trapped love prisoner love

I have been lying in bed for almost a month, and I can tell how hard Nanfengyan hit me at that time.

This month, I can only eat liquid food, or some fruits.

The nurse came in and changed a bottle of nutrient solution for me.

"Please, help me... the curtains..."

"Okay." The nurse knew that there was something wrong with my speech, but she still understood what I meant, and went to open the curtains.The imaginary sunshine did not appear, and the outside was indeed gloomy.

"Thank you."

Nan Fengyan came to see me every day, and he put another bed in my ward, and usually he slept next to me.

I heard footsteps walking in, and Nan Fengyan pushed my hospital bed away.

I see him, lowering my eyelids.

Maybe he found out with his conscience, and he never touched me again this month.However, I don't have a single piece of intact skin on my body now, even if he thought about it, seeing my ugly body, he should lose interest.

I can't see anything in my left eye now, because Nan Fengyan's belt just happened to hit my eye, and without emergency treatment, my eye is considered useless.

Nan Fengyan sat beside me silently, and he was telling me what happened today.

I nodded from time to time, actually I didn't listen to anything, but I really don't want to be beaten again.I didn't dare to endure the piercing pain before I passed out again.Moreover, this is a hospital, and I may not necessarily die.

"An'an, what do you think?"

I licked my somewhat dry lips. In fact, I didn't hear what he said at all, but I think that I just need to obediently agree, "Yeah."

"It's fine if you agree." Nanfeng Yan held my right hand, interlocked my fingers, and kissed the back of my hand affectionately.This is the only part of my body that is still intact without any scars.

When I woke up, Nan Fengyan kept holding me and crying.In fact, this was the first time I saw him cry.

When he hugged me, I subconsciously thought he was going to hit me again, because I passed out before he even finished the sex/thing, and I was hit because of it in the days when he forced me .At that time, I was in so much pain that I kept begging him not to do it again, but he didn't seem to hear anything.While insulting me, she increased the pumping/thrust on me.

Nan Fengyan promised at that time that he would not beat me again, because he was afraid of losing me, and he also said that he regretted what he did to me.

He said while crying, he thought I was really going to die, so he was always by my side when I was not in danger.He was afraid that I would be gone, and that my body would become cold.

I let him hold me. In fact, I had no strength in my whole body, so I could only slump on his body.

Nan Fengyan once said that he hates seeing men cry the most.However, at that time, he kept hugging me and kept crying.

However, I was not moved at all.Why should I be moved by his crying? In fact, shouldn't it be me who should cry the most?

However, I discovered one thing, even when the doctor gave me medicine, the pain was unbearable, and I was about to faint, and I couldn't cry.It's not psychological, but the body's instinctive reaction to stimulate the lacrimal gland, which doesn't work.

My lacrimal glands have stopped working and I can't cry.

Nan Fengyan was clumsily peeling apples for me. He has the body of a young master, how could he have done this.

But this month, he did all these things by himself.Because I can only eat liquid food, I feel very lucky to be able to eat some fruits now.

I can only move my right hand, and I want to reach for it myself.

"An'an, let me feed you."

What qualifications do I have to refuse, "Yes."

I opened my mouth. In fact, I can only eat half an apple at most now, but as soon as Nan Fengyan feeds me, I will open my mouth.

"An'an, the doctor said, you will be able to practice walking in half a month." Nan Fengyan looked very happy.

I nodded, and I heard clearly what the doctor said. Even if I can walk, I can't do excessive exercise in the future, and there are labor activities.

Nan Fengyan felt that this would not affect my future life at all. He felt that he could support me in the future, and I didn't have to do anything.

I know that Nanfeng Yan is actually happy in his heart, so even if I escape again, I won't be able to survive.In fact, he didn't break my leg, so it's good, I thought to myself.

"An'an, do you want to go down for a walk?"

I looked out the window, the sky was gloomy, and the sun didn't know when it came out.

"I'll take you down to have a look, okay?" Nan Fengyan took out the wheelchair before I could answer. He carried me into the wheelchair and pushed me out.

I seldom go outside, because the doctor recently said that I can go out and walk around, and Nan Fengyan will take me out occasionally.

When I arrived in the garden of the hospital, there was no one in the garden, it must be Nan Fengyan who did something.I don't want to think about it anymore, the sun is shining on my body, it's warm.I tried to move my feet, it was much better than before, at least now, I can lift a few centimeters.

