One thousand reasons to break up

"Give you another chance to answer, why are you avoiding me?"

because......

Because you will hurt me.

I'm afraid, I'll go back to the past again, I'm sorry, Bai Tingmo.

"Because you have someone you like. I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you. I'm sorry." Gu Youxue slowly relaxed and no longer felt tense. "I thought I wouldn't like you anymore, but I found that , it's hard for me to do all this, I want to avoid you, I want to alienate you, I can do it, but I can't, I don't miss you, but I can't miss you, the more I miss you, the more I want you, the more I miss you When I have you, I can't help but like you, so much that I don't even know that I can't like you at all. I'm already scared, right..."

Started the word, but was swallowed abruptly, because he could no longer speak it.

Seal lips with a kiss.

There is no struggle, no enjoyment, it is too sudden, there are only contradictions, and fear, fear of being hurt, fear of being deceived, but your kindness to me is extremely real.

Gu Youxue didn't speak, her head was empty, she didn't dare to think about anything, no matter how Bai Tingmo treated her, she seemed to have to accept it, just like 10 years ago, she accepted the breakup so calmly.

"I have someone I like, but I never know whether he likes me or not." Bai Tingmo loosened his lips and hugged Gu Youxue tightly.

The incomparably real temperature came, but such cold words were received.

Sure enough...

I'm just a tool for you to eliminate loneliness, right?

"Then why don't you ask her if she likes you?" Gu Youxue's heart dripped blood silently, Bai Tingmo, why do you say this in front of my face? Do I have to use tears to pay homage to us every time in my life? relationship?

"That person seems afraid of liking me." Bai Tingmo said with a wry smile.

"afraid?"

Gu Youxue was puzzled, "If you don't ask her, how do you know? The one Bai Tingmo likes should be a very good girl?" Gu Youxue's eyes rolled down a tear, but even so, she still wanted to know why. .....

From the beginning to the end, who did he replace, and finally had to end in tragedy.

...Bai Tingmo pursed his lips, and looked at Gu Youxue with a serious and profound gaze that he had never seen before.

"Do you like me......"

I......

Once in the classroom, the scene of asking Bai Tingmo came like a tide.

......

Bai Tingmo, did you accept that girl?

No, I was very moved and turned her down.

......

What, Gu Youxue, do you like her?

No no, I don't, I like you...

......

"I like you." Gu Youxue whispered, finally, she heard her true answer, and finally, she knew Bai Tingmo's feelings for her.

It turns out that you love me.

You love me!

Gu Youxue didn't hold back, and hugged Bai Tingmo, familiar body fragrance, familiar temperature, familiar voice, familiar appearance, why did she still miss this person so much after ten years of separation.

Because, for ten years, I have been in love with him, and never stopped. I missed him, attached to him, and never forgot his warmth.

The bath towel that separated the heartbeat of the two of them slipped to the floor...

The harder Gu Youxue hugged, the more Bai Tingmo wanted to possess, as if love meant that two people possess each other, even if they hurt each other, they would never leave each other.

This kind of pain, but still can't bear to let go.

This anxious, but still comfortable temperature.

This kind of panting, but still in a state of exhaustion.

These are all unstoppable, love for you...

Maybe, I really, will never be able to leave you, please don't go back to the past state, if you do it again, you will have nothing.

Gu Youxue thought to herself, closed her eyes, and stopped thinking about the past ten years ago, let it go, now that she can start over again, she is willing to take on everything, she is willing to let go of the pain of the past, and love again, even if Knowing that the result is separation, I will accompany you to the destined moment. Even if I know that the result will be harm, I will work with you to make up for the gap in youth.

it hurts......

In a blink of an eye, it was daytime the next day.

Obviously it was already there before, why is it still so painful this time.

Gu Youxue was embarrassed for a moment, and Bai Tingmo lay beside her, obviously too tired, but still sleeping peacefully.

Gu Youxue lowered her head, kissed Bai Tingmo's forehead, and was suddenly hugged by someone, "You still want to attack me? Why don't you usually kiss in an open and aboveboard manner?"

......

Damn you pretended to be asleep!

Bai Tingmo slowly opened his eyes, and kissed Gu Youxue's forehead in return, "By the way, don't you have access control, what are you going to do?"

"I..." That's right, I forgot about it, it's already past 8 o'clock, if I go back, my mother will definitely ask me where I went at night, and how should I explain it!Dorsey yo QAQ!

"What? Is it so difficult?" Bai Tingmo sat up and looked at Gu Youxue.

"It's okay, let's take a step at a time. I don't think my mother will ask me where I went at night. She thinks I have grown up." Gu Youxue replied.

Bai Tingmo raised his eyebrows, "Then you still say there is access control?"

"..." After hearing this, someone immediately lowered his head and remained silent.

"Okay, you lied to me!" Bai Tingmo grabbed the pillow beside him and threw it at Gu Youxue in front of him. Although it didn't hurt at all, there was a feeling of doting on the contrary.

Gu Youxue also lowered her head and indulged in this kind of sweetness. Instead of fighting back, the more she was laughed at, the more joyful she was, and finally she threw herself into Bai Tingmo's arms, "I said, are we dating now... We seem to be in love, hahaha..."

