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Now it was night, the whole palace was lit up, Shen Xiu stood in front of the court and looked at the sky.

The moonlight spread softly, casting a hazy light on the night.

Someone came to the Feiluan Hall, but Shen Xiu didn't look sideways, just stared at the moon, silently thinking about the things in his heart.

When someone approached, he suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Your Majesty, do you know that the moon in the frontier is much, much brighter than that in the palace."

Yan Sui didn't speak, walked to him and stood still, silently raised his head to look at the bright moon.

He has never seen the scenery of the frontier, let alone the moon in the frontier.In his opinion, the moon seen in the palace is the brightest.

Because the glazed tiles and red palace walls have been his heart since he was a child.

So in his eyes, everything he saw in the palace was the most beautiful.

The moon in the palace is, and so is Shen Xiu in the palace.

Yan Sui didn't speak, so Shen Xiu didn't say anything, and slowly moved his gaze to Yan Sui's face.

Suddenly, he approached Yan Sui, raised his arms around his waist, and hugged him tightly.

Yan Sui was stunned, hesitantly put his palm on his back, and said in a slow voice: "I know you are uncomfortable, if you want to cry, you can cry, I will accompany you."

As soon as Yan Sui finished speaking, Shen Xiu buried her face in his arms and began to sob.

The clothes on his body were not thick, and the tears from Shen Xiu soon soaked through his clothes.Warm tears wet the skin of his chest through the material of the clothes, and he felt his heart stabbed hard, and his breathing was so uncomfortable that he lost his breath for a moment.

Shen Xiu's health was already poor, and he experienced a great tragedy in the past two days, and his heart was naturally depressed.He was crying in Yan Sui's arms, and he didn't know how long he had been crying, when suddenly his mind went into a daze, and he passed out.

Yan Sui was startled, and quickly carried him back to the house, and asked him to invite the imperial physician.

The imperial physician came to examine the pulse, prescribed some medicine, and left with a long sigh.

When it was almost dawn, Shen Xiu woke up. He just turned over and woke up Yan Sui who was lying on the bed.

Shen Xiu was startled, "Why are you here?"

Yan Sui didn't answer, but instead asked, "Are you thirsty? Are you hungry?"

After saying this, he got up and poured water and handed it to Shen Xiu in front of the bed.

Shen Xiu took the water glass, but didn't move.

After a long silence, he slowly took a sip of water.

"Your Majesty, tell me, can a broken realm be reunited?"

Yan Sui was startled, "What do you mean?"

"Nothing interesting, just ask."

After Shen Xiu finished speaking, he put the water glass on the cabinet next to the bed, lifted the quilt and got up and got out of bed.

"Your Majesty, I like the moon, do you know that?"

Yan Sui shook his head in a daze.

"Then do you remember what I told you before? I like the moon, I like lily of the valley, and I like winter melon candy."

Yan Sui shook his head again.

"You don't remember what I said to you, so why do you ask me to remember what you said?"

Shen Xiuchi|With bare feet, he walked slowly to the window.

Now the sky is getting brighter, and the bright moon in the night has disappeared.

He stared at the flowers and plants outside the window, "It's not that I can't remember what you said, it's just that everything I've done for you, you take it for granted, and you will forget it in the end."

"Your Majesty, a broken mirror cannot be reunited. Since you chose to hurt me, you should know that nothing you can do now can make up for your past mistakes."

Shen Xiu leaned against the window, the corners of her lips curled up slightly, she looked like she was smiling, but there was no joy in her eyes.

He said in a soft voice: "Your Majesty, the love for you in my heart has never faded. You will never know how much I love you."

He blurted out a series of words, but Yan Sui couldn't catch a word.

He never knew that Shen Xiu, who always looked calm on the surface, had such resentment hidden in his heart.

Shen Xiu remembered everything, Yan Sui should have been happy, but it was precisely because he remembered everything that Yan Sui couldn't be happy.

In order to keep Shen Xiu by his side, he would do anything.

