Accidentally landed

Although he said that his attitude was very rigid when they broke up, but after Ye Suyu sobered up the next day, he still felt a huge confusion and emptiness.

Standing in front of the sink, looking at the two mouthwash cups placed side by side on the shelf, Ye Suyu blinked, the belated pain began to bite his heart, picked up the one that belonged to him, Ye Suyu mechanically After brushing my teeth, washing my face, and patting my face with cold water several times, I felt that I was barely awake.

Walking out of the bathroom and coming to the living room, there are traces of Zhou Jing's life here everywhere as far as the eye can see.

The pillows, sofa, slippers that I bought for Zhou Jing...the water glass dedicated to Zhou Jing on the table, and the coat that Zhou Jing didn't take away from the sofa.

Every time he glanced at it, Ye Suyu would think of those happy times, when he was studying and working with Zhou Jing, when he was cooking and chatting with Zhou Jing...all vividly in his memory.

Ye Suyu looked at these things, and suddenly felt a little sour in his eyes. He kicked his slippers and walked to the refrigerator, and opened the refrigerator door. It was almost empty inside, leaving only a few bottles of jam for bread, which was the same as last time. Zhou Jing bought it when he went to the supermarket with him.

Countless little details that he wouldn't notice at all jumped out at this moment, like knives, cutting his heart from time to time.

Taking out the jam, Ye Suyu casually finished his breakfast with a few slices of toast, sat on a chair by the dining table, staring blankly with his mobile phone.

After breaking up, there is no need to keep all these things that belong to Zhou Jing.

Do you want to inform Zhou Jinglai to take all these things away?

However, except for Zhou Jing's own coat, he bought everything else for Zhou Jing, and there was no need for him to take it away.

Ye Suyu turned on the phone, and the chat box between Zhou Jing and him in WeChat was still on the top.

After staring at this chat box for a long time, Ye Suyu couldn't think of anything left behind from Zhou Jing's place. After falling in love, he never went to Zhou Jing's house again, and he didn't know any of Zhou Jing's classmates. And friends, every time Zhou Jing came to him, he would not bring anything with him.

The only thing that can be used as a talking head is the coat that was lent to him.

Ye Suyu realized belatedly that Zhou Jing not only never let him participate in his own life, but even participated in his life with such care, keeping a distance that he could withdraw at any time.

Even in the hottest and most exciting time, he never seems to have entered Zhou Jing's heart.

With her finger on the keyboard, Ye Suyu thought for a long time, but she didn't send out "Do you still want this coat?"

I don't want to get any more negative answers.

After unpinning, Ye Suyu gently slid the chat box with Zhou Jing to the left, looked at the red delete button, closed his eyes, and pressed it cruelly.

The moment all the chat records disappeared, Ye Suyu felt that he had removed Zhou Jing from his life again.

This is the first time Ye Suyu has been in a relationship, and it is also the first time he has experienced a breakup.

In the past, he always sneered at those who cried and drank and bought drunk because of a broken relationship, thinking that they were fragile and hypocritical.

Only now did he realize that parting was not the most painful thing.

The most painful thing is forgetting and not being able to forget.

On New Year's Eve, all the Ye family members were called back home, and even Ye Suyu, who was never at home, was taken back to celebrate the New Year.

Ye Suyu was interviewed by his elder brother again, but this time Ye Shenyu didn't prepare so much, and went straight to the point, making Ye Suyu a little confused.

"I heard you broke up with your boyfriend?"

Ye Suyu looked at Ye Shenyu who seemed to know everything, and asked tentatively, "Huh?"

"I met you once in Shanwei before, and I heard that you broke up before I had time to chat with you."

Ye Shenyu pushed his glasses, not at all surprised by Ye Suyu's quick breakup.

"I've played it before. Take it easy after graduation, and be more serious when it comes to dating. Don't mess around again."

Ye Suyu didn't expect his brother to be ready to beat the mandarin ducks, so he chuckled and said, "What is a serious relationship? Is it a serious relationship to find a sister-in-law?"

