paranoid like you

"Isn't it his girlfriend? No way, I think it's her! Look at her looks, it's no problem matching Brother Fu!" Zhang Shuai rubbed his chin, and suddenly widened his eyes when he looked at the photo, "Damn it! Could it be? You mean... Brother Fu is on two boats?"

Zhang Shuai continued to analyze, "It shouldn't be, I think Brother Fu is just a coquettish person, in fact, he doesn't look like that kind of half-hearted person!"

Zhang Shuai babbled a lot, Ye Mu thought some of them listened, and some didn't.But what he heard did not bring him a very comfortable feeling after all.

Zhang Shuai beside him was still chattering. The surrounding environment made him feel depressed, so he simply closed his book and left the classroom.

Zhang Shuai's voice came from behind, "Hey, the class bell is ringing soon, where are you going?"

Ye Mo wanted to go to the store and buy a bottle of Fanta, and it would be winter soon. Even if it was normal temperature soda, after taking the first sip, the cold feeling would still slide down the mouth to the chest cavity. For a moment, he didn't know whether it was cold or pain.

He walked alone to the grove behind the main teaching building, the sun near noon came bustlingly through the gaps in the branches, and the shadows of the leaves left mottled shadows on Ye Muxiang's body.

He leaned against a sycamore tree, took out his mobile phone, and opened the text message record.The last chat message with Fu Chaosi was still on the night of watching the meteor shower.Ye Mu wanted to stop the interface here, and was a little lost.

The current self made him a little unpredictable, he recovered with a wry smile, went to the address book interface, clicked on Fu Chaosi's phone number, hesitated for a long time before the delete button, and finally did not click on it.

Lock the screen and stuff the phone back into your trouser pocket.

Only when you care too much will you deliberately block and delete.The real indifference is to let him exist quietly in the communication list that you will never call.

The bottle of cold soda was still not finished, when the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Ye Mo wanted to throw Fanta into the trash can, turned around and went upstairs.

In fact, except for the sudden loss of a person who always brings troubles to me, there are no other changes in my life.

Ye Mo thought that when she came home from self-study next night, her grandma would still be watching TV in the living room.

Seeing that he came back, grandma got up and handed him the fruit plate cut in the kitchen, and took a piece herself, "Why haven't I heard from Xiao Si recently, I called him to ask him to come to eat at home, he always said that he was busy with his studies No time. Xiaoye, if you have nothing to do, help Xiaosi with her homework."

Ye Mo wanted to hold the fruit plate and smiled wryly, "Okay, I see."

Fu Chaosi's grades, where does he need counseling?

Ye Mu wanted to put the fruit plate on the coffee table, then turned and went back to the bedroom.Opening the closet to get bath towels, she looked up and saw Fu Chaosi's clothes neatly hanging in the closet.

Some Fu Chaosi took off for him when it was cold, and some Fu Chaosi took off when he stayed overnight.

This can't help but remind Ye Mo of the past that he doesn't want to recall. He used to think that it was a matter between two people, but when he looked back, he realized that it was all his own wishful thinking.

Self-love is the most ridiculous joke in the world.

Ye Moxiang put his hand on Fu Chaosi's coat, paused for a moment, finally shook his head, took out the towel, turned and walked into the bathroom.

On the way out of school on Friday, Fu Chaosi was riding his bicycle when he suddenly received a call from Zhang Shuai, "Brother Fu, at seven o'clock tomorrow night, meet Ang at Liu's barbecue, and send Mu Xiang off!"

"See you off?" Fu Chaosi suspected that he had heard wrong, and slammed on the brakes, "What see you off?"

"Didn't Mu Xiang tell you?" Zhang Shuai on the other end of the phone was eating, and his words were a little unclear, "Didn't he be a double champion in the team and individual competitions in our counting Olympic training before, and the Tsinghua Junior Class made an exception and admitted him."

Fu Chaosi remembered hearing that if he performed well in the Mathematical Olympics training, he would have a chance to be sent to Tsinghua University.

"Should be leaving next week." Zhang Shuai continued, "So, before I leave, my brother and I should get together again!"

Fu Chaosi remained in the posture of pinching the brake, his fingers were so stiff that he couldn't move.At this moment, he felt as if his heart had been pierced by a sword sprinkled with frosting sugar. He felt joy for the opponent's excellence, but it was difficult to hide the pain of being pierced through his chest by the sharp point.

It hurts to the bone.

We haven't seen each other for more than half a month, but when we meet again, we are separated.

During the whole day on the weekend, Fu Chaosi hardly got out of bed, and was listless, curled up in a corner the whole time.

After the alarm clock rang countless times, Fu Chaosi finally got up from the bed, grabbed a piece of clothing from the closet and went out.

Get in the car and come to the agreed place to see you off.

As soon as the person arrived, Zhang Shuai greeted him noisily, "Brother Fu, you are so unpunctual that you made our protagonist wait for so long." Pushing a large glass of draft beer in front of him, "Come on, let's punish ourselves first."

Fu Chaosi didn't have any ink marks, so he picked up the beer on the table and drank it down.

