wind and snow

Ji Xian had a very long dream. He dreamed about everything that happened since he and Xiao Qi met, from the beginning when he rescued Xiao Qi in Taoyuan Village, then taught him spells, taught him how to play chess... a lot of the two of them in the world The tedious things of living together, many past events that he thought he had forgotten, flashed by in this long dream.

At the end of the dream, there is a picture of him being thrown into the cold and dark endless sea by the emperor of heaven.

Then, he could no longer see anything.

But I could feel a cold gaze staring at him all the time. It was the gaze that looked at him after Xiao Qi was stabbed by him in the Endless Sea——

Shock, sadness, pain, resentment, despair, unwillingness...

And the extremely cold sea water submerged his whole body, and the piercing pain gradually devoured his consciousness...

Ji Xian knew it was a dream, but he couldn't wake up no matter what.

really cold...

Why did he have to suffer this kind of torture even in his dream...

He didn't know how long he had been soaking in the water. Suddenly, a pair of big warm hands emerged from nowhere, wrapped around Ji Xian's waist, and pulled him out of the water.

Ji Xian's consciousness was very vague, he couldn't see what the person who rescued him looked like, he only felt that the person's breath was very familiar.

However, even after escaping from the water, Ji Xian was still shivering from the cold. After he noticed the warm breath beside him, he cautiously and tentatively moved a little closer to that person.

Ji Xian's body was clammy and cold, but the man did not avoid it, but hugged Ji Xian's trembling body tightly, patted his back, and comforted him softly: "Xian Jun... don't be afraid ..."

"Don't be afraid... I'm here..."

Ji Xian leaned quietly in that person's arms, feeling extremely at ease, and his body gradually warmed up.

Finally, with the strong heartbeat of that person, Ji Xian fell into a deep sleep again...

no dream.

I don't know how long he slept before Ji Xian gradually woke up. At first, he felt his head was dizzy and heavy. After a while, Ji Xian slowly remembered the long dream last night, and Everything that happened before bed.Thinking of this, Ji Xian subconsciously glanced around, only to find that there was no one around him.

For nearly a thousand years, Ji Xian often dreamed of what happened in the Endless Sea that year, dreaming that he stabbed Xiao Qi with a sword, dreaming of Xiao Qiwang's resentful eyes towards him...

Dreaming that he was pinned down in the water by the Emperor of Heaven... struggling helplessly in pain, but no one came to save him.

Every night full of nightmares, Ji Xian sleeps very restlessly.

But last night, it was different from every previous dream. After he was thrown into the endless sea by the Emperor of Heaven, someone rescued him from the icy sea water and embraced him very tenderly.

It was the first time Ji Xian felt warmth in his dream, and in the second half of the night, he actually slept very soundly, as if someone really hugged him in his arms.

The person in the dream...could it be Xiao Qi?

"you're awake?"

Suddenly, a deep voice rang in Ji Xian's ear, interrupting his thoughts.

Ji Xian heard about the reputation, but the well-dressed Xiao Qi stood beside the bed and looked down at him, apparently having been awake for a long time.

Seeing Ji Xian's pale cheeks, Xiao Qi couldn't help frowning, and said coldly, "Why is your body so unbearable now? I only asked you once last night, and you passed out from the pain..."

Hearing this, Ji Xian immediately recalled the moment Xiao Qi entered his body last night, the unforgettable pain, which was no less than the feeling of being soaked in the endless sea.

However, what chilled Ji Xian even more was Xiao Qi's indifferent and mocking words.

Ji Xian gave a wry smile helplessly, wasn't this the result he expected a long time ago?

From the time he stabbed Xiao Qi with the sword, he knew that Xiao Qi hated him, that's why he humiliated him in front of An He, and forced him to endure such painful things...

As for the gentle Xiao Qi in the dream...you can only see him in the dream.

Ji Xian's body had already been cleaned, but as long as he moved a little, he could still feel discomfort. He endured the pain and struggled to sit up, lowered his eyes silently, hiding his emotions, and ignored Xiao Qi's previous words that question.After a pause, he thought of another matter, and asked a little worriedly, "How is my family safe? Is he okay now?"

