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"Fu Shen, what's the matter?" He Qing quickly stretched out his hand to test his body temperature, his heart skipped a beat immediately, there was almost no warmth on the other party's body, and even his lips were bloodless.

"Look at me! Shen Fu, open your eyes!" Seeing the slightly dark eyes of the other party again, He Qing couldn't breathe nervously for the first time. He thought that there were no people on this floor, and it would be quieter for a walk. Who knew it would be like this.

"You don't feel good, why didn't you tell me sooner!" The man almost shouted out, these days people dared to do this with him under his nose, "I'll be right back, you wait, I'll be right now Go call someone..." While He Qing was talking, Shen Fu hadn't taken half a step away before Shen Fu grabbed his cuff with astonishing tenacity.

"Wait, don't go anywhere... You have to write it down for me..." Shen Fu couldn't even stand upright at the moment, leaning against the wall to support his body, panting slightly, "Some words..."

"When the hell are you still thinking of leaving a suicide note!" He Qing wanted to slap the other party, but Shen Fu suddenly fell straight down the wall, He Qing hurriedly supported him, and he Kneeling together on the cold ground.

Fu Shen struggled to show a wry smile, "It turns out that it's only at this moment... that I can find out that there are still so many things worth remembering. He Qing, can you say sorry to him..."

"Stop talking nonsense to me. If you just die like this, I won't bring a word to Lu Xiao. Lu Xiao will regret it for the rest of his life when he comes back. Have you heard that?" He Qing couldn't judge whether the other party could still hear him clearly words, but he must maintain Shen Fu's attention.

"It's really cold..." Shen Fu's body couldn't help trembling slightly, his consciousness drifted between the shells, and a few tears rolled down subconsciously. At this moment, he was crazily missing that person, and he remembered him. Lu Xiao's embrace, remembering the temperature of his palm, no matter what time, as long as Lu Xiao is still by his side, everything is so at ease.

He had been away from him for so long.

Where have you been, I miss you so much, the wind outside the window is getting stronger and stronger, the black clouds slowly rise up, the snow covers the roof, the ground, the branches are broken, and the whole world is blurred.

Small circles of light flashed in front of his eyes, and they gathered more and more, expanding little by little in front of Shen Fu's eyes, wrapping his consciousness gently like a feather, and someone chanted softly in his ear, Fu Shen I felt like I was falling into a falling dream, like the sound of glass beads falling on the ground.

"sorry Sorry…"

"What is the difference between my liking for you and your liking for him?"

"I just want you to be happy..."

"You Shen Fu lied to me for seven whole years, and you still keep so many things from me until now!"

"Listen, you don't have to love me, you don't have to care, you can turn a blind eye to my feelings, but at least respect those feelings!"

"Shen Fu, I love you."

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When Lu Xiao rushed into the ward, all he saw was the empty hospital bed.

He used to spend such a long time to accept that person's lies to himself, cheating one after another, and in the relationship of hurting each other, he always thought that there was still a lot of time, and some things could be said after he came back.

He swore that he would never question him again about how many things he was hiding from him. The memories of the past four years are still so fresh in his memory. He just wants to hug that person tightly and tell him from the time he saw him. From the first moment he saw him, he felt that Shen Fu was a gift from the heavens. No matter what the media commented or how long his body could last, he just wanted to stay by his side.

The dripping light snow is not clean at all.Lu Xiao suddenly discovered that they had had happiness and joy before, but he chose to leave when he needed him most.

Why did you leave him there alone?

Lu Xiao covered his head in pain, and a sudden dizziness made him arch his waist. Before he left, there were so many people guarding the hospital, and it was impossible for Shen Fu to leave by himself under the indiscriminate bombardment of the media. What's wrong... Lu Xiao's temples were throbbing, and nothing could happen to his Fu Shen.

"You don't have to think about it, he's gone."

Lu Xiao turned his head abruptly, only to find a handsome young man standing at the door of the ward at some point.

