i love you after all

When Jiang Yanran found Taihe Hospital, it was already the second day after Li Donghai notified her.With the dawn of genius, she found the inpatient department, and before entering the ward provided by Li Donghai, she saw a familiar figure sitting on a bench in the corridor.

Danjin crossed her arms and lowered her head slightly, obviously sleeping like this all night.It was still February winter, and although there were several rows of heaters in the corridor, the air was still chilly, so she put on a woolen coat that was not enough to keep out the cold, and her figure was much thinner than before.

Seeing that she was guarding outside the ward instead of lying in the ward, Jiang Yanran finally breathed a sigh of relief after being tensed all day.She walked up to Dan Jin, bent down and gently grabbed her shoulder: "Xiao Jin?"

Dan Jin gently opened her eyes, saw Jiang Yanran's gentle face dimly, and whispered back: "Team Jiang, you are here."

Jiang Yanran's nose became sore all at once: "Why did you disappear for so long and I can't find you? I'm really worried."

"I'm sorry, I wanted to contact you, but I lost my phone, I borrowed a phone, but I can't remember a phone number," Dan Jin's voice was hoarse, "Xiao Qian is sick, I have to watch her. "

"Then you should take a leave of absence from the crew and settle down in early autumn." Jiang Yanran said slowly, without any reproach in her tone, "When you leave, the media will go crazy. Why scold you?"

"I only care about Xiaoqian, I don't want anything else." Danjin looked into Jiang Yanran's eyes, her tone was gentle but firm.

"Not even work?"

"No."

"Not even Chuqiu?"

"..."

Dan Jin's eyes turned red.

Jiang Yanran picked up Dan Jin, took her downstairs, walked out of the inpatient department, passed by the outpatient department, stepped out of the hospital gate, and found a breakfast restaurant that had just opened across the street.She ordered warm fried dough sticks and soy milk, put them in front of Danjin, and said, "Let's eat something first. Judging by your face, I'm afraid I haven't eaten properly for several days."

Dan Jin looked down at the soy milk and fried dough sticks, but said nothing.

Seeing her like this, Jiang Yanran took out a brand-new box of Xuanhemen from her bag, peeled off the plastic paper jerkyly, took out one and handed it to Dan Jin, and took a brand-new lighter to light it for her.

Dan Jin took a deep breath, and took a deep breath of the smoke, letting them fully contact with her lungs.After a while, gloomy white smoke flowed from her lips.

"Boss, is there any liquor?" Jiang Yanran called to the man who was frying fried dough sticks.

The boss smiled and dug out a few bottles of Erguotou covered with dust from the pile of beer jars, opened a bottle and brought it to the table, taking two small glasses by the way.Jiang Yanran poured it all up, she only sipped a little, but Dan Jin drank the whole cup slowly.

Stimulated by the smoke and alcohol, her ears and eyes turned red a lot.

"One day when I was ten years old, I secretly checked my father's cell phone," Dan Jin skillfully flicked the cigarette ash, "I found out that he raised a mistress outside, and he wanted that mistress to give him a son. He has always wanted a son. That mistress has no education and no job, so she just hoped to give birth to a son for my father and then she would take over, but then she gave birth to a daughter."

Jiang Yanran looked at Danjin who looked a little strange at the moment, without saying a word.

"After giving birth to that daughter, she was afraid that my father would beat her, so she ran away. My father didn't want to raise another girl whose surname could not be continued, so he threw the baby under the small stone bridge. It was winter at that time. The river was frozen, so he put her on the ice. I followed him and saw what he did, and when he left, I dared not move, just stared at the baby. I knew I was only ten years old, There's nothing I can do about it, but I just can't go."

"Later, I picked her up. When I picked her up, she was still awake. She smiled at me. The moment she smiled at me, I knew I had to raise her. I took her to an abandoned factory, I made a kennel for her with my cotton-padded jacket. I dare not tell anyone that I raised a baby. If there is no milk powder, I will steal it. When I can’t steal milk powder, I will steal rice and secretly cook some rice in the pot at home. Porridge for her to drink. It was cold, so I wrapped all my clothes on her body, and I had five fevers in one winter, and I had no money to see a doctor, so I boiled it by myself.”

"Later, when she grew up a bit and had to start eating, I saved all my meals for her and begged for leftovers from my classmates. It was the first sentence I taught her to say, and I taught her to walk. In the first step, I even fed all the pagoda candies distributed by the school into her mouth."

"When I go to high school, she should go to elementary school too, but she hasn't even registered for household registration. Even if she has nine years of compulsory education, she is not qualified to go to school. There is no other way, I can only tear up the homework book in half Give it to her, break the pencil into two equal parts, take out my elementary school textbooks, and work as an elementary school teacher for half a day after school every day. I teach her to read word by word, teach her to calculate each problem, in order to be able to teach Good girl, I read desperately. I couldn’t afford books, so I went to the bookstore and stood there looking at it with a dead face. The clerk always chased me away. I almost ran around all the bookstores in the town. I bought all the books that I couldn’t afford back then, and that day was the happiest day for me, even more so than the first time I got my salary.”

"I was admitted to university that year, but because of her, I didn't go to report and went to Yunzhou instead. When my career reached its peak two years ago, I finally had my own contacts and relationships. At that time, I gave her It was only after she got her own ID card that she stepped into the elementary school for the first time. The day before the start of school, I dug through two dictionaries and gave her the name Dan Qian. Dan Zhanfeng is still I don't know, I raised a daughter for him."