Seeing someone's silly smile, Bai Tingmo couldn't hold back anymore.

"Why, you don't want to...?"

"No, I just feel... How should I put it, happiness came too suddenly?"

Gu Youxue completely forgot the anxiety and unhappiness before.

"..." Why, the more I look at it, the more I feel that Gu Youxue is so stupid. What's with this spring-like expression.

"By the way, I might have to go back. After all, I haven't called my mother yet. If I don't go back, I think she will be in a hurry." Gu Youxue stood up and was about to go out. "Sorry."

"It's okay, wait for me, I'll see you off!"

Speaking of which, why does Bai Tingmo have an ID card? If I remember correctly, Bai Tingmo got his ID card in his third year of high school to prepare for the college entrance examination. He probably didn't have one in his first year of high school. Since he didn't have an ID card, how did he get one? house?

But this is a small problem, don't worry about it.

Gu Youxue returned home in Bai Tingmo's car, and tiptoed to open the door. Fortunately, her mother hadn't woken up yet, so she went back to her bedroom and lay down on the bed as if nothing had happened.

I suddenly remembered that today is Sunday, and my mother doesn’t have to go to work on Sunday, so I won’t wake up so early. Generally, my mother’s weekends, if there is no appointment to play mahjong, or other things, it is absolutely impossible to get up before 11 o’clock. Will get up, she always thinks that not sleeping late is extremely disrespectful to the holiday ==!

Gu Youxue still remembers that once it was already 12 o'clock, her father cooked a meal, and then asked her to wake up her mother, and then Gu Youxue saw that it was getting late, so she rushed to her mother's bedroom and woke up yelling.

Then...my mother put on an expression of "sit up in a dying dream", pointing her index finger at herself full of resentment, "You unfilial son!"

==!Gu Youxue had nothing to say at that time.

I slept for about 4 hours. It was my mother who woke me up for lunch. By the way, I waited until 11:[-] yesterday and went to sleep. I wanted Gu Youxue to go home early and not play too late.

Gu Youxue picked up the ribs, gave a absent-minded "hmm" and continued eating.

I really didn't dare to tell my mother that I didn't come home at night. Fortunately, my mother didn't notice this. It's gratifying, at least she won't question herself, and she doesn't have to make up reasons. After eating, Gu You Xue returned to her room and continued to play on the computer, overjoyed and relieved.

Huh?Where does the Conan theme song sound?I obviously play computer without turning on Kugou?

Fuck the phone ==!Gu Youxue took out her pocket like an electric shock, and took out the mobile phone that Bai Tingmo had repeatedly told her to bring in the car. The ringtone had been changed to her favorite anime music, and a warm current surged in her heart.

Let's answer the phone first.

"Hey!" A certain idiot had an excited expression on his phone.

"have already eaten?"

"Yeah." A certain idiot nodded like a sparrow outside the phone.

"What did your mother say?"

"Uh, she didn't ask much. She thought I went back last night, but it was just late, so this matter just passed away." Gu Youxue usually makes calls from landlines, and likes to use her fingers while making calls. Playing with the phone line, let the phone line wrap around my fingers a few times, it seems to be more relaxed, now I don’t have a phone line with my mobile phone, but I can’t bear the excitement in my heart, so I jump left and right, sometimes on the bed Toss a few times.

"Well, are you coming out this afternoon?"

"Why are you out?"

"Watch... a movie."

Pfft, Gu Youxue was choked by a gust of cold air, she agreed to go to the movies last night, why did she become like this!

"Well, what time?"

"You should rest for a while. It feels like you didn't sleep very well last night. I will pick you up at 4 pm, the 4:30 session."

"OK, all right."

"Um......"

......

"Anything else?" Bai Tingmo asked.

"It's gone." For the first time, Gu Youxue felt reluctant to hang up the phone, as if after hanging up the phone and never hearing the voice from the other end, she felt an inexplicable sense of loss, which she couldn't help herself Created, so I hope Bai Ting hangs up the phone silently.

"Then why didn't you hang up the phone..."

"Ah...by the way, have you eaten yet?" Gu Youxue put the topic aside.

"I've eaten." Bai Tingmo on the other end of the phone replied, "If you're okay, see you at 4 pm?"

That's right, we will meet again in the afternoon anyway, what are you doing like a bitch? ==!

"Yeah." Gu Youxue nodded, even though he knew that the person on the other end of the phone couldn't see his movements, he still showed an expression of great anticipation.

Gu Youxue hung up the phone, feeling empty in her heart.

It is said that liking someone will make people's IQ drop sharply, make people stupid, make people know nothing, and make people's hearts only be occupied by that person.

Is that the case?

Gu Youxue unconsciously picked up a book from the bookshelf, well, I still haven't forgotten the knowledge of the first year of high school, it seems that I am not too stupid!

Suddenly realize that this action is very stupid, okay?

Crazy, crazy, I am so excited, take a nap!

Gu Youxue was dazzled by emotion, and didn't think about why Bai Tingmo separated from her at the beginning, whether Bai Tingmo was playing with herself, and so on.

At least at the moment, Bai Tingmo loves himself, that's enough!

Gu Youxue could feel it clearly.

Let's talk about the future!

Being with him now is enough.

☆、Why don't you chase me