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That night, Ji Meng stayed at Jing's house without accident, but he didn't dare to mess around under Jing Yi's nose, so he slept obediently all night in the guest room.

The next day was Tong Yao's death day, the three of them woke up early, changed into plain clothes and rushed to the cemetery together.

In the car, Ji Meng looked at the rearview mirror from time to time, and asked Jing Xuan in puzzlement, "Why doesn't Dad come with us in the same car?"

Jing Xuan lowered his head and sorted out the snow mountain roses that Ji Meng had prepared earlier in the morning, and replied without raising his head: "He has other things to do later, so it's more convenient for him to drive by himself instead of going back with us."

"So that's the case?" Ji Meng nodded clearly, then looked at another bouquet in the back seat, and asked, "Are we going to see someone else today?"

"Well,? It's also my family, and you'll know when the time comes."

Ji Meng didn't ask any more questions.

The car could not enter the park, so I parked the car in the parking lot at the entrance, and the three entered on foot.Today is not the weekend. There are not many people in the cemetery. Except for a few birdsong, there are only the rustling footsteps of three people in the whole park.

Being here, Ji Meng couldn't help becoming serious, and put away her usual laughter.

After walking for less than half an hour, everyone stood still in front of a tombstone.

Ji Mengzui was at the end, and followed with light steps, only to see that there was no photo on the stele, and even the name was not Tong Yao.Before he could ask any questions, Jing Xuan had already taken the initiative to explain to him.

"My mother's birth name is Tong Huaiyu, and Tong Yao is her stage name. After my mother passed away, we didn't want her to be disturbed, so we didn't post photos of her, and we didn't use the name Tong Yao."

Ji Meng said with a serious expression, put the snow mountain rose in front of the tombstone, and obediently stood back beside Jing Xuan.

"Mom, we came to see you," Jing Xuan squatted in front of the tombstone, stroked the place where the photos should have been placed, and smiled slightly, "I brought someone with me this time." After speaking, he turned to look at Ji Meng.

Ji Meng understood, took a step forward, and bowed respectfully: "Hello, Mom, I'm Ji Meng, and I'm Jingxuan's boyfriend." She was a little nervous when she said the word boyfriend.

Jing Yi, who had been cleaning the tombstone, also spoke at this time: "I've already looked at it for you. He is a good boy and treats our son very well."

Afterwards, Jing Yi was basically talking, while Jing Xuan and Ji Meng quietly accompanied him.Jing Yi leaned in front of the tombstone, chatting with Tong Yao about his experience in the past six months in an intimate tone, although his face was smiling, his tone was lonely.

Ji Meng suddenly tugged on Jingxuan's sleeve, and whispered: "Dad must love our mother very much."

Jing Xuan smiled slightly, nodded and said, "It is indeed love, but it is not the kind of love you think."

"Huh? What kind is that?" Ji Meng was curious.

Jing Xuan didn't say any more.

The three stayed in front of Tong Yao's tomb for half an hour before leaving.After saying goodbye to the nursery rhymes, he did not go down the mountain immediately, but continued to walk three rows in, and stopped again in front of the tombstone in the corner.

Jing Xuan and Jing Yi sent bouquets respectively, Jing Xuan gave daisies, but Jing Yi gave red roses.

Ji Meng looked at the tombstone curiously. The name engraved on the tombstone was obviously a man's name - Song Ye.The posthumous photo looked a few years old, and it was a bit blurred after being exposed to wind and sun, but it could also be seen that he was a young and handsome man.

At first he guessed that this person was a relative of Jingxuan, but Jingxuan called him Uncle Song, who seemed not very familiar with him.On the contrary, Jing Yi looked very familiar with this person, the movement of stroking the photo revealed intimacy, and his eyes were full of love.Ji Meng was startled, and subconsciously looked at Jing Xuan, Jing Xuan gave him a calm look, patted the back of his hand, said hello to Jing Yi, and left first.

There were three people when they went, but only two people were left when they returned.

On the way down the mountain, Ji Meng looked back frequently, but Jing Yi was no longer in sight.He asked Jing Xuan: "Isn't Dad leaving?"

"Well, he has to stay a little longer, this is his annual practice." Jing Xuan took Ji Meng's hand and walked slowly down the mountain.

