even if I don't go

"Sister Qin, can I call you that?"

"You know I'm older than you?"

"Uh... so according to our family's tradition, it's called Ashu?"

This sounds a little strange, what is our family... "Okay, let's call my little sister sister." Qin Wanshu felt a little nervous when she saw her strange appearance-before this, the doctors in her eyes were all like As reliable as my cousin.

"To be honest, my position is not a consultant, but a researcher. Sister, you should be very clear about your own situation. So our conversation can be regarded as a heart-to-heart conversation between friends, and there is no time limit. How about it?"

"It could not be better."

"Another point, work needs." Ning Siyin shook the recording pen in his hand.

Qin Wanshu frowned, if this was taken by someone with a heart, I'm afraid it would have some bad effects.But the child in front of him has clear eyes and a sincere face, which makes people relax involuntarily. Also, it doesn't matter if you pay more attention to your words.

After a long time, Ning Siyin listened to a lot of rich and powerful dramas.

Qin Wanshu and her husband tied the knot two years ago.The husband was chosen by her father, and she, who was obedient and obedient since she was a child, did not express any objection, thinking that the relationship could be cultivated in the future, and the two respected each other as guests.

After only a few months of marriage, the time came—the mother-in-law urged them to have a baby.She is indifferent by nature, but she has an inexplicable love for children.In addition, I am over thirty, so I naturally accepted it.After half a year of hard work, my stomach finally started to move, and Qin Wanshu became the treasure in the family's palm for a while, lest she bump into it.The husband is asking about his health, the mother-in-law is kind and pleasant, and life seems to be heading in a happy direction.

Needless to say, her heart was filled with joy.For the first time, this child in her blood made her feel an indelible love.She didn't feel this kind of love in her parents who only hoped for her elder brother to become a talent, she didn't feel it in the friends who came and went in the process of growing up for decades, and she didn't feel it in the people next to her today.

However, fate made a big joke with her.

Blood, fainting, hospital, ward.After Qin Wanshu woke up, she clearly felt the change in her mother-in-law's attitude.Apart from the sincere concern of her cousin and aunt, even her parents just shook their heads and sighed.

Congenital uterine dysplasia means that she can conceive, but the fertilized egg is difficult to implant, and the miscarriage rate is nearly 100%.

After her body gradually recovered, her husband was generous to her, which made her grateful.She knew what a child meant to her husband, an illegitimate child who was not valued by the family.

With guilt in her heart, she tried her best to be comprehensive in life, and she was pleasing to her mother-in-law's sarcasm.Until she discovered the existence of another person.

It's not uncommon for a mistress to find her wife, but the difference is that the mistress Qin Wanshu met was particularly confident.

"She is pregnant with the flesh and blood of our Qi family, what do you have!" The mother-in-law yelled while supporting the woman's waist in Qin Wanshu's spotless home.Qin Wanshu sneered sneer in his heart, fearing that the villagers would be tearful when they saw the fellow villagers.

Although Qin Wanshu treats others with courtesy and does not fight or grab, she is not a little chick who can be bullied and has no power to resist.Only then did she feel how her hands and feet were bound, her eyes were covered, and her heart was blinded for more than a year!She is a dignified and independent woman!

I don't want to hear the dissuasion from my parents, and I don't want to bother other people who care and love her.Qin Wanshu quickly drew up the divorce agreement, waiting for her husband to put pen to paper.

"He disagrees." Qin Wanshu smiled wryly.

"The child is born, and of course the beautiful wife doesn't want to let it go, let alone she has a big backer." Ning Siyin had been listening quietly all this time, and now she finally couldn't help but interject.

The colic of losing a child and being betrayed by a so-called lover struck again, "I have persuaded myself many times, Qin Wanshu, forget it, don't worry about it so much. But as long as I stay in that house for one more day, I will feel less pain."

"I used to fantasize about how cute my child would be. I fantasized about listening to him (her) babbling and toddling. I thought that I finally found what I wanted, the world's favorite."

"For him (her), I am willing to be a virtuous and good wife in that family, and an obedient and good daughter in front of my parents."

Qin Wanshu turned her head away, tears streaming down her gentle side face.

For a while, Ning Siyin looked at her quietly.She has seen many people, whether she cried bitterly or hysterically in front of a psychiatrist.They don't need any drug treatment. At that moment, when their suppressed emotions burst out for a long time, only listening and respect can give them comfort.

"Just now," Qin Wanshu suddenly burst into a smile, "at the luncheon, in front of my parents, I had a showdown with them."

Take out the phone from the bag and put it on the table, "If I turn on the phone now, there are probably dozens of missed calls and hundreds of text messages."

"I think they will persuade me to think clearly and not to be impulsive."

