Just be your own driver

Everyone picked up their glasses to respect An Xing, and An Xing drank it down with a smile.When he sat down, An Xing put his hand on Li Shaoyan's thigh, and Li Shaoyan took his hand, and said softly, "If you can't drink it, don't drink it. You don't have to fight like this."

"I'm fine." An Xing patted Li Shaoyan's hand, "It's been a long time since I've had a drink with so many people, and it's fine." He looked at Li Shaoyan, who was a little stern, "If you can't drink, don't drink it, I'll take it for you. "

"Me? Can't drink? Teacher An, did you let me do it once, and you misunderstood me a bit." Li Shaoyan bit his ear in a low voice.

"You are wrong, you let it go more than once." An Xing said with a smile.

"You bastard!" Li Shaoyan was about to catch An Xing, when Liu Wei shouted, "You two, can you take care of us, several of you are still single."

Li Shaoyan put An Xing's hand down, "You wait for me!"

After drinking and eating, everyone went down to the second floor to play billiards. Everyone booed to see An Xing's level, and An Xing had to show a little hand, and everyone bragged for a while. "I'm a bit too drunk, take a break, you guys play first." An Xing gave the cue to Liu Wei, and stood on the side of the table with a dignified expression.

"Angry?" Li Shaoyan asked standing side by side with him.

An Xing shook his head, "I just feel sorry for you."

"Love me?" Li Shaoyan didn't hear anything worthy of distress from everyone's nonsense.

"The face is warm and the heart is cold, no one can get into your heart." An Xing's eyes seemed to be filled with two glasses of wine, seeing everyone drunk, he took Li Shaoyan's hand, "No. Your heart is also warm, but What has entered your heart, you will never let it out again."

Li Shaoyan was stunned.The cue ball suddenly jumped out of the stage, and An Xing let go of his hand to pick it up.When the phone rang, An Xing put the ball on the table and touched Li Shaoyan who hadn't recovered yet, "Your call."

"Oh!" Li Shaoyan took out his mobile phone and looked at the screen. A series of numbers made his eyes sink, "I'll answer the call."

Li Shaoyan walked to the corridor outside the room, let the phone keep ringing, and finally pressed the connect button.

"Shut up, I'm mother." The voice from the receiver was a little panicked.

"I know it's you, what's the matter?"

"Your grandfather passed away this morning, do you want to come back and have a look?"

"It has nothing to do with me. Oh, is it a gift? Give me a card number, and I'll call you." Li Shaoyan spoke with indescribable indifference.

"Speak less! People have already left, so don't be angry anymore. You are the eldest grandson."

"His life and death have nothing to do with me, not only him, but also his son, his whole family. His grandson's name is Li Shaohua." Li Shaoyan said coldly, "It was you who said to sever the relationship at the time, and I begged you in tears Now, I knelt in the yard all day and night, and no one cared about me. Now I have the face to let me go back?"

"we do not have……"

"You didn't say that?" Li Shaoyan interrupted, "My colleague made it up? I was in a coma in the hospital because of an accident, and the hospital asked the family members to sign. When they called you, who said that?" Li Shaoyan His death has nothing to do with our family. Our Li family does not have such a person.'" Li Shao said with certainty.

The other party is silent.

"It's okay, I'll hang up." Li Shaoyan said.

"...your father's friend's daughter wants...do you want to meet?"

"First, I'm not your family, and you don't have to make blind dates for me. Second, you all knew that I like men when I was in high school. Because this incident killed me at the time, but I still like men I just turned 18, you kicked me out, oh, and gave me an IOU of 20, saying that it was the money I spent on raising me these years, and asked me to pay it off. I paid it off with interest After we got married, you said you would cut off contact from now on. You don’t have me, and I have no family. The Li family will not send me this incense stick, let Li Shaohua do the work of passing on the family.” After finishing speaking, Li Shaoyan hung up the phone.

Li Shaoyan let out a long breath and touched his face.When I was in the ward, I heard colleagues outside the door say, "It's really not a thing, my son is dying, and I didn't even look at it, and said I don't have this son." "Called Li Team's family, There is no one who cares about him." "The Li team is too miserable, the job is changed, and the family is still like this."

At that time, I seemed to be crying, and thinking about it now is really embarrassing.But that's okay, if they weren't so heartless, how could I be here today?

Li Shaoyan turned back to the hall and saw An Xing and them surrounding the pool table.

He held a bottle of mineral water in his hand, drank it one sip after another, mobilized his energy from time to time to socialize with everyone.When no one is looking at him, he is like a doll with no expression.Whenever someone glances at him, he becomes an actor under the spotlight, and his smile and behavior are very ironic. He will be sensitive to your needs, and then provide everything he can do on demand.He high-fives this one for a while, laughs with that one for a while, helps this one hold a bottle of water for a while, and helps that one set up a pole for a while.He sensed everyone's emotions in a game of insignificant billiards, and dealt with them skillfully.

