paranoid like you

Fu Chaosi's back was stiff, his breath was suffocated, his heart was filled with icing sugar, overflowing his mouth, so sweet that he couldn't speak.

"What's a boyfriend?" The dark-skinned boy tilted his neck and scratched his head.

"A boyfriend is a very good and close friend who will be together forever." Ye Mu wanted to be serious.

"Oh! I see." The little boy nodded, "Well, it's my own, so we can eat for free!"

It wasn't until the conversation between Ye Muxiang and the child was over that Fu Chaosi recovered from his sense of happiness, approached Ye Muxiang and said softly, "You say so, aren't you afraid of spoiling the child?"

"Don't you like to hear it?" Ye Mo wanted to rub the chopsticks in his hand.

"Do you know that sometimes you are really fiercer than me." Fu Chaosi was annoyed and funny, pinched the opponent's thigh under the table, and put his hand on it, "But go on, I like it very much."

Ye Mu wanted to mercilessly move away Fu Chaosi's hand touching his leg, and said fiercely, "Eat your food well."

Lunch is extremely simple, and the staple food is alkaline noodle steamed buns steamed in a big pot.There is only one dish, which looks like a big pot dish that people in the Northeast love to eat.It has everything in it, looks average, but smells good.

Ye Mo wanted to pick up a steamed bun and hand it to him, "Today I just wanted to see the children, but the teacher's kindness is hard to refuse, so I'm not ashamed to refuse. If you're not used to eating, let's go eat hot pot later."

"This is delicious." Fu Chaosi picked up a piece of meat and stuffed it into his mouth, and took another bite of the steamed bun, "This steamed bun is not bad either."

Fu Chaosi didn't intend to flatter. After living abroad for many years, he rarely tasted this kind of farmhouse taste.

Fu Chaosi said while eating, "Although there is still a gap compared with your dishes, don't tell me, the style and taste of your dishes are really similar."

"Stop flattering me, I learned all my dishes from Chef Zhang here." Ye Mo Xiang picked up a piece of meat and put it in his bowl.

"Why don't you say that green is better than blue because of blue!" Fu Chaosi flattered.

"Hurry up and eat yours." Ye Mu wanted to laugh.

After the meal, Ye Mu wanted to bring him a glass of water, "Look at how promising you are, the young master ate too many delicacies from mountains and seas in the United States, so that's why he thinks the folk dishes in our country are so delicious?"

"You don't understand, no matter how good the delicacies are, they can't compare to this meal." Fu Chaosi sat slumped on the stool, rubbing his stomach, "Can you cook this big pot dish? Make it for me later."

"Yeah." Ye Moxiang nodded.

After leaving school, Ye Mo wanted to take him to the old house where he lived in when he was a child.Compared with the clean and tidy upper surface of Qianyang Yemu's homesick house, this house in the countryside is obviously richer.It was covered with certificates of awards from Ye Muxiang's childhood, which had begun to fade and turn yellow.

The two of them rested for a while, Ye Mo wanted to borrow two fishing rods from the neighbor, and took him to the river.

The temperature in mid-April has warmed up, and winter jasmine blooms throughout the spring.The breeze blew over the broken hair on the forehead of the other party, there were mountains and rivers and a lover, Fu Chaosi suddenly fell in love with the tranquility at this moment.

"Philadelphia."

Ye Mo wanted to turn his head and look at him.

"How about we live here for the elderly when we get old?" Fu Chaosi lifted the fishing rod to make sure the bait was still on it, "However, I want to buy another piece of land and build a bigger house, so that it will be more comfortable to live in. Afterwards, we can raise flowers and plants, but this is up to you, I can only look at it, I can't keep it alive."

Ye Mo wanted to keep listening to him, but didn't reply.

Fu Chaosi continued: "Also, you must buy the most comfortable and most expensive bed. In this way, we can grow flowers and plants, play games, and go fishing during the day, and at night we can lie on the comfortable bed and do what we need to do."

Ye Mo wanted to laugh out loud, "You really think a lot."

"Why, you don't want to?" Fu Chaosi sat beside him and put his arms around his shoulders.

"No."

"Then you just say it's okay?" Fu Chaosi pinched the other person's chin and continued to ask.

"Row."

Ye Mu wanted to smile at him in the sun, like the first ray of dawn after a continuous heavy rain, shining through the dark clouds.

Looking at the cute person in front of him, Fu Chaosi moved a small bench and moved closer to him, "Ye Mu thought, do you want to kiss, hey__"

The ground by the river was uneven, and with Fu Chaosi's shift, Ye Muxiang, whom he had hugged, fell into the river together.

Fortunately, the river is not deep and there is no danger.Fu Chaosi got out of the water, put his arms around him again, and raised his lips, "Since it's all wet, then... let's kiss each other first before going ashore."

Without waiting for the other party to reply, he pressed the back of his head and kissed her directly.

The two of them didn't intend to stay overnight, and they didn't bring a change of clothes when they came, but they couldn't go back wet.

After going ashore, with the fish I caught, I changed into two sets of clothes from my grandmother, dressed like two migrant workers returning home, and took the return bus.

The road was bumpy, and the two held hands silently without saying a word.

