I Don't Want to Work Hard Anymore

Chen Luo was on the phone with her boyfriend, her eyes were full of smiles.

"Come here, it's already this time, and there is no one in the company..."

As soon as he said these words, he saw Tan Yue sitting alone in his office chair, staring at the busy traffic outside the window in a daze.

Chen Luo sighed: "Our boss is in a difficult relationship, I have to help her. Next time, be obedient."

Tan Yue saw Chen Luo and smiled at him.

"Stop laughing, it's uglier than crying." Chen Luo sighed and tore off his tie: "Red or white?"

Tan Yue was silent for a while: "It's white."

"There is a bottle of old Moutai."

Tan Yue shook her head.

Chen Luo took the key resignedly: "I'll buy it for you."

Ten minutes later, a bottle of 10 yuan Laobaigan and several dishes of stewed vegetables and peanuts were placed on Tan Yue's big solid wood table. Two people and two wine cups clinked glasses with each other. They took a sip of the wine, carrying it from the stomach to the nose. Burning irritation.

"You can't drink this wine all the time, it's not good for your health."

"I'm sorry to trouble you, but you still have to stay with me at this late hour. I'll give you a bonus tomorrow."

Chen Luo shook his head and clinked another glass with her: "Don't mention it, bad wine is really exciting."

"There's nothing, all that's left is energy." Tan Yue raised her head and drank another cup, letting out a long sigh of relief.

Chen Luo tactfully didn't ask, Tan Yue drank a few drinks and watched him say, "I think I was wrong."

"Where did you go wrong?"

"I think I have discovered the truth of the matter, but I have forgotten that many things can never go back to the past. The previous relationship cannot be found. I want to remedy it from now on, but I have destroyed it myself."

Tan Yue raised her head and drank another glass of wine, a crystal flashed in the corner of her eyes:

"I just want her to stay by my side. It was difficult before, but I didn't expect it to be even more difficult now. It's all my fault."

Seeing her like this, Chen Luo poured the wine himself, and said to her seriously: "Don't fall into a dead end, what you need to do now is to recognize what you really want."

Tan Yue said, "I want her."

Chen Luo shook her head: "Think clearly, which one of her do you want."

"Whether she is a bodyguard, a substitute, or a pet, or something weird. She is a person with her own independent individuality. No one would be willing to be a tool person , even if she likes you no matter how much she likes you, she won't be willing, not to mention whether she likes you now is not certain."

……

Tan Yue and Chen Luo drank wine in the middle of the night, and they were a little unsteady when they went out. Wang Lan was sent home on holiday by her, and Chu He was the only one beside her.

Chu He saw Tan Yue staggering when she came out of the office, and hurried forward to help her.

"You can drink in the office? Are you a drunkard!" She said incredulously, seeing her wearing stilettos, squatting down helplessly: "I'll help you take off your shoes."

Tan Yue didn't speak, she sat on Chu He's lap consciously and obediently, raised her feet, and let Chu He take off her two high-heeled shoes.

Chu He rubbed the soles of her feet by the way, Tan Yue flinched, her toes curled up: "Itches."

After she drank the wine, her voice was soft and waxy. Chu He's heart seemed to be gently brushed by a cat's pad, and he subconsciously hugged her waist: "Don't move around."

Tan Yue didn't move, and sat obediently, with her cheek buried in Chu He's neck.

Rubbing both feet a little, he felt that the blood should be flowing. Chu He held the shoe in one hand, and with both hands, he picked up Tan Yue and walked towards the elevator.

"Go home?"

Tan Yue put her arms around her neck consciously, shaking her head next to her ears.

Chu He only felt that her ears and neck were itchy from being rubbed by her, but she also knew that she was shaking her head, so she softened her heart and gave twelve minutes of patience: "Then where do you want to go?"

Tan Yue reported an address.

Lao Zhao drove people there in a familiar way. It was a very ordinary apartment building, and there was no security. Chu He looked out the car window vigilantly: "Where are we going?"

"Unit 1, 502."

Chu He put on the hat and mask for her, and carried her upstairs.At the door, Tan Yue turned over and wanted to jump down, but Chu He held her firmly to prevent her from moving, so Tan Yue stretched out her hand to verify her fingerprints, and the door opened with a bang.

Chu He carried Tan Yue into the house.

The room is small, tidy and full of life, and the decoration style is in line with Chuhe's aesthetics.She put Tan Yue on the sofa and sat down, and went to the kitchen to boil water for her.

When she came out with a water glass, Tan Yue was already lying on the sofa, looking drowsy.

"Drink some water, don't sleep here, you want to sleep on the bed." Chu He helped her drink a few sips of water, Tan Yue half-opened her eyes, glanced at her, and said with a smile, "I'm going to bed."

"Okay, you haven't washed your face yet."

Chu He carried her to the bed, and saw that she didn't want to get up to wash her face, so she had to go to the bathroom to fetch water to remove her makeup and wash her face.

Carrying the water basin into the bedroom, only to find that Tan Yue was kneeling on the ground with her upper body poking into the closet, looking through something.

"Hey, hey." Chu He quickly put down the water basin: "Why are you so worried, don't drink in the future..."

