hell make me fall in love

Liu Xu cried again.

As soon as he cried, Shen Anxing panicked, hugged him tightly, patted his back to comfort him, and said in a trembling tone, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I... I I landed on the side of the river, the place has changed too much, I don't know the way...it took a lot of time on the way..."

The more he talked, the more wronged Liu Xu became.He didn't know what he had to wrong, but as soon as Shen Anxing stood here, as soon as he stood in front of him, he couldn't help but think of the past seven years and the long wait for tonight.

In fact, he didn't suffer any major grievances in the past seven years. He finished his university well and his work went smoothly, but when he thought about Shen An's presence, he felt inexplicably wronged.

Liu Xu cried uncomfortably and aggrieved, he was sobbing in Shen Anxing's arms: "I thought you wouldn't come—"

"sorry Sorry……"

When Shen Anxing said this, a mouthful of blood suddenly got stuck in his throat. After coughing twice, he said in a hoarse voice: "Don't cry... I'm here, I'm already here, don't cry, don't cry... ..."

When Shen Anxing coughed, Liu Xu choked up crying.He raised his head, and saw that Shen Anxing's face was covered with blood that had been wiped clean.The blood was wiped clean, but there were light blood marks on his face.

Shen Anxing's eyes were bloodshot. Although he looked better than when he was dying, it wasn't much better.

When Liu Xu saw him like this, he couldn't help but think of him when he was in a car accident.

He began to feel distressed again, so he stretched out his hand to touch his face, and asked in a trembling voice, "Does it still hurt?"

"..." Shen Anxing was taken aback by the question, then lowered his eyes, smiled lightly, and said, "It doesn't hurt, it's nothing."

"... Can you see me clearly?"

Shen Anxing smiled helplessly: "I can see clearly."

While talking, he lowered his body and slipped into Liu Xu's arms, resting his head in the crook of his neck.

Liu Xu took a breath, lowered her head and buried her face in his hair, and hugged him tightly.

Liu Xu felt the chill on his body, and also smelled the blood on his body.

Both of these are reminding him that seven years have passed, and Shen Anxing also died here seven years ago.

What came back now was a dead man, a ghost.

But even so, he came back.

That'll be fine.

The two stayed like this for a long time. It was cold and windy late at night, and the street lamps illuminated everything warmly.

After a long time, Shen Anxing was buried in Liu Xu's arms, and called him in a muffled voice: "Yang Hua."

"Ok?"

"go home."

When Liu Xu heard this, he chuckled lightly, then lowered his eyes, and responded, "Okay."

Liu Xu took Shen Anxing home like this.

He took Shen Anxing's hand and led him to the car parked at the intersection ahead.

After Shen Anxing stood beside him, he looked back at the intersection, and then slowly remembered again.In his memory, apart from the car accident that took Shen Anxing away, there was another incident related to Shen Anxing that happened on this road.

"I just remembered."

Liu Xu thought of something to say, so he took Shen Anxing by the hand, turned to him and said, "It seems that I was here at the time. You were sick and didn't go home, and I picked you up in the end."

"Well." Shen Anxing said, "To be precise, it's not at this intersection. It's going a little further there, in the middle of the road."

Liu Xu nodded: "Yes, it's in the middle of the road."

Liu Xu remembered this incident very clearly.

Before this incident, he and Shen Anxing kept a distance.Although the two are at the same table, one is a top-ranked transfer student, and the other sleeps in class every day and gives up his bottom one, so there is a distance between them as a matter of course.

It was this incident that happened in the middle of the road back then that completely changed them.

Liu Xu didn't think too much about it.He took Shen Anxing to the front of the car.

Liu Xu took out the car keys from his pocket, unlocked the car, and then opened the co-driver's door for Shen Anxing, then went around to the other side of the road and opened the driver's door.

But at the moment when he was about to get into the car, he inadvertently raised his eyes, and saw Shen Anxing staring at the car in a daze.

Liu Xu was also taken aback for a moment, raised his head, and asked him across a car: "What's wrong?"

Shen Anxing was awakened by his call like a dream. He was startled, hiccupped twice in a panic, and stammered, "No...it's nothing."

As he said this, he turned his head to look at the rear of the car, and then looked away.

In just a few seconds, Liu Xu saw some loss in his eyes.

Shen Anxing seemed to be regretting something.

Liu Xu immediately understood what Shen Anxing was thinking, and sadness flashed in his eyes.

Shen Anxing didn't show too much, after he looked away, he smiled at Liu Xu, lowered his head and carefully got into the car.

After Liu Xu watched him get into the car, he slowly got in.

He put on his seat belt, then turned his head to look at Shen Anxing.

Shen Anxing was looking around in the car, and even tilted his head to look at the back.

