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Nan Fengyan's chest heaved greatly, and he could feel his emotions about to explode.

"I asked you something, why are you eavesdropping on me!"

Nan Fengyan asked angrily.

"..." I just felt that Nan Fengyan was trying to hide something from me, so I went to eavesdrop, but I didn't expect that I really overheard it.

"Ji Ye'an! I'm asking you something!"

Now Nan Fengyan questioned me loudly as if I had done something wrong.

"..."

Nan Fengyan's hand was raised and lowered, he was probably trying to endure, he suddenly hit the wall with his fist, and walked out of the ward.

After a while, Nan Fengyan came back.

"An'an, I shouldn't have scolded you just now." Nanfeng Yan squatted beside my wheelchair, "I was just a little angry just now, because you didn't listen to me and eavesdropped on our conversation."

Nan Fengyan was able to control his emotions so quickly, which really surprised me for a while.I thought he would beat and scold me to vent his anger when he came back in a while.

"An'an, I used to have a bad temper, and you know it. Now I know I have to control it. As soon as I felt like I was going to be angry, I went out to take medicine. An'an, what happened just now, can you forgive me?"

Nan Fengyan looked at me sincerely.

In the matter just now, Nan Fengyan meant that he was angry with me and asked me to forgive him, otherwise the doctor would heal my legs.

"An'an..." Nanfeng Yan shook my hand.

The medicine can only temporarily suppress Nanfengyan for a while, and it is not known whether Nanfengyan will develop resistance to the medicine after taking it for a long time.

Nan Fengyan shook his hand in front of my eyes, "An'an, I know you are angry, why didn't I let the doctor heal your leg, in fact, I was worried that you would run away, and you would leave me alone. "

Nan Fengyan suddenly hugged me tightly, "I don't want you not to be by my side. If you are not here, I will be alone. I will die without you."

I know that Nanfeng Yan is actually very disturbed, because he also knows that he just forced me to be with him, and as long as there is a chance, I will definitely choose to leave him.But he couldn't control his emotions, he always got angry at me, beat and scolded me.

"...can you let me go first?" I felt uncomfortable in my chest under the pressure of the south wind.

Nan Fengyan let me go immediately, "An'an, did I hold you down?"

"..." My eyes fell on the checklist, "I have no way to stop what you are going to do, because I have no ability. So, you don't have to do these useless efforts to lie to me, just tell me, you won't Just fix my leg."

"...An'an, are you angry with me?" Nan Fengyan's stern eyes had all disappeared, it looked as if I had bullied him, and he looked at me aggrieved.

"..." I have no right to be angry with you.

"An'an, you must be angry with me, right? I shouldn't have yelled at you just now." Nanfeng Yan held my hand, "An'an, I won't lose my temper anymore. When I was about to lose my temper just now, I've suppressed it, so don't ignore me again, okay?"

"..."

"An'an, An'an..."

Nan Fengyan kept calling my name, which made me inexplicably upset.

Nan Fengyan seemed to have made some decision in the end, "An'an, why don't you talk to me every day from now on, and I'll ask the doctor to treat you, okay?"

Nan Fengyan said this kind of thing, which really made me feel funny and strange, and I felt a little uncomfortable. As long as I talk to him, there are no other demands.

"An'an, I don't want much, I just want you to stay by my side, I just want to listen to your voice every day, but you don't say a word to me, I'm really sad. Is this okay, I'll ask the doctor to treat you, and then you can talk to me more, even if you only talk a few words a day, just don't keep ignoring me like you are now, okay?"

Nanfeng Yan has a broken face, Nanfeng Yan's current appearance reminds me of a little milk cat I secretly raised when I was a child.A small, soft one. I saw it was abandoned on the street and took it back secretly. That little milk cat is very clingy to me. As long as I ignore it, it will open its wet eyes looked at me pitifully.

Nan Fengyan is very similar to it now, except that after Nan Fengyan found the kitten, he beat it to death with a stick.At that time, I hugged the dead kitten and cried, Nan Fengyan came over and took away the body of the dead kitten, and threatened me that if I dare to keep other pets, I will treat them like today’s kittens The same as being beaten to death.

After that incident, not only did I not dare to get too close to cats and dogs, but also to people.

I lowered my eyelids, but I actually didn't hear what Nan Fengyan said clearly.

In the end, the doctor came in and said that he was going to perform an operation on me, and then do some rehabilitation training. After that, my right leg will be fine, but the left leg is really helpless.

But in the future, I can rely on the support of my right foot, so that I don't have to be in a wheelchair all my life, and I can basically take care of myself in the future.

The operation was scheduled for three days later, and Nan Fengyan has been with me for these three days.

Nan Fengyan still kept talking to me, and I only nodded occasionally.

Nan Fengyan is now only relying on the nature of the medicine to maintain his calmness. If one day when he loses his temper, he doesn't bring the medicine bottle with him, or if he doesn't want to take it at all, then I will be the only one who suffers.After getting along with Nan Fengyan for a long time, my nerves are always in high tension, and I don't know when I will collapse.

In fact, when I think about it sometimes, I still admire myself. After experiencing so many cruel abuses by Nan Fengyan, I didn't go crazy.

"An'an, it's time for surgery, but don't worry, I hired the best experts, and I will always be with you outside during your surgery."

Nan Fengyan massaged my legs. He massaged me many times a day.

"An'an, but you have to promise me that you will never leave me alone, okay?"

Even if I want to leave you, you will still haunt me.

"An'an, you don't talk to me again."

"..."

During the operation, I could feel that the doctors were very nervous. They must have been threatened by Nan Fengyan.But in the end, they successfully completed the operation for me with their professionalism.

"Mr. Ji, the operation was a success!" My attending doctor walked into the ward with joy on his face.

Nan Fengyan is feeding me porridge.

"An'an, that's great." Nan Fengyan looked at the doctor, "So when can I leave the hospital?"

I always wanted to leave the hospital, because I hated the hospital so much, as long as I came here every time, it would bring back the memory of being severely beaten by the south wind.

"It will take half a month to observe in the hospital, and after that, I will be discharged from the hospital and take medicine on time to prevent infection."

The doctor also hoped that I would be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible. They would not welcome me staying here, and I would be under invisible or visible pressure from Nanfengyan.

However, Nan Fengyan actually asked the doctor to cure my right leg, which was actually beyond my expectation.

More than a month has passed, and I have also been discharged from the hospital, and I can walk with a cane for a few minutes.

I practice walking in the garden every day, and Nan Fengyan follows me, like a big bird guarding a small bird, with a worried face beside me.

"An'an, are you tired?" Nan Fengyan wiped the thin sweat on my forehead with his sleeve, "An'an, sit down and rest for a while, I've made dessert for you."

Nan Fengyan helped me to sit on the stone bench in the garden.

Nan Fengyan has been caring for me recently and is extremely gentle.But I know that this is only temporary, and sooner or later something will break our already unstable relationship.