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Liu Xu was sent to the hospital.

The doctor checked him left and right, and said that there was nothing serious about him, except that he had a high fever. After staying up late for so many days, he suffered from severe sleep deprivation and neurasthenia, and passed out when his emotions became extreme.

Afterwards, the doctor gave him an injection, put him on fluids, and sent him to the ward to let him fall into a coma.

After his family members found out about this, they rushed to the hospital in a hurry.After knowing what happened, Liu Xu's father rushed out without saying a word, and it seemed that he planned to fight against Shen Xun.

There was chatter and noise around, Shen Anxing stood by Liu Xu's bed, watching him frowned and fell asleep, his heart ached so much that he bled.

Liu Xu fell into a coma for more than a day and a half, and he didn't wake up until the next afternoon when the sky was getting dark.

As soon as he woke up, he saw Aunt Wang sitting on the side with a sad face, He Gaohan sitting on his bed, Ning Qiao standing by the window, facing the scenery outside the window, her back was very melancholy.

Seeing him wake up, Shen Anxing was overjoyed, and quickly called out: "Yang Hua!"

But no one heard his voice.

Among the living people present, He Gaohan was the first to notice that he had woken up.

After a while, he turned his head and saw Liu Xu squinting his eyes and looking around in a daze. After being stunned for a moment, he called out: "Brother Xu!? Are you awake!?!"

Liu Xu just woke up and was still in a daze, when He Gaohan called out so loudly, he was taken aback, his whole body trembled: "!?"

Aunt Wang turned her head and saw that he was awake, with a happy expression on her face, she rushed over and shouted, "Are you awake, master!? Just wake up, just wake up, I'll call young mistress!!"

Ning Qiao is a practical person. After rushing over and caring for a few words, he quickly pressed the button on the bedside and called the nurse over.

Liu Xu still didn't look well, he covered his head with his hands, took a light breath, and slowly sat up from the bed.

He looked at He Gaohan, a little dazed, and asked hoarsely, "What's going on?"

"Good question." He Gaohan said, "You have been in a coma for a day and a night."

Liu Xu: "..."

Ning Qiao stood beside her with her hips crossed, and said to Liu Xu: "The doctor said that it was because of continuous staying up late, which resulted in low mental power and immunity. Take it to the extreme, this messy one plus, you will have a high fever."

Liu Xu: "..."

He blinked, still unable to react.After a while, he finally remembered what happened yesterday.

He quickly grabbed He Gaohan with a jerk, and asked loudly, "Where's Shen Anxing!?"

"Buried."

He Gaohan knew that he would be like this, so he was not surprised, and said to him calmly: "It's okay, after you passed out, the funeral home called the police, Shen Anxing's father was taken away, and Lao Li went back to see The one who went to the funeral, nothing serious happened."

"……yes."

Liu Xu finally felt relieved when he heard that he was buried safely, and let go of He Gaohan.

But he didn't seem happy at all, he lowered his head again, the light in his eyes dimmed a bit, and murmured: "... that's good."

Shen Anxing: "..."

The surroundings were quiet.

At this moment, the nurse pushed the door in with an iron plate.

She walked to Liu Xu's bed, took out a thermometer, and said, "Take your temperature first, if there is nothing serious, you can leave the hospital."

Liu Xu took the thermometer obediently, reached into his clothes, and put the thermometer where it should go.

Shen Anxing sat aside and looked at him, perhaps because of distress, his eyes were a little pitiful.

There was silence in the ward, no one spoke.

When the time was up, Liu Xu took out the thermometer and handed it to the nurse.

The nurse took the thermometer and was looking at the reading when Liu Xu's mother opened the door and walked in.

"Are you awake?" She trotted over anxiously and said, "Is there nothing wrong?"

"It's okay." The nurse replied, "The temperature is still a little high, but it's normal. I'll give him another injection, and then go home and rest for two days. You can go to the hospital and be discharged. Don't stay up late, there is nothing wrong with staying up late." Good thing."

Liu Xu's mother responded repeatedly, and after thanking the nurse, she turned her head and handed the bag to Aunt Wang, and told her to go and be discharged from the hospital.

"Then since you have to stay at home for two days, we will invite you to see him again in two days." He Gaohan said, "You should take good care of him first."

Liu Xu, who was rolled up his sleeves and prepared for the needle, smiled helplessly: "Okay."

"Don't be brave." Ning Qiao couldn't help worrying, "When I heard that you passed out, I almost hiccupped my ass."

Liu Xu smiled helplessly again: "Understood."

"Then since it's fine, let's go first, and we'll talk about it when you get better." He Gaohan said while waving to Liu Xu's mother, and said, "Goodbye, auntie."

Liu Xu's mother smiled at them twice, waved her hand, and said goodbye.

