Shen Shu

"You care?"

Zhou Tong didn't answer.

"I'm quite envious of this kind of relationship—especially when I see you." When he said this, looking straight into Zhou Tong's eyes, Shao Zixun was smiling; but he could feel it the most. Muscles are stiff with tension.

Don't know the other person's reaction—it's impossible to predict.

If Zhou Tong showed great dislike, how could he attribute this to a joke and barely maintain the existing relationship?

If I managed to get by, would I be able to have the most humble satisfaction with this extremely weak balance of power?The self who has not seen the end dare not draw this conclusion, and even regrets that he said such words too early and too hastily, and even forgets that the years of hesitancy are enough to falsify the aggressive description.

The anxiety in his heart made him almost forget the basic distance that should be maintained during the conversation, forgetting that this distance is enough to feel the breathing of the other party, and the same tension conveyed by the breathing rhythm.Shao Zixun's upper body was still closer to Zhou Tong, with one hand supporting the coffee table and the other on the floor, Zhou Tong's wide-open eyes were a few inches in front of him.

Do you want to be the same as the time you went to Zhou Tong's hometown, just wait embarrassingly for others to end this situation?If not, there are actually two ways to do it: either retreat your body now, laugh and pretend that you just said a joke that may be too much, maybe there is still time; or ignore everything and even take further actions. Judging from the current posture of the two of them, this approach is not difficult, time-consuming, and the risk is extremely high, although the potential benefits are quite high, but——if this is really done, there is no way to explain it.

The explanation is still an understatement.Maybe there is no chance of turning back.

At this time, for no reason, the dilemma of giving way appeared in his mind when two strangers who had no tacit understanding met face to face in the narrow aisle.If it is intuitively presented in the action, it is roughly a very funny swinging back and forth.

— must be steady.Shao Zixun made psychological construction and behavior hints to himself in this way, and clearly recognized the sharp contrast between physical time and psychological time.

The past few years have been pretty good.Taking a step back may not lead to a brighter future, but taking a step forward is likely to be a fool's errand.I may not be the bold type; on the contrary, I am simply a coward.After all, I am still afraid of losing what I already have, so I don't even have the courage to gamble, and I plan to call it "long-term operation".

Shao Zixun suddenly felt like scolding himself eight hundred times.

This is not the first time he has acted contrary to his free and easy image, especially in front of Zhou Tong.Because he was too nervous, he himself ignored the expression of Zhou Tong who was close at hand.He had already reacted from a little shock, as if he had made up his mind, but he was cramped and anxious that didn't need to be described.

It only takes a moment to retract the forward-leaning upper body, and it only takes a moment to reach out and hug it.

It was Zhou Tong who took the latter action.

One hand grabbed Shao Zixun's arm, and the other hand went around the armpit on the other side, grabbing the clothes on the shoulder blades, resting his forehead on his shoulder, and rubbing his wet hair directly on the side of his face and neck.It is not difficult to find that Zhou Tong's hands are slightly trembling.

The original cowardly retreat plan was easily broken in an instant.According to the most traditional development, Shao Zixun should decisively embrace the past.However, Zhou Tong didn't even give him this chance. He acted as quickly as if he was jumping on him. He only paused for a moment, and then ended up retreating without a trace of hesitation. Shao Zixun's left hand had just been raised from the table, so he had no choice but to Freeze in place.To be honest, at this time, he was a little angry.Just when I was about to say a few words, I saw Zhou Tong's sideways eyes filled with unspeakable emotions that were no less than when I stared at him unilaterally.His eyes were like those of someone who just took a bath, filled with moisture.

Sure enough, he couldn't get angry, and he was facing this person.Even though it was his first time to see his actions and expression - I believe no one else would even have the chance to see him.

The scene did not reach a stalemate: Zhou Tong immediately turned his face away again, looked straight into Shao Zixun's eyes, tried to suppress his emotions, but still couldn't stop his body from trembling instinctively. "I'm thinking of something you should know. Can you not explain?" The voice was also trembling.

