The little wild cat is milky and sweet

Whether it is long or not, it is not short, and I survived like this for a week.On the morning of the end of the military training, there was already a lack of people in each phalanx, and the art performance was going to be rehearsed, and Lu Yuechi followed suit.

In fact, it is not a serious talent. It was learned from Chen Xing. Chen Xing's mother always thought that his grades were not good enough to let him learn a craft. I didn't learn it, but I showed Lu Yuechi.

Even if you can't play too much, there are no calluses on your fingertips, and you can read the score and know which note is on which line.

Lu Yuechi was memorizing the scores when he heard a burst of warm applause from the playground, and then he saw a man and a woman standing on the stage.

The little girls next to them started screaming uncontrollably, Lu Yuechi asked, "What's wrong?"

The people watching were even more excited than the people on the stage, and said: "Just now, the young lady who performed and sang directly confessed to a senior in the junior year, saying that she had a crush on him for a long time, and finally followed him, and then the man said Actually, I noticed that girl before, ahhhhh!"

"And then?" Lu Yuechi's heart was pounding.

"Then they just kissed! I saw the school leaders laughing, absolutely woooooooo!"

Lu Yuechi pursed his lips, turned on his phone and asked Yan Ye if he had arrived.

The reply is that it is on the way.

Lu Yuechi was rarely nervous looking at the phone screen.In fact, it's not that I haven't seen that kind of public confession scene, but now Lu Yuechi feels like he has been beaten, and he still has a little expectation in his heart.

He told Yan Ye so many intentional or unintentional jokes, but fortunately he didn't take them seriously, but Lu Yuechi sometimes wondered, if he treats himself so well, will he treat himself a little bit one day... ...It's not considered affectionate love.

Even though a different group of performers have been performed, the enthusiasm of the crowd for the confession just now has not subsided, and they are still discussing.

A sentence rushed into Lu Yuechi's ears - "If I tell you that I like it, I have to say it directly. It's just my little sister. She and her boyfriend were childhood sweethearts. Only when we got together did we realize that we had a crush on each other for five or six years." Year."

Lu Yuechi touched the small bones on his wrist and moved closer.

"There are so many girls here, I heard that the senior hasn't talked to a single one in three years."

"Damn it! You're so dedicated!"

"It just feels boring. In the end, I let the girl confess. Afterwards, I will go to the society. There are more people there, so maybe we have to talk about it."

"So I still have to say it. If you don't say it, the ghost knows who likes whom."

Lu Yuechi wanted to listen again, but was told that he was going to go on stage.

This is just a small stone, but it was thrown into Lu Yuechi's unwilling to be lonely pool, and it caused a storm in a short while.

Lu Yuechi was on the rostrum with a guitar. When he came on stage, there were naturally a lot of cheers from below, and there were a few seniors crowded in the corner of the playground.Lu Yuechi's reputation has long spread throughout the school.

Yan Ye ran into the playground when Lu Yuechi sat down on the rostrum.

There was a traffic jam on the road, and the promise to come early to refuel turned into stepping on the bell.

They were all people, and Yan Ye couldn't get to the front for a while, and could only see Lu Yuechi sitting on the rostrum alone, holding a guitar in his arms.He is tall, and the blue and blue military training uniform looks good on him.

Lu Yuechi was facing the microphone, and also looked at the people below the rostrum, but he couldn't find Yanye.

After taking a deep breath, the first note was finally played.

A quiet song——

"Summer Palace".

The original singer was a girl, so Lu Yuechi's voice would be deeper, tinged with lingering uneasiness.

I know who I will sing this song to.

Then, during the singing, I suddenly realized that this seemed to be my own plan for a long time. I had thought about it since I decided to perform on stage.

He likes himself.

He will.

He can understand too.

The last verse of the song:

In my storm and storm you are the sky / in my waiting and suffering you are the oxygen / in my brokenness and desolation you are the miracle / it is you

It's you.

After Lu Yuechi sang all the songs, he suddenly choked up, and mouthed into the microphone, but didn't speak out.

In fact, he couldn't find where Yanye was, here, maybe not here, his eyes lost focus, and he didn't know who he was saying this to.

