Encountering the Koi

A few days later, Shen Yingqiu's matchmaking was settled easily. The other party was a girl from the same town, surnamed Zhu, aged 25, with good facial features, but a little dark, and with a high-pitched voice. It sounds a little noisy, but it doesn't look like a girl who hasn't left the cabinet. No wonder, her family grows cotton and pops cotton.

When I was playing cotton, I always sang a few songs with a high-pitched voice, but I was helpless because I couldn't complete the pentatonic and kept going out of tune. After a long time, I developed such a voice.

It's not that it's ugly, it's just that Shen Yingqiu likes to be quiet. If she really married this woman, wouldn't she be quarreled every day?

Shen's father and Shen's mother looked at Shen Yingqiu sitting there without saying a word, Shen's mother thought over and over again, and asked carefully, "Qiu'er, are you unhappy?"

Shen Yingqiu was taken aback when she heard the words, then quickly smiled and shook her head, "No."

"It's just to meet and see each other. It's not decided yet." His sister-in-law interjected, "Brother, don't think too much. If you think it's inappropriate after reading it, sister-in-law will tell you something else."

Shen Yingqiu responded with a smile: "Yes, what sister-in-law said is true."

"Qiu'er, you are not young anymore." Sitting there, Father Shen said slowly.

"Yes." Shen Yingqiu responded nah.

"This girl from the Zhu family, I've seen her before. She looks good, she can do it, she must be able to take care of others. I know what our own conditions are, so don't always think of this or that." Father Shen said.

"What Daddy said is true, so the child understands." Shen Yingqiu paused, "I'm afraid that the other girl will dislike me as a sick person."

"Your sister-in-law has told her about your situation. She is happy to say that you have studied and attended school. Except for your poor health, you are very satisfied with everything else." Mother Shen said with a smile.

"Hmm..." Shen Yingqiu lowered her head in response.

He has been ill for nearly ten years, and he has long been very indifferent to life-long events. He has never talked about love. He doesn't know about liking or marriage. Only when he met Shui Qianmo did he have an idea, that is, to marry this person forever inseparable.

It's just that the demon has no intentions, no matter how much I want to, it's useless. My family members are urging me hard, hoping that I can settle the big event in my life. This first matchmaking matter is quite different from what I imagined, but what my father said is right. time, look at yourself first.

With my own appearance, what else can I choose?

After thinking about it, seeing father and mother's earnest eyes again, he nodded and agreed, "Don't look at anything else, since you all said that the girl from the Zhu family is good, then let her be. "

When Shen's father and Shen's mother heard this, they immediately smiled, and Shen Wenqing and his wife also smiled.

Shen Yingqiu also opened the corners of her mouth and smiled, well, as long as the family is happy, other things are fine.

But, why is my heart so uncomfortable?

"Then I'll tell them, how about we choose a date to meet and then settle the date?" His sister-in-law said with a smile.

"It's all up to sister-in-law and you to decide." Shen Yingqiu said.

"Qiu'er, I'll buy you new clothes when the time comes. Let's dress up and go meet the girl." Mother Shen said.

After hearing this, Shen Yingqiu smiled helplessly, and said: "Mother, I'm a man, why do I dress up? It's not from a girl's family."

"Brother, you are naturally fairer than the girl's family."

His sister-in-law's blurted words made his elder brother Shen Wenqing stare fiercely, and she was so scared that she immediately stopped talking.

Seeing this, Shen Yingqiu hurriedly laughed and said, "Sister-in-law, are you praising my younger brother for my beauty?"

His sister-in-law smiled awkwardly, and replied in a low voice, "Yes."

"Brother, thank you sister-in-law for your compliment." As she spoke, Shen Yingqiu showed a nice smile.

The family talked some more, and finally settled the matter like this, and they separated.

By the time Shen Yingqiu returned to the hut in the other courtyard, it was almost three o'clock.