Before she finished speaking, she saw Tan Yue crying, tears streaming down her face, like a faucet that burst without a notification.

"No more." Tan Yue said.

"What's gone?"

"The smell, it's gone." Tan Yue dug out the innermost clothes from the closet, put them under the tip of her nose and sniffed deeply: "I can't smell it anymore..."

Chu He looked at the woman who was even more at a loss than her in front of her, she had never seen Tan Yue who lost her composure like this.

Tan Yue hugged the clothes in her arms tightly, sniffed and sniffed vigorously, looked up at the closet, then lifted her feet and burrowed into the closet.

Chu He: ...

One second before the person got in, Chu He hurriedly pulled her back, Tan Yue started crying, scratching and kicking Chu He, Chu He bent down, picked her up and threw her on the bed, knelt on the bed and pressed her Her hands and feet, don't let her make trouble anymore.

"Hey..." Tan Yue stopped making trouble, she started to cry, crying very miserably.

Chu He's head was full of messy wool, and while she was crying, she quickly removed her makeup with a cotton pad and washed her face. It was inconvenient for her to take off her clothes, so she had to hold her down and drag the quilt over to cover her.

Unexpectedly, the tip of Tan Yue's nose suddenly rustled around her neck a few times, and then turned into an octopus, grabbing her firmly, with both legs wrapped around her waist, Chu He suddenly felt pressure Doubling, not moving.

"I found it." Tan Yue hugged her tightly, smelling her scent deeply, and said, "It's you."

Chu He had no choice but to coax her: "Yes, yes, it's me."

The cloth on the chest was soaked instantly.

She thought that Tan Yue would calm down like this, but who would have thought that Tan Yue would cry more intensely, the kind of silent tears, hugging her neck tightly, wrapping her legs around her waist, as if she was about to tear her apart Opened and smashed to pieces, it's fine to melt her into her flesh and blood.

Chu He tried to break free vigorously, and with a little force, a howling cry suddenly sounded from his throat. Chu He was so frightened that he didn't dare to move, so he had to let her hold her, fearing that she would be cold and pull him again. Bring a quilt to cover the two of them together.Tan Yue stopped howling, and just hugged her and shed tears silently, until Chu He felt cold, and then completely fell silent, as if she had really fallen asleep.

Chu He sighed, and gently stroked her hair, his eyes full of distress.

Do you take me for Lin Quan?

I'm just like her?You... just like her that much?

You say you are such a scum, why can't I hate you to death?

The next morning, when Tan Yue woke up, she felt that something good had happened, but she seemed to be sleeping in an incorrect position, and every bone was sore from the discomfort.She hummed twice and wanted to turn over, only to find herself in another person's arms.She opened her eyes, turned around, and met hers.

"Good morning." Chu He said.

Tan Yue looked at her for a while, then said softly, "Good morning."

Seeing her waking up, Chu He got up and covered her with the quilt: "Go to sleep for a while, I'll make you breakfast."

"Wait a moment."

Tan Yue called her to stop, propped herself up and sat up.She knew where this was from the first second she opened her eyes, and the moment she saw Chu He, she remembered everything from last night.At this time, he insisted on sitting still and maintaining his decency.

Chu He stood by the door, waiting for her to speak.

Tan Yue looked at her for a while, then she smiled and said, "Let's go."

Chu He was stunned: "Huh?"

Tan Yue picked up her phone and flipped through it for a while, then raised her head and said to her, "I don't have a schedule today, I'm staying here for a day, you can go, don't take care of me, I'll give you a vacation. I'll find you again if I have something to do."

After hearing her finish, Chu He saw her expression, and clearly realized that this was Tan Yue who had returned to business affairs again.The Tan Yue who told her not to enter, who told her to keep the relationship, was not the Tan Yue who wanted to seduce her with a belly full of evil, nor was it the Tan Yue whose eyes were full of stars, who had a deep love and nostalgia for her .

Sitting on the bed in front of her was a businessman, an actor, her employer, who seemed to have no other emotional connection with her.

Chu He nodded: "Okay."

This is exactly what she wanted, and Tan Yue finally gave it to her.That's fine.

Those strange reactions last night seemed to be a dream. Chu He realized that Tan Yue might finally understand that she still liked Lin Quan, so she was willing to really let herself go, and continue to live in Lin Quan's shadow from now on. So alone forever.

Chu Helin looked back before going out, Tan Yue sat on the bed blankly, curled up her legs, leaned the quilt under her nose, hugged herself and looked out the window, as if watching an unreachable dream.

Chu He felt that his heart seemed to be pinched by someone's palm, and it hurt so badly.She can't even tell whether she loves her or herself.

The door was finally opened and closed. Chu He walked to the door of the unit and let out a breath of depression in his chest. When the phone rang, it was Shawshank.

"I told you that before. Interested in starting a new relationship?"

"Who wants to talk to me about a relationship that lasts less than two years?" Chu He laughed at himself.

"You think Shen Shiwan and I are fake? The photo was sent to you. It's three o'clock in the afternoon. See you?"

Chu He raised his face, looked at the gray clouds and sky outside, and breathed out a foul breath: "See you."

The author has something to say: The heart of the actress is many times more tormented than Xiao Chu.