The Goddess of Online Games

The sudden system notification startled Tang Jingjing, she didn't know that her emotions were so excited that even the system couldn't bear it!

Tang Jingjing regained her senses a little, and found that the atmosphere around her was so awkward...

Not only the gang members of Zhanyun Pavilion, but even some passers-by cast unknowingly serious eyes on the onlookers.

After hesitating for half a second, she chose to follow the system's warning to log off, and then went to the toilet by the way.

[Guild] The elder of the guild [亖Jiyu] has gone offline.

When Tang Jingjing went offline like this, she frightened a bunch of people who were still booing just now.

[Guild] [Peach Jelly]: Could it be that you are angry (#°Д°)

[Guild] [Should Stop]: Σ(⊙▽⊙"a...Maybe it's disconnected?

[Guild] [Three Suyu]: ...

[Guild] [Jiang He]: No way.

[Guild] [Two Nanyu]: Exactly, how can my fish be so delicate, just kidding!

[Guild] [Nifeng Zhanyun]: Maybe it's just disconnected, but don't make a fuss in the future, I feel embarrassed even if I am a big man who is despised by you every day as a shaker, let alone fish.

[Guild] [Qu Shuixi]: Did I make a joke? qaq [Guild] [Naifengzhanyun]: Er, I didn’t mean that in Ershui... I mean, maybe she felt it from the air in her home network Embarrassed, so an instant strike [Meditation]

[Guild] [Dengwu]: Brother Yun is talking nonsense again in a serious manner.

[Guild] [Yi Mu Yu]: o mouth o!So shall we go offline to see her...

[Guild] [Sansuyu]: It was just a joke, can she still hide under the covers and cry?

[Guild] The elder of the guild [亖Jiyu] is online.

[Guild] [Three Suyu]: Isn't this coming up?

[Guild] [Peach Jelly]: You are back [tears]

[Guild] [Light Fog]: Brother Yu!What’s wrong with you!Were you disconnected just now?

[Guild] [Peach Jelly]: Did we make you angry? [Tears]

[Guild] [Yi Mu Yu]: I almost went offline to find you okouo!

Tang Jingjing glanced at the gang screen, and couldn't help but laugh.

She had already vented her emotions in the toilet just now, and now she came up to feel the surprised eyes from all around again, she had already lost the feeling, and only yawned calmly.

[Guild][亖Jiyu]: Is the internet not very good recently? Why did I get disconnected just now?

[Guild] [Two Nanyu]: Huh?Have it?I am very stable here.

【Guild】[Three Suyu]: It’s very stable＃＿＝

Hey, these roommates are not considerate at all...don't give a step down.

[Guild] [Yimuyu]: It seems that the mobile phone wifi signal is not very good these two days.

[Guild][亖Jiyu]: Look, I just said that the internet is not very good.

At the critical moment, Yimuyu is the most considerate, worthy of being a people's teacher, and being a person is very kind.

[Guild] [Two Nanyu]: There is a traitor among us!

[Guild] [Yimuyu]: (⊙o⊙)...Really, are you all okay?Is there something wrong with my phone?

[Guild] [亖Jiyu]: No, I think there is a problem with the internet.

[Guild] [Light Fog]: Then you have to find someone to fix it, otherwise it will be bad if you get disconnected when you download the book in the future.

[Guild] [Peach Jelly]: My home network used to be very bad, and it was difficult to open a video. Later, I found someone to replace the cable and it was much better.

[Guild] [Jiang He]: I just watch you tangled up in these meaningless topics in silence.

[Guild] [Master Audience]: I can't keep up with the speed of topic change, so what is our topic now?

[Guild] [Booming]: Internet speed and cable.

[Guild] [Cheng Yizui]: Excuse me, get ready, there are still 10 minutes, and those who are not at the city gate are here.

Cheng Yizui's words finally turned everyone's attention to Nian Beast.

Tang Jingjing breathed a sigh of relief, the embarrassment was finally over.

Qu Shuixi walked to Tang Jingjing's side without saying a word, and with a face pretending to be looking at the scenery, she lightly bumped her elbow.

Tang Jingjing became nervous again, gritted her teeth and looked back seriously.

Qu Shuixi pursed her mouth, and said without confidence: "Little fish, are you angry? I won't make such jokes in the future."