After He Gaohan and Ning Qiao greeted each other, they left the ward together.

After the two left, Liu Xu's mother turned her head, sighed, looked at Liu Xu, and said, "How do you feel?"

Liu Xu said, "It's okay."

After the nurse finished the needle, she pressed the cotton swab on his wound.

Liu Xu took the cotton swab, pressed the wound, and fell silent again.

Liu Xu lowered his eyes all the time, and seemed to have no energy.

His mother watched him silently.

After being relatively silent for a while, she said softly to him: "Son, people say that at the funeral, the dead will come back to see it."

Liu Xu: "..."

"What should he think when he sees you like this?"

Liu Xu lowered his eyes.

"You have to reassure him."

As she spoke, she sat down beside him, and continued, "When you humiliate yourself like this, he feels uncomfortable, and you also feel uncomfortable, don't you?"

"It's not just him. Everyone is worried about you. If you beat yourself up to the point of fainting, then except for those scumbags, the rest of the people will feel sorry for you? I know you like him, now You are also uncomfortable, but you can’t do this.”

"When your aunt passed away, my mother was also very sad. But your grandma told me that when a person dies, he is dead. There is nothing we can do about it. The only thing we living people can do for the dead is to live."

"Reassuring them to see that we are alive and well is the best thing we can do."

"Actually, it's very difficult. After all, being alive is the hardest thing." She said, "So you have to do a lot of difficult things for him. You have to live well, okay?"

"……understood."

"I don't know, don't you know, okay?"

Liu Xu: "...OK."

"That's good."

Liu Xu's mother smiled lightly, and said, "Let's go, get out of the hospital and go home, go home and take care of yourself."

Liu Xu's mother didn't give him much training.

After he was discharged from the hospital, his mother drove him and Aunt Wang home.Compared to his mother, Aunt Wang seems to be more able to chatter. Along the way, she talked about what to eat to nourish her body after she had a fever, and she would turn around and ask Liu Xu what to eat from time to time.

Liu Xu looked out of the car window all the way, he wasn't thinking about eating, his attitude was very perfunctory, his answer swung back and forth between "um" and "whatever", very absent-minded.

After returning home, he fell headlong on the bed, covered the quilt and looked up at the ceiling, with no sadness or joy on his face.

He tilted his head, raised his head, and looked at his desk.

On the desk, a photo of him and Shen Anxing was quietly placed there.

In the photo, Shen Anxing was smiling towards the camera, the summer light shone into his eyes, burning away all the gloom of the past.

He is full of light, he is ashore, he is no longer in the abyss.

...as it should be.

Liu Xu pursed her lips, pulled up the quilt, turned over, and faced the bedroom wall, as if she was trying to avoid something.

Seven years later, Shen Anxing stood by the bed, watching over him quietly.

Liu Xu lay on the bed for not long.After about half an hour, Aunt Wang knocked lightly on his door and asked him to go out for dinner.

The doctor said that one should also pay attention to diet after having a fever, so Aunt Wang made him a big bowl of porridge and a few plates of lighter dishes.

Liu Xu still doesn't seem to have much appetite, but he hasn't eaten well for several days, and it really won't work if he continues like this.

He had no choice but to force himself to pull up, and after finishing a bowl of porridge, he went back to his room listlessly.

After returning to the room, he closed the curtains, walked to the desk and sat down, in a dark room, staring at the photos on the desk in a daze.

Shen Anxing looked at him from the side.

After staring at the photo in a daze for a moment, Liu Xu raised his head again and looked at the shelf above the desk.On the shelf, a glass bottle containing 99 paper-folded stars stands there quietly.

It seems that Liu Xu has already bought a new glass bottle, picked up the 99 stars one by one from Shen Anxing's backpack, and put them inside.

He stretched out his hand, and took the glass bottle off the shelf—in the not-too-distant future, Liu Xu even named this thing, Tianxingxing.

But now he obviously doesn't have the leisure and elegance to be named.

He held the glass bottle and gently rubbed and stroked it with both hands.

Some of the origami stars inside had been deformed by the drop, but Liu Xu did not squeeze them back into their original positions, but just put them into the glass bottle—maybe for him, these changes The shape is also the trace left by Shen Anxing.

In this way, in a dark room, he guarded the traces left by Shen Anxing.

He sat blankly at the desk, silent for a long time in a daze.

After an unknown amount of time, he stretched out his hand and turned on the lamp on the table.

After the light came on, Liu Xu moved his chair back again, as if trying to escape the light.

Liu Xu lowered his head, gently stroking the glass bottle in his arms.

His figure looked lonely and desolate, as if he had been abandoned halfway.

Shen Anxing looked sad.

He walked over, squatted down, and couldn't help but murmured to him: "Yang Hua..."

The sound still couldn't reach the past.