"An'an, I asked the doctor. Rehabilitation training can be done at home. We will go back in half a month."

"……Yes."

I don't want to go back at all, I'd rather stay in a hospital that smells like disinfectant than there.However, Nan Fengyan's words were not asking for my opinion at all, he was just telling me what I should do next.

I still remember him saying that he would respect my opinion when I woke up.But now, I shook my head, now, I still believe what he said.

"An'an, what's the matter?" Nan Fengyan looked at me and shook his head suddenly, thinking that I was not feeling well.

"fine."

As soon as the sun was covered by dark clouds, the warmth that had enveloped me just now was gone.

I have been alone since I was a child, and no one cared about me. Even if I suddenly disappeared in this world, no one would know.Nanfeng Yan is willing to spend so much money to save my dying life, I should actually thank him, shouldn't I?

I wanted to cry very much, but I wiped my eyes with my hand, but it was dry.

"An'an, let's go back." Nan Fengyan was behind me, slowly pushing my wheelchair.

"Yes."

Half a month passed quickly, Nanfeng Yan woke up from the bed, and woke me up in the hospital bed.

He wiped my face with a towel and rinsed my mouth with a toothbrush himself.

Nan Fengyan sorted out the medicines for me to use when I went back, and put them all in one pocket.

When he asked me what else I wanted to bring, I pointed to a small flower pot on the windowsill with my movable right hand.The flowerpots are actually some unknown weeds, but I like them very much. Every time, I ask the nurse to help me water them. Nanfengyan sees that I like them, and occasionally helps me water him.

A nurse picked it up for me. He said that patients would feel better when they saw flowers and plants.But the flowers in the pots have withered, and only these grasses are left. The nurse wanted to throw them away, but I was willing to keep them like this.

Nan Fengyan picked up the flower pot, "But, there are some weeds inside."

"I……"

After Nan Fengyan finished speaking, he threw the flower pot into the trash can, "I'll buy you some good flowers when I go back."

I only want these, even if it's just weeds, I don't want your so-called precious flower seeds.

Nanfeng Yan touched my head, "An'an, you like it, we will plant flowers in the garden."

"...Thank you, young master." However, what I want is not these at all.

Nanfeng frowned, and my body became tense.

His hand slowly approached me, I closed my eyes, did I do something to make him angry, is he going to hit me again, I have already said what he wanted.

My body trembled, and even my breathing became a little short.

Nan Fengyan's hand just held my right hand, "An'an, don't be so afraid, I won't hit you."

I slowly opened my eyes, and he looked at me tenderly, "I just don't want you to call me young master."

His hand wanted to touch my head, but I hid away because of fear. Seeing his disappointed look, I took the initiative to move forward.Seeing his crescent-shaped eyes made me feel at ease.

Last time, just because I shrank back and didn't want him to touch it, he grabbed my hair hard and slapped me on the face.

Nan Fengyan went to the doctor to discuss some matters. I turned the wheelchair with my right hand and came to the trash can.

Pick up the flowerpot from the trash can and wipe it clean with your hands.

The nurse just came in and changed the last bottle of infusion water for me.

I saw it was her, and waved to her, hoping she would come over.

"Sister, please...something..."

"what?"

"Help me... replant the weeds, they are not suitable for... staying in flower pots"

The nurse looked at me, "OK."

The nurse looked at me with eyes full of sympathy. In fact, the doctors who examined me all looked at me with this kind of eyes.So, they all try to help me do something to make me feel better.

The nurse walked out with my flower pot, and after a while, Nan Fengyan came in, "An'an, we can go."

"Yes." Nan Fengyan pushed my wheelchair.

He carried me into the car and put the wheelchair in the back seat.

I was sitting next to him, and he drove the car, turning his head to look at me from time to time, as if to make sure I was still there.

Finally arrived at the villa, Nan Fengyan carried me out of the car again, and he pushed me in a wheelchair.

I finally came back here. In fact, the days I escaped were really short.It's just such a short time, but the happiness of being poor at those times can't be felt here.

"An'an, we're going home." Nanfeng kissed the back of my hand tightly, his tone rising, revealing his joy.

Nan Fengyan pushed me to go in, I saw the gate of the villa getting closer and closer to me, I closed my eyes in despair.