hell make me fall in love

On the Naihe Bridge, there was a white mist.

Heiwuchang and Fan Wujiu sat on the head of the bridge, looking at the white mist on the bridge, squinting his eyes.

"Never seen anything like this."

Hei Wuchang turned around.

This is the third time Liu Xu has protested to him like this within 10 minutes.Although he refused every time, Liu Xu still insisted on asking him to put himself into the hell of unjust death.

This time is the same.After Hei Wuchang turned his head, Liu Xu pointed at the white mist on the bridge and said, "There is no one who would not let the participants go to hell, are you considered impermanent! Let me in!! Don't make me say it a fourth time !!"

"Of course I'm impermanent."

As Hei Wuchang was talking, he pouted his lips behind him, motioned him to look at the white man behind him holding a banner and smiling like an idiot, and said, "That idiot is too."

The smile on Bai Wuchang's face froze: "...I'm not a fool!"

"You are."

After Hei Wuchang finished speaking, he turned his head, looked at the white mist on the bridge again, and said, "I have already said that this is a hell for night watchmen, and the living are not allowed to enter."

Liu Xu was still dissatisfied: "Isn't there another Shao Fang!?"

"This is not what Shao Fang entered." Hei Wuchang said, "Ordinary participants have the hell of death in vain for ordinary participants—let me explain it to you. There are two hells of death in vain, one is for participants who have reflected on themselves and are about to get out of hell One is the night watchman who has paid for all his sins and is about to come out of hell."

"Night watchmen are all wearing the body of sin. Only those who have been killed by sin and have committed the same crime are eligible to go to hell and are also qualified to judge sinners. Punish sin with sin, this is the principle here."

"The hell of dying in vain is for all participants to face their own sins, and for all night watchmen to judge their own sins. Only by facing your past with your chest up can you be eligible for a new life."

Hei Wuchang's explanation made Liu Xu stunned.

He's a smart guy, and he got it right back.Afterwards, he immediately took a step forward and shouted at Hei Wuchang, who had his back turned to him: "Wait, this is wrong! He—"

"Yes."

Hei Wuchang knew what he was going to say, so he said, "Shen Anxing is innocent."

"So the effect of Hell of Unreal Death doesn't apply to him." Bai Wuchang also said with a smile, waving the spirit-calling banner behind him, "But, he hasn't faced the past-that's what you say, but you also know Yes, he is different from others, he is a person who knows what he was like in the past."

"So we don't need him to face his past."

While talking, Bai Wuchang slightly opened his eyes that were almost narrowed into slits when he smiled.

He said: "Hell is very harmful, children, we like to make things the most."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu suddenly understood the meaning of his words, and immediately turned pale.

Died in vain in hell, in front of the emergency operating room of the hospital.

Liu Xu was so anxious that he paced back and forth in front of the door of the emergency operating room.His eyes were red with fear, and his breath trembled.

Shen Anxing looked at him from the side, hesitating to speak several times.

He wanted to say a lot, but seeing Liu Xu like this, he definitely couldn't see himself.So even if you speak, you will definitely not get any response.

Shen Anxing could only stand by and watch.

He sighed softly.

He finally understood what Bai Wuchang meant by "hold on, that's how he survived back then".

What he was talking about was not Xie Weixian who was out of hell, but Liu Xu who he wanted to see in hell after his death seven years ago.

Bai Wuchang wanted to show him how Liu Xu survived.

Shen Anxing turned his head and looked at the electronic clock hanging in the hospital corridor.

Half an hour has passed.

At this moment, there was another rush of footsteps, which seemed to be coming this way.

Liu Xu paused and looked up at the person who came.

Shen Anxing also looked up.

The people who came were Liu Wan and Liu Xu's parents.

Shen Anxing met his parents.After the college entrance examination, they officially got together, and Liu Xu led him to meet his parents.

His parents are very open-minded people, and they also like him very much.

Liu Wan was the first to run towards Liu Xu. She must have also rushed all the way here, she was still out of breath when she stopped.

She ran over, first grabbed Liu Xu's clothes, frowned and said to herself, "Why is there so much blood?" Then she glanced at the operating room and asked, "How's the situation?"

Shen Anxing remembered that Liu Xu called his home when he was going through the ambulance registration procedures.He was so anxious that he couldn't speak clearly, he only said that Shen Anxing had a car accident and he had to pay [-] yuan in advance for the surgery.He said he didn't have that much money, and wept anxiously.

