One thousand reasons to break up

"got engaged?!"

When hearing these two words, Gu Youxue was a little dumbfounded, even though he knew that this day would come eventually, he just didn't expect it to come so suddenly at this time.

"Yeah, don't you want to?"

The lady in front of her fully understood her son's surprise, because she helped her son make the decision on this marriage, "I see that you and Xiaoding have been dating for a while, and your relationship is pretty good, and Xiaoding is also very obedient. It's not too small, so..."

"Uh, I don't want to get married yet." Almost without thinking, Gu Youxue said it bluntly. At this moment, his heart was complicated, because he didn't know why he refused so simply.

"Why?"

This was the question that Gu Youxue was most afraid of.

If I remember correctly, this is already the tenth time I have rejected my mother's forced marriage, and every time my reasons are prevarication, seeing my mother being so serious this time, I know that I can't hide anymore.

Yes, why?

I have been with the other party for so long, why are you still reluctant to get married, not to mention that my mother is right, I have also reached the age of marriage.

When the spring breeze is green on the south bank of the river, and when parents are forcing marriage, at this time, my mother can always tell me a lot of truths, that I want to start a family quickly, I have already talked enough, so don't hesitate, and so on.

Gu Youxue also knows that he knows everything about these reasons. He knows that the woman named Ding Shan really likes him and treats him well, and has rejected the engagement in front of her several times. It should have been a long time ago, but Ding Shan often helped him smooth things over at such times.

"Let me think about it again?" Gu Youxue said silently, without any confidence.

He didn't know what else he was thinking about, how long he was thinking about it, and he didn't even know the reason for the refusal, it was like a conditioned reflex, and it was easy to say the refusal.

"Think about it, what are you thinking about, how long do you want? Which girl can tolerate you thinking like this for several years, but I still feel anxious for you and feel bad for Xiao Ding! Anyway, you have to give me something today." Answer, is it because you don't like Xiaoding? Or did you quarrel?"

"Mom, it's not...I..."

We didn't fight... I didn't dislike Ding Shan...

It's just that marriage is a lifetime thing, I want to think about it...

lifetime?

This is a long-standing word. When I was a student, I often made many promises with this word, and finally found that the life imprinted by the promise was short, and finally disappeared.

Once, he also told me all his life.

"There is snow in your name, then I will accompany you to see the snow for the rest of my life!"

In the end, he left after all, the person who only watched the snow with him.

Although he still doesn't know the reason for the breakup, he even doubts whether the other party is just playing with him, and the end has already been drawn before it even started.

Is this really a breakup?

Gu Youxue recalled bits and pieces of the past, even though eight years had passed, at this time he still felt a little pain in his heart, and he couldn't even recall.

"What's wrong with you?" Gu Youxue's mother looked at her son absent-mindedly, "What are you thinking, do you have someone else you like?"

Anyone else... like someone?

Do I still like him?

"I..." Gu Youxue wanted to refute, but she couldn't say anything. She had almost forgotten about it in the past few years. That matter...

"No, Mom, let me think about the engagement first, shall we?" Gu Youxue's thoughts began to fluctuate. Why did she think of him at this moment?

When I started dating my girlfriend, didn't I already make up my mind to forget him?Moreover, he never appeared in his own world again, without saying a word, he disappeared from the world, isn't that why he has always hated him?

"No, you have to give me the answer today. Don't you like Ding Shan? You have someone you like in your heart, why did you delay this girl for so long!" Gu Youxue's mother said in a slightly reproachful tone, even though she couldn't imagine that her son would not The reason for refusing the engagement, but she is even more unwilling to believe that her son is a heartless person.

As if she didn't hear her mother's words, Gu Youxue took out her mobile phone and opened the message bar. He had deleted countless text messages, but he didn't delete that one text message anyway. He couldn't believe it, so he just let it go. In text messages, lay for years.

The content of the text message is very simple - "Let's break up".

The three words are simple and clear, not at all like the person who once greeted me with care, but like a stranger.

The person who once said that he loves himself deeply, the person who once said to accompany him to watch the snow all his life, the person who once hugged himself to isolate the world.

At that moment, they no longer belonged to a world.

"Gu Youxue, are you listening to me? What are you thinking? Do you have someone you like in your heart that you haven't told your mother, or is there something else?" Gu Youxue's mother seemed a little angry , she is also a woman, which woman can wait for her great youth so much?

Gu Youxue obviously wasn't thinking about the engagement anymore, and she became absent-minded, "Let's talk about this later."

Seeing that Gu Youxue was so persistent, his mother didn't say much, but just sighed, as if she was worthless for a good girl like Ding Shan, Gu Youxue went to lie down in her room after eating.