"Are you accompanying that person named Song Ye?"

"Well," Jing Xuan nodded.

Ji Meng asked again: "Who is that Song Ye? What is his relationship with our father?"

"Uncle Song was my dad's lover, who died in a car accident 30 years ago."

"Ah——" Ji Meng's brain is a little confused at the moment, "Uncle Song is your father's lover? What about your father and your mother? Does your mother know about this? How do you know? You and your father... "

Ji Meng tried hard to clarify the relationship, but her incoherent appearance made Jing Xuan feel amused, she lightly pulled the corner of her mouth and shook the hands she held together: "This matter is a bit complicated to explain, and I will explain it when I get home." Tell you slowly."

"Okay then," Ji Meng gave up on finding the truth by herself, and followed Jing Xuan home full of thoughts.

Back home, the two had dinner first.After eating, he sat in the living room to eat for a while, and Jing Xuan took out a few photo albums.Ji Meng became interested all of a sudden, rubbed her hands and asked him enthusiastically, "Is there a little Jingxuan in here?"

Jing Xuan smiled without saying a word, took out one of the books and handed it over.

Ji Meng couldn't wait to open it, and was hit head-on.Sure enough, it was the little milk doll Jing Xuan, wearing a one-piece suit with a strawberry print, with a pair of chubby hands holding his legs, lying in Jing Yi's arms with a grin, showing his bare gums , the eyes are also bent into two small crescents, which is indescribably cute.

Ji Meng's heart beat suddenly, her eyes were full of little hearts, and her face was full of "so cute, so cute, I want to kiss, I want to kiss".Pointing to the photo, he asked Jing Xuan excitedly, "Can you give me this one?"

Jing Xuan nodded: "Take it if you want."

As soon as she finished speaking, Ji Meng quickly pulled out the photo and held it tightly in her hands, for fear that Jing Xuan would regret it to death. "I want to use this photo as my wallpaper!" He said, put the photo on the ground, took out his phone and started to take pictures on his stomach, picked the most satisfying one and set it as wallpaper, and then put down the phone contentedly.I was about to put the photo into my wallet, but I found that there seemed to be words written on the back. I turned it over and saw that it was written with a black signature pen, "Hundred Days Banquet. Our ugly baby has finally become more beautiful. Baby Xiaojing will continue to work hard." ~You must inherit your mother’s beauty genes~”

And after this passage, I wrote a sentence in red pen, "Don't call Yuan Yuan an ugly baby! Our Yuan Yuan is not ugly! We, Yuan Yuan, just inherit our mother's beauty genes, and IQ doesn't need it~"

"Pfft—" Ji Meng couldn't hold back her laughter for a moment, and quickly covered her mouth, laughing silently.

Jing Xuan waved his hand and said without hesitation: "Laugh if you want, they have always been so unreliable, I am used to it. There are also messages they wrote to me in other photos, but they are all unreliable."

Ji Meng became interested all of a sudden, took out a few more photos, and looked at them one by one. As expected, there were two lines of words in black and one in red.

On the first one, Tong Yao wrote in black pen: "Yuan Yuan is in kindergarten. He looks so handsome in a small suit. He will definitely fascinate a lot of little girls and boys in the future. Mom is proud of you."

Jing Xuan wrote with a red pen: "Don't teach your son badly. Our Yuan Yuan is a good boy, and we must treat our feelings wholeheartedly. Don't learn from your mother!"

The second one, black pen: "Why did Yuan Yuan go to primary school all of a sudden? The soft little Yuan Yuan's mother hasn't hugged her enough yet. Yuan Yuan is now a big star, even better than her mother. Mom is proud of you. "

Red pen: "It must be very tiring to go to school and act at the same time, but you say you are very happy, and Dad is relieved. Dad is also proud of you."

……

At first, Ji Meng thought it was interesting and would read it out, but the more she saw the back, the more she lost her voice.Although he has no personal experience, Ji Meng can imagine that Jingxuan's childhood was happy, with his mother doting on his father and loving him.Although Tong Yao's words are full of unreliability, and Jing Yi is also a variety of discord, but still feel that this family is harmonious and happy.Jing Xuan is a child who grew up in love.