"No, no, I just got kicked off by the system, so I went to the bathroom...Really!" Tang Jingjing spoke incoherently, for fear that she might accidentally say something.

Seeing Qu Shuixi's suspicious expression, she suddenly opened her eyes wide and said loudly, "Look at my eyes! I'm so sincere!"

For a while, the people who were gathering all around turned their eyes over again.

Qu Shuixi was stunned for a while, and finally let out a chuckle. She hadn't seen Tang Jingjing so nervous for a long time. This expression was very similar to the one who begged her for a hook-up with a blushing face and a loud voice.

"What are you so nervous about?"

"I'm afraid you misunderstood."

"What are you afraid I might misunderstand?"

"..."

Tang Jingjing didn't reply. She wasn't very good at lying, but if she didn't want to say some things, she couldn't ask them with a knife on her neck.

Qu Shuixi understood this, and did not continue to ask. Tang Jingjing's every move made her believe in her guess more and more, but also became more and more anxious.Tried again and again, but failed again and again, sometimes she wanted to figure everything out by herself, but she couldn't help but want to see how long it would take for this silly girl to gather up her courage if she didn't say anything.

The two of them had their own concerns. After beating Nian Beast, they would make a living, and after finishing their lives, they would fight Nian Beast. They chatted all night about everything, for fear that if they didn't talk for a while, they would free their brains to think wildly.

After twelve o'clock, Yimuyu seemed to be possessed by the god of fortune, and took the last blow of the last Nian beast that night with his ultra-low long-range attack skills, and the number of online people in Zhanyun Pavilion decreased rapidly amidst the cheers stand up.

Tang Jingjing, who was offline, just turned off her computer when she saw Su Lin sitting on her bed, turned on the electric blanket, and connected the big white warm water bag beside her to the power supply.

After being curious for two seconds, Tang Jingjing chose to go to the toilet and washed up together. When she came back, she was surprised to see Su Lin still sitting on her bed.

"You don't go to sleep at night, you want to warm my bed?" Tang Jingjing jokingly walked forward, but seeing Su Lin's serious expression, she couldn't help slowing down: "I have an electric blanket, you Go home and sleep."

"I don't have that free time to joke with you, so I just want to come and have a chat with you."

Tang Jingjing was silent for a while, shrugged, and said, "We can chat during the day, it's getting late now."

"Tang Jingjing, I heard that you like Ershui and want to chase her to be your girlfriend?"

"I told you a long time ago, but you didn't believe me." Tang Jingjing sat down at the computer desk, looked at Su Lin for a moment, and said indifferently: "I didn't slap me to wake me up, and now I come to talk about life with me. Think it's a bit late?"

"I wanted to know you were serious back then, not only would I slap you awake, but I would also drive her away from the gang!"

"As for?"

"At that time, compared with you, she was just a passer-by. I don't care how great she is in other circles, how many people want to kneel and lick her, as long as she might hurt you..." Su Lin paused, turning her face away Stepping aside, took a deep breath, and continued: "Then she is my enemy."

Tang Jingjing couldn't help falling into silence.

During these years away from home and working hard, Su Lin pinned all her hopes for the future on a man, so much so that the moment they broke up, the world instantly collapsed.

She quit her job in a fever, changed all the contact information without any regrets, abandoned herself and spent her days in the house, if Tang Jingjing hadn't discovered her abnormality, took the time to encourage and comfort her, and brought her into the game , teach her how to make money, maybe she will really be so depressed.

At the beginning, the four of them were just ordinary shared roommates. When they went home on weekdays, they had no interaction with anyone other than saying hello when they met.

It was such an ordinary relationship, but she received extraordinary care. From the beginning to the present, she has always clearly remembered that kindness.

I remember the month when she broke up with her, it was Tang Jingjing who angrily rolled up her sleeves, took her by the hand and rushed to the man's house to make a scene.

I remember that in the month when she broke up with her, it was Tang Jingjing who gathered her roommates together to celebrate her return to being single and scolded every unreliable man loudly.

I remember that in the month when she lost her love, it was Tang Jingjing who got into her bed every night and read her stories until she fell asleep peacefully.