"Let's go...what do you mean..." Lu Xiao felt his lips tingle.

"It's just that you will never see him again!" He Qing said angrily, not understanding how such an impulsive idiot could make Shen Fu miss him so much.

Lu Xiao's feet were slightly unsteady, and he had to reach out to support the bedpost before he could speak again, "Tell me where he is."

He Qing sneered, "Now that I think about it, I asked where he was, but where were you back then?"

Lu Xiao realized that the other party not only knew of Shen Fu's whereabouts, but also that his words were full of protection, and his tense heart relaxed a little. At least Shen Fu would not be in danger.

"This is a private matter between me and him, and has nothing to do with you." Lu Xiao stood up straight, "You let me meet him."

He Qing rolled his eyes, begging for help and dare to have such an attitude with him! "He's not here, he doesn't want to see you."

"My parents... read the news..." Lu Xiao smiled wryly, He Qing was very surprised by the man's sudden weakness.

"We only have one son in our family, and my parents are like crazy... I can't explain it to Shen Fu, and the situation was urgent, and I just found out about his illness, so many things rushed in, I really..." Like Bearing too many burdens, Lu Xiao's eyes were sour when it came to the end, and He Qing realized that the other party's clothes had not been changed for several days, and even his chin was covered with blue stubble, looking very embarrassed.

"He Qing, if you really treat Shen Fu as a friend, let me explain those words to him... If he really doesn't want to see me again, I swear I won't disturb his life anymore... But at least Let me see..." Lu Xiao closed his eyes bitterly, "At least let me see him living a good life...he looks healthy..."

"Shen Fu resigned from ks, did you know?" He Qing looked at him with folded arms.

"I know." Lu Xiao said calmly.

"You have already lost a lot, don't do anything you regret." He Qing sighed, "Shen Fu is at He Qian's house, go find him, even if you Lu Xiao is a bastard, he must still need you The bastard."

"Thank you, He Qing." Lu Xiao stepped forward and extended his right hand to him, "Thank you for everything you have done for Shen Fu."

"Okay, okay, I've heard enough of your two words, I really want to thank me and take good care of Shen Fu, don't let him run to me every day, every time he comes in sideways and walks upright Going out, it's not easy for me to be a doctor, okay..." He Qing turned around and waved his hands, signaling the other party to get out of here.

Lu Xiao smiled nonchalantly, and pushed open the door of the ward. After heavy snowfall, the window was bright and wide, like a brand new world.In the years when you don’t know how to cherish, fate is full of reversals and teasing. Everyone always wants too much, but only a handful of what they get in the end. It is not until they have experienced the baptism of things that are right and wrong, that there is no such person. , the whole stage doesn't make sense.

"I said that I would protect him well." Lu Xiao looked back at the other party, "If he suffers from those comments and slanders because of my identity, then I am willing to be Lu Xiao only for him."

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The winter sun gently poured into the balcony through the white window screens. He Qian picked up a coat from the sofa, as if afraid of disturbing the tranquility of the moment, He Qian deliberately slowed down and walked up, gently but irresistibly. The shirt was draped over the opponent's body.

The slightly drowsy man sitting by the window sill woke up because of his movements. Shen Fu looked at the other's knuckle-boned hands, "Are you back?"

"I'm sorry, I don't want to disturb your rest." He Qian smiled, "The doctor said that you need to eat on time after the operation, and you can't be the same as before." Shen Fu responded lightly, stood up and was about to walk towards the dining table , He Qian stretched out his hand to grab him again, "I see the weather is very nice, you haven't gone out for a long time, right? Let's go out to eat today."

"You know I can't go out at all." Shen Fu lowered his eyes. Even though He Qian did not let Shen Fu get in touch with any news from the outside world, Shen Fu's experience and intuition in the entertainment industry for many years can still make Shen Fu anticipate the press conference in Xiali Afterwards, what kind of attacks the media will have on him and Lu Xiao.

"He Qian, a girl once asked me." The man laughed at himself, "They are both men, how could I be so lowly as to be subservient to another man."

