One thousand reasons to break up

Sleepless!

This kiss, Nima...

Bai Tingmo shouldn't fall in love with him so quickly, besides, he didn't do anything special, and according to his memory in high school, shouldn't he be Bai Tingmo who he chased after?

So as long as I don't chase Bai Tingmo, Bai Tingmo won't like me.

That's how the script should be played!

Could it be that all of this is the same as the time-travel drama of Kowloon seizing the throne in the Qing Dynasty. No matter how much the heroine loves the eighth elder brother to the death, she wants to do a lot of things to prevent the later tragedy, but it turns out that it is all futile. History will still follow The original has been staged all the time, and what is even more frightening is that all the tragedies were caused by himself?

So, did I still fall in love with Bai Tingmo in the end, and did I single-handedly facilitate my breakup?

Heh heh, it's scary just thinking about it...

But Gu Youxue became more and more curious. If all the tragedies were caused by herself, then what was the reason for the breakup?

For such a gentle person as Bai Tingmo, what did he do to make him so frustrated with himself and make their relationship so irreversible?

Come to think of it, I don't have the ability...

What's more, if he doesn't chase Bai Tingmo, will Bai Tingmo really fall in love with him like he did in high school?What if I'm still afraid of being hurt and refuse to be with Bai Tingmo?

For example, if Bai Tingmo really likes himself, he will tell him that he doesn't like men... This way the rejection is straightforward enough. With Bai Tingmo's temper, he will not hang himself on a tree Yes, wouldn't this easily change the pain of the past?

"Can you sleep well and don't move around..."

Oh yes... Forgot that I and Bai Tingmo are bunk beds... If I roll on the top bunk, Bai Tingmo will feel it on the bottom.

But how can you blame yourself, it's not because of him...

His inexplicable kiss reminded me of the space, and I had to face up to my attitude towards him again.

baffling......?

Yes, speaking of it, it seems that Bai Tingmo is indeed a bit more inexplicable than before. The former Bai Tingmo would never be willing to sing like this in public, nor would he be willing to hold hands with people he didn't know very well, let alone kiss others casually. ...But now after returning to high school, I found that Bai Tingmo has changed...

Is Bai Tingmo really a blind spot in my memory? I feel something is wrong no matter what. Is it true that I don't know Bai Tingmo so well...?

These, if you ask Bai Tingmo face to face, how will the other party answer you.

"Why did you kiss me?" Gu Youxue thought deeply...

I don't think I have the guts to ask such a question in front of Bai Tingmo ==!

Eh!etc!Bai Tingmo!

What are you doing here!

Just as Gu Youxue turned around, she suddenly saw Bai Tingmo silently climbing up from the lower bunk. She was so frightened that she instinctively covered the quilt tightly and moved back.

I saw Bai Tingmo's expression on his face, even if you were more obedient, he climbed down.

Just when Gu Youxue breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Bai Tingmo was just warning him not to wander around again...

......

Bai Tingmo came up with the quilt in his arms...

......

Fuck, I backed away purely out of fear, not to make room for you!

And...because the bed in the dormitory was small, the two of them were a bit crowded when they fell asleep, so during the whole process, Gu Youxue didn't dare to move anymore, for fear of disturbing Bai Tingmo beside her, sometimes I really want to move, I feel that sleeping is always a movement too restrained!But looking at Bai Tingmo from the side, sleeping so comfortingly, Gu Youxue didn't dare to move any more.

The next day, Gu Youxue took it for granted that she slept all morning...

Bai Tingmo was refreshed, and he was very energetic all morning, which made people wonder if he had a spring festival outside the school last night...

However, Gu Youxue said in her heart that this feeling is really painful ==!

It's agreed, there is no intersection at all, the other party has mingled into my bed!I don't even have the courage to drive the other party down!And what is the situation with the other party's joyful expression, and what the hell is this proud expression!It's obviously because I didn't sleep well, Bai Tingmo, why are you so at ease!

Hey, but this kind of loss, I can only bear it by myself, anyway, it's better not to have too many strange relationships with the other party.

If you are asleep, you will be asleep...

Wait why is the wording so weird? QAQ!

The New Year's Day party is less than a month away. According to the regulations of the New Year's Day party, the top three winners in the competition will have to perform at the New Year's Day party. The last time they sang "Hug in the Wind" ranked second, and they were asked by the organizing teacher to prepare a show And there are rehearsals every weekend.

But...I don't dare to sing with Bai Tingmo anymore...

What if he held his hand on the stage again... What if he kissed him again...Will he really fall?

So I took out my long-standing skill of pretending to be sick, and told the organization teacher that my throat was uncomfortable. If it was Bai Tingmo, it would be fine for him to sing "Hug in the Strong Wind" alone. Even if something happened and he felt that he could not sing well, he You can change the song too...

Although I always feel that it is very bad to leave Bai Tingmo alone on the stage, compared with him abandoning himself so much, I am quite kind. What's more, I just don't want Bai Tingmo and myself to be sad again.

Speaking of which, keeping a distance from Bai Tingmo should be the most sensible way, but no matter how much I wanted to keep a distance from Bai Tingmo before, as long as the other party approached me, I didn't seem to have the courage to dodge again.

