I refused at first

? Shen Yifan returned home with a sullen face.

It happened to be Saturday, Lu Nan was idle at home, and was a little surprised to see Shen Yifan coming home early.

Lu Nan looked at the clock on the wall, "Isn't it seven o'clock? You came back so soon?"

Shen Yifan sat on the sofa without saying a word, his face was not very good-looking.

Lu Nan saw that he guessed that he must be having trouble with his girlfriend, so he didn't say anything more, and continued to look up information on the Internet.

Sure enough, Shen Yifan couldn't get bored any more, and slammed his phone on the sofa violently, "Damn it."

Lu Nan glanced at him and clicked his tongue.

"I broke up." Shen Yifan said in a muffled voice.

Lu Nan stopped what he was doing, as if he was listening and respectful.

"It's annoying me!" Shen Yifan crossed his feet angrily, and then vented his dissatisfaction to Lu Nan, "After being together, I really feel that girls are troublesome, no matter what she does, she has to ask, or just wants to follow you, one day Don't you get tired of sticking together at night? If you don't let her follow, you will pout and get angry with me, and then you have to coax me for a long time. Every now and then, "Do you love me?" "Do you not love me anymore?" I really beep the dog!"

Lu Nan laughed, "Girls are always clingy. Isn't having a boyfriend just to find someone to act like a baby? Could it be possible to raise you as a son?"

Shen Yifan looked overwhelmed and waved his hands, "Pull it down, you don't understand this feeling."

"Hey, it's okay, you know." Lu Nan stretched, "Actually, I think girls are quite cute like this."

Shen Yifan secretly slandered, "Isn't it because you're gay that you feel that way? You know shit."

"You like this type?" Shen Yifan wanted to insinuate Lu Nan's views on mate selection.

Lu Nan rubbed his eyes and shook his head, "I don't know, maybe I think it's cute from the sidelines. There is such a girlfriend who probably thinks the same as you."

These words were ambiguous, and Shen Yifan couldn't deduce more information from them.

"Tsk, then do you have a specific type you like?" Shen Yifan continued to ask without giving up.

Lu Nan still shook his head, "I don't know, just let it happen. If you meet her, it doesn't matter what kind of person she is."

Shen Yifan wanted to ask more questions, but Lu Nan kept silent, wanting to get out of this topic as soon as possible.

In Shen Yifan's eyes, there was a sense of concealment, which made him more convinced that his guardian Lu Nan was gay.

is gay...

Shen Yifan secretly sat aside and looked at Lu Nan's eyebrows.

In terms of appearance, Lu Nan is not as overly feminine as Lin Pei, but compared with him or Jiang Jun, he looks softer, and the edges and corners are not so sharp and rigid.Maybe because I spend my days in the pile of books and engage in medical research, my whole person has a strong bookish spirit.

But Lu Nan doesn't make people feel that there is only a simple and old-fashioned taste left on him. Perhaps because of his personal character, his idleness and bookishness that should be full of disobedience are harmoniously blended together.

In short, it just looks very comfortable.

Shen Yifan's throat moved twice, making a swallowing movement.

He remembered that charming dream again.

"Hey, big nephew, according to your smart and witty uncle, it's better to coax your little girlfriend. Boys, it's okay to be troublesome, but anyway, it's better to treat girls It's better to be a gentleman." Lu Nan's words barely stopped Shen Yifan's boundless fantasy about that dream.

Shen Yifan pouted, "Hey, you know best."

Shen Yifan finally broke up with that girl.This love affair that ended without a cause seemed to cast a psychological shadow on him, and he no longer talked about love affairs.

In the second semester of the second year of high school, everyone has to fill in a voluntary form of "willing to be an art student/sports student".

Shen Yifan didn't have any idea about this aspect, whether it was playing ball or dancing, he just regarded it as a hobby, and he didn't plan to rely on it for a living.

He glanced at his deskmate and saw Jiang Jun was in a daze for a long time.

On the day when Lin Pei invited everyone to dinner, Shen Yifan left halfway through the meal. He didn't know the direction of Lin Pei's art test.Jiang Jun didn't mention it to him either.