He couldn't understand the words, and his family naturally didn't know what was going on.

"I don't know..." Liu Xu said, "It's been half an hour, and there's no news..."

"I'm sure I won't be able to get out in half an hour." Liu's father said, "It will definitely take a few hours for the surgery in the car accident. How is the injury? Is it serious?"

It hurt badly.

Liu Xu didn't need to say anything, Shen Anxing knew it himself.

He was knocked into the air at that time, how could it not be serious.

But Liu Xu didn't want to admit it.Even though the facts were in front of his eyes, he didn't want to admit it, and tried to correct it in a good direction, saying: "It's okay...it's not too serious, and it's not too light..."

Liu Xu's father has met too many people, and he can understand it at a glance: "That seems serious."

Liu Xu: "..."

"Okay, don't talk so much."

Liu Xu's mother couldn't bear the sight of her lord's bad mouth, so she took out a card from her bag, pressed it on his chest, and said, "Go and pay the fee, we'll wait here first." on."

Liu Xu's father curled his lips: "Oh."

Then he held a card and turned to pay the fee.

Liu Xu's mother sat on the blue chair beside her, patted herself next to her, and said to the two of them, "Okay, sit here and wait slowly, there's nothing you can do standing there."

After hearing this, Liu Wan turned her head to look at Liu Xu worriedly, "Uh" for a while, then carefully tugged at the corner of his blood-stained clothes, and asked tentatively, "Will you sit down?"

"...No."

Liu Xu lowered his head, turned his head to look elsewhere, his voice became hoarse due to choking.

"I just can't sit still," he said.

Shen Anxing: "..."

Seeing him like this, Liu Wan couldn't say any more.But she couldn't stand him like this, so she laughed dryly and said, "Don't be like this, that kid will be fine, he's very tough, he's definitely fine..."

Liu Xu turned her head and hummed absently.

Liu Wan's consolation had no effect at all.

She twitched the corners of her mouth and opened her mouth again, as if she wanted to say something, but realized that saying these would have no effect, so she hesitated to speak.

In the end, she could only sigh, reached out and patted Liu Xu's shoulder, without saying anything.

Time passed by every minute and every second.

Liu Xu's father came back soon, the couple sat on the blue chairs in the corridor, looked down at the operating room for a while, looked up at the operating room for a while, and turned to look at the electronic clock hanging in the corridor of the hospital, with worried faces .

Liu Wan sat across from the two of them, looking at the operating room with one leg crossed. She also lowered her head for a while, turned her head to check the time, and then nodded with her mobile phone. worse.

Liu Xu walked back and forth in front of the operating room, he was the most nervous and frightened one, keeping his head down, mouth tightly pursed and rubbing his hands.

After an hour and a half later, he went to the blue seat and squatted down, hugging his knees with his hands, buried his head in the crook of his arms, and curled up into a ball like this.

He never sat down.

Shen Anxing stood beside him, watching him squatting on the ground trembling slightly, gasping for breath and choking, silent for a long time.

Finally, he squatted down, looked at Liu Xu for a while, and then stretched out a hand that had become ice, wanting to touch him.

But everything he saw was the past, and everything was not real, so his outstretched hand passed through Liu Xu as a matter of course.

He can't touch him, he can't touch anything.

This is no wonder, because at this time he was lying in the operating room on the front line of life and death, relying on a respirator to maintain his dying life.

Shen Anxing pursed his lips and lowered his head.

He thought for a while, then moved to the side of Liu Xu, and squatted on the ground with him, waiting for the news of his death in the hospital filled with the cold smell of medicine.

As time passed by, Shen Anxing heard Liu Xu choking softly beside him.

Shen Anxing felt uncomfortable hearing this.He raised his head and saw Liu Xu's hands clenched into fists, trembling.

Shen Anxing couldn't bear it, even though he knew he couldn't touch it, he still couldn't help stretching out his frozen hand carefully, and held Liu Xu's trembling hand.

A long time passed.

Finally, around four o'clock in the afternoon, the door of the operating room clicked and opened.A bunch of people came out pushing surgical tools and medicines and left the operating room.

Liu Xu, who had been squatting quietly on the ground, was startled and stood up quickly.

