Regret for rebirth

He couldn't sleep well for several days, Jiang Lin was lying in the small room of the hotel, those old wounds would always torment him over and over again at night, when he resolutely jumped down from the upstairs, as Jiang Lin was at school, he It's hard to tell which one is the real him, Yu Cheng's appearance seems to be engraved in his mind, and he can't forget it even if he thinks about it.

Someone who doesn't belong here appeared in the dream, Yu Cheng had a tired face, and the meticulous Alpha looked cautiously in front of him, Jiang Lin woke up suddenly, it really was a dream, Yu Cheng wouldn't care about his thoughts, wouldn't be so Do.

He sat up and leaned against the bed, pressed the bedside lamp, Sisi Lala flashed for a while, and then lit up, getting used to the musty smell in the room, he got out of bed and closed the window, the memory was opened again, facing him Yu Cheng, who was unsmiling but helped him behind the scenes many times, also entered his room gently, covered him with the quilt, and closed the window.

Jiang Lin hid under the quilt, with a few hairs exposed, gasping for breath, the wound on the back of his neck seemed to be burned, and the old scars merged with his body. The more things come to mind.

He was bullied by his classmates when he was in elementary school, and he didn't dare to tell others. It was Yu Cheng who found out and taught those people a lesson for him. He was also a child at that time, and the parents at best felt that older children bullied younger children.When he was in junior high school, because of some inexplicable small conflicts, he got aggressive with his classmates, and his skin was scratched. It was Yu Cheng who helped him take the medicine.When he bullied his classmates in high school, it was Yu Cheng who asked him to apologize and took him home to teach him a lesson.

Before this period of time, he believed that Yu Cheng followed the trend of rich people, raised a child to do good deeds, and left a good reputation in the industry, and he really regarded Yu Cheng as his own.

The day before he went to college, he saw Mr. Gu, who had the same surname as him, at home and was invited by Yu Cheng to live on the third floor.

Seeing him for the first time, Jiang Lin felt that this person was very similar to him, not because of his face, but because of his living habits and his attitude towards dealing with things. He knew that this person was very important to Yu Cheng, so he didn't ask any more questions, but Yu Cheng explained to him first. , "This is the youngest son of the Gu family. The Gu family has been kind to me, so I need to take more care of him."

Then there were those weird people who looked at him at the banquet with admiration, saying that Yu Cheng would repay his kindness.

It is indeed a reward of gratitude.

During college, he encountered countless kidnappings and attempted kidnappings, and he was very familiar with the process of letting him follow blindfolded.

At that time, he didn't think much about it, it was inevitable that he would encounter something shady by Yu Cheng's side.

The last time was outside the office. Gu's Group and Yu Cheng had a cooperation project. They said it was a cooperation, but in fact Yu Cheng rushed to give him money. The two companies are very close, on the left and right sides of the same road, and they usually have something to do It's okay, run over to have a cup of tea, chat, and even sit together to discuss what the future looks like.

Yu Cheng said that he likes people who know everything.

Jiang Lin thought, his ability to see people is very strong, and there must be many people who know the basics.

Until one time, he accidentally overheard the conversation between Yu Cheng's secretary and Mr. Gu, and he woke up deceiving himself.

"Now that I have the ability to protect myself, I don't need that Gu Jianglin anymore."

"Mr. Yu has considered this matter. The original agreement with the Gu family was to protect you for 20 years, and there is still half a year left."

"It's almost done, it will be in a while, it won't be so strict," Mr. Gu's tone was a bit unkind, and he couldn't wait to let Jiang Lin leave.

"The agreement is like this. We can't violate the agreement with Mr. Gu."

"Forget it, half a year is half a year. After that half a year, that person will be useless, right? Can you do whatever I want?"

"It depends on Mr. Yu's intention."

"Then I'll call him now."

Jiang Lin left from the office door as if fleeing, and came to the stairwell, his hands holding on to the wall kept trembling. He was afraid of hearing Yu Cheng's voice, and he didn't dare to think about the answer that he would definitely say.

The 13 years of companionship turned into a joke. From the beginning to the end, he was the only one who couldn't see the truth clearly. It turned out that when he first met Mr. Gu, that inexplicable sense of familiarity existed. Guide him, learn in the direction of another.

No two snowflakes are exactly alike, but if you know what a snowflake looks like, it's really easy to make a similar one to fool outsiders.

It turned out that his existence was only because of another person.

Jiang Lin thought that he didn't care anymore, those things in the past didn't belong to him, and he acted like he didn't know anything for half a year, dealing with Yu Cheng, using his life as a bet, to test whether he would really make a move.

He knew the truth early tomorrow, but at the last moment, he still felt pain when he knew Yu Cheng's attitude. He didn't change his mind about Yu Cheng for half a year. When the two companies were competing, Yu Cheng would let him be intentional or not , Sometimes work is late, and I will wait for him to come back to have dinner together. When working and socializing, I will cook sober soup and reprimand him the next day.

Although it was a lesson to him, Jiang Lin felt very comfortable listening to it. Doesn't this mean that Yu Cheng cares about him, so after half a year, he should stay by his side.

The air in the quilt was so thin that he couldn't breathe, his heart seemed to be squeezed into a ball, rubbed to pieces, and then placed on the ground and trampled hard.

He would rather disappear from the world than be given to someone else.

Abandoned by his parents, he can explain that it has nothing to do with him, it is his parents' fault. This time, after such a long time, Yu Cheng has not changed his original mind. How bad he is. Another option, no one will want him.

Parents chose to abandon him in the face of money or a better life in the future, let alone Yu Cheng.

He wanted to forget, let all those things that shouldn't appear in his memory get out, he thought it would make him feel better.

I heard that if you get used to something, you will get used to it. The more times you experience pain, the softer your heart will become numb.

Jiang Lin thought that there were too many things he was unwilling to do, but he still couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.

The temperature on the scar was getting higher and higher, as if he was being scalded, and he was thrown back and forth in the high clouds, when?He can make his own decisions and not choose other people's choices. Going back to the scene at the gate of the orphanage, it was he who chose to be adopted by the orphanage, not the so-called parents who chose to abandon him. When Yu Cheng took him away from the orphanage, It was he who chose Yu Cheng.

So on the last tall building, he finally made a choice, he wanted to abandon everything in the past.