……

But Yan Ye saw it through so many people.

He is saying I love you.

His own name came out of his mouth.

He said, Yanye, I love you.

At that moment, the distance that could be shortened by only running for more than ten seconds suddenly became very far.

The flyer in Yanye's hand was already crumpled, he found a trash can and threw away the ball of waste paper, and chose to leave when Lu Yuechi stepped down.

quietly.

The first thing Lu Yuechi did when he stepped down from the stage was to go to Yanye, so he was a little afraid of what he had done, and the first message on the screen was Yanye's.

Y: [Sorry, something happened suddenly, so I won't be here.Take the money to treat them to a meal. ]

Lu Yuechi read this sentence word for word, feeling a little disappointed and a little lucky.

The whole performance came to an end, and a few people went back to the dormitory first. They didn't bother to wash the clothes for military training, and threw them directly at the clothes recycling place at the door. They lined up to take a shower, and after lying on the bed, the four of them went outside the school.

Yu Zeyong and the others were born and raised in Jiangbei, so they naturally knew which places were delicious and which places were not. They took the subway across the river and sat in a time-honored hotpot restaurant.

Lu Yuechi was a little absent-minded when eating, but he was photographed with a glass of wine in front of him.

The person who clapped the cups was Lin Feng.

Lin Feng: "I misunderstood you before, and now I am ready to be friends with you. If you don't like me, you can drink as you like!"

After finishing speaking, Lu Yuechi saw Lin Feng pour out the wine in his glass at once.

Lu Yuechi stuck out the tip of his tongue and tasted the wine, it was very spicy, and looking at Lin Feng's expectant eyes, he didn't have the nerve to say that he didn't know how to drink, so he just poured it in.

It was okay when I drank it, but Lu Yuechi felt a little dizzy after eating.

Yu Zeyong and Zhou Shiqi booed at the side, saying that one more drink and another drink!

Lu Yuechi shook his head and forced a smile and said, "No more, my uncle won't let me drink this."

"Don't lie to me! When I went to the bathroom, I saw your uncle watching your performance in the audience. You left after the performance. Isn't this a tacit consent that you can have fun with us?" Yu Zeyong said again: "Today you sing It’s so good, a group of people are shouting below, just like a star holding a concert, drink!”

Lu Yuechi paused, smiled bitterly, raised his glass, and said, "Drink!"

By the time everyone at the last table was drunk, Lu Yuechi was still the most sober one. He felt that he didn't feel uncomfortable after drinking this time, but instead felt blocked and bored.

Lu Yuechi took out his mobile phone from their respective pockets and called their parents.

Zhou Shiqi's parents came first, and Lu Yuechi went out to see him off. He explained the situation to his parents, and then fell to the ground before he could go out.

When Lu Yuechi woke up again, he found that he was on Yan Ye's bed, and the air was accompanied by the smell of alcohol and smoke.

Yan Ye leaned on the balcony, leaving only a shadow of Lu Yuechi's back, the lit orange lights were dotted in the night like stars, appearing depressed and lonely.

Lu Yuechi approached Yan Ye, leaned his back against the railing, and watched Yan Ye smoke.

Yan Ye frowned at first, and was about to make a move, when he realized something, stopped his hand, hanging in mid-air, and finally had to put it down, "Go to sleep."

There was no special expression on the face of the person in front of him. If no one told me that he had been here today, he would never have thought that this would be a disguised rejection.

Lu Yuechi raised his face and said, "Uncle, can you teach me how to smoke?"

"What's wrong with learning this?"

After finishing speaking, Yan Ye was about to snuff out the cigarette, but he didn't expect that Lu Yuechi would snatch the cigarette away halfway.

Before Yan Ye could even react, he was directly pushed against the wall by Lu Yuechi.

Lu Yuechi was born white, and the moonlight shone on him, as if covering him with a thin layer of mist.

It was still the same as that night, the air was filled with a swollen fishy sweetness, but this kiss was deeper, purer and more inescapable than before.