His eyes were red and bloodshot, and his face was full of tears.

But he didn't care so much, he hurried forward a few steps, and walked up to a doctor who was walking towards them.

The other three also quickly stood up and surrounded them.

Liu Xu hurriedly asked: "How is it!?"

The doctor led a nurse to stay. He wore a mask on his face and a green surgical gown with a lot of blood on his clothes.

He looked around at a few people, then quickly looked away, took off the mask, lowered his eyes and sighed, saying, "Sorry, we tried our best, but we really can't save them."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu took half a step back slightly.

Liu Wan was afraid that he would be stunned by the news, so she quickly helped him up, and asked unwillingly, "Is there no other way?"

The doctor shook his head: "I've tried everything. If there were other ways, I wouldn't come out and say these things."

As he spoke, he turned his body sideways and said, "Anyway, hurry up and say goodbye while you're still conscious. I guess it won't be long before..."

When the doctor said this, he remained silent.

He only said half a sentence, and didn't say the rest of the sentence.

But even if the rest of the story is not stated clearly, everyone knows it.

—It is estimated that he will die soon.

After Liu Xudun froze on the spot for a few seconds, he quickly pushed away the others and rushed in.

The cruel facts had an impact on him. When he ran out, he staggered and nearly fell to the ground, and then rushed into the operating room while rolling and crawling all the way.

Shen Anxing quickly followed.

Four blue screens were erected in the center of the operating room, and a white lamp shone coldly in it.The ticking sound of an instrument is ringing very regularly, as if it is counting down.

Liu Xu ran over and saw Shen Anxing still lying on the operating table covered in blood.

His face was still covered with blood, one eye seemed to be closed too much, the clothes on his body had been cut off, and the blood was drooping on both sides, revealing a large piece of shocking blood and flesh. Some iron pieces, those iron pieces are connected with many thin wires, connected to the instrument that is beeping and beeping nearby.

Because of the operation, Shen Anxing also had a big hole in his body, so he only used a thick white cloth to cover it, which was considered a decent way for him.

He was wearing a respirator, his mouth was slightly open, his eyes were open, and his eyelids were shaking constantly.

The respirator was on and on, and Shen Anxing was staring at the white light shining on him very hard.

From the perspective of a third party, Shen Anxing realized that it was like this at that time.

He actually looked like this.

He himself was watching, and he couldn't help but raise his hand to cover his face, feeling that it was too shocking.

Liu Xu froze in place all of a sudden, unable to move from the shock of the situation in front of him.

After a while, he yelled Shen Anxing heart-piercingly, and ran over.

But the scene in front of him was too difficult for him to calm down, and he staggered again, almost falling to the operating table.

"Shen An Xing!!"

Liu Xu stretched out his hand while shouting, he seemed to want to touch Shen Anxing, but Shen Anxing's body was full of injuries, and he didn't know where to touch it, so his hands could only tremble in mid-air in a panic.

Shen Anxing couldn't hear his surroundings clearly at that time, and he didn't realize that someone was coming until Liu Xu called him to run to him.

Shen Anxing was so badly injured that it hurt to even move.

He could only tilt his head slightly, and tried his best to cast his gaze in the direction of the voice.

His breathing was hoarse with blood, and his voice was even more hoarse.

In a very low voice, he called out angrily, "Yang Hua...?"

Liu Xu quickly responded: "It's me!!"

After getting a response, Shen Anxing's eyes lit up with a flash of light.

The corners of his mouth twitched convulsively, and after a moment of desperate effort, he finally raised a trembling unseemly smile.Then, he tried his best to raise his unconscious bloody hand, trying to touch Liu Xu.

Liu Xu saw that one of his hands was trembling, and hurriedly grabbed it.

"You're here..." Shen Anxing asked him hoarsely, "Then...is it over...?"

Knowing that he was talking about surgery, Liu Xu nodded quickly.But after nodding his head, he was afraid that Shen Anxing wouldn't be able to see him, so he had to add: "It's over, it's over! You're fine...it's fine, don't worry...I'll go and discharge you right away, don't be afraid , don't be afraid..."

The more he talked, the more he couldn't continue, and the more he talked, the more he lacked confidence. In the end, his words became choked up.

"...Don't be afraid..."

Shen Anxing smiled hoarsely at him.