Shao Zixun's heart skipped a beat.It was less than twenty words, and it was considered concise and easy to understand, but he abruptly came up with countless interpretation methods, and eliminated them all in an instant. "Could it be—" he gasped, "...the same as me?" After he finished speaking, he wanted to slap himself twice: God knows if Zhou Tong knew what he meant by "same".

Zhou Tong wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be choked, so he answered with a nod.

This time Shao Zixun finally did something that would not make him regret it because of hesitation.There are no invisible chains pulling his movements, as if he has destroyed the double barrier of objective and subjective. Like the previous plan A, he stepped forward decisively, hugged this firmly and made himself an erratic The answers range from campus entanglements to people who have worked for several years.

This time I finally have no regrets.Even if it was pushed away in the end, it seemed to be worth it.Shao Zixun thought hopelessly.

The time is very suitable - it's nearly eleven o'clock in the evening; the location is also impeccable - my own home, with floors and beds, air conditioning and lights, and the point is that there are people; the environment is not too good - it's still raining outside, Although the sound insulation is very good, only the slightly dull sound of rain seeps in for a long time, or the sound and light of thunder and lightning break the stable background sound-but this time the atmosphere is adjusted just right, and there is a sense of tranquility under the contrast.

Just turned off the phone.If you don't do anything at this time, you will be sorry for the right time, place and people.Of course, Shao Zixun, who is used to his plans being broken, did not leave behind, but this time, he rarely put "backhands" in an extremely secondary position.Isn't it great to live in the moment.

"Are you willing to leave everything to me?" Sitting half-sitting on the ground, Shao Zixun almost bit Zhou Tong's ear and spoke as a proper and sophisticated flirt—in fact, his own heart was also Jumping wildly, although the hand that gradually penetrated into the opponent's clothes tentatively and groped appeared steady and steady.

Zhou Tong grabbed Shao Zixun's clothes subconsciously, feeling that the air he inhaled was hot.Even at this time, he still pretended to have some leeway and replied with a trembling voice: "What do you pay?"

Shao Zixun withdrew his arm suddenly, and Zhou Tong was pulled almost completely on him.Suddenly feel that the room temperature of 26 degrees is too high.He gave a short laugh and said, "Could it be paying the tuition fee?" Then he lowered his voice, "Do you have to finish? Hand yourself over. Whether it's the level of consciousness or the body."

As he said that, the hand that barely suppressed the speed of movement has reached the position where he can undress.

"Don't be nervous, leave it to me." He repeated in an almost whispering voice.

"You are the one." The other end was also breathing unsteadily, "Let's study together."

It was obviously a charming affair, but there was an academic style in the interaction between these two people—of course, an academic style with inconvenient speech behavior and theory added.After they were both panting on the bed, Shao Zixun silently pressed the remote control of the air conditioner to adjust the temperature, and turned on the TV casually.Just now, if there were other noises, especially human voices, there would always be an inexplicable sense of embarrassment; but now, with the adjustment of midnight urban emotional drama and hourly news, there is a little family feeling.Taking advantage of Zhou Tong's reluctance to get out of bed and bring the computer, he quickly turned on the phone and quickly sent Lin Luo a short message: "Home plate reached. Don't read."

The other end was silent for a while; Zhou Tong had already read the documents quietly.What is rare is not a professional book, but some modern historical materials that can be found locally.After a few minutes, Shao Zixun felt that his mobile phone was about to be bombed by the message returned by Lin Luo.He didn't click to open it, but turned his head to observe Zhou Tong's expression of concentrating on the information with great interest. The saying "beauty is in the eye of the beholder" is indeed true.In the past, my classmates always complained that Zhou Tong always had a strange murderous aura when facing the screen, as if he wanted to throw all the experimental materials in the air and smash them all with the technique of flying saucers; The corners of this guy's eyes were still red from his work just now, no matter how you looked at him, he seemed serious and gentle.

Then, Zhou Tong turned the phone to mute and lit up.Zhou Tong looked at the phone number and immediately understood the cause and effect.She silently turned her head and stared into Shao Zixun's eyes, without saying anything, but "You actually told her about this" was clearly written in her eyes.

Shao Zixun turned his head away with some guilt, as if he didn't see anything. "Go to sleep, let's talk about it tomorrow." He coughed twice perfunctorily.