When someone tells a joke, he will be happy, and even interpret a few sentences in a funny way, making everyone applaud and laugh; Listening, there are two tricks; if someone is bored, he will make fun of it and help you out.

If it weren't for Li Shaoyan knowing that An Xing met most of them for the first time, the smooth feeling of being like a fish in water seemed like they were best friends.

only……

He is also very tired.

Anxing sensed that someone was watching him, and immediately started searching.When he saw that it was Li Shaoyan, he put back his vigilance just now and gave him a relaxed and relieved smile.

Li Shaoyan walked over, leaned lightly on An Xing's body, and tilted his head towards him. "Uncomfortable?" An Xing felt that something was wrong with him, was it the problem with the phone call just now?

Look, he is so sensitive, even if he has done his best to control his expression, An Xing will find out the clues.Li Shaoyan curled his lips, wrapped his arms around An Xing's waist, and said to everyone, "You guys play first, An Xing is a little too drunk, I will send him back."

"Teacher An, are you all right?" Liu Wei asked after putting away the cue.

"I'm a little dizzy, let's keep playing, I'll go back first." An Xing borrowed the slope to get off the donkey and bid farewell to everyone.

When the two passed by the bar, a dignified and generous woman came up to her, "Brother An, are you going back now?"

An Xing stopped and said with a smile: "I have to leave first, and I still have a few friends to play. I will pay them any expenses. Tell me later."

"Okay! Brother, then you go slowly!"

Li Shaoyan glanced at An Xing, "Have you paid the bill?"

"It's the first time I'm having dinner with your friend. You should pay the bill. I'm a member of their family and I get a discount."

"How did I find out that you have members in any store, and you know all the foreman bosses?" Li Shaoyan said jealously, "If you have that money, why don't you give it to me."

"I'm a person who can only hang out in Taohuaping District. If I don't think about these things every day, how can I survive the past 20 years?"

Li Shaoyan regretted accidentally touching An Xing's sad place. "Go back to the police force to get the car. You're too drunk to ride a bike. I'll push the car back for you."

"I didn't eat well at the celebration banquet, so I worked so hard for the police officer to help me." An Xing said with a smile, "I will make it up to you someday."

The two walked slowly in the night, the neon lights on both sides of the street changed people's faces from time to time, the street was noisy, but Li Shaoyan could still hear An Xing's non-stop talking.

"Your colleagues are very good. Some of them are good at billiards. Let them participate in the competition next time. Maybe they can rank better than you."

"Ah."

"Liu Wei said that you have a lot of tricks. Every time he wanted to do something secretly, you were the one who came up with the idea and kept it from his wife many times. He said you were kind and never tricked him."

"Ah."

"But he is really your captain's brother-in-law. It's very pitiful for the wife at home and the older brother at work."

"Ah."

"Sometimes, family members are really troublesome. Ever since Xiaoke found out that we were going to take her to the amusement park, she didn't care about going to school. She could ask me eight hundred times a day."

"An Xing." Li Shaoyan stood still, looked at An Xing solemnly, puzzled, "How did you find out that I was in a bad mood?"

"The corners of your mouth will droop a little, as if you were clenching your teeth, and the muscles on the side of your face will be tense. Your eyes will be very focused, like staring at prey. The air pressure is very low, and passers-by will notice that you are unhappy." An Xing said while saying Imitating Li Shaoyan's appearance, the seriousness made the deity amused.

"Then how do you guess it's something about my family?" Li Shaoyan asked again.

"I touched it. You didn't seem to respond to the work at work, and you seemed to react at home. If you didn't say anything else, I would think of a lot of other things to test: a friend is sick, a friend is in trouble, etc. If it is not the case, listen to me for a long time, and you should be able to feel better."

"Aren't you going to ask me?"

"If you want to say it, you will naturally say it. If you don't want to say that I forced it, you will be unhappy." An Xing bit his lip, "I just want to make others happy, and don't do self-defeating things."

"Where did you learn it?" Li Shaoyan found a roadside step and sat down.

"Experience." An Xing said, "After my dad died, it was all up to the neighbors to help me. My mother told me to be nice to others. Coupled with the fact that I can't take a car, I always feel that I am a drag and always considerate of others. I slowly developed this habit. After I started working, people said I was a flattering personality, but in fact it is quite practical in interpersonal communication. When you have no stake, if you treat others better, there will always be gains .At least you can get a bunch of member discounts and a lobby manager. Hehe."

Li Shaoyan thought of An Xing's exquisite appearance in the billiard hall just now, and felt a pain in his heart for no reason.

He picked up some important words to sort out An Ning's relationship with his family, and he was dumbfounded.

"You don't have to be sad, I'm fine like this. My family doesn't care about work and doesn't love it. I'm really lonely. And in the police business, family members are weak, it's better not to have one."