But gradually, Tong Yao's tone became more and more calm, and she was no longer as serious and out of tune as before.Finally, when Ji Meng saw the photo of Jingxuan's tenth birthday party, Tong Yao left only four simple words on the photo - "Mom loves you".After that, Tong Yao's handwriting no longer appeared on the back of the photo, only Jing Yi's lonely red handwriting remained.

Jing Xuan's birthday is February 2th.On his tenth birthday, Tong Yao and Jing Yi held a grand birthday party for him, and invited many relatives and friends. Many photos were taken that night, and Tong Yao left the same sentence behind a series of photos.Three months later she committed suicide. "Mom loves you" has also become her last pen.

In the photo, Xiao Jingxuan, who was dressed as a birthday star, smiled cheerfully while holding her parents' arms, but Ji Meng couldn't laugh when she thought of the four words written by Tong Yao on the back. She was afraid that she would cry if she watched it again. When I came out, I quickly put away the photos and stuffed them back into the photo album.

"Don't watch?" Jing Xuan asked him.

"Well, save these for later," Ji Meng sniffed, swallowed back the choked sobs in her throat, and turned to look at Jing Xuan, "Don't you have something to tell me?"

Jing Xuan nodded, took out another photo album, opened one of the pages and handed it to Ji Meng.The photo is slightly yellowed, and the style is more than 30 years ago.In the photo were two males, who looked to be in their teens, wearing school uniforms, youthful and handsome.After distinguishing for a while, Ji Meng pointed to one of the shorter ones and said, "This is Dad." The other boy's facial features were more three-dimensional than Jing Yi's, his eyebrows and eyes were slightly raised, and he was flamboyant when he smiled. The portrait named Song Ye that arrived was exactly the same.

Without waiting for him to answer, Jing Xuan pointed to the man and began to explain: "This is Uncle Song Ye. He and my father are both orphans. We grew up in the same orphanage. Or they fell in love with each other day and night, anyway, they got together later. Because there was no family obstruction, they got together very smoothly, and later they were admitted to the same university together. But the happy days did not last long. They were in their senior year Uncle Song Ye died in a car accident the year he graduated. He was hit by a drunk truck on the way to get my dad a birthday present and died on the spot."

Ji Meng opened her mouth but couldn't say a word, she could only stare at Jing Xuan in a daze.

Jing Xuan turned the page of the photo album and found a wedding photo.Above them are Tong Yao and Jing Yi, who are talented and beautiful.The two held hands, Tong Yao rested her head on Jing Yi's shoulder, and the little bird leaned on her.Although both of them were smiling, they couldn't feel any happiness.

Jing Xuan continued: "My mother and father's marriage has no emotional basis. In fact, it's more like two people who are discouraged and report to the group for warmth. Before meeting my father, my mother was already pregnant with me. As for my My own father..." He twitched the corners of his mouth at this point, and smiled coolly: "This is a very clichéd love story."

In the 90s of the last century, if one were to say that the hottest actress was Tong Yao.With a tall figure, beautiful appearance and superb acting skills, she is like a natural luminous body, attracting attention from all directions.

In the era when the glamorous goddess was in power, Tong Yao was like a different kind, without the beautiful black hair reaching the waist and the goddess smile that turned all beings upside down.She is flamboyant and handsome, free and easy.With a cool short hair, wearing a denim jacket and sneakers, she doesn't like sports cars but motorcycles, and rides her beloved heavy machine across the country, freely like a ray of wind, unpredictable.

But even so, she was still the dream lover of all men in that era, and the idol benchmark of women.

She was born in a Kochi family, her parents were both university professors, and she had excellent grades since she was a child, but because of her obsession with drama, she finally embarked on the path of acting.After starring in the first movie, she won the crown of actress, and became the most talked about actress for a while.But she is also notoriously low-key, never hype and never showing up outside of acting.

The paparazzi of that era were most keen on poaching the love lives of entertainers.No matter how low-key Tong Yao was, she was the hottest actress at the time, and the paparazzi naturally didn't let her go.But Tong Yao is also famous for keeping herself clean. Although the paparazzi have always wanted to portray him as a heartthrob with chaotic private life, and also portrayed all the male artists who have worked with him as the objects of her scandals, these rumors often cannot pass How long will it be self-defeating.