"But I don't think it's any different from any kind of emotion in the world." The man's hair was longer and soft, and He Qian reached out and pinned a strand of it behind his ear. "You and Lu Xiao are both excellent. Everyone is entitled to love whoever they want to love. They don't understand nonsense. The future life has nothing to do with them, but you still have to live on."

We always use words to wantonly hurt many things we are not familiar with, as if most of us have the right to criticize right and wrong, but at the beginning of the creation of the world, who is the judge and who is the sinner?

"Shen Fu." He Qian gently pushed open the door, the weather was warm in the winter afternoon, and the snow on the roadside had a tendency to melt.The man slightly covered his eyes with his hands as if he wasn't used to the bright sunlight, but He Qian saw it but didn't say anything.

It's a long road, and he always has to take the first step himself.He Qian thought, he probably could only help him so far.

Without driving, the two of them walked along the open space in front of the villa one after the other, exhaling whitely, He Qian was thoughtful, one of his feet was slightly unsteady, and he fell to the ground in a particularly embarrassing manner.The black windbreaker set off the serious appearance of the man, and the action at this time looked particularly funny. Shen Fu couldn't help laughing, "Do you want me to help you up?"

"No need." For the first time in so many days, He Qian didn't know what kind of feeling he felt when he saw the other party smiling from the bottom of his heart.The man stood up from the snow, and suddenly stepped forward to cover Shen Fu's eyes. The leather gloves were mixed with melted snow, and Shen Fu was wrapped in his arms before Shen Fu could react.

"I'm sorry, about the press conference, I was capable of blocking the mouths of those media, but..."

"But this is a good opportunity to drive me out of ks. Once I leave ks, Yilu Xiao's temperament will definitely not stay any longer. Losing two employees at once, ks must have lost a lot against Xinghuang ability."

"Fu Shen..." He Qian seemed to sigh.

"You don't need to apologize for your interests." Shen Fu opened his eyes, and through the gap between the other's palms, he could only see the white snow, "Thank you for vacating such a house these days, but I don't want to live anymore."

"Is it because of Lu Xiao?" He Qian found it more difficult to speak than he imagined, "Shen Fu, he chose to leave first."

"But if it wasn't because I kept so many things from him..." Shen Fu smiled, "I can't tell who is right and who is wrong. Seven years ago, I seemed to have been walking in the dark until that person lit a beam of light. .”

Lu Xiao's feelings are always passionate and reckless, maybe sometimes what Shen Fu lacks is such a kind of courage.

He Qian's hand slowly moved away, but Shen Fu still closed his eyes. The long-term depression was rarely released. Shen Fu sighed deeply, "I used to be very afraid of being like this. It's dark, you can't see anything, you can't touch anything..."

"If you are afraid that you can't see clearly, I will close your eyes with you, okay?"

Shen Fu was taken aback for a moment, the all too familiar voice was deep and hoarse, it was just a sentence, but even the temperature was so unforgettable.I don't want to open my eyes, maybe everything in my ears is just an illusion?The scorching kiss covered him before he could think, desperately entangled as if trying to take away the other's breath.

Shen Fu's body trembled, and he felt dizzy for a while, his lips and teeth were full of each other's breath, and then Lu Xiao reluctantly let go of his long-missed lips, his dark pupils were bloodshot with excitement.

"No matter what happens, I will never leave again."

Meeting such a person is like meeting the whole world.Fingertips passed through the other person's hair with great attachment, "Shen Fu, tell me, okay?"

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The sky in City Z finally cleared up amidst the heavy snow that lasted for many days. The weather in early spring was still a bit chilly, but the withered branches had sprouted tender green new shoots at some point.

Several major events happened in today's entertainment industry. One is that the heavenly king who only came back a few years ago announced his permanent withdrawal from the film industry. The other is that the famous child star Wu Fan officially signed an agreement with Xinghuang Brokerage Company.Although the young face is still a little green, many years later, when someone looks at him, they will recall that Lu Xiao used to be just like him, with eyes full of determination.