Xiao Qi: "..."

My home is safe...

Xiao Qi clenched his fists secretly, and a nameless anger welled up in his chest. He gritted his teeth and repeated Ji Xian's words in his heart, as if he wanted to chew these four words repeatedly.

If it weren't for Ji Xian's body being too weak now, he really wanted to ask him to do it again, to let him know who he really is!

After a long while, Xiao Qi sneered, and said coldly, "Don't worry, thanks to such a good master as you, he is doing very well now."

However, Ji Xian was not worried at all, and asked again: "Where is he now?"

Xiao Qi replied coldly, "You don't need to know."

Ji Xian frowned and said, "You promised me to release An He."

"I only promised you would not hurt him, but I didn't say that I would let him go." Xiao Qi leaned down slowly, pinched Ji Xian's chin, and chuckled lightly, but the smile didn't reach his eyes. "Let him go." ...Then you can try your best to escape without any worries, right?"

"..." Ji Xian turned his head away, and said calmly, "Since I said I would let you dispose of me, I won't go back on my word."

Hearing this, Xiao Qi seemed to have heard something funny, and his tone was full of sarcasm, "What you said... I really can't believe it."

After a pause, Xiao Qi suddenly increased his strength, forced Ji Xian to look at him, and ordered: "Look at me—"

Ji Xian groaned in pain, but looked at Xiao Qi's deep pupils, but was stunned again.

Thousands of years have passed, Xiao Qi's appearance has undergone considerable changes, only those beautiful black eyes are still the same as when he was a child, dark and bright, shining like stars.

Xiao Qi didn't know what was going on in Ji Xian's heart, he gently stroked Ji Xian's dry lips with his fingertips, and bit his eyes tightly on the other's lips, and after a while, Xiao Qi finally stopped hesitating, Pressing the back of Ji Xian's head, he leaned forward and used his own lips instead.

Xiao Qi's kiss drowned Ji Xian like a storm, but it was different from the previous one.

Ji Xian struggled to retreat, but was imprisoned by Xiao Qi.

Ji Xian has been ascetic for nearly ten thousand years, and it was the first time that someone provoked his lust, and he felt a little scared for no reason.

When Xiao Qi's slender fingers moved towards Ji Xian, Ji Xian suddenly recalled the terrible pain of last night in his mind, and exclaimed in horror, "Don't—!"

Hearing the sound, Xiao Qi's body stiffened for a moment, then he stopped and stepped back.

Xiao Qi didn't intend to go to the end, but Ji Xian's subconscious refusal just now and the panic and fear in his tone made him extremely displeased.Xiao Qi looked at Ji Xian with a smile that was not a smile, and slowly said: "What did I say just now... Zhenjun Xianyun, I dare not believe all of your promises."

"Is that the attitude you said to let me deal with you obediently?"

"..." Ji Xian knew that it was his fault, he was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Master Mojun, you do this kind of thing to the person you hate...don't you feel disgusted?"

After hesitating for a moment, he said with a sigh: "And you still have someone you like, if you do this... you won't be afraid of hurting your old friend's heart?"

Hearing this, Xiao Qi's expression changed slightly. He glanced at Ji Xian with complicated eyes. After pondering for a while, he replied coldly: "I remember Xianjun once guessed that the reason why I couldn't find my sweetheart is because Just because he doesn't want to see me at all..."

Halfway through the conversation, Xiao Qi paused, as if thinking of something from the past, then laughed at himself, with an indescribable loneliness in his eyes, "If that's the case, why would he be sad because of me?"

After saying this, Xiao Qi looked straight at Ji Xian, as if he wanted to see through him.

Ji Xian was stared at by this look and his heart trembled. Suddenly, he had an ominous premonition that Xiao Qi already knew the truth.But after thinking about it, I think it's impossible. Xiao Qi didn't recognize his identity when he was in Daze. The two haven't seen each other for thousands of years, and Xiao Qi has been staying in Beihuang. How could he know that he was the rescuer back then? Has he ever passed his fairy king?