Danjin smoked her first cigarette, "For so many years, Xiaoqian is my only hope to survive. I thought that ten years of hard life would pass, but...but..."

"What's wrong with her?" Jiang Yanran asked carefully.

Danjin hesitated to speak, but after a long while, she still didn't answer Jiang Yanran's question, she just threw the cigarette butt, as if she finally regained her senses: "I've been holding on to these things for too long, I can't help it. Team Jiang, you Just pass it through your ears, don't sympathize with me, how you treated me in the past, you will treat me in the future, let alone tell others."

"Don't worry, I will never tell anyone. I only knew that Xiaoqian was your sister before, but I didn't expect that your origin is..." Jiang Yanran had mixed feelings in her heart, "Actually, I am very relieved, this is The first time you talked so much with me, I always thought you didn't even consider me a friend."

Dan Jin smiled and said nothing.She knew that she and Jiang Yanran talked so much not because she was willing to go further with Jiang Yanran, but because she believed that Jiang Yanran would not gossip around.She just needs an absolutely safe confidant, not a friend who treats her sincerely.

"If Xiaoqian's situation is not serious, I'll find a nanny to take care of her. Why don't you go back to the set first? I'm afraid your reputation will be completely ruined if you drag it on." Jiang Yanran suggested earnestly.

"Xiaoqian is fine recently. I will help her tidy up in a while, and she can be discharged from the hospital after getting some medicine. I plan to let her take a year off from school and follow me to take good care of her health."

"That's good." Jiang Yanran took a sip of soy milk, and suddenly remembered something, "By the way, did I tell you that Chu Qiu also entered the hospital?"

Dan Jin's hands froze to collect the ashes, "What?"

"At the beginning, she was always waiting for you under the roller coaster in the amusement park, refusing to eat or drink water. The child was weak and fainted after a short time. We sent her to the hospital in Jiuzhaigou. If anyone sees it, they are afraid that the media will rewrite it."

The soot-stained fingers were tightly squeezed together.

"You should go and see her too," Jiang Yanran sighed softly, "That child is also very pitiful, she only believed in you, but you left for half a month without even calling her. "

"I'm sorry for her," Danjin said in a low voice, "but I have no choice. If I have to choose between her and Xiaoqian, I must choose Xiaoqian."

"Are you not going to take care of her?"

"No, it's just..." Danjin tore off some toilet paper on the dining table and wiped her hands, "Forget it, let's talk about it later."

The two of them had a brief breakfast, and made some for Danqian to take back. After she had lost the last bottle, Danjin packed up all her things and took her to Jiuzhaigou together.

Danqian is very obedient, greets Jiang Yanran very politely when she sees her, even treats her to an apple, and is also very obedient, she does whatever Danjin asks her to do without asking a word.

Jiang Yanran has been secretly looking at Danqian.Every time she sees this little girl, she can't help sighing secretly, she really resembles Dan Jin too much, no matter in appearance or personality, she is completely a shrunken version of Dan Jin.

No wonder it was brought out with one hand.

The three bought the earliest plane back to Huanglong Airport in Jiuzhaigou, and then took the bus to the People's Hospital.It was noon when we arrived at the People's Hospital, just after dinner, Jiang Yanran wanted to take them to dinner first, but Dan Jin declined.

"Chuqiu is inside," Jiang Yanran brought Danjin and Danqian out of the ward, and made some instructions with them, "In the past ten days since you left, she hasn't said a word, no matter who talks to her, she will Ignore it. I still don’t want to eat, and rely on daily glucose injections to survive. She only listens to you, so please persuade her.”

"Yeah." Danjin clenched Danqian's hand.

"I'll go back to the crew first, report to Director Li, and pick you up in the afternoon."

"It's troublesome."

"It's okay." Jiang Yanran patted Dan Jin's shoulder, and left without stopping.

Danjin's hand paused on the doorknob, and Danqian saw her hesitation, and silently squeezed her sister's hand tightly, giving her some confidence and comfort.Danjin smiled slightly at her sister and opened the door.

Another hospital bed.

Danjin had the illusion of going back to yesterday, and the sunlight shining through the window seemed to be Xiaoqian who was still wearing a hospital gown lying on the bed.But no, the child on the bed did not have long black curly hair, nor did she have a face that was eight times like her own. What flowed into her blood through the infusion tube was only glucose, not a blood bag.

Chu Qiu sat leaning against a big, soft pillow, her knees curled up, and there was a notebook on her lap, and she was drawing something on it with a pencil.Hearing someone coming in, she looked up.

After a moment.

Chu Qiu's eyes were filled with tears, and her immature voice was choked with sobs: "I knew you would come back."

Danjin's heart was instantly gripped so tightly that she couldn't breathe.

"Have you been waiting for me?" Dan Jin asked softly.

Chu Qiu nodded vigorously, cried and said:

"I know you're coming, so I'll wait."

The author has something to say: ["I know you will come, so I will wait." from Shen Congwen "After the Rain"]

Mr. Shen really knows how to write love stories, and the whole book of "Xiang Xing San Ji" made me very excited.

The bond between Danjin and Danqian is very, very, very, very deep