to him softly, "The sky outside."

Really annoying.

After Shen Anxing's death, Liu Xu finally understood his feelings.

It was the numbness and boredom of the world bred under the overwhelming sense of powerlessness and the pressure of being forced to accept.So no matter how clear the water is, how blue the sky is, how beautiful the burning clouds are, in their eyes, it is the glare and noise left behind after being soaked in the numbness and boredom of the world.

I'm so annoying.

Thinking of this, Liu Xu suddenly missed Shen Anxing.

He remembered the way Shen Anxing called him anxiously in hell, the way Shen Anxing was bruised and hugged him and gritted his teeth and moved forward, and he remembered the way he was suffering from pain on the bridge but insisted on stumbling forward...

The more Liu Xu thought about it, the more he wanted to see him.

His hand was already starting to ache due to the dripping too fast, but Liu Xu didn't want to care about it.

What he ate was tasteless and meaningless.

After a few minutes, he forcefully poured the last mouthful of porridge into his mouth.

Done, done.

Liu Xu violently packed up the food debris and boxes, tied them in plastic bags, and threw them into the corner of the cabinet.

Everything he did made him look in a bad mood.

He looked at the pitifully shrunken bag he had thrown into the corner, and for some reason, grievances suddenly flooded up like a tide.

It's strange, it's okay for him to be hospitalized alone, and it's okay for him to eat alone. He has clearly carried it through the past seven years, and he obviously has nothing to wrong.

But he was still wronged.

He thought about trying his best to keep him alive, but in the end he couldn't even see the first side of his recovery. He collapsed at home and no one could see him, so Shen Anxing was forced to fend for himself. The self who is already healed but can’t go home, and can only send him such useless words through the screen, and the two of them who finally meet again, but have to go to hell again and again—all of a sudden Wronged.

The eyes gradually blurred like this.

Whether he is Shen Anxing or not, what did he do wrong to get to where he is today?

why?

And why?

Liu Xu couldn't hold back in the end, lowered his head, wiped his eyes, and cursed in a low voice: "Fuck."

But after this "fuck", he heard a voice behind him.

"Yanghua."

Liu Xu was startled, and before she could wipe away her tears, she immediately turned her head away.

Shen Anxing didn't know when he came, so he stood behind him.When Liu Xu turned around, he smiled at him.

Probably seeing Liu Xu's good looks, Shen Anxing couldn't help laughing.He smiled with relief and joy, but he looked inexplicably pale and weak, as if he had just been tortured.

Shen Anxing said to him: "I'm sorry, I can't wait until tomorrow."