Afraid of disturbing the lazy fish's dream, he opened and closed the door lightly, walked to the bed in the dark, and before he sat down, he was embraced by the person on the bed, who put his chin down On his shoulder, he said in a deep voice, "I'm back."

"En." Shen Yingqiu responded, and then said: "Did it disturb your good sleep?"

"No." Shui Qianmo said lightly.

In fact, this stupid fish has not fallen asleep all this time, when the family called Shen Yingqiu to discuss life-long affairs, even if he likes to sleep, he couldn't fall asleep at this moment.

After a moment of silence, he still hesitated and asked, "Is it settled?"

Shen Yingqiu gave an "um", then lowered her head and bit her lip.

Hearing this, Shui Qianmo frowned, feeling displeased, but he just said coldly: "Isn't it sooner?" After a pause, he continued: "After you meet that woman, it won't be too late. "

Shen Yingqiu didn't answer.

Seeing that he was silent, Shui Qianmo said bluntly: "The girl from the Zhu family is not as good-looking as they say, she is a village girl with a loud voice and strong strength, which is far from the girl you imagined. I’m afraid you’ll hate it if you see it.”

Hearing this, Shen Yingqiu smiled lowly, sighed and said: "Don't let others listen to this, otherwise I'm afraid you will be laughed at by them; if the girl doesn't dislike me, I'm content. Can you despise others?"

Shui Qianmo lowered her face, pondered for a moment, and asked, "Shen Yingqiu, tell me, are you really willing to marry a woman you don't like?"

Looking into the man's eyes by the moonlight, he asked each word seriously.

Shen Yingqiu was taken aback, frowned, couldn't help hesitating, and said: "I...I..."

"I want to hear the truth."

Shen Yingqiu didn't speak, but raised her head and looked out of the window in a daze.

For a long time, he took a long sigh and said lightly: "When I was young, I thought that the person I would spend my whole life with in the future must be the person I like the most. When I look at him, the wind is soft and the breath is fragrant. Even when I fell asleep, I smiled. I just waited and hoped, only to realize that when a person grows up, it’s a joke to stay in a dream and refuse to get up. This life is not based on thoughts, it’s daily necessities Soy sauce and vinegar tea, it is a boring thing, you have to be patient and tenacious, people often say that sad days are easier to live in, so ah, people have to be realistic; so scrub and hide these beautiful thoughts, after all It's not easy to find a partner." After a pause, "What's more, I'm still a person in poor health, so I need to know how to be content and be realistic."

Hearing these words, Shui Qianmo couldn't tell what it was like, but felt sad and distressed.

Shen Yingqiu lowered her eyes, and said softly: "I really hope that everything I want, want, need, and think can come true, because I once thought that one day I would wear a red bridegroom suit with a big red flower on my chest, and stand there In front of the big red sedan chair, I watched the person I liked slowly come down from inside covered with Fengxia's shawl, took his hand, walked into the palace with him, worshiped heaven and earth, entered the bridal chamber, and then stayed with him for the rest of my life... But, how can I forget that I am a patient and a disabled person, as such a person, how can I have such a happy red, some are just a dream."

What he said was bleak, and Shui Qianmo felt uncomfortable hearing it, looking at him, he didn't know what to say for a moment.

Shui Qianmo remembered that very early on, the old man Qingyun told himself that things in this world seem simple, but they are actually complicated.

Life is always a bit unsatisfactory, unable to control one's own destiny, unable to live according to one's own mind, so many people think of becoming immortals, so that they can control their own destiny and realize the life they want.

In fact, everyone knows that there are many helpless things to be a god or a monster; and in this long life, loneliness is the most terrifying.

In this way, among all things in this world, there is no creature that lives comfortably.

It is God who is in charge of all this.

Think about it carefully, who will God spare?

Don't they all have to go through all kinds of tribulations and trials, large and small?

It's really not easy to live.

Shen Yingqiu took off her coat and said, "It's getting late, go to bed."