I remember the month when she broke up with her, Tang Jingjing took her by the hand and led her to buy a bag. She obviously had no aesthetics, and couldn't tell the difference between the brand and the material, so she went shopping with her for a few streets.

From then on, she knew that no friend in this world was more important to her than Tang Jingjing.

If her youthful ignorance would hurt her, then she would rather be the villain in Tang Jingjing's heart, and she must kill that unrealistic idea in the bud.

So, she put it mercilessly: "You have no idea what you're doing."

"No." Tang Jingjing shook her head slowly, "You're not me, I know exactly what I'm doing...she won't hurt me either."

"How old are you? 21 years old." Su Lin said with a smile: "21 is still a few months away. Just because you are naive doesn't mean that Ershui will be naive with you. You think it's fine for the two of you to be together, nothing else. Just because she needs to care doesn't mean she has the courage to face it with you."

"So?" Tang Jingjing asked back.

"Let's not talk about whether you can catch her. If you catch her, are you two going to perfunctory the family's inquiries about your relationship again and again, find a place far away from home and hide for the rest of your life, or explain everything? Do you have any questions?" Have you ever considered what your family thinks, have you ever considered whether she can bear the pressure at home? Have you ever considered how those bad-mouthed people will judge you behind your back, have you considered..."

"No." Tang Jingjing interrupted Su Lin's words, and said calmly: "I'm sorry, I haven't considered what you said. You brought it up, and I will remember it. I will seriously consider it one by one in the future... But, these are not It will become a reason for me to retreat, unless she tells me personally that she cannot accept such feelings..."

"Can you be more mature? Put away your playful nature of running a house as a child. Relationship is not as simple as two people being happy together! You are going astray!"

"I didn't go astray!" Tang Jingjing yelled impatiently: "You are discriminatory!"

"Yes, I am discriminatory. You act like a brat who doesn't understand anything and only wants to have fun for a while. Besides bringing her to level up, what else can you do for her!"

"Apart from sex reassignment surgery, what else would I dare not do for her? I can make money, I have my own savings, and in a few years I can buy a house and a car! What a man can do, I can do the same!"

Su Lin was stunned for a moment, gritted his teeth and said, "You are sick, very sick!"

"You have the disease!"

"Take love as everything, are you stupid! There are so many negative examples, are you blind? I don't doubt your sincerity, but can a sincere heart make you live a good life! There are so many people in the world, but one person is missing Are you going to die!"

"I'm stupid! I'm blind! I'll die if I lose one of her! Are you satisfied?"

The voices of the two were louder than the other, and Xu Xiaomu, who had just gone offline from the next room, was startled. She stood outside the door in a daze, looking at the two red-faced people in the room helplessly, and wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth. Not a single word could come out.

Tang Jingjing glanced outside the door and said, "It's none of your business, go to sleep."

"You..." Xu Xiaomu bit his lips, silently shrank behind the door, and did not return to the room.

Tang Jingjing covered her face with her hands. After a long silence, she said weakly, "You are not me."

"I'm for your own good." Su Lin said firmly, "You don't know what you're doing, so let me wake you up."

"Why bother? I'm just doing what I want to do, how can I violate your bottom line?"

"I'm here for you."

Tang Jingjing raised her eyes to look at Su Lin, and said, "For my own good, don't force your thoughts on me... I don't ask you to help me, but don't hinder me, just treat it as I beg you, okay?"

"When you jump into the fire pit, I want me to watch you with a smile, and even give you a push. Is it good for you?"

Hearing the tone in the room became excited again, Xu Xiaomu couldn't help rushing in: "Stop arguing, you two!"

"Mumu, do you know what stupid things Tang Jingjing is doing? She's chasing a woman!"

"I know! So what!" Xu Xiaomu gritted his teeth and said, "I can see... I don't think she's right, but she's also right."

"Right?"

"Will you stop thinking about a person just because... because you are not sure whether you can be with him forever? Some things, if you don't verify them, how will you know whether they are right or wrong?" Xu Xiaomu said without confidence As he spoke, his voice became lower and lower under Su Lin's cold gaze.

"Some things, if you don't verify them, you will know they are wrong." Su Lin said.