Break his wings, imprison him, threaten him with everything he holds dear.

But now, Shen Xiu has nothing left.

Shen Duan'er died, the white jade tassel was ruined, Shen Xiu seemed to be the only one left, but thinking about it carefully, perhaps the last thing Shen Xiu wanted was him.

Yan Suixin had a premonition that Shen Xiu would leave soon.

He will do whatever it takes to escape the palace, escape him.

He has nothing, he has no worries anymore, the worst thing he can do is death, after so many years, Yan Sui also understands Shen Xiu, he knows that what he fears the most in his life is death.

Yan Sui suddenly approached and hugged Shen Xiu tightly.

He dragged the back of Shen Xiu's head like crazy and kissed his lips fiercely, his lips and tongue were entangled, and slowly moved.

Yan Sui kissed Shen Xiu's cheeks, neck, and chest, and wherever his lips passed, he left bright red marks.

Shen Xiu didn't resist, and even took the initiative to cater.

They moved from the window to the bed, and neither of them would admit defeat, leaving their own marks on each other.

After daybreak, Yan Sui didn't go to the court meeting, the palace servants knocked on the door a few times with their robes in their arms, but he shouted them back, so this morning's court meeting had to be cancelled.

At dawn, Yan Sui cleaned up Shen Xiu's body and left.

From the moment they kissed each other, the two of them never spoke a single word.

They seem to be mayflies drowning in the deep sea, and they regard each other as the leaf floating on the water.They hugged and kissed each other with all their strength, as if they wanted to rub each other into their own flesh and blood.

But such lingering lingering, but still unable to overcome the long-accumulated resentment in my heart.

Shen Xiu loves Yan Sui, but he will never forgive Yan Sui.

He hates Yan Sui for indulging Shen Jingshu and hurting him again and again, he hates Yan Sui's arrogance and ego never really caring about him, and he hates Yan Sui's behavior of using his only relative to threaten him.

But what he hates the most is himself.

If he hadn't fallen in love with Yan Sui himself, and personally gave Yan Sui the right to hurt him, how could things have developed to the present situation?

After all, it was all his own doing.He is the instigator, Yan Sui is only a pusher at best.

When Yan Sui left this time, he had been shut down for nearly a month.

He allowed Shen Xiu to move freely, and wanted to respect Shen Xiu's ideas, so he came every day, and every day Shen Xiu didn't see him, he would never step into the gate of Feiluan Hall.

He sent secret guards to monitor Shen Xiu all the time, so although he couldn't see Shen Xiu, he could clearly know where Shen Xiu went, what he did, and even what he said every day.

Shen Xiu planned to leave, but did not avoid his eyeliner.

Yan Sui received the news sent by the Seventh Dark Guard every day, he knew Shen Xiu's whereabouts, even though he felt sad and depressed, he didn't dare to go on the rampage like before.

Broken mirrors cannot be reunited, he knew that from the moment Shen Duan'er died, he lost Shen Xiu.Lost forever and ever, never to be regained.

As for the assassin that day, he sent many secret guards to investigate, and naturally found out the buyer, and that buyer was Shen Duan'er.

He didn't need to guess her purpose for buying his own life at a big price.

He used her to restrain Shen Xiu, so she gave up her life to give her brother his freedom.

Yan Sui never thought that Shen Duan'er would do such an extreme thing, but when it happened, he couldn't stop it at all.

He was wrong, terribly wrong, but there was no turning back for him.

He and Shen Xiu are probably destined to be monarchs and ministers but not lovers in this life, but even though his heart is like a mirror, he still can't let go calmly.

He still didn't want to repent, thinking in his heart, trying to use the strongest method to lock Shen Xiu by his side.

It doesn't matter if you put chains on his hands and feet, or drug him to make him paralyzed, as long as you can keep him by your side, it doesn't matter what method you use.

Yan Sui couldn't help thinking this way, but when he really wanted to do it, he couldn't help it.