Ji Xian was wondering, but saw Xiao Qi put a hand on his shoulder, then leaned close to his ear, and said in a low voice: "And Xian Jun must not know how ecstasy his body is..."

"It's the best taste I've ever tasted..." Xiao Qi's voice was low and hoarse, and the warm breath he exhaled hit Ji Xian's ear, with a strong sense of bewitchment.

Ji Xian was taken aback for a moment, his first reaction was to think about how many people Xiao Qi had been with before, that's why he uttered such rambunctious words?

Xiao Qi didn't know what Ji Xian was thinking, he tilted his head slightly, and bit Ji Xian's earlobe, causing Ji Xian to tremble.

Ji Xian snorted, then bit his lips tightly, not letting himself make any noise.

Ji Xian originally thought that Xiao Qi would still force him to do those things, but Xiao Qi quickly backed away, lowered his head and straightened his clothes, then stood up, turned around and walked out of the house, opened the door, but He seemed to have thought of something else, paused on the spot, and added without turning his head: "I remember Xianjun's medical skills are good... If you have time to worry about your precious apprentice, it's better to heal your dilapidated body first." .”

"I let you go today, but next time it won't be so simple."

Ji Xian couldn't see Xiao Qi's expression, only heard him chuckle again, and said quietly: "After all, it's so hard to get such a ecstasy body like Xianjun, I must make the best use of it..."

Make the best use of everything?

Hearing this word, Ji Xian's face suddenly became very pale, and his heart ached as if being whipped with a whip, so did Xiao Qi just use him as a tool to vent his desire?

That's right, it can be used both for revenge and for venting one's desires.

Although the two of them only did it once last night, and Ji Xian had no experience with other people, Ji Xian could feel that Xiao Qi's desire and demand were very strong.

So because he can't "use" now, is Xiao Qi going to find other people to vent his desire?

Looking at the suddenly empty room, Ji Xian felt a little complicated.That's right, since he can find himself to vent his anger, he can naturally find others.

Although Ji Xian somewhat resisted Xiao Qi's forcing himself to do the love thing, but when he thought that Xiao Qi would be entangled with others like this, he felt even more uncomfortable.This feeling was something he had never experienced before, and his heart was not as painful as before, but very sore.

For a moment, Ji Xian even wanted to tell Xiao Qi the truth about everything, telling him that he actually had difficulties, maybe Xiao Qi would no longer look at him with such indifferent eyes...

However, thinking about the identities and positions of the two of them now, Ji Xian dismissed this idea.

If the fairy world and the demons go to war again, how will he face Xiao Qi then?

Ji Xian closed his eyes tiredly, not thinking about these things that could easily disturb his mind.

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Ji Xian had escaped twice before, this time Xiao Qi no longer believed any words he promised, and went straight to strengthen the guards outside the courtyard, and replaced another demon attendant to take care of Ji Xian, and ordered that Ji Xian should not be allowed to leave this place. Yard half step.

When Ji Xian learned that he was grounded again, he was really angry and helpless. The child he raised at the beginning has become stronger now, and he wants to make things difficult for him in turn.

However, Ji Xian also left Xiao Qi without saying a word and left, leaving the other party alone to search for him for 500 years. Probably this is the cycle of karma, and retribution is not good, so Ji Xian did not want to resent Xiao Qi at all. mean.

The new maid is Qiuyan, who is completely different from Mufu's lively and bright personality. She speaks very little and is cautious. Ji Xian wanted to get some news about Anhe from her, but no matter what Ji Xian asked her, Questions, the other party will always answer do not know.

Well, Ji Xian will pretend that she really doesn't know.

Ji Xian had nothing to do on weekdays, so he often meditated and practiced in the room. He was used to being alone, but Xiao Qi forcibly confined him in this small courtyard, and he didn't feel the time was so difficult.Xiao Qi came here every night. At first, Ji Xian was a little worried, thinking that Xiao Qi only wanted to do that kind of thing with him, but soon Ji Xian realized that he was thinking too much. Xiao Qi really just came here. It's just staying overnight, and I didn't force him anymore.