"You're right." Tang Jingjing gritted her teeth, "If a man hurts you, thousands of men are scumbags. You have never seen homosexuality. Thousands of homosexuals are all weird things that cannot be tolerated by nature."

She said, raised her head and sneered: "Is that what you mean? Everything you can't understand is wrong, and your kindness is to forcibly remove these wrong things from other people's hearts. To do this, right?"

"You think of me so much..."

"Isn't it? Do you want to play something big and use our friendship to gamble. In my heart, you are more important than her." Tang Jingjing said, her eyes were red, she sniffed, from Pulled out two pieces of paper from the side, crumpled one into a ball and threw it in Su Lin's hand, and threw the other into the trash can after using it himself, saying: "I hope, you are not such a vexatious person, you always say that I am still young, you Mature than me, let me..."

Su Lin was silent for a long time, without saying a word, got up and walked back to her room.

Xu Xiaomu wanted to leave but didn't dare to leave. Finally, he turned around and gave Tang Jingjing a hug who bowed her head and said, "There is nothing right or wrong, you are together...it's really enviable."

"Let you see a joke, I'm like an unreasonable child."

"No, you looked like a pure man just now..." Xu Xiaomu said, and seemed to feel that something was wrong, so he changed his words: "No, it's really handsome."

***

Twelve fifty.

Nifeng Zhanyun just counted the Nian Beast rewards handed in by Yimuyu, put them into the guild warehouse by category, and was about to go offline, when he received a private chat from Sansuyu, the content was only four words, simple, rude, and popular Easy to understand, simply irresistible.

[Private chat] [Three Suyu]: Drink with me.

However, since it was too late, he decided to refuse.

[Private chat] [Against the wind and chop the cloud]: It's so late, don't you want to sleep?

[Private chat] [Three Suyu]: You are paralyzed when you sleep, wake up!

Clearly, rejecting women is risky and often ineffective.

The first thing Sansuyu said when he saw him was: "I quarreled with Yu."

"Good friends, it's healthier to quarrel."

"You also think it's right for her to be with Er Shui?"

"I asked you this question..." Nifeng Zhanyun scratched his forehead, and said, "I've been worrying about them for two months, and I've tried all kinds of assisting methods, can I still object?"

"Oh..." Sansuyu held the wine jar in her arms, and said in a low voice: "Mumu also said that there is nothing wrong with them being together, it seems that I was wrong."

"You are also doing it for her own good."

"She doesn't need me to be nice to her."

Nifeng Zhanyun was silent for a long time, and said: "She needs, but what she needs is help, not enlightenment and obstruction... Now that she is an adult, she understands the truth, but she can't control her feelings. Who would refuse to go because of fear of getting hurt? What about love...you are too stubborn."

"Me." San Suyu said, smiling: "I'm that kind of person, if one person hurts me, I can't wait to reject the whole world."

She said and started drinking non-stop.

In this virtual game, the strength of alcohol comes slowly and goes quickly, but she is just one jar after another, grabbing Nifeng Zhanyun together, forcefully getting herself drunk.

When the system flashed the prompt at three o'clock in the morning, both of them were already drunk and woke up, woke up and drunk for several rounds, and the topic was changed again and again, and they had been dragged out of the sky before they knew it.

……

"You all call me San'er, am I San'er?" San Suyu was quite drunk, poked his finger on the table several times, and shouted inarticulately: "I have never been a San... San'er I've been spoiled by others, huh..." She said, smiled, smiled, but cried: "Tell me, some men who seem to be serious, why, why do they keep talking about themselves? Like innocent girls, but hate her for being immature?"

"Shit."

"Why are women complaining about being too realistic nowadays, asking for money, houses and other things, for everything, for a car... I met a girl who didn't want anything, but I just wanted to lie to her and throw it away... ...throw it away?"

"Shit."

"Yes! Low! Low, low, low!" San Suyu rubbed her eyes, spread her hands and lay down on the table, and smiled foolishly: "Good men, all are dead!"

Nifeng Zhanyun was silent for a long time, poured a bowl full of wine into his mouth, stretched out his finger and poked the back of Sansuyu's hand hanging on the corner of the table, and said: "Then I don't accept it, I have been issued many good card. "

"Yes!" San Suyu raised a finger and crossed against Nifeng Zhanyun, squinting and smiling, "You're just a rotten... rotten good person!"