After a while, Liu Xu raised his hands, pointed the glass bottle at the light on the table, and gently shook the stars inside.

Suddenly, as if he had discovered something, his expression froze, his eyes paused, and a burst of astonishment emerged from his eyes.

Liu Xu immediately moved the chair back, went to the desk, uncorked the cork of the glass bottle, and gently poured some of the stars onto the desk.

Seeing him doing this, Shen Anxing's heart skipped a beat.

His pupils shrank suddenly in fright, and he quickly stretched out his hand, trying to stop him: "Wait!!"

Shen Anxing couldn't touch anyone at all, but his urge to stop Liu Xu was too strong, and he rushed towards him.At the same time that he jumped to nothing, he also fell to the ground all of a sudden.

Shen Anxing hurriedly got up, and when he turned his head again, he saw Liu Xu holding a paper-made star and carefully shining it around the desk lamp.

Then, he stretched out his hand, gently opened a corner, and slowly disintegrated it——

Shen Anxing was so frightened that he scrambled to his feet and ran towards Liu Xu, but he knew that he couldn't change anything, but in a panic, he instinctively shouted to Liu Xu again with a tearing voice: "Don't open it!!"

But nothing could stop him.

The star was taken apart by Liu Xu.

On a slender piece of paper full of creases, there is a blue handwriting that reads——

"I want to kiss Liu Xu on his birthday"

"..."

Shen Anxing froze in place.

He turned his head tremblingly, looking at Liu Xu's back.

Liu Xu held the star that had been disintegrated into a thin strip of paper, and didn't speak for a long time.

The things contained in this star seemed to be too heavy, and it made him unable to move for a moment. He sat on the spot, frozen for a long time.

He didn't move, but gradually, his hands began to tremble.

His breathing began to tremble, his shoulders gradually shrugged, and his whole body began to tremble non-stop.

Liu Xu patted the note aside, grabbed the glass bottle, poured out all the stars inside, and then, like crazy, began to dismantle them into notes one by one, with two hands Shaking non-stop.

Every piece of paper has something written on it.

"I want to go watch the sea with Liu Xu"

"I want to go to the amusement park to watch the night show with Liu Xu"

"I want to buy Liu Xu 19 roses on his 99th birthday. I don't have any money this year. I hope he can wait for me until next year."

"In the future, I want to live in a tall building with Liu Xu, and at night I can hold him and count the stars"

After removing a few pieces, Liu Xu started to choke up.

Every "thinking" above is unreachable. After that, every "thinking" is Shen Anxing's shattered hope, and every "thinking" is drowned in the blood of that day, sinking at the bottom of the sea of ​​blood .

If Liu Xu wanted to wait, he could have waited forever, but he knew better than anyone else that Shen Anxing would never come.

No one will buy him 19 roses on his 99th birthday, no one will go to the sea with him, and no one will live with him in a high-rise building and count the stars with him at night.

He can't wait for someone to come - every "thought" in these stars is telling him this fact.

Liu Xu finally couldn't take it apart anymore, the rationality and calm he had managed to maintain these days were finally shattered by these stars.

He staggered, slid off the chair, and fell to his knees.

Emotionally collapsed, he took a piece of paper and tore it in half, leaving a small star at the end, which looked like a shooting star. Kneeling in front of the desk, he broke down heartbreakingly in front of the table full of stars cried out.

He told Shen Anxing not to come back again, he told Shen Anxing not to wake up again, he told Shen Anxing to go slowly.

I don't know if these words were used to lie to himself or to tell Shen Anxing to let go of his nostalgia, but at this moment they were finally completely shattered.

Liu Xu knelt on the ground, shouting heart-piercingly and hysterically, her whole body trembling uncomfortably.

"Shen An Xing!!"

He squeezed the star in his hand, almost screaming for the dead who left him.

"Shen An Xing! Shen An Xing!!!"

"Don't die!! Come back!? Where should I go after you die!!?"

"Shen An Xing!!"

"Shen An Xing!!!!!!"

He wept blood one after another, his voice was extremely hoarse, as if he wanted the dead on Huangquan Road to hear the voice and respond.

Shen Anxing knelt down beside him, covering his face and scratching his hair, also weeping uncontrollably.

He also completely collapsed amidst the screams.

Aunt Wang and Liu Xu's mother heard the tragic movement, and quickly opened the door and entered.

They were startled by the scene in front of them, and hurried up to pull up Liu Xu who was almost choking from crying.

Liu Xu was dragged and yelled by them, but still ignoring them and crying to the point of collapse, calling Shen Anxing heartbreakingly.

He has been holding the paper meteor tightly in his hand.On the flat star was written in blue letters——

"In the future, I want to raise a beautiful puppet cat with Liu Xu, and we will call it Sticky"

"Because I want to stick to Liu Xu forever"