It was drizzling, and in a blue cemetery, two men held a black umbrella and stood silently side by side.Shen Fu bent down to put down a bouquet of pure white flowers, and seemed to think of the girl sitting by the window sill again in a trance.

She is a good girl.

"Brother Shen, you don't need to do this because of guilt." She said.

"I will take care of you, I promise you, I will take care of you." I once promised myself.

The girl's gentle eyes at that time were full of blessings. She used to be a nightmare, but now it is more like a responsibility.

"Shen Fu, I want to use my salary since my comeback to create a foundation in City Z."

"Alright." Shen Fu straightened up, and took one last look at the smiling girl on the tombstone.Yuqi, if you are alive in heaven, you will also hope that I can take good care of Xiaohan, right?

The thin raindrops floated slowly, with a cool breath, gently hitting the face.The mistakes you should bear will be handed over to me from now on.

Lu Xiao looked up at the sky, "Let's call this foundation... Chunyu."

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The author has something to say: After going through a very difficult period, I was hit so badly that I didn't want to write an article at all. In fact, a large part of it was because the article was written so badly. I had the heart to look back at this article and was reluctant to code.Because this article was too cold, I cut it back and forth a lot according to the original outline, but I still can't deny my love for the characters in it. Probably every author is like this. There is a special feeling.

Thank you to every little angel who has read this article. I cherish every comment. I am most grateful to Gu Qi. When I saw Gu Qi sending mines on the days when I was hit hard, I would immediately close the entire browser with a guilty conscience, because I felt that I really can't stand orz with such a bad writing style, my dear, come on for the college entrance examination, come on, come on!

Let's talk about the plot... It's just a bunch of x, really, I still can't bear to look back at this article for the second time (crying and laughing), and I hope you will forgive me for the plot of my Mary Su to Feiqi , don't give up on the hopeless scumbag author, maybe in the next article I will suddenly change my style of painting and improve my level...

Finally, bow deeply again, thank you every little angel who saw the ending!It's uncertain about the extra episode, maybe there will be a series about meeting parents.I said before that I would update another entertainment article, but because I stopped writing for too long, I lost all inspiration orzorz. Now there are four pits, and I have already filled in this, so the next article should be about Western Fantasy "Death to Death" Life", um, just sauce, no matter how cold the hole I created, I have to write it down!come on!

Daily life

－－－［About meeting parents］－－－

Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and Lu Xiao's parents unexpectedly invited Shen Fu to celebrate the festival together. It seems that since Lu Xiao quit the entertainment circle, he has expressed his determination to the two old people.Although Shen Fu was somewhat reluctant, seeing Lu Xiao's happy face, he still couldn't say no.

After all...it can't be forever.

"It's Xiaofu, come in quickly." Lu Xiao's parents were more enthusiastic than expected, "Don't bring anything with you next time, it's such a trouble."

"It should, Auntie." Shen Fu said politely.

"Garlic pork ribs, sweet-scented osmanthus lotus root, steamed shrimp with powder..." While counting the names of the dishes, Lu Xiao took out the dishes carefully placed in the lunch box, which aroused Aunt Lu's delight, "Xiaofu's craftsmanship is really amazing. Not bad, unlike Lu Xiao, it’s really a waste of money.”

"That's right, it's so irritating to be such an adult who can't even take care of himself." Even though Lu Xiao said so, he kept looking at Shen Fu with a smile in his eyes.The dinner was sumptuous, during which Aunt Lu kept adding vegetables to Shen Fu's bowl, she liked this handsome young man very much.

"Little Fu." Aunt Lu looked at Shen Fu with a smile, "The steamed shrimp you made is really good. I tried it many times but couldn't handle it well. How do you always make this dish?"

Shen Fu was swallowing a small piece of rice, and was a little stunned by the other party's question.The dishes he brought were all made by Lu Xiao for him, let alone how they were cooked, he had never even seen shrimp shells.Seeing the other side throwing a glance to ask for help, Lu Xiao laughed in his heart, Shen Fu also had times of such embarrassment.