In all fairness, Shen Xiu spent half his life as a soldier, and made countless contributions to Kyushu. It can be said that if there is no Shen Xiu, there will be no splendid country today.

Half of the country was made by Shen Xiu. According to his talent, no matter who he supports as the monarch, the country will be so prosperous and beautiful.

The Yan family has never lacked a sage monarch, what they have always lacked is a loyal and virtuous official like Shen Xiu who dares to speak and act.

Yan Sui would also make assumptions in his mind from time to time, if Shen Xiu had supported someone else, he might have been suspected by the monarch, but in any case he would not have ended up in the current situation.

Yan Sui is a cheapskate and a selfish ghost.

What Shen Xiu said was right, he never took Shen Xiu's words seriously, he was such a self-centered person since he was a child.

Shen Xiu lived and died for him for so many years, but in his heart, he couldn't resist Shen Xiu's hesitant words of rejection back then.

How could he... ignore the love hidden in Shen Xiu's eyes at that time?

On the table, the candle light danced lightly, Yan Sui stared at the blue wick, and saw the scene of that year in the dancing flame.

He and Shen Xiu are in the lotus heart garden, Shen Xiu is sitting in the gazebo, and he is standing in the stream.

His clothes were wet by the water, his eyes looked at Shen Xiu, and he said that sentence nervously and conceitedly.

"Xiaoxiu, will you be my queen?"

Hearing this, Shen Xiu stared at him in a daze for a long time, then bit her lips hard, forced herself to lower her eyelids, and replied cautiously: "No, it's not good. People in the world will not allow the emperor to be an orthodox emperor with a man. As a posthumous gift."

At that time, after hearing Shen Xiu's bad words, he didn't want to listen to his reasons anymore.

He didn't hear Shen Xiu's thinking, and he didn't understand Shen Xiu's worry. He only thought that Shen Xiu dared to refuse him, and he must make Shen Xiu regret this decision.

Dazed by his anger, his eyes were dazzled, he left in anger, and that night he threw down his sleeves and went back to the palace alone.

Shen Xiu, who came back in the last step, didn't complain to him at all, he was always so gentle and obedient, but no matter how good-tempered he was, how submissive he was in front of Yan Sui, all his words and deeds made him dizzy Yan Sui felt disgusted by hypocrisy.

So, he drove Shen Xiu to the frontier, and he went there for many years.

After Shen Xiu won the victory, he was recalled. On the day when he entered the city gate in armor and riding a tall horse, Yan Sui saw him for the first time, and there was only one thought in his mind.

—hide him.

Yan Sui suddenly felt that he was ridiculous.

Abandoning the sincerity like a shoe, but willing to live in the lies woven by Shen Jingshu.

He knew in his heart that Shen Jingshu's words were true and false, he was clear, and he had always been clear.

He knew Shen Xiu as a person, so he could naturally tell which of Shen Jingshu's words were true and which were slander.But he was so angry that he rejected him, so he paralyzed his thoughts and guided himself in his heart over and over again, telling himself: Shen Jingshu's words are all the truth!Shen Xiu is indebted to him, even if he makes Shen Xiu miserable for the rest of his life, he deserves it!

Yan Sui is a very qualified liar. Not only did he fool Shen Jingshu and Shen Xiu, he also fooled himself.

Before Shen Xiu rebelled, he always felt that Shen Xiu owed him a debt, and he should pay it back with a lifetime of freedom.It doesn't matter even if he locks Shen Xiu until he grows old or dies.

However, after unraveling all the deceptions, he finally saw how dark his heart was.

He grew up in the dark since he was a child, and Shen Xiu was like a ray of light shining into his world, so he fell in love with the scorching sun.

But when the beam of light did not follow his will and deviated from the direction of the light, he had a bad intention and wanted to pull the beam of light into the endless darkness to perish with him.

Only then did he realize that he had never come out of the darkness at all, and that the reason he thought he loved the sun was just a means to draw that beam of light into the darkness.

The author has something to say: I know you are uncomfortable, but I still can't help but want to hurt you.