Therefore, what I have to do is to give Bai Tingmo a barrier, so that Bai Tingmo can't get close to me, so that I won't fall into Bai Tingmo's gentle whirlpool, unable to extricate myself!

It will be the New Year's Eve party soon, as long as I don't go on stage, I can just watch Bai Tingmo's performance on the stage from a distance, or I don't want to watch it at all, and just study in the classroom.

In this way, you will not see his tenderness, and you will not recall the past ten years ago.

It won't hurt anymore...

Maybe so, but what Gu Youxue didn't expect was that some facts were more heartbreaking than breaking up.

That is - the other party is with someone else.

The New Year's Day party came as scheduled. Since it was the party on December 12th and there was no holiday yet, she was still required to stay at school. Then Gu Youxue took it for granted to study in the classroom in order to avoid Bai Tingmo.

But this is of no use. When I hear the host announce the program, I will still get excited and look forward to it when I hear Bai Tingmo's name.

If it was in the past, I would have jumped over happily and cheered for Bai Tingmo. I still remember a long time ago, at the sports meeting, I watched Bai Tingmo run 1000 meters on the playground, and I was so excited that I couldn't say no Speaking out, although he is not as perfect as in Mary Su's novel, and his athletic cells are not so heaven-defying that everyone in the school pays attention to him, but in Gu Youxue's eyes, he is indeed extremely excellent, as if there is only one in the world. He was alone, in Gu Youxue's eyes, he was the only one in his heart...

How about going to see it again...?

Just for the last time...?

If you don't look at it, maybe you will travel back tomorrow?There will be no chance to meet again, maybe I will miss it forever...

However, shouldn't I and him miss it forever? Could it be that such a chance meeting can change anything?

In Gu Youxue's heart, the tsundere villain and the happy villain are fighting hard, go?not going?go?not going?If it were you... seeing an ex who dumped you, an ex who dumped you out of nowhere!Would you still wish to have anything to do with him? !

Yes... not going, not going is the most correct logic!

Thinking of this, Gu Youxue silently covered the English five-year college entrance examination and three-year simulation (...on the cultivation of a top student), and walked to the gymnasium... (... )

......

Fortunately, the gymnasium is not far from the classroom. Go out from the classroom and go downhill to the side door of the gymnasium. Entering there is the left side under the stage, and you can still see the stage effect very well!

The song had already been sung, and Bai Tingmo finally chose to sing Xu Yuteng's "Wait 1 Minute". This was a song he had to sing in KTV. His tenderness can be fully expressed in this song.

The magnetic voice makes the listener burst into tears. It was the first time I heard it on KTV, but I felt familiar. I may have heard it on some radio. I heard it now, and I am still very familiar with it, but what I heard , is my own sad heart.

That's right, why back then, you didn't give me one more minute to explain, and you left yourself without saying a word.

Finally arrived at the entrance of the gymnasium, Bai Tingmo had finished singing, and the host had already begun to announce the name of the next show. Just at the entrance of the stadium, he saw Bai Tingmo coming out from behind the stage, followed by another girl, a girl he didn't know girl......

This girl, and Bai Tingmo, were talking and laughing, the scene of a standard campus couple showing their affection, combined with the fallen leaves, looked extraordinarily peaceful and beautiful.

Gu Youxue was stunned. Looking at this scene, he was so beautiful that he even forgot to congratulate... He didn't dare to disturb her, or even stepped forward to say a word.

If there is no confusion in the memory, it is now the first year of high school, that is to say, the first year of high school has started for him and her?What... In other words, I and Bai Tingmo haven't started at all, have I?Everything is just Bai Tingmo playing with himself, there is no beginning, how can there be an end...

Gu Youxue tried to calm down her heart, telling herself that it was okay, Bai Tingmo broke up with herself a long time ago, this was a cis relationship, he broke up with herself, and was with this woman, it was easier for him to accept.

But the facts don't allow me to question more. In fact, Bai Tingmo had a girlfriend in high school, so...why should he be with him.

Those words before are all lying to yourself, right?

Gu Youxue ran back to the classroom as if running wildly, and began to try to distract him with other things, so that he would not try to think about these bloody plots, but the more he did other things, the more he felt in his heart. Occupied by Bai Tingmo!

When writing the questions, every word seemed to be explained by Bai Tingmo to himself, and Bai Tingmo could be seen in every picture, and even when I closed my eyes, I thought of Bai Tingmo's gentle face to me ten years ago!

Didn't you say we broke up...

Since the other party broke up with me ten years ago, and it can even be said that he has never been here, why should I still care about him so much?

Didn't I also make up my mind not to have anything to do with him anymore, didn't I want to get out of his world?Don't you want to keep your distance from him?

But......

When I saw him so close to others, when I really saw the reason for being hurt, I still couldn't help it... Aren't I very curious, wondering why the other party talked to him without saying a word? Break up by yourself?Isn't the other party "understanding" himself, if he told himself at that time that he had a girlfriend in high school, and he was just playing for fun, just an accessory, would it be cruel to himself?

Why do I care so much about Bai Tingmo's affairs!Can't you not pay for the pain of your own curiosity!

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