Little ginseng is super sticky

Mu Qi's pupils suddenly became deep, and he stared straight at Ah Yuan for a long time, then he opened his lips slightly: "Do you know the meaning of this sentence?"

A Yuan straightened her back, lest Mu Qi think that he was just playing around all afternoon and didn't study hard, "Of course I know! Not only do I know, I've practiced it many times."

In the live broadcast room just now, I said that my throat was dry.

Mu Qi's Adam's apple rolled, and he stopped talking to him, but lowered his head and continued to read the exercise book.

A Yuan stretched out her finger and poked Mu Qi, "Master, don't you have anything to say?"

Mu Qi touched the back of his neck, as if he was concentrating on checking the question, as if he hadn't heard it.

Ah Yuan curled his lips, his English level is barely able to memorize the alphabet, and he can say short sentences like "Iloveyou" which is considered a great improvement, and the master didn't even praise or reward him at all.

He took the cake box and continued to eat the soft soufflé.

It's just that the whole box of cakes was eaten by him, and Mu Qi still kept his previous action. He poked Mu Qi again, "Master, do you have many questions about this question? Why have you been looking at it for so long..."

Before he finished speaking, Mu Qi closed the exercise book, and immediately got up, "Keep going."

Then Mu Qi returned to the master bedroom and closed the door.

While cleaning up the cake scraps, Ah Yuan scratched his head in doubt. Why did the owner close the door so early today? Doesn't he usually close the door when he is sleeping?

Those who ignored his answers just now must have been confused by his wrong question just now.

Just as he was thinking, the door of the master bedroom opened again.

Mu Qi came out with the clothes, and went into the bathroom without turning his eyes.

After a while, there was a sound of "squeaking" water, and the owner seemed to be filling the bathtub, so he was about to take a bath, Ah Yuan thought.

in the bathroom.

The air was filled with white hot mist. Mu Qi took a basin and soaked all the changed clothes in the water. The cuffs and trouser legs were stained with the cream that was accidentally thickened when making the cake. down.

He walked into the bathtub slowly, the water flooded his calves, and his mind was flooded with chaotic thoughts.

When exactly did Ah Yuan fall in love with him.

No, Ah Yuan used a deeper word like "love", so it's not just liking.

When Ah Yuan started the food and broadcasting studio?Or was it when I took Yuan to celebrate Christmas?

Mu Qi twirled the drops of water in his palms, or earlier, when they met for the first time, beside the bonfire next to the tent in Baiyun Mountain, Ah Yuan had already...

Otherwise, how could he have trekked from the mountains to a completely unfamiliar city for him just to return a red rope.

Thinking about it this way, many of Ah Yuan's seemingly careless and innocent actions have added another layer of meaning.

No wonder.

For example, in the back kitchen, Ah Yuan said he was in her heart; for example, when he caught a cold, Ah Yuan asked if she wanted to kiss her; or the day before yesterday, by asking about those internet abbreviations, she was actually giving him hints; The little joke about eating fish eggs to get pregnant actually wants him to be responsible.

No wonder she was so greedy for his space that she sneaked into his house the night before and slept in the same bed with him.

Mu Qi has always thought that he is not a person with a rough mind, but he has always ignored A Yuan's intentions, so that A Yuan couldn't bear it just now, and directly entrusted him with his sincerity.

"Bang bang bang—" There was a knock on the door suddenly.

Mu Qi paused in the water, pulled back his thoughts, and faced the door, "What?"

Ah Yuan's loud voice sounded outside, "Master, why have you been washing for so long?"

Hearing his voice, Mu Qi replied somewhat unnaturally, "What's the matter?"

Ah Yuan: "Hurry up and wash, I have to wash quickly after I finish washing, didn't you say last time that a neighbor aunt said that I took a shower too late and disturbed the people."

Mu Qi's stiff shoulders instantly loosened, and he got up to get a towel, but he heard Ah Yuan's suggestion, "Or, it's okay to wash with the master, anyway, I use the shower and you use the bathtub, we don't disturb each other."

"No." Mu Qi immediately refused, subconsciously sat back in the water, and the warm water filled his chest.

Ah Yuan snorted, feeling that the master would not save time at all.

I remembered that when he was in the mountains before, the whole ginseng was soaked in the stream, it was cool and comfortable, and the water quality was clean and clear. Que Que just dipped in the water beside him and combed his hair. It was good to take a bath together. It was the most pleasant to chat while taking a bath.

Xu had been in the bath for a long time today, and Mu Qi felt his heart beating a little faster, so he sat in the water for another half a minute before trying to get up again.

Unexpectedly, after piercing that layer of window paper, Ah Yuan would become so impatient that he couldn't react.

After wiping off the water on his body with a towel, Mu Qi reached out to the prepared pajamas.

Mu Qi:?

He shook the thin long-sleeved pajamas in his hands to make sure there was nothing inside.The next moment, he looked at the clothes in the basin that had been soaked in the water before.

Mu Qi helplessly covered his forehead where he was.

Just now, he entered the room in a daze, and only took out his pajamas.

There is another person in the family now.

As usual, Mu Qi directly opened the door a crack and asked Ah Yuan to fetch his pants, but today he didn't know how to open the door.

He stood for a while, even though there was a Yuba over his head, it was still a bit cold, so he couldn't delay any longer.

He tentatively asked out, "Ah Yuan?"