But Ye Muxiang's frequently ringing mobile phone kept disturbing them. Although Ye Muxiang hung up quickly every time, Fu Chaosi still saw the caller ID on the mobile phone, it was Ye Muxiang's father.

This name inevitably made Fu Chaosi a little worried, and he couldn't help thinking about Ye Mu's father's visit to him before.The other party was extremely opposed to their relationship, and forced Ye Mu to live with him in Shanghai.

Now that grandma has returned to the countryside, Ye Muxiang is the only one left in Qianyang, will his father...

Fu Chaosi didn't dare to continue thinking.

When the car arrived at the station, Ye Mu wanted to send Fu Chaosi home as usual, when he was about to part, Fu Chaosi pulled him into a corner and hugged him tightly, whispering in his ear: "Don't leave me."

Ye Mo wanted to push him away, "Let go, there are people all around."

"I don't care, you promise me first." Fu Chaosi still hugged her tightly, refusing to let go at all.

Ye Mu wanted to sigh, "Okay, I promise you, I won't leave you."

"forever."

"Okay, forever."

"Excellent student, remember what you said today." Fu Chaosi rubbed his chin against Ye Muxiang's neck, smelling the mint fragrance on his body, "If you dare to break your promise, I can find you wherever you go .And, as a punishment, I will fuck you so that you can't get out of bed, so that you never dare to leave me again."

"Crazy." Ye Mu wanted to push him away, "Hurry up and go back, I'm definitely not leaving, stop thinking about it."

"Okay." With the other party's promise, Fu Chaosi was relieved a little, "Then I'll go up, call me when you get home."

"Um"

After Fu Chaosi went upstairs, as soon as he opened the door, Yuanyuan greeted him enthusiastically, as if she missed him very much, and kept holding him in his arms.

He rubbed Yuanyuan's head, and sighed: "Your godfather is really hard to deal with. You are obviously together, and you have slept in bed so many times. Why am I still worrying about gains and losses all day long?"

"You said, am I too worthless?" Fu Chaosi sighed, "It is said that this man has no heart, and the tighter you chase him, the less he will cherish him. Do you think I should play hard to get with him? , so that he can know my charm, Handsome Fu?"

Yuanyuan was rolled comfortably in his arms, squinting her eyes and calling out to him.

Fu Chaosi took a look at the time, "But now it's been 10 minutes since we separated from him, and he can get home in 15 minutes, why is it so slow today, should I go back for him?"

"No, no, no, I can't watch too closely, it will easily annoy people." Fu Chaosi said to himself, "But it's been 6 minutes now, and he hasn't called me yet."

Fu Chaosi raised Yuanyuan to his eyes, "Why don't I call him back, in case something really happens to him?"

While Fu Chaosi was struggling back and forth, the phone rang, and in a panic, he almost threw the phone out.

"I'm home." After the call was connected, Ye Moxiang's voice came over.

"Why is it so slow? Don't you usually arrive in 15 minutes?"

"Take the express delivery."

"Oh, what did you buy?" Fu Chaosi hated himself very much, but he couldn't control his words and deeds at all.

"Analog volume."

"Oh, then I go to school tomorrow morning, will you still come to my house to pick me up? Or I can pick you up."

"I'll pick you up."

Fu Chaosi actually felt like a little daughter-in-law worrying about gains and losses, "Okay, then I will wait for you tomorrow. And don't make me wait too long."

Ye Mo wanted to laugh, "Okay, go to bed early, good night."

"En." Fu Chaosi suddenly became quiet, and then said to the other end of the phone: "Ye Muxiang, I love you."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment, and a familiar and pleasant voice gradually came over, "Me too."

That night, Fu Chaosi had the most terrifying nightmare for so many years. In the dream, Ye Muxiang disappeared into his world as if he had evaporated from the world. White hair alone forever.

Fu Chaosi woke up from the dream, his soft cotton pajamas soaked in sweat.He took out his phone and checked the time. It was 03:30 in the morning, which was still early.But until dawn, he didn't dare to close his eyes again, worried that he would return to the terrible nightmare again, as if experiencing the torment of death.

Finally, when it was dawn, Ye Mo thought that he would be downstairs at his house at seven o'clock, and then call him.

Maybe it was because of the nightmare last night. From [-]:[-], Fu Chaosi's heartbeat gradually accelerated. He was sitting by the sofa, clutching his phone tightly and waiting for the other party's call.But until five past seven, the familiar bell didn't ring.

Fu Chaosi couldn't wait any longer, he turned on his phone and called back.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been switched off..."

"Fuck!" At that moment, the world seemed to collapse, and Fu Chaosi desperately ran to Ye Mu's home.

As expected, there was no answer when he knocked on the door, so he took out the house key that Ye Moxiang had given him before and opened the door.The room was still the same as when he came last time, it seemed that nothing was missing, but Ye Muxiang was missing.

He ran to the school again, but still couldn't find anyone, and then came to the head teacher's office, without even knocking on the door, "Teacher, Ye Mu misses him..."

"Oh, half an hour ago, Ye Mo thought his father had helped him with the transfer procedures." The homeroom teacher murmured regretfully, "Hey, such a good child was sent to other schools at the expense of others, what a pity..."

Fu Chaosi gripped the doorknob tightly and froze in place, having no time to listen to what the class teacher said behind him.

Ye Mo thought, you fucking lied to me!