And Ji Xian was surprised to find that since Xiao Qi slept next to him, he never had that nightmare again.

Ji Xian thought about the reason, and guessed it was because Xiao Qi was the root cause of his nightmares. Now that the person is lying safely beside him, he naturally doesn't have to be afraid anymore.

During this period of time, Ji Xian has always been very docile. As long as Ji Xian is obedient, Xiao Qi will not lose his temper for no reason. Except for the occasional mention of An He, the two get along very harmoniously.

However, this peace didn't last long. One night, Ji Xian was meditating on the bed when he heard a loud noise. When he looked up, it was Xiao Qi who rudely kicked the door open and walked in with a gloomy expression.As soon as Xiao Qi entered the room, Ji Xian sensed the chill around him. Ji Xian had an intuition that something had happened, so he quickly got up and asked worriedly, "What happened?"

Xiao Qi glanced at Ji Xian, and said mockingly: "Congratulations, Xianjun, you have been worrying about the safety of your little apprentice all day, and now you can finally rest assured."

Xiao Qi hadn't talked to Ji Xian with thorns all over his body like now, Ji Xian couldn't help frowning, and asked, "What do you mean?"

Xiao Qi snorted coldly and said: "Your family's good apprentice was rescued, shouldn't you be happy?"

Hearing this, Ji Xianguo was really happy, but he didn't show it, he just asked, "Who did it?"

Xiao Qi gritted his teeth and said, "Feng Qi."

Today Xiao Qi just left Beihuang for a while, Feng Qi broke into the palace and rescued An He, if he hadn't come back in time, and he had strengthened the guards at Ji Xian's place before, I'm afraid Ji Xian would be here now Not here anymore.

Thinking of this possibility, Xiao Qi was suddenly filled with anger. He suddenly reached out and squeezed Ji Xian's chin, and said with a sneer, "I don't know when Xianjun and the seventh prince of the Feng clan will have such a good friendship." gone?"

"..." Ji Xian didn't know what kind of madness Xiao Qi was going crazy. After being speechless for a while, he honestly replied: "I don't have a good friendship with him. He will come to save people, probably because I saved him before." He wants to repay the life of his sweetheart."

Hearing this, the anger on Xiao Qi's face subsided a lot. After pondering for a moment, he suddenly grabbed Ji Xian and led him to the bed.

Ji Xian suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart, and asked tremblingly, "What are you doing?"

"Zhenjun Xianyun, after resting for so many days, your back should be almost better." Xiao Qi pushed him onto the bed, leaned over to surround Ji Xian, laughed lowly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm just reminding you Those who have passed you... will never let you go easily this time."

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand to pull Ji Xian's white shirt, a little impatiently.

Ji Xian finally understood that whenever Xiao Qi was in a bad mood, he liked to vent his anger on him.

Ji Xian knew that he might not be able to escape this catastrophe today, but even after so many days, as long as he thought of the pain when Xiao Qi entered that day, Ji Xian would still feel a palpitation.

He subconsciously called Xiao Qi, "Wait—"

Xiao Qi stopped and looked up at Ji Xian, "En?"

Ji Xian asked in a low voice: "Are you doing the same to other people...?"

"..." Xiao Qi frowned, not quite understanding what the other party meant.

Ji Xian bit his lip, and after hesitating for a long time, he finally broke his heart and said weakly: "When I was traveling in the mortal world, I heard people say that even if it's a man and a man doing such a pleasant thing, as long as you If you use the right method, it won't be very painful, you..."

Halfway through the speech, Ji Xian saw Xiao Qi's face gradually turning livid, felt bad, and quickly stopped talking.

How could he have forgotten that Xiao Qi did such a happy thing with him, while venting his desire, he also wanted to take revenge on him, so naturally he wanted him to suffer as much as possible.

And if he rejects Xiao Qi's request again, Xiao Qi will definitely ridicule himself with his failure to keep his promise. .”

The author has something to say: Xiao Qi seems to be the first Xiaogong in my article who is disliked by his own little shou and can't live well...a moment of silence for both of them

The memoir is over now, and some sporadic content will be interspersed in later chapters