I refused at first

?It was past nine o'clock in the evening when Lu Nan got home.

According to the Dean's wishes, he had to leave for Province G tomorrow afternoon, and he had to pack all his luggage as soon as possible.

As soon as Lu Nan opened the door with the key, he bumped into Shen Yifan. Shen Yifan looked worried, "Did you work overtime today? You came back so late."

Lu Nan's face was slightly tired, and he had no time to say anything to Shen Yifan, so he nodded perfunctorily, "A temporary meeting was held."

"What did you have for dinner?" Lu Nan suddenly stopped before approaching the room and asked.

Shen Yifan returned to the desk, holding Erlang's legs and shaking, the pen in his hand was still turning with his fingertips: "The big chicken steak downstairs."

Lu Nan frowned, "It's almost time for the college entrance examination and I still eat these unnutritious things."

Shen Yifan: "But you are so busy..."

Lu Nan looked at Shen Yifan squarely, "I have persuaded you many times to tell you to live back in school, but you still have to blame me if you don't listen."

Shen Yifan pursed his lips, "All right, all right, blame me."

Lu Nan had no choice but to roll up his sleeves and walk to the kitchen, "What do you want to eat?"

Shen Yifan's eyeballs rolled and rolled, "Honey Potato, Squirrel Mandarin Fish, Sweet and Sour Pork Ribs, Maoxuewang, Kung Pao Chicken..."

Lu Nan was too lazy to listen to his nonsense, so he opened the refrigerator and looked at the remaining ingredients, "I'll make fish-flavored shredded pork and tomato scrambled eggs for you, whether you like it or not."

"Eat, eat, eat!"

While Lu Nan was cooking, Shen Yifan didn't have the heart to do his homework, so he simply put down his pen and walked around the kitchen, watching Lu Nan busy.

Going around like this alone is really boring, Shen Yifan just wants to talk to Lu Nan.

Lu Nan was still cutting tomatoes, Shen Yifan hugged Lu Nan's waist from behind, and put his chin on Lu Nan's shoulder.

Lu Nan was startled by his suddenness, and stopped moving, "What are you doing?"

Shen Yifan sighed heavily, "I have 39 days until the college entrance examination."

Lu Nan pushed Shen Yifan away and continued to cook, "Then hurry up and read a book!"

Shen Yifan pouted, deliberately raised his orchid finger and flicked Lu Nan, "You hate it! You weren't like this before!"

Pretending to be wronged again, "You used to be very accommodating to me, do you not love me anymore?"

Lu Nan: "...hehehe, get out!"

Shen Yifan felt bored, but he still didn't leave the kitchen and looked at Lu Nan quietly.

I don't know why, but tonight, he suddenly felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart, especially wanting to stay by Lu Nan's side, always feeling empty.

In a flash, a plate of tomato scrambled eggs was ready. Lu Nan kept moving, poured the ingredients for making fish-flavored shredded pork into the pot, and said with a pout, "Take it and eat it yourself."

Shen Yifan was also a little hungry, so he hurriedly brought it to the dining table, staring at the tomato to eat.

Not long after, the shredded fish-flavored pork came up. After Lu Nan took it over, he wiped off his sweat and walked towards the room.

"Hey, don't you want to eat?" Shen Yifan's mouth was full of food, and his speech was a little slurred.

Lu Nan waved his hand to signal him not to eat.

"What are you doing!"

Lu Nan had already walked into the room, did not hear Shen Yifan's question, and packed his luggage on his own.

After he cleaned up, Shen Yifan had almost finished eating.

Shen Yifan was surprised when he saw Lu Nan push out the packed suitcase from the room, "Where are you going?"

Lu Nan said concisely, "Business trip."

"where to?"

Lu Nan didn't hesitate too much, and said straightforwardly: "Province G."

Although Shen Yifan is approaching the college entrance examination and has no time to finish the questions, he still pays attention to the social news in his spare time. He naturally knows that the province of G is in full panic at the moment because of the arrival of an unexpected visitor carrying a virus.

When he heard that Lu Nan was on a business trip at this point, he felt something was wrong. He didn't expect that he would really go to Province G!

"Are you crazy, you, go to province G at this time, do you know..."

"I know!" Lu Nan interrupted Shen Yifan.

Lu Nan looked calm, but Shen Yifan was going crazy!

Three years ago, when he was about to face a major exam, his father went to W City in Province C for earthquake emergency rescue.He never expected that three years later, Lu Nan, who lived with him in every aspect of life, would also go to the front line.

He lost his father three years ago, how could he lose Lu Nan now?

"You can't go! I don't agree!"

Lu Nan thought it was a little funny, "It's not like I can't go if you don't agree. Shen Yifan, be more mature, now is a critical moment, and as a staff member who is about to go to the front line to fight the virus, I have to get Take that responsibility on your shoulders."

