continuation [farming]

Xia He stuffed himself in the study, his mind seemed to be boiling water, tumbling violently, sometimes sad, sometimes hated, sometimes trembling.Rao Xia He was always cheerful, but at this moment she was stunned by her sudden thought, and her mind was full of bad thoughts.

He suddenly wanted to vent, wanted to tear up the book in front of him, as if as long as he tore it off, everything would cease to exist.In the end, I was still distressed by the high cost of paper, and I couldn't get it down.

What's more, it belongs to the Li family.He is not sure now, if it is true, whether he still has a foothold in the Li family.

He originally thought that the cocoon wrapping the truth was complicated and chaotic, and it was difficult to sort out the clues, but unexpectedly, he inadvertently grabbed the end of the thread, and suddenly tore the cocoon apart, revealing the terrifying thing inside.Xia He didn't want to believe it, but she had to believe it.

He needs...needs more evidence, the description in the book is not enough, he needs to see it with his own eyes.

Thinking of this, Xia He held Jinbao in his arms, and wanted to put Jinbao with the old lady and go out by himself.But when he remembered that he was going to see Mrs. Li, Xia He stopped in his tracks again.Now, he doesn't know how to face the Li family.

So Xia He simply hugged Jin Bao and slipped out quietly.

But standing on the road, he didn't know where he should go.

Xia He has always lived a simple life in the past 15 years, and the places she often visits are only at home and in the fields. After marrying Li Mu, there is another Li family.But the secret was buried by the Zhang family husband and wife. If you ask Lan Niang and Zhang Shishi, you will definitely find nothing. What's more, at this time, Xia He has some resistance in his heart to see his parents. He still needs some time.

Just when he was at a loss, it happened that Dongmei and Qiuyue's friend Xiao Yu saw Xia He and said, "Ah, Xia He, what are you doing standing there?"

"Sister Xiaoyu, I... just went out for a stroll. I have nothing to do." After Xia He responded, she suddenly remembered that Sister Xiaoyu was more daring than others. I wonder if I can ask her?

It happened that Xiao Yu asked: "If it's all right, why don't you go to my house to play? My dog ​​just hugged a puppy, you go and have a look, if you like it, take one home."

Xia He pursed her lips. Lan Niang never allowed him to see such things before, and Zhang's family never raised any animals. Even Dongmei begged Lan Niang to raise a puppy when she was a child. No nod.Fortunately, Lan Niang and Zhang Shiyi could no longer control his every move, so he nodded and said, "Okay."

"Your eldest sister really likes little milk dogs. She even showed it off to me last time, saying that his husband's house has a white dog, which is prettier than mine." Xiao Yu didn't see Xia He's worries today, and chatted with him with a smile , While talking, the two walked towards Xiao Yu's house, the big dog gave birth to four puppies in a litter, the puppies' eyes hadn't been opened yet, and the four small ones were huddling together.Xia He squatted down with Jin Bao in his arms. Jin Bao had never seen such little guys smaller than himself, and he was more focused than Xia He. He laughed, and said: "Qiuyue and that Li Mu both love Jing, but this little baby was raised by you, just like you."

Xia He stopped Jin Bao with one hand, stretched out a finger to poke the soft belly of the puppy, and tried to turn it over, to see if he could see the difference between male and female.Hearing this, he just responded.

It was only then that Xiao Yu noticed Xia He's uneasy mood today, and said with concern: "What's the matter, Xia He? Look at you today, you seem to be unhappy."

Shaking her head, Xia He said, "It's fine."

Xiaoyu's mind turned and she thought a lot, so she squatted aside with Xia He and said, "But did your mother-in-law bully you? Or is your husband flirting with the woman next to you? If yes, tell sister Xiaoyu, sister Xiaoyu will help you." Make up your mind, and make sure to hold on to your husband-in-law firmly!"

Xia He's complexion changed, and she quickly denied it: "No."

As soon as he finished speaking, the bitch happened to be strolling home and saw a stranger squatting in front of her den with fierce eyes. Fortunately, Xiao Yu was with her, so she didn't dare to rush up and bark immediately.

Jin Bao glanced at the big dog, was frightened by its expression, and immediately burst into tears.Xia He had no choice but to stand up quickly, circled around to block Jin Bao, so that he would not see the big dog, and hugged the doll to coax him up.

Xiao Yu has been married to this day, but has not yet had a child. Looking at Jin Bao, she is still a little envious.

Seeing that the two strangers stopped staring at the little dog, the big dog slowly moved back to the nest, lay down, turned sideways, and exposed its belly, just as Xia He saw its belly look like.

The four puppies sniffed the smell of milk and immediately arched over. Although they didn't open their eyes, they were able to accurately hold the nipples in their mouths and start sucking milk, making soft whining sounds while sucking.Xia He only glanced at it, and knew that this was the answer she wanted.

He looked at the bitch's lower head, the bulging place, and was a little dazed.