"Then why am I getting dumped all the time? I think my own conditions are not bad. You see, I have a good temper and a good face, right? After two years, I will be considered a person with a car, a house and a stable income. Very humble lady... In two years time, I will be the third-ranked uncle, and some of my high school classmates will have children, and I am no worse than them..."

"Haha, you idiot... what do you tell me these things? Do you know that you are drunk?"

"No, how did you get drunk in the game? My drinking capacity is too high!" Nifeng Zhanyun said, dragging out his attribute bar to show Sansuyu the line [Drinking capacity: large], but found that line of words No matter how hard I pulled it, I couldn't pull it out, so I was very puzzled for a moment: "Damn chicken, why can't I pull out this line of words?"

"What are you shitting? Shit? The boss is amazing! I bow down!" San Suyu said, throwing her head down on the table, pretending to bow down.Crawling, she closed her eyes and laughed, tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes and ran across her thin cheeks.

She murmured in a low voice: "Actually, I'm also blind."

In order to be with that man, she learned to make up, paid attention to her clothes, restrained her words and deeds, and became a perfect goddess with elegant manners in front of strangers, and an invulnerable and calm woman in front of acquaintances—as if so, then Can be considered good enough.

That person always said that she was immature, and she worked hard to mature, but that person kept saying that she had changed.

She has never been able to forget the man who hurt her. She has always been unwilling to deal with that relationship. Because of this, she often talks about it, so that everyone can see how much she disdains him. , Let everyone know how much she loves herself... It seems that she will not be hurt again.

However, that's just deceiving.

When you lie to others, you also lie to yourself.

God knows, that person left without incident, leaving her standing alone, crying and laughing at times, crushing the past self bit by bit into irreparable pieces, and then hating her to the bone .

The most ridiculous thing is that she doesn't know how to forget, let alone when to forget...

She fell into a dream like this, with laughter and laughter in the dream, and there were too many people and things she cared about.She saw a familiar figure in the distance, and her intuition told her that it was a person who was difficult to let go... She ignored everything around her, and ran towards that figure without hesitation amidst the shouts and retention of others.

One of them desperately wanted to catch and retain that figure, while the other was struggling in pain and wanted to stop there.

As long as you suppress the feelings that are not worth doing, as long as you seal the humbleness that should not exist in the world, one day you will be able to let go of the past and forget about him...

"San'er, anyway, I don't dare to find a girlfriend. If you don't get married in the future, you should consider me first." Nifeng Zhanyun made a joke casually, but it woke him up suddenly.

At this moment, Sansui lay quietly in front of his eyes, as if he had fallen into a deep sleep. Tears rolled down his face, leaving a trail of water that meandered like a river. Under the dancing candlelight, there was a bit of heart-wrenching bitterness. , amazed the night star.

Nifeng Zhanyun didn't speak any more, just stared at him stupidly, his heart seemed to throb, but he didn't know where it came from.

After being silent for a long time, he wanted to wipe away the tear, but when he stretched out his hand, he only touched a bunch of white light from the offline...

"Good night," he said softly, though the man could no longer hear him.

Tang Jingjing tossed and turned, and finally fell asleep, but she couldn't settle down for a long time, and was woken up by a nightmare that Su Lin wanted to break up with her, and it was past two o'clock in the morning.

Uneasy, she carried the big white hot water bottle and quietly walked to the toilet, and suddenly found that Su Lin, who usually had a normal routine, hadn't turned off the lights at this point and went offline. Worried, she couldn't help but think of the words she said during the afternoon quarrel Seriously, I feel extremely regretful in my heart.

She went back to the bedroom, turned on the computer, took out the helmet and boarded the game, and tried to urge Su Lin to go offline to sleep in the private chat, but unexpectedly, the private chat disappeared like a rock, and there was no response at all, which made her unable to stop. Worry up.

After thinking about it for a while, Tang Jingjing went offline and ran into Xu Xiaomu's room, shaking her awake two or three times. After discussing for five or six minutes, she finally decided to forcibly cut off her power supply at the risk of being scolded by Su Lin, and put her out of bed. Pull it out of the game.

The moment the helmet was removed, the alcohol in the game disappeared.