Putting down the document in his hand, Ye Shenyu looked at his rebellious brother who hadn't smoothed his bones, and knew that he had nothing to say to him now, and he didn't waste much time.

"Think slowly, I don't need to teach you these things."

Ye Shenyu spoke, indicating that Ye Suyu could go.

Ye Suyu casually walked out of Ye Shenyu's room with his bag in his pocket, and walked halfway to the kitchen for a snack.

Putting the pastry into his mouth and looking at the red lanterns hanging at home, he recalled in a daze that the last time he came back was the Mid-Autumn Festival last year.

There were juniors setting off fireworks in the yard, crackling fireworks ignited and extinguished, Ye Suyu was fascinated by the flickering lights.

Last Mid-Autumn Festival, he gave Zhou Jing mooncakes, so what about this year's Chinese New Year?

Has anyone sent Zhou Jing New Year's greetings on time, and has anyone made him feel bright and happy.

"The bell of the New Year is about to ring..."

"Let's count down to tens—"

In the brightly lit small living room, Zhou Jing and Zhou Yang were sitting next to the sofa, one was busy sending messages with his classmates to grab red envelopes, the other seemed a little lonely.

Zhou Jing looked at the beating second hand on the TV. At the moment when twelve o'clock passed, the sound of fireworks rising and exploding rang in his ears. Zhou Yang rushed over and gave him a big bear hug, and shouted Happy New Year .

"Happy New Year."

Zhou Jing patted Zhou Yang's head, then stuffed the red envelope into his hand.

"Thank you brother! I love you the most!!" Zhou Yang excitedly rushed back to the room to hide the money.

Zhou Jing glanced at the phone, and now he is logged in with a WeChat account for work, with New Year greetings all over the screen, and small windows for private chats popping up one after another.

It's been a long time since he looked at the WeChat IDs used in real life, and he didn't know what he thought of. Zhou Jing cut the WeChat IDs. Compared with the WeChat IDs used for work, the WeChat IDs used in real life have very few messages.

Except for Ji Yuan who sent him a message, he didn't even say a few New Year wishes.

Zhou Jing's eyes swept across his top.

The contact named "Su"...

Oh, they broke up.

He's too busy these days to even forget about it, let alone unpin it.

Perhaps subconsciously, I was still looking forward to it, so I switched the WeChat account back.

Or... He was simply escaping, so he kept using work to numb his nerves.

On this joyful and lively night, Zhou Jing was not tainted with the fireworks of the world. Without Zhou Yang beside him, the boy sitting on the sofa looked like a shadow, with no expression or words.

Putting her finger on the chat box, Zhou Jing was about to delete this contact when she saw a red number "1" suddenly popping up in the chat box that hadn't been heard from for a long time.

At that moment, Zhou Jing's figure swayed, and a crack appeared in the indifferent, calm and impeccable disguise.

Su: Jing, happy new year.

……

Ye Suyu took the mobile phone, sneaked out from the poker table, and stood in the yard to send a message to Zhou Jing.

He couldn't stop his imagination, what was Zhou Jing doing now, did he finish the New Year's Eve dinner with Zhou Yang?Have you watched the Spring Festival Gala, or are you still taking orders to make money on New Year's Eve?How many people wished him a happy new year, is he sitting there alone in a daze like a dead man again?

At this moment, he forgot what he won or lost, and just wanted to send Zhou Jing a happy new year.

Tell him to be happy in the new year.

Zhou Jing looked at the sent New Year's greeting, lowered her eyes, and chose to delete the contact.

Therefore, he did not see the next sentence Ye Suyu sent him.

Su: I hope that in the new year, you can be your own light.

Ye Suyu couldn't utter these words.

The cold wind blew across his cheeks, looking at the red exclamation mark, Ye Suyu sniffed.

The fireworks exploded in the sky, Ye Suyu narrowed his eyes, trying to calm down his emotions.

Everything is over, and he should let go completely.

He watched the fireworks and made a wish in his heart.

Zhou Jing, happy new year.

I'm not the sun, I also have shadows, I can't always illuminate you.

But hopefully, one day, you can shine yourself.