Shui Qianmo asked: "Do you think you can sleep?"

Shen Yingqiu was choked up by his question, and was speechless for a while.After being silent for a while, he whispered: "If you can't sleep, you have to sleep."

Shui Qianmo frowned.

Shen Yingqiu went to bed, and just about to lie down, she heard Shui Qianmo say: "If you don't like it, then don't marry, why bother yourself so much?"

"If you don't embarrass yourself, you have to embarrass your family. I don't want to." Shen Yingqiu said.

Shui Qianmo frowned even more, feeling displeased, said: "Why?"

"Why?" Shen Yingqiu looked at him angrily.

"Why do you want to wrong yourself like this? Just make it clear to your family members, what's so difficult about it?" Shui Qianmo asked, he really didn't understand.

Shen Yingqiu said: "It's difficult." She paused: "Because I don't want to marry any woman, my heart is full, and I have no room to pretend to be someone else, do you understand?"

Shui Qianmo was taken aback when he heard the words, looked at him, and said in a deep voice: "Shen Yingqiu, you are making yourself unhappy, you are not happy in the first place, and you have to be sad because of others. Why are you like this?"

"Even so, I'm willing, because my family is very important to me in this world, how can I selfishly disregard their feelings and do as I please?" Shen Yingqiu smiled as she spoke, forcing herself to look very Easy: "Qianmo, do you know? People can't live too selfishly."

After listening, Shui Qianmo was silent.

After a moment of silence, he opened his mouth and said, "You man, I should tell you what you want. I was really surprised by your behavior, but you should also know the meaning of family."

Shen Yingqiu nodded and said, "I know that, that's why I'm like this."

Shui Qianmo pursed her lips, looked at Shen Yingqiu's lonely eyes, and said slowly: "Shen Yingqiu, you think you are doing this for the good of your family, but you don't know that you are very stupid. If you want to spend your life with someone you don't like, you Do you think you can do it? If you can do it, it’s easy to say, but if you can’t, wouldn’t you ruin someone’s innocent girl?"

Shen Yingqiu sat there in a daze for a moment, and then said: "If it is really impossible, then I will have to die to please the girl, and I will never live." After a pause: "Actually, I have long been unwilling to live. many……"

These words made Shui Qianmo stunned on the spot, like a stone sculpture, his whole body was unable to move because of this sentence.

So decisive, so straightforward.

I don't want to live!

Shen Yingqiu didn't speak any more, she lay down and fell asleep.

And Shui Qianmo sat there, holding his aching head, opened his mouth, and finally just sighed.

Forget it, if I survive the calamity, I will have nothing to do with this person, so why bother with him?

He can marry whoever he likes, it has nothing to do with him.

Hmm, nothing to do?

Shui Qianmo didn't know that Shen Yingqiu was secretly probing this time. In fact, he originally planned to let this monster get along with the flow, but the family's urging marriage gave him an idea.

He wants to force Shui Qianmo to say that he is good to him.

Although Shen Yingqiu was not very sure, but through observation during this period of time, he knew that Shui Qianmo didn't dislike him, and even had feelings for him.

It's just that he is a demon, and he has kept his heart and desires for so long, so he doesn't know many things. Therefore, he is slowly teaching him, teaching him to understand many things, and even teaching him to like himself, and then he can't leave himself.

He is a common man, even if he is sick, he still wants a beautiful love and a satisfactory marriage.

Even if you are disabled, you still long for someone to love you, someone to love you, and someone to treat yourself as a treasure.

He hopes to have a home.

What he wants is someone who can give him a home.

Not forever.

I just hope that I can stay with that person until the end of my life.

After living for 28 years, he has been working hard to love and be loved, and he can get what he wants.

And Shui Qianmo was what he insisted on getting.

So now it seems.

It seems that if you want to be selfish once, you have to calculate this stupid monster.

No matter what the result is, you have to give it a go.

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