In the five years since her debut, Tong Yao's love life has been blank.It is precisely because of this that some media even commented on her as "a woman who is as free as the wind, as chic as she will never be swayed by love."

But all this changed after meeting that man.

When Tong Yao was 22 years old, she met Xu Xinting.At that time, Xu Xinting was just a little-known new director with no works and no fame, while Tong Yao had been a actress for five years, won many awards, and was very popular.

The two of them are like one in the sky and the other in the earth, their status is too unequal.However, the two fell in love at first sight under such a disparity in status, and soon fell in love again, and started an underground love affair between strong women and weak men.

Although Xu Xinting was just an unknown little character at that time, Tong Yao saw his talent and encouraged him all the time by his side.Finally, Xu Xinting's career has gradually improved, and the relationship between the two has become more and more stable, but the relationship has not been announced to the public.

Later, Xu Xinting won the highest award in the film industry in one fell swoop, and his net worth rose.At the awards ceremony, Xu Xinting held the trophy and gazed affectionately at somewhere in the auditorium, with a smile on his face brimming with happiness.He thanked everyone in a calm tone, and finally focused on his favorites.

Although ambiguous, Tong Yao in the audience still smiled happily.At that time, she was just a little woman immersed in happiness.

But it didn't take long for this happiness to be shattered by the man she loved so much.

She never thought that the poor boy she fell in love with at the beginning would turn out to be a real rich man, and her family even made a fiancée for him early in the morning.In the seventh year of their relationship, the Xu family found out about their relationship before it was dug out by the media.Xu's parents ordered them to break up, but Xu Xinting refused. He had no feelings for that fiancee in name, and he loved that bright and flamboyant woman from beginning to end.

Seeing that their son was stubborn, the Xu family decided to attack Tong Yao instead.At that time, Tong Yao's father was seriously ill and was being treated in the hospital.Xu's mother came to the door and falsely accused their daughter of meddling in other people's feelings, willing to be a shameless third party.Tong's father had been aloof all his life, and his daughter was the greatest pride in his life. Hearing that his daughter was a third party, he was greatly stimulated and became very angry, so he passed away that night.

The Tong family's parents have been loving all their lives, and Tong's mother has relied on her husband for most of her life. She couldn't accept it for a while, and she went with her when she was too sad.

At that time, Tong Yao was still filming in other places, and hurried home after hearing the bad news, but there were only two cold corpses left.

Overnight, Tong Yao's family was destroyed.

At the same time, Xu Xinting, who knew nothing, finally compromised under the pressure of his parents to die, and agreed to get engaged to his fiancée, and broke up with Tong Yao on the same day.But he didn't know that Tong Yao was already two months pregnant at that time, but with a proud personality, she didn't want to snatch back her lover by selling misery, and finally broke up freely.

On the day Tong's parents were buried, Tong Yao met Jing Yi in the cemetery.His same-sex friend died in a car accident and was buried with Tong's parents.

Tong Yao is not an enthusiastic person, but that day, she took the initiative to walk over to strike up a conversation.

"Do you have any cigarettes?" Tong Yao sat on the ground beside him, took off her sunglasses and looked up at the young man in front of her.

Jing Yi looked at her vigilantly for a while before shaking his head: "I don't smoke."

"Forget it," Tong Yao shrugged, pointing to the man on the portrait, "Your lover?"

Jing Yi was surprised: "How do you know?"

Tong Yao smiled, pointed to her heart and said, "Your heart is dead, and now you are just a walking dead."

Jing Yi's eyes darkened.

Tong Yao took out a pack of cigarettes from her pocket, took out one and lit it, but didn't smoke it, just let it burn.After a long time, he asked again, "Have you ever thought about committing suicide?"

Jing Yi nodded honestly: "I thought about it, but he wouldn't want me to do that."

Tong Yao hooked the corners of her mouth in satisfaction, squinted her eyes, observed the person in the photo through the mist, and murmured: "Song Ye's name suits him very well. What about you? What's your name?"

"Jing Yi."

"Jing Yi," Tong Yao repeated in a low voice, and suddenly smiled, bright and charming, "The names match so well, it's really enviable."

Jing Yi turned his head and asked him, "Who are you paying homage to? Are you also a lover?"