Shen Yifan roared, "Damn it, why should you be the one responsible? You are not the only respiratory doctor in such a big city S!"

"But I'm the most suitable person to work on the front line." Lu Nan pushed away Shen Yifan who was blocking him, "Okay, you hurry to take a shower, you have to go to class tomorrow."

Shen Yifan was very angry, not to mention that he had vague thoughts about Lu Nan, just in the past three years when he and Lu Nan got along harmoniously, he couldn't accept going to a dangerous place alone!

What's more, he doesn't have many close people in this world. If something happens to Lu Nan, what should he do?

"Lu Nan." Shen Yifan tried to calm down his emotions, tried to soften his tone, "Can you not go?"

Lu Nan looked at the big boy in front of him who had been with him for three whole years, and sighed.

When he first met Shen Yifan, he was just a kid who reached his chin, but in a blink of an eye he became so big, even a little taller than him.

After all, people's hearts are fleshy. Although there is no blood relationship between the two to form a bond, after all, they have been together for so long, and they still have feelings.He also couldn't let go of Shen Yifan, and could understand Shen Yifan's emotions at the moment, but he didn't understand why Shen Yifan's emotions were so intense.

"Shen Yifan, I have already signed a life and death agreement."

A light word made Shen Yifan's heart sink to the bottom, as if he was placed in an ice cellar, it was hard to breathe.

Life and death agreement.

This meant that Lu Nan might not come back.

It also means that Lu Nan had already considered it clearly before signing the agreement, and he was sure that he had no worries, so he signed such an agreement that required careful consideration!

So, hasn't Lu Nan thought about Shen Yifan's feelings?

"You fucking signed a life-and-death agreement, aren't you fucking poisonous!" Shen Yifan couldn't control his emotions anymore, and yelled at Lu Nan uncontrollably.

Lu Nan is serious and calm, "I think clearly, and I am sober. I have no father or mother. My grandparents and grandfather have long been buried in the ground. My grandmother has also started to suffer from dementia in the past two years, and it has become more and more serious. I almost forgot about it. So I don’t have any concerns in this world, and no one will worry about me, so even if I leave, it won’t have any impact on the people around me.”

Lu Nan's words hit Shen Yifan's heart word by word, "No worries?" Shen Yifan asked back.

"Oh, no worries."

Shen Yifan paced back and forth irritablely, picked up a glass on the dining table and threw it heavily on the ground, "What about me? Where the hell do you put me? Have you ever considered my feelings? ? If you leave, I feel that I will live up to the world and walk lightly, but have you ever thought about what will happen to me if you really have three advantages and disadvantages?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he felt that his emotions were too out of control, and he almost exposed his inexplicable feelings for Lu Nan.

So he added weakly, "What about Zhang Lan? What about Li Ran?"

Lu Nan was completely shocked by Shen Yifan, he never thought that his leaving would cause such a big fluctuation in Shen Yifan's mood.

"Both Zhang Lan and Li Ran have their own circles, and they have already found their own happiness. So you don't have to worry about them." Lu Nan paused, "As for you, you are almost an adult, basically You should also have the ability to take care of yourself, without me, you can live a good life. What I promised the teacher at the beginning was to accompany you to grow up. Although it was a little earlier, I basically completed the task..."

Shen Yifan's eyes were red with anger, and he kicked the stool aside, "Why do people who treat me well in this world leave me?!"

Lu Nan took a deep breath, and grabbed Shen Yifan who was running away.

"Shen Yifan, listen, even if I, Lu Nan, can only live until this time, it is all destined. Now my condition is urgent, and I am the doctor in charge of this. As a doctor, my duty is to save people. If I avoided it because I was afraid of infection, because I was nostalgic for the sophistication of the people around me, and for some miscellaneous reasons, so am I worthy of my white coat?!"

Shen Yifan sneered: "The fucking patient is the biggest, right?!"

Lu Nan frowned, but still said, "Yes."

"When I got my work permit, or earlier, when I decided to be a doctor, when I was officially admitted by S Medical University, I was doomed to serve patients, even if I had to sacrifice my own life to save people. Life, we must also be relentless!"

"So, no matter what you say, I have to go. This virus is as terrible as SARS, and because the Korean sneaked into the country secretly, the lives of compatriots who took the same flight and the same bus as him are in danger!"

Lu Nan walked towards the room indifferently, "Go to bed early."

"Lu Nan, I'm fucking you!" Shen Yifan yelled at Lu Nan's back.

Lu Nan's expression remained unchanged, as if the previous dispute hadn't affected him in the slightest, "Then you have to find out exactly where he was buried first."?