What the hell happened to myself...?

Why did it become like this, what on earth was I thinking, wasn't this kind of peaceful married life what I had been dreaming of for a long time?What are you still hesitating about, or what are you demanding?

At first, I thought that incident had already passed, and I would never think about it again, but today when my mother mentioned the engagement, I still couldn't help but think about it again.

Gu Youxue took out her mobile phone and stared at the three-character text message in a daze.

Why, why did you reject yourself then?

There is no reason, no room, not even a phone call, just a text message, and then the person disappears, vanishes into thin air, evaporates in the world, did he feel so bored by himself during the time he was with himself?

Perhaps, the reason why I still recall that relationship after so long is not because I still hope for a result, but just hope for a reason...

A reason why you can't even tell yourself if you reject yourself...

"Do I still... like others?" Gu Youxue said to herself, "I don't know, I, probably don't like you?"

The breeze was blowing the boy's hair, and it also stirred up the boy's thoughts. He himself didn't remember how long he slept, but it was an extremely warm afternoon. Anyway, he had nothing else to do. He could sleep as long as he wanted.

"38 degrees 9, such a high body temperature and running 1000 meters, it's normal to faint."

"Then...doctor?"

"Don't worry, it's just a fever, it will be fine if you play a bottle here for a while, why don't you go back to class first?"

Uh, what's the sound?Didn't I take a nap at home? Why is it so noisy, and what's the matter with the strong smell of disinfectant.Who are all around?My head hurts a little, maybe I'm a little dizzy after sleeping all afternoon?

"Ah, it hurts..." Gu Youxue sat up slowly, and a strange yet familiar scene in front of him woke him up instantly. "Where is this!?"

"Ah, Gu Youxue, you're awake!" A girl walked slowly to the bed and sat down. Gu Youxue found that the blue and purple striped sheets in her home had now turned white, and the layout of the room was also different. No, it's like this is a ward, but everything is very familiar, even the girl in front of me...Although she is a little immature, Gu Youxue knows very well that she knows her!

Isn't she my high school classmate - Liu Yao?

Although she is much younger, she is still very familiar with this outline. Every class reunion, she is always one of them. Why is she so young now?

"I...Where is this place? Am I not at home? Why are you here?" Gu Youxue looked around, it was so familiar, why couldn't she remember it.

"At home? It's only Tuesday, and Friday is the holiday. How could you be at home?" Liu Yao didn't see the surprise and doubt in Gu Youxue's eyes at all, and handed a glass of water to Gu Youxue, "You have a bit of heatstroke, drink more Water, I’m going to class first, I’ll ask for leave for you and the head teacher, come back for evening self-study when you feel better, go back to the dormitory to rest if you don’t want to come.”

Tuesday?Today is obviously Saturday, right?And what kind of head teacher, what class, what evening self-study?I am already 26 years old, and I haven't heard these words for a long time.

"Class...?" Gu Youxue forced a smile, Liu Yao, are you doing a prank show?This plastic surgery is too good, it's so immature and pure like a 26-year-old high school student after being 16 years old!

"Yeah, you won't burn out your brain, will you? Do you remember what class this afternoon?" Liu Yao stopped.

"I don't remember." Still pretending, Gu Youxue smiled, saying that the school uniform really looks like this, and it even wears a school badge.

When Gu Youxue saw the school badge, she froze instantly...

Because, I also wear a school badge on my chest, Gu Youxue, Class 5, Senior One...

Looking at the historical relic in front of him, Gu Youxue was more moved than suspicious. Yes, it would be great if it was really high school now, and it would be great if everything could be restarted from high school. want......

Buying a house...?

study well......?

Invite Jack Ma to dinner...?

or......

Hey, I think too much, if I really go back to high school, I will still care about that person the most, I will want to know why that person broke up with me, this is what I want to do the most, right?

"Well, there is nothing I can do about you. If you recover almost, you should come to class. There are two math classes and one English class in the afternoon!" After Liu Yao answered, "I'm going to class, do I need to bring lunch?"

"Noon..." Gu Youxue thought to herself, isn't it already night, where is the noon, but when she looked out of the window, the bright sunlight penetrated into the room from the leaves, and a warm atmosphere permeated.

Shouldn't this... be... night?

Could it be that what happened to me in the past was all a dream?Now, is it really high school?No, it's impossible, my college life can't be a dream, my work experience can't be a dream, the night I was rejected, I received a text message saying to break up, the heart-wrenching pain, let alone a dream!

☆、High school dog life is scary!