Lu Yuechi stood on tiptoe, holding Yan Ye's neck with one hand, and clung to his shoulder with the other. The smoke trapped in the gap between the finger bones had been completely burned, and finally fell to the ground, and sparks immediately overflowed.

And this kiss was not over yet, it was long and long, mixed with cigarettes and spirits, rich and mellow.

The smell of smoke was transported to the other person's mouth and nasal cavity along the intertwined lips, tongue and body fluid, and the sour taste of tears was also tasted on the tip of the tongue.

However, as if waking up from a dream, Yan Ye pushed Lu Yuechi away.

Lu Yuechi took two steps back, and Yan Ye was about to walk into the house.

There are some things that should be remembered, and things that should not be remembered have all flooded into Lu Yuechi's head now. Lu Yuechi didn't give Yanye a chance to enter the house, but instead blocked him.

The eyes of both of them were burnt pink from the kiss just now.

Lu Yuechi smiled and asked, "Was that your first kiss that night?"

Lu Yuechi approached Yanye, pecked his chin lightly, and asked, "Uncle, do you like it?"

Yan Ye didn't answer any more, but wanted to take a detour to leave.

Lu Yue whispered: "You can...you can try to like me a little bit. I'll just learn what kind of person you like. As long as you want, I don't have any complaints when you treat me like a girl. Yan Ye , I beg you to like me, okay?"

Yan Ye lowered his eyes, his kissed lips were still numb, "I like you enough already."

"I don't fucking want that kind of liking!" Lu Yuechi approached Yanye, almost pleading, and said, "Yanye, take a closer look at me, I'm not someone else, right?"

Yan Ye was silent, and said after a long time: "You don't like me, but you like the feeling of being taken care of, it's...you have been alone for too long, do you know? You are still young, not even an adult, you I still don’t know what normal feelings are.”

Lu Yuechi only felt his head buzzing, and he didn't even hear what Yan Ye said clearly, but he started to cry silently.

There is more pain than happiness. If no one mentions it, the relationship will remain fresh, and it may last for a long, long time. No one is a fool, but if this layer is pierced, then nothing will be the same.

Yan Ye said warmly, "You're fine."

"No matter how good it is, it's useless..." Lu Yuechi couldn't stop his tears and cried.

Yan Ye didn't say anything more, just picked up Lu Yuechi and put him on the bed, and said softly, "I can't give you anything."

"I don't want anything, I just want you, I want you to like me, I want you to be with me..."

"Go to sleep, it's getting late." Yan Ye avoided the question.My mind is also a mess.

Lu Yuechi drank and cried so much again, no matter how energetic a person is, he would be tired, and fell asleep after a while.Yan Ye was sitting on the edge of the bed, unable to leave, and did not want to.

I have asked myself countless times whether this is the result I want, and the answer is that I don't know.

Even if the gender is not discussed, he is still young and has not found his parents, and he has no way to be perfect, just as he always felt before, he is not capable of being a qualified husband, and he is not capable now. To be a qualified lover, even the most basic thing of being with him all the time is a problem, not to mention what should Lu Yuechi do if something goes wrong in the future work.

until it is bright.

When Lu Yuechi woke up, Yan Ye just came out of the kitchen with two bowls of noodles.

Yanye smiled and said, "Come and have breakfast."

Lu Yuechi looked at Yan Ye's eyes for a long time, and finally smiled along with him, and said, "Uncle, I won't bother you from now on."

"you have not--"

"I've made a lot of friends at school and they've all been very nice to me, and it's not nice to always come back and live."

Yan Ye was silent for a while, and responded: "I always come back during the winter and summer vacations."

"Yes, I have to come back during the winter and summer vacations, otherwise I have nowhere to go."

"Get along well with your classmates, don't have conflicts, and remember to eat on time, and tell me if you don't have pocket money, or you can use it directly."

Lu Yuechi shook his legs, the sheet he was holding was crumpled into a ball.He replied softly: "Yes."

"I'll pack your things for you later."

"Farewell, I'll do it myself."

As soon as the voice fell, the baby jumped out from some corner, Lu Yuechi scratched the baby's chin, and said: "Remember to take good care of the baby, if you are not at home, tell me, I will come back to see her."

"it is good."