Seeing that the call for help was fruitless, Fu Shen had no choice but to put down his chopsticks, and looked at the two old people quite seriously, "I think the shrimp may be killed first..."

－－－［About Father and Daughter］－－－

If Xiaohan was asked to list her favorite things, the time at the top of the list must be walking out of school after school every day.

The sunshine at two o'clock in the afternoon in Los Angeles makes people feel warm in their hearts. Whenever Xiaohan sees that beautiful black car from a distance, the one standing next to him must be Lu Xiao, who is leaning on the door with sunglasses on, so Xiaohan can Under the envious eyes of the little girls in the same grade around him, he walked over with his head upright, threw the schoolbag in his hand at Lu Xiao who was full of aura, opened the rear door and sat in comfortably.

But Xiaohan didn't do that today, but called out "Daddy, good afternoon" very obediently, and then got into the carriage with her schoolbag in the other's surprised look.

Lu Xiao knew that Xiao Han never called Lu Xiao's daddy easily, so every time she changed her name, Lu Xiao felt a chill down his back.

For example, after coaxing herself sweetly last time, she said pitifully that night that the room was too dark and terrible after turning off the lights. He said that he could come to their room when he was afraid at night, so Xiaohan really jumped on the bed and lay between the two of them as soon as ten o'clock without any change.

Poor Lu Xiao was young and energetic, and he almost had a heart attack after a month of aggrieved nights. Of course, on the night of one month and one day, he was very witty and sent Xiao Han to the bonfire camping activities. The price Fu Shen paid for this was one Didn't get a chance to close my eyes all night.

"Xiao Han, just say what you have to say..." Lu Xiao sat weakly in the driver's seat, recalling all the past and feeling very sad.

"Lu Xiao." Xiaohan leaned over and looked at him cautiously, "Can you come to our school tomorrow?"

"Huh?" Lu Xiao didn't expect such a simple request, "Why, does your teacher need to meet the parents?"

"No, no." Xiaohan said anxiously, "We watched your movie in film class today, and then Teacher Sasha asked us if we thought the movie star was exactly the same as in the camera, I said no, and then Teacher Sasha asked us Why am I not."

Lu Xiao thought it was funny, "Then how did you answer him afterwards?"

The girl pursed her lips and said righteously, "I said that because Lu Xiao lives in my house, he plays cool and powerful roles every time, but at home he listens to my father, not only washing clothes Mopping the floor, and when Dad let him sleep in the study, he always sleeps in the study! Then Teacher Sasha said that she likes you very much, and really wants to see you in person!"

"... Xiaohan..."

"What's the matter Daddy o((>ω<))o"

"Do I really have to go to your school tomorrow..."

－－－［About Shopping］－－－

"Carrots and chicken breasts can be used to make soup..." Lu Xiao pushed the shopping cart, looked at the recipes with a gold-rimmed mirror, and looked for ingredients near the freezer.Since Shen Fu's operation was successfully completed last time, He Qing often reminded him to pay attention to his diet, so Lu Daxing, who had never known anything except noodle soup, completed the transformation from zero to quality in just half a year.

"Lu Xiao, there are enough vegetables at home." Shen Fu felt quite helpless. He didn't know when, every time he went shopping, the other party would go straight to the food area and spend half a day there.

"But you're really too thin." Lu Xiao said casually, "It would be nice to eat a little fatter, otherwise I'd feel so sick when I hold you at night."

"Then don't hug me anymore." Shen Fu turned his head and left, but was hugged from behind by the other party.

Lu Xiao would never tell Shen Fu how much he worried about that terrible nightmare whenever he lost weight.He always dreamed that his body was getting weaker day by day, as if he was about to disappear in the heavy snow that year in City Z in the next moment.

"Really..." Lu Xiao buried his head in the other party's neck, "Why is it so difficult to make you unable to escape from me?"

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