"I'm not afraid," he said. "You're here . . . I'm not afraid."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu couldn't speak anymore, he held Shen Anxing's hand tightly, buried his face in his bloody palm, and gradually wept uncontrollably.

"...Yang Hua."

Shen Anxing breathed hard, and said to him, "Don't cry... I don't hurt."

"I'm used to it...it doesn't hurt at all."

The more he said that, the more Liu Xu cried.He buried his face in Shen Anxing's hands, crying out of breath.

"...Yang Hua."

Shen Anxing asked him: "Am I... going to die?"

Liu Xu shook her head desperately in the palm of his hand.

Shen Anxing couldn't help laughing hoarsely.

"...I'm not afraid of death." Shen Anxing said, "It's okay..."

"I'm afraid."

Liu Xu held his hand tightly, choked up and said in a trembling voice, "I'm afraid..."

"...Don't be afraid."

Shen Anxing said: "Don't be afraid... I won't... I won't leave even if I die."

"When I celebrated my birthday last year...you sang to me Little Star...then after I die, I will become a star..."

"I... come to see you every night."

"You are afraid of ghosts...but you...don't be afraid of me."

Shen Anxing said to him: "I won't scare you..."

Liu Xu couldn't help crying when he heard it, and then shook his head desperately in his hand.

"I do not want……"

Liu Xu said: "I don't want it, I can't!! I—"

"Yanghua."

Shen Anxing interrupted him, and said to him again: "Can you... kiss me."

Liu Xu: "..."

"The respirator...take it off."

Shen Anxing breathed hard, and said to him, "Kiss me again...will you?"

"No... no, take off the respirator, why don't you—"

"...I'm already dying."

"..."

"Whether there is a ventilator or not...you are going to die. Why don't you...you take it off." Shen Anxing said, "You come and take it off...kiss me."

Liu Xu held his hand tightly, her lips trembling.

"...I don't want you to die." Liu Xu said, "I..."

"Yang Hua." Shen Anxing said, "I beg you."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu's hands trembled.

After a while, he took a breath, finally stood up, leaned forward a little, stretched out his hand, and took off Shen Anxing's respirator.

He leaned down and kissed it.

It was an unforgettable and painful kiss.In this kiss, they were covered in blood from each other.

Shen Anxing once said that he would kiss Liu Xu on his birthday, and he planned a lot for this, because it was their first kiss.

He thought about going to the riverside at night, or when Liu Xu was making a wish on the cake and the surroundings were dark, he would quietly touch him and kiss him.Or take a fan while shopping in the mall, open the fan unexpectedly and kiss him as a surprise, or go to buy fireworks secretly, and kiss him secretly when the fireworks are shown to him at night.

He had thought about it so much, but he never thought that it would become like this.

Liu Xu held his face, kissing him until his whole body trembled, Shen Anxing felt it.

In the end, Liu Xu let go of him, and then pressed his forehead against his face, weeping uncontrollably again.

Shen Anxing's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he knew that once he closed his eyes, he would never be able to wake up again.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to finally catch Liu Xu and leave this world.But he was seriously injured, his eyes were blurred, he had no sense of space, and his outstretched hand grabbed the empty space.

"...Yang Hua."

He opened his eyes, looked at the dazzling white surgical light with trembling eyelids, and was still unwilling after all.

Afterwards, he moved his Adam's apple with difficulty, and after gathering strength for a while, he finally made a hoarse voice——

"...you are my light."

As soon as he said those words, he slowly closed his eyes, and the hand that was grasping the emptiness also fell down.

The beeping beeping instrument next to it suddenly sounded a long siren, like a death knell.

Above is a straight line going forward.

Liu Xu raised his head and saw that Shen Anxing had closed his eyes and remained motionless.

"...Shen Anxing."

He yelled in a daze, then slowly got up, as if he was afraid of disturbing him, he carefully tested, and called again in a trembling voice: "Shen Anxing?"

Shen Anxing remained motionless.

Liu Xu's expression was blank, only tears fell out of his eyes uncontrollably.

Liu Xu lowered her head and bit her lips tightly.

He was pressing something hard to the bottom of his heart, trying to calm himself down.

He stretched out his hand and slowly wiped away the blood on Shen Anxing's face.

In the end, Liu Xu held his face, pressed his forehead against his, and said to him in a trembling voice: "Don't...wake up again."