Xiao Yu glanced at Xia He, followed Xia He's gaze at her big dog, glanced at Jin Bao, seemed to remember something, and said, "Oh, Jin Bao is such a poor baby, he couldn't even take a sip of it." Milk. On weekdays, you all feed rice cereal, right? Let me tell you, your husband’s family is not short of the money, so it’s better to buy a suckling animal.”

Xia He didn't respond, and after waiting for quite a while, he sighed and asked, "Sister Xiaoyu...can women feed their children like this?"

"That's natural. You didn't eat it when you were young?" Xiao Yu said, suddenly remembered something, nodded and said, "It's also possible that you haven't eaten it. When you were born, your family was displaced and your aunt couldn't get enough to eat. Stomach, no milk is normal."

Xia He looked down at herself, there were only two steamed buns, hard.He remembered that Dongmei came back a few days ago. He was so happy for a moment that he couldn't hold back and hugged her. It was different from the touch of steamed buns.

Seeing Xia He looking at himself, Xiao Yu smiled ambiguously, and said: "What's the matter, Xia He wants to breastfeed Jin Bao? There is no such thing now, we have to wait until you and your husband have a baby of your own. But maybe Well, your two older sisters are both up to the mark, and you are not bad." After that, Xiao Yu patted Xia He's shoulder in relief, and seeing that Xia He still had a dull expression on her face, Xiao Yu clicked her tongue and said, "Why? Little Xiahe, it hurts so much for your parents and sister to see you like this."

"They..." Xia He is now full of complaints to Lan Niang and Zhang Shiyi, but dare not speak directly to Xiao Yu.Just as the words were about to come out, Xia He stopped in time.He didn't dare to think about what would happen if he suddenly told the young lady in front of him that he was actually a boy.

Thinking of this, he had no choice but to forcefully pull out a smile, thinking that he could be seen by outsiders as usual, but he didn't know how forced his smile was now.Xia He said: "It's okay, I'll go back first. The big dog is watching closely, I'm afraid it will scare Jin Bao again, and the children can't help being scared."

"Hey..." Xiao Yu wanted to say something, but seeing Xia He turned her head and left, she refused to give her another look, so she couldn't say anything.

Xia He staggered, walked in the door of Li's house after a while, and met Aunt Lin on the road, without saying hello, she locked herself in her own room, took out the two steamed buns, and smashed them on the ground.Stuffing himself under the quilt, even Jin Bao just let him sit aside and play by himself.

He could no longer find excuses to lie to himself, that terrible idea was actually false.

He is a man, not the youngest daughter of the Zhang family at all.

Once this is figured out, all the weirdness before has an explanation.Why beat Xiao Lanniang to control him more strictly than the two elder sisters, why only I need to study hard while my elder sister only needs to know a few words, why did my parents not hesitate when the Li family proposed to marry Qiuyue, but would rather go on the road of escape He also refuses to get married by himself, why when the number of outsiders he comes into contact with increases, what they say about men and women is so different from what he understands.

The more Xia He thought about it, the more she wanted to laugh, but when she laughed, it was like crying.He gripped the quilt as if it was about to shatter.

Seeing his aunt like this, little Jinbao stretched out his soft little hand and covered the corner of Xia He's eye, covering the teardrop that was about to slip down.

The soft touch seemed to directly touch the bottom of my heart, warming Xia He's chilly body.He hugged Jin Bao into his arms, and suddenly sighed, and said: "Hey, if your father and grandmother find out, I don't know if they will let me raise you..."

Xia He was bored in the room, not daring to step out of this small world.He doesn't know what to say to others now, he doesn't know where to put his hands and feet when getting along with people, he doesn't know whether to tell this matter, who to tell, and he doesn't know where to put himself.For the past 15 years, he has always regarded himself as a girl—even though he has a vague awareness that he seems to be different from other women.But for a while, let him change his mentality and suddenly become a man. He can't do anything except embarrass him.

He took off the women's clothes on his body, let his hair spread out, and only hugged Jin Bao tightly, found a corner, sat down, and began to be in a daze.

He thought too much and didn't dare to think about anything.

Until Aunt Lin came to call: "Madam, it's time to eat."

"... Let mother eat, I have no appetite." Xia He shouted across the yard.

Aunt Lin was a little strange. The first time she came in, she saw two big steamed buns rolling on the ground. It was strange. My wife always liked to eat them. When did food waste like this?Just about to say a few words, he looked up to see Xia He, but saw that his face was pale, but his cheeks were flushed, as if he was sick.

Aunt Lin was startled, and hurriedly put her hand on Xia He's forehead, it was really hot: "Ah, madam, you are sick! Lie down quickly, young master, I will carry you to the old madam, you should rest well!"

Xia He was unwilling to let go at first, and then realized, saying: "No, I'm sick? Don't get sick and give Jinbao..." Handed Jinbao out, and then suddenly remembered that he didn't stuff the steamed buns, he Immediately got into bed, with a sullen head, said yes, "I'm fine, I'll just lie down for a while and I'll be fine."

Fortunately, Aunt Lin was in a hurry, so she didn't notice that Xia He's chest was flat at this time.After taking Jinbao away, he said, "I'll ask the doctor to come over, madam, you lie down!"

Xia He should not.