"It's my family," Tong Yao put out the cigarette butt after burning a cigarette, gently stroked the top of Jing Yi's head, and said with a smile, "Kids, remember, not all lovers are worth remembering and mourning."

At that time, Jing Yi was ignorant and could feel that Tong Yao's sadness was not only because of the death of his family, but he didn't ask.

Afterwards, the two fell into silence, neither of them spoke, and just sat quietly in front of Song Ye's tombstone all night.The next day, when the sky was about to brighten, the two went down the mountain together.Finding a random restaurant on the street, Tong Yao invited Jing Yi to have breakfast.

After breakfast, Tong Yao sat on a short square stool, looked at Jing Yi with a smile on her hands and said, "Jing Xiaoyi, do you want to marry my sister? My sister is rich~"

Jing Yi was stunned, and it took a long time before he frowned and asked, "Why?"

Tong Yao winked and said teasingly, "Of course it's because you're handsome."

Jing Yi became even more unhappy when he heard the words, and said sullenly, "The truth."

Tong Yao put away her teasing, pointed to her stomach and said, "The baby lacks a father. If it were you, I think the baby would be very happy. Of course, you can also refuse, after all, my request is really unreasonable."

Unexpectedly, Jing Yi shook his head: "Let's end it then."

In the afternoon, the two went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to obtain a certificate, and Tong Yao also changed her usual low-key style and announced their marriage in a high-profile manner.But the other party's identity is well hidden.

"Although my father and mother are not in love, their relationship is closer than most couples. My father is an orphan, and my mother is the only person who gives him warmth besides Uncle Song Ye. To him, although his mother is not his The love in my heart, but also an irreplaceable relative."

Jing Xuan caressed the happy smiling family of three in the photo: "After I was born, my mother reduced her work and basically only took one drama a year, and stayed at home with me the rest of the time. Before the age of ten, My life is very happy. In my impression, my mother is laughing and joking all day, all kinds of indecent, taking me to climb trees to catch birds, which often makes my father angry. I always thought she was very energetic, a pistachio, but not I know that she has been suffering from severe depression. The emotional injury and the death of her grandparents have made her emotionally abnormal, but she has been hiding it very well. When we found out, the condition was already very serious. Then Later, when I was ten years old, she made a movie in which she played a mentally distorted patient, but she couldn’t make a play in time after the movie was finished, and she suffered from depression, so she finally chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists.”

Speaking of this, Jing Xuan paused for a few seconds, and took out a transparent folder from the drawer.

Ji Meng accepted it puzzledly, but when she opened it, she found that it was a case report, and suddenly looked up at Jing Xuan.

Jing Xuan went on to say: "18 years ago today, my mother cut her wrist and died in the bathtub in the bedroom. My father was away for a tour exhibition in other places, and there were only me and my mother at home. Before my mother committed suicide One night we also made an appointment to go to the playground the next day. I woke up the next morning and found that my mother hadn’t woken up yet. I felt a little strange, so I went to the room to call her. It turned out that no one was there. I searched around and finally found it in the bathroom. she."

That scene is a nightmare that Jing Xuan cannot erase in the next ten years.At this moment, the originally lively mother was sitting in the bathtub like a puppet with broken strings, lifeless, her lips were blue and white, and her chest had no ups and downs.

The water in the bathtub had been filled overnight, and now it was bubbling along the wall of the bathtub, mixed with dazzling red, flowing all over the floor.

Ten-year-old Jingxuan already had a conception of death. When he saw his mother in the bathtub and the red all over the floor, he fell to the ground in fright. A tiny bit of sound.The red water gradually spread to his feet, and the air was filled with the disgusting smell of blood.Jing Xuan's small body trembled uncontrollably, his eyes frightened.

When talking about these past events again, Jing Xuan's tone was already very calm, but Ji Meng was startled, and hugged Jing Xuan tightly: "Okay, okay, I don't want to hear it anymore, don't talk about it."

Jing Xuan shook his head and withdrew from his embrace: "What I'm going to say next is what I want you to know the most." As he spoke, he opened the case report: "Then my mother's agent came and found us. She called I got into the ambulance and carried me out of the bathroom. When I arrived at the hospital, my mother finally died, and because I witnessed the death of my mother, I was too stimulated and suffered from..."

"PTSD." Ji Meng looked at the case report in a daze, and added the last half sentence.