"In the more than 30 years of my life, I have never been impulsive."

At that moment, Ning Siyin was suddenly moved.There are many beautiful girls in the world. They may hide their brilliance and sharpen their edges due to various reasons, but it cannot be denied that, as independent individuals, they have the right to pursue life and the right to aspire to life. never disappeared.

Many of those girls who flourished in the first half of their youth are gradually resigned to mediocrity, working hard for their families, forgetting the literacy and values ​​that decades of education gave them, haggling over everything in the vegetable market, and confronting each other on the bus , and eventually became the yellow-faced woman in the mouth of the men, the cooking lady.There are also more girls who shine in all walks of life in society. Even though they are married and have children, they still put themselves on the commanding heights of their hearts, do not look down on others, and never underestimate themselves!

"Why did you linger at the door of our studio for a long time and didn't go in?"

"Since I told my husband that I was going to divorce, he has become a little unreasonable. He suspected that I was someone outside, and started to have people investigate my whereabouts for a long time."

Ning Siyin couldn't help but sigh that the people in the city really know how to play.

"If you let him know that I'm here for psychological counseling, I'm afraid he will want to get the thing in your hand." Pointing to the recorder, Qin Wanshu closed her eyes wearily.

……

After bidding farewell to Qin Wanshu, a faint melancholy lingered in her heart.Ning Siyin decided to go to the Third Hospital—just taking a look at Zipei could soothe the waves in her heart.She is like a calm sea with slight waves, deep and far away, and it is a good medicine for healing at any time.

When passing by the nurse's desk, Ning Siyin heard the nurses discussing a patient named Zhuoyou.Life hangs by a thread, after several twists and turns, she was brought back to life under Yan Zipei's hands...

"I heard that it should not be a few months."

"Oh...it's a pity, I'm only 17 years old."

Just as she wanted to inquire about the details, the head nurse came over and reprimanded the two young nurses: "Don't you know that the hospital stipulates that you can't discuss the patient's condition casually! If the patient or family members listen to it... Tell me about the two of you!"

17 years old, a few months.

"Nurse Wu, do you know where Dr. Yan is? Dr. Wang said she came up for rounds."

"Doctor Yan," the head nurse's face darkened, "B403, if there is no accident, I should stay there with the little girl."

She quickly found the ward. Due to the layout of the ward, she couldn't see anything from the door, so she gently knocked on the door.It was Zipei who opened the door, "Ayin, why are you here?"

I didn't know you were here to "accompany the little girl" if I didn't come!

Of course, this is just a small slander, and Ning Siyin can naturally see the origin of it. "I... have nothing, just take a look."

Yan Zipei nodded, walked back and said a few words to the little girl.Then I heard the little girl cheering: "Is there another sister? I still worry that no one will accompany me to entertain me. Doctor Yan, you are too boring, please invite her in!"

Ning Siyin covered her smile, and suddenly remembered the fate of this lively-toned protagonist, and her smile disappeared instantly.

When she walked in, she saw the girl grinning, showing two cute canine teeth.Because of the surgery, all her hair was shaved, and the sutures on her neck are clearly visible.

"Hello, Sister Ning! My name is Zhuozhuo. You are a friend of Dr. Yan, so you don't have to be polite, just ask me to be better." The girl warmly greeted her to sit down, and told Yan Zipei to wash some fruits quickly, and then pretend to be hot. water to entertain guests.

"Yeah. Dr. Yan was finally sent away. Sister, you are her friend, do you also think she is bored?"

"She's very boring." Ning Siyin laughed.

"By the way, sister. Do you like small animals? Dogs, cats, chickens, and rabbits. Furry..."

It seems that this child is asking for something, Ning Siyin nodded in cooperation, "They are all cute!"

"That's right! Doctor Yan doesn't allow such cute animals to exist!"

Zipei?Not allowed to exist?Ning Siyin was at a loss.

"I like puppies the most. If I can have a puppy with me in the ward, I will not feel bored..."

Ha... It turned out to be the idea. "Well, but puppies will shed hair, defecate anywhere, bark in the middle of the night, and hurt people, and then our Doctor Yan will be ill." Ning Siyin swore that he was speaking seriously.

"Yes. I'm not well." Yan Zipei appeared behind her at some point, and she handed the washed apples to Ning Siyin, "So, don't even think about it."

"Ah—" Zhuoyou thumped the hospital bed coquettishly, "Sister Yan, you are the best, do you have the heart to let me stay alone in the empty room?"

Ning Siyin also followed suit, with eyes wide open, "Zipei, do you have the heart to let me stay alone in the empty room?"

Yan Zipei looked at this freshman novel, which was like a cross talk, and felt as if she would faint.

"If you can't bear it, you have to bear it." She replied.