With a "pop", he knocked the bottom of the cup against the table, and Fu Chaosi looked at the person opposite.

He and Ye Mo wanted to be like two strangers, sitting at both ends of the long table, listening to the chatter of the other people.

But there must always be someone who speaks first. Fu Chaosi picked up his glass and thought to Ye Mu, "Congratulations, top student. I've done it, you can do whatever you want." He poured down another whole glass of beer.

But the person opposite was not even willing to give the most basic courtesy, and never touched the cup by the table.He just glanced up at him, expressionless.

In many cases, the pain in the heart does not need to experience life and death.Some are holding back in my heart, the deep and shallow pain that I can't explain clearly, bit by bit wears away my not-so-strong heart.

Zhang Shuai drank a little too much, grabbed Fu Chaosi's shoulders, looked up the photos on the post bar, and started gossiping again, "By the way, Brother Fu, let me ask you a question. Just this girl, is it your choking little pepper?"

Fu Chaosi looked at the phone. He also saw this photo later, which caused quite a stir in No. [-] Middle School.He shook his head and smiled wryly, "No."

"Damn it! Is Mu Xiang right? Isn't she?" Zhang Shuai looked surprised and curious, and pushed him back, "Then do you like this girl or that little pepper?"

Fu Chaosi raised his head and glanced at Ye Muxiang, who turned the glass in his hand like an outsider.

When the relationship was good before, he could still tease a few words in front of the client, but now, with such a stubborn self, what right does he have to continue teasing in front of the client.

But Fu Chaosi didn't want to lie, so he forced a smile and ignored Zhang Shuai's question.

Without getting an answer, Zhang Shuai turned to Ye Mu to talk to him, "Ye Xueba, if you get rich in Beijing, don't forget about us! When we finish the college entrance examination next year, we will all go to Tsinghua University to find you!"

"Isn't that right, Brother Fu, let's take the Tsinghua University exam together, and find Mu Xiang to go, we will still be brothers when the time comes." Zhang Shuai said to Fu Chaosi.

Fu Chaosi didn't answer, picked up another glass of draft beer, drank it all, the cold feeling went from the mouth to the stomach, a little tingling, "Boss, two more pints."

"Fu Chaosi, stop drinking."

This was the first sentence Ye Mu wanted to say at the dinner table.

When you are surrounded by someone who is not good at expressing emotions, it will occasionally make you even more annoying, because you will never be able to find any traces of expressing emotions from his tone or expression.

The boss took another two glasses of draft beer and handed them to Fu Chaosi.

Fu Chaosi pinched the edge of the cup tightly with his fingers, paused for a few seconds, and poured it down.

"Damn it! Brother Fu, what's the matter with you today, why are you drinking one cup after another?" Zhang Shuai put his arm on his shoulder, "Your current behavior is like a lovelorn."

"And..." Zhang Shuai continued: "What's the matter with you and Ye Muxiang? You didn't communicate all night. You didn't always harass Ye Xueba in the past. If it weren't for you two being men, I would I even suspect that you two are breaking up!"

Fu Chaosi closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to hide his anger.

"Look at you, there's that girl in the photo, and your choking pepper. Why don't you feel satisfied if you're soaking in both?" Zhang Shuai said in a sour tone.

"Get out! Don't fucking talk about it!" Fu Chaosi couldn't bear it anymore.Push Zhang Shuai away.

At this time, Ye Mo wanted to get up suddenly, and said to the others: "You eat first, I have to leave beforehand."

Then Ye Muxiang left the hotel without looking back.

Sometimes you will suddenly realize that the most painful is not the deep and shallow pain of parting.It's that when you know you want to part, the person you miss day and night doesn't even want to spend more time with you.

That night was the most irrational for Fu Chaosi in 18 years.

When people around him asked him what was wrong, he had no answer at all, and he was just moaning about nothing.

He didn't even remember how he got home last night, and when he became conscious, it was already the next afternoon.

With his previous personality, he planned to sleep until the next day.But thinking that he might be bombarded by the teacher in charge, he still struggled to get up from the bed.

When he arrived at school, just a few minutes after the first class in the afternoon, the chemistry teacher was preparing to review the topic of electrolytic cells.

Fu Chaosi had a severe headache, and was about to lay down on the table and sleep for a while.

But the head teacher knocked on the class door, and after signaling to the chemistry teacher, brought Fu Chaosi to the office.

The head teacher probably wanted to scold him again for not coming to class in the morning and still sleeping in class in the afternoon.Fu Chaosi was so annoyed to death that he had no intention of thinking about those things at all.

But when he walked into the office, he saw a strange man in his 40s sitting in the room. He said to him kindly, "Student Fu Chaosi, I'm from the Admissions Office of Tsinghua University. I'm here to discuss with you." Admitting you to our school's junior class."

"What?" The smell of alcohol from last night hadn't dissipated, so Fu Chaosi didn't react for a moment.

"It's like this. Originally, we were admitted by Ye Muxiang, a classmate from No. [-] Middle School in Qianyang City." The man straightened his sitting posture and pushed his glasses, "But he voluntarily gave up his admission qualification two days ago and introduced you to us. "