Seeing Jiang Jun's intention to report this aspect now, he was a little surprised, "You want to report?"

Jiang Jun nodded after a long time, "I want to take the B film test."

Shen Yifan laughed "Hey", "Oh, I don't see that you still have this intention."

Jiang Jun wanted to say something, but seemed to find it hard to say: "Lin Pei has received a written examination notice from the director department of B-movie. I... plan to take the performance department of B-movie."

These two sentences have nothing to do with each other, but when he heard the word "Lin Pei", he understood it instantly.

He has heard many examples of choosing arts and sciences, and applying for the same city or school for the college entrance examination for the person he likes, but Shen Yifan is still slightly surprised that such a thing really happened around him.Even though he was the one who came up with this bad idea at the beginning.

"Um, have you thought about it?" Shen Yifan asked and felt that such words were redundant, and said, "Do you think it's worth it?"

does it worth?

He had no great ambitions since he was a child.

Jiang Jun's parents divorced when he was still in elementary school, and he was sentenced to his mother after the divorce.

There are also reasons for his personality, which made him used to obey his mother's arrangements since he was a child. When he met Lin Pei after he was in high school, he deviated more and more from the track that his mother had already laid out.

When Lin Pei said that he was going to take the directing department of B Film, he immediately had a direction in life.

After having a goal, it seems like a new life.

Even, even if Lin Pei's ambition is for Zhou Jingming.

He was for Lin Pei, and Lin Pei was for Zhou Jingming.

In emotion, everyone will contribute more or less, so how can we care about how much we pay or success or failure?

There is no need to pursue whether it is worth it or not.

Lin Pei, like a beam of white moonlight, shone impartially on Jiang Jun's heart.

So he said, "It's worth it."

worth it.

It is worth his hard work, hard work, and struggle.

Even if my mother doesn't understand, even if my classmates don't understand, even... even if no one can understand.

At least he felt that it was worth it for Lin Pei.

Shen Yifan had thousands of doubts in his heart, and wanted to find someone to help him solve it, but he looked at Jiang Jun again, and put the words he wanted to ask back into his heart.

When he got home from school, he couldn't wait to ask Lu Nan this question.

"Is it worth changing your lifelong ambition for a person you like? What's more, this person may not be able to hold hands with you for a lifetime." Even, it may not be able to hold hands with you successfully.

Lu Nan was a little surprised that Shen Yifan asked such a question suddenly.

He pondered for a moment before slowly opening his mouth, "At least when you make a decision, it's worth it."

Lu Nan tilted her head, "Why did you suddenly ask such a question that doesn't fit your personality? Huh?"

Shen Yifan frowned, and told Lu Nan the story of Jiang Jun and Lin Pei without gender.

Lu Nan shrugged his shoulders, "It's a good thing to chase your dreams, you don't care. He didn't eat your rice."

Shen Yifan suddenly wanted to know how Lu Nan would feel if he suddenly felt that he wanted to play professional basketball.

Lu Nan didn't hesitate much, "As your friend, I will unconditionally support you to pursue your dreams. But as your family and your elders, I will discourage you. Because the road of professional basketball is not good. Let’s go, let’s not talk about whether you can achieve success, because the training intensity is high, and you will suffer a lot of injuries. After you retire, there are still more unknown things waiting for you.”

Shen Yifan listened carefully to these words, and asked cautiously for a long time, "Then what if you are my lover?"

This question was so ingenious that even Shen Yifan himself was taken aback.His indescribable thoughts about Lu Nan became stronger and stronger, and every time he dreamed about those charming scenes, Lu Nan's face would appear in five or six out of ten.

Lu Nan didn't think much about it, "Hey, I wanted a little girl, so I ran away with others a long time ago. I've never seen someone so unreliable like you, okay?"

Shen Yifan didn't hear what he wanted to hear, and there was a little disappointment in his eyes.

After a while, he deliberated for a long time, and then he opened his mouth, with some thoughts in his heart to deliberately narrow the distance between himself and Lu Nan, and said again, "The classmate I told you about earlier is gay..."?