Su Lin gradually woke up from the dream, but his exhaustion made his consciousness very blurred. He only vaguely felt that he was dragged to the bed by two people who were half hugged and half supported. After covering the quilt, he fell asleep again and continued to dream. finished dream.

She finally caught up with that figure.

She stubbornly walked up to the person directly opposite, but she couldn't see that face clearly no matter what. She wanted to ask something, but she didn't know what else to say.

It turns out that time has never stopped for a moment, like a small knife, bit by bit the wrong person is taken out of her heart, how many times it caused her to grit her teeth and endure the pain. That's all.

……

Su Lin, who slept until dawn, had already forgotten how she logged off yesterday, and who was hugged to bed again. Apart from remembering that she and Tang Jingjing had a quarrel and went to the game to find Nifeng Zhanyun for a drink, she never Can't remember anything else.

She walked out of the bedroom pressing her temples, and saw Tang Jingjing sitting in the living room with her chin resting, looking straight at her with an extremely serious expression, she couldn't help pursing her mouth, and said with a smile: "How can a friend have an overnight feud? What do you want?"

Tang Jingjing was silent for a long time, then lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said so much last night..."

"I'm really self-righteous, and you're right. When a person hurts me, I resist the whole world. If I haven't seen a thing, I regard it as a different kind..." Su Lin said, with a gentle smile on his lips. With a beautiful arc, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "Everyone has their own way of life, why should I use my own ideas to persuade others' lives?"

The more Su Lin smiled softly, the more Tang Jingjing panicked: "You should call me an idiot like yesterday, so I can feel at ease..."

"You idiot." Su Lin stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder. After a moment of silence, he said, "Are you really sure? I like Ershui and I want to chase her, no matter what happens in the future Don't you regret it?"

Tang Jingjing pursed her lips and said, "I have nothing to regret."

"Then tell her, tell her now."

"Ah?" Tang Jingjing stretched out her hand to touch Su Lin's forehead in surprise, and said in a daze, "My dear, are you awake?"

She was still discriminating against her last night, but today she is urging her to confess. Is there really no conspiracy?

"I woke up and didn't have a fever. Can I figure it out? But if you figure it out and are willing to listen to what I said last night, I don't mind continuing yesterday's topic before persuading you." As soon as Su Lin finished speaking, Seeing Tang Jingjing shaking her head like a rattle, she couldn't help laughing: "So don't say that I won't help you. I helped you when you hooked up with Ershui in the first place."

"Hmm..." Tang Jingjing nodded submissively, "How are you going to help me?"

"Forcing you to confess."

"what?"

"Otherwise, how long do you have to wait, how long do you want to wait? The two of you are inseparable every day, and you are already sticky to this extent. If the last layer of window paper is not pierced, will you be able to get closer if you keep it for a year?"

Su Lin is too familiar with Tang Jingjing. She is usually carefree and fearless, but she can always break new ground in front of Qu Shuixi.

It will take Tang Jingjing seven years from only daring to praise Qu Shuixi on Weibo to such a simple thing as forwarding comments... If she really wants to figure it out and confess her love, it may be by then The single dogs in the gang have all embraced their children.

"But..." What she is most afraid of is that a relationship is obviously hot and unstoppable, but it has ended due to the eyes of the world before it even started.

"Then are you going to hide these words from her for the rest of your life? Or do you want to wait for her to confess to you?"

"No, no, no! Don't dare..." Tang Jingjing shook her head hastily.

"Then if you are rejected, will you die?" Su Lin asked.

"Well, will... will not... will it? I don't know..." This question is too deep.

"Just jump from here, and use your stupid behavior to prove that you love her as much as you want. Anyway, you will be a good man again in 18 years... If you don't," Su Lin said, patted himself on the shoulder, and said: "I'll lend it to you. You can cry or hit as you please. After crying and making trouble, cheer me up and wish her happiness, or continue chasing her facelessly."

"what?"

"Return! You are so stupid today! I will go online now, and you should hurry up too." Su Lin said, then turned and walked to his room: "If I don't see you going online to confess your love in 10 minutes, I will go buy it." The murderer killed Er Shui."

"This trick again!" Tang Jingjing yelled in dissatisfaction, excited and helpless: "You're doing this trick again!"