Liu Xu paid attention to him for a moment, didn't say anything, and quickly looked away.Even after he got out of hell, Shen Anxing's body still exuded a chill, so he stretched out his hand to turn on the hot air of the air conditioner, then stepped on the accelerator and started the car.

There is no one on the road late at night, and it is difficult to see a car.The hot air in the car was blowing in, and there was a moment of silence between the two, only the sound of the air conditioner in the car was heard.

Liu Xu took the time to turn his head to the side, and looked at Shen Anxing.Shen Anxing was looking around at his car, and the expression on his face changed accordingly.His brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and the sense of loss in his eyes became stronger.

Liu Xu's car was not big, so Shen Anxing quickly looked it over.He folded his arms, nestled on the co-pilot's seat, lowered his head and pursed his lips, as if trying to organize his words.

The figure looked pitiful.

Liu Xu drove the car, waiting patiently for Shen Anxing to ask something.

As he expected, Shen Anxing quickly opened his mouth.

"Yanghua."

Liu Xu responded, "Huh?"

"Your car..."

As soon as Shen An started talking in jargon, he pursed his lips and said, "How much did your car... cost?"

"...12."

Liu Xu who asked this question felt a little strange, he said: "I bought it a year after I started working, and my dad subsidized me a little bit."

"...the full amount?"

"...? The full amount."

Liu Xu replied, but felt a little strange.

He glanced at Shen Anxing, but didn't show much, he only narrowed his eyes with some complicated emotions.

After Shen Anxing finished asking these questions, he stopped talking, folded his arms and lowered his head on the co-pilot, quietly, not knowing what he was thinking.

Liu Xu looked at him twice more, and then said, "Did you not tell me the truth?"

Shen Anxing: "..."

Shen Anxing didn't dare to look at him, and turned his head to look out the car window at the numerous street lights that quickly moved back away.

Liu Xu was not surprised by this, and he continued: "When I bought this car, it was the year before last. I told you when I bought it. If you can hear it, it is impossible not to remember it."

"..."

Liu Xu called him: "Shen Anxing, answer me."

As soon as Liu Xu called him by his full name, Shen Anxing panicked.

He trembled all over, turned his head stiffly, shrunk his shoulders, and nodded cautiously, still not daring to look up at him.

He heard Liu Xu sigh softly.

Accompanied by this sigh as light as a feather, Shen Anxing's mind exploded with a bang.

He was most afraid of Liu Xu sighing.

Shen Anxing grew up in hurt, so he naturally became a sensitive person. He always felt that when people sighed at him, they were disappointed in him.Many people sighed at him, including teachers, classmates, and even his own mother.And these people, without exception, ignored him until later.

Many things are familiar at the first time, and he was sad at first, but then he became numb, and even felt indifferent to himself, anyway, everyone is like this, anyway, he is always disappointing.

Anyway, he is useless, anyway, he can't answer anyone's expectations, anyway, he is a waste, anyway, he was born sinful.

But Liu Xu is different, anyone can do this, but Liu Xu can't.

Liu Xu can't sigh at him, Liu Xu can't abandon him.

So when Liu Xu sighed so lightly, Shen Anxing panicked.

"no……"

Shen Anxing raised his head in a panic and opened his mouth, his voice was trembling and stuttering, he didn't know what to say, his hands were trembling with fright, and said: "No, Yang Hua... I didn't mean to lie you……"

"I can hear it... that is, I can only hear it on the anniversary of death, and every time there is only one stick of incense... just..."

Liu Xu turned his head to look at his flustered look, couldn't help feeling distressed again, and knew that this was the reason for his sigh, so he slowly parked the car on the side of the road, and then freed up a hand to go , reached out and ruffled his hair.

Shen Anxing shuddered suddenly, and all his panic and bewilderment were wiped away by this blow.

He froze in place, and looked at Liu Xu in a daze.

Liu Xu withdrew his hand and said to him, "I don't blame you."

"I really don't blame you, don't panic." He said, "I just feel... I've said so much, but you can't hear it, a little sad."

He said he was a little sad, but his face was very calm.

It looked as if he was used to this kind of sadness.

Vaguely, Shen Anxing seemed to feel something.

He felt that during the seven years he was away, many things in Liu Xu's body and everything around him had undergone irreversible changes.

"You should be aware of it, Xing Xing, I will give you a vaccination in advance." Liu Xu said to him very calmly, "During the seven years you were away, not only has something happened in this city that you recognize If there is no way out to change, I will also change.”

"I'm not back then, and I can't go back."

As Liu Xu said this, he helped his glasses on the bridge of his nose, and looked at Shen Anxing.

"So, I hope you don't dislike me now." Liu Xu looked at him calmly and said, "If you don't like me, I will really want to die."