Unexpectedly, Ah Yuan stood by the door the whole time, never leaving, and let out a loud "Ai~".

Mu Qi: "..."

Ah Yuan didn't leave because he was worried. It may be that he has been with animals for a long time, and he has contaminated some of their temperament. He feels that the closed place with water source like the bathroom is not safe. He is worried about the owner staying there for so long, so he keeps Stay outside.

But Mu Qi had another thought in his mind.

"What's the matter?" Ah Yuan felt strange, and didn't speak after calling someone.

Mu Qi coughed lightly, "Go to the closet in my room and get a pair of pants."

Ah Yuan let out an "oh" and walked two steps towards the master bedroom, then came back when she remembered something, "Do you want to get underwear or pajama pants?"

Mu Qi: "...all of them."

Ah Yuan hurriedly ran, rummaged for a while, and ran to the door of the bathroom empty-handed, "Master, you have blue underwear and dark gray underwear, which one do you want to wear?"

No one said a word in the bathroom.

Ah Yuan said to himself, "I think this blue one looks good..."

Mu Qi spoke quickly, "Take the dark gray one."

"Ang, what color are those pajama pants..."

Mu Qi: "Whatever."

Ah Yuan ran back to the bedroom again, he didn't care, the master was going to wear his favorite blue underwear today.

As soon as he reached the bathroom door with his trousers, Mu Qi quickly opened the door with his back foot, stretched out a hand quickly, and snatched the cloth from Ah Yuan's hand.

Mu Qi looked at the blue cloth in his hand with complicated emotions.

Before Ah Yuan could react, the door in front of him opened and closed, and the door frame was still shaking slightly due to the vibration when the door was closed.

Ah Yuan touched the back of her head with a puzzled expression on her face.

Soon, the bathroom door opened again, and Mu Qi walked out expressionlessly, wearing pajamas and pajamas with mismatched patterns, and said, "Thank you."

Then went straight back to the room.

at night.

The light in the living room was turned off, and someone entered the next room, and the sound of people walking on the floor could be vaguely heard.

That person must have gone to bed, and there was a "creak" sound of the mattress shaking over and over again, and he must have been watching "The Legend of Zhen Huan" again.

Mu Qi has been lying on the bed for quite a while, without feeling sleepy.

Finally, he sat up, took the cold boiled water on the bedside table, and slowly poured water into the potted cactus.

what's on my mind is

If you don't agree with Madoka, will he cry?

definitely will.

Slowly, the potted plants were filled with water, and Mu Qi, who was holding a mug, was looking away in a daze.

·

Mu Qi didn't fall asleep until dawn, and just after a while, the doorbell rang.

He had no choice but to throw off the quilt, put on a khaki cardigan, and went to open the door.

Tang Jiefan was so cold that his hands almost lost consciousness. When he entered the room, he felt warm all over his body, and he seemed to come alive instantly. In the city, it’s really freezing in winter!”

He saw that Mu Qi's eyes seemed to be a little dark, "Didn't sleep well? But it looks like you're in good spirits."

Mu Qi who was woken up not only didn't get up angry, but also warmed him a bowl of red bean soup that A Yuan didn't finish yesterday.

"Where's Xiao Yuanyuan, still asleep?" Tang Jiefan glanced at the second bedroom.

"En." Mu Qi responded.

Ah Yuan has stayed up late these days to catch up on dramas, and will stay in bed the next day, even thunder can't wake him up.

Tang Jiefan pulled away the chair beside him, motioning for Mu Qi to sit down.Mu Qi put his hands on the head of the chair, standing habitually, and didn't sit down.

Tang Jiefan's expression darkened, and he said, "I'm here to urge you to go to the hospital for a follow-up visit today. I was supposed to go to the hospital once a week or half a month, but you forced me to go once a month. Don't delay this time."

Mu Qi shook his head.

Tang Jiefan: "What does shaking your head mean?"

Mu Qi has his own thoughts, "I think the state is not bad recently, let's talk about it slowly."

Tang Jiefan was afraid that he would be resistant, so he didn't want to say much, so he changed the topic: "Archie, Xiao Yuanyuan's live broadcast rushed to the No. It’s sold out, I’m so happy! When Xiao Yuanyuan wakes up, I’m going to praise him. He’s so worry-free, well-behaved, and caring. I’ve been an agent for so many years, and I’ve never seen an artist who is so sympathetic to me. .”

"I was going to ask you about this. I was not at home yesterday and I couldn't catch up with the live broadcast. Why did I suddenly get such good grades?" Mu Qi asked.

Tang Jiefan finished picking up a bowl of soup, "Oh, it's a coincidence. To be precise, the people in Xiaoyuanyuan's studio were teasing him. Seeing that he was learning English, he joked that the English word for 'thank you' is Iloveyou. The audience in his live broadcast room are very fond of him. He is a mother fan. They keep tipping and want to hear Xiao Yuanyuan say this sentence in English. The more they tip, the more the amount soars... To be honest, I think this is An inadvertently formed human marketing case that can be recorded in the annals of history, after a good review, it can be recycled..."

Speaking of this, I suddenly found that Mu Qi was silent, and quickly stopped, "It's worth it, I know you are not willing to set up a character for Xiao Yuanyuan, it's fine if you don't do marketing, you don't have any business sense..."

I know how to beat the spoon every day. Of course, I only dare to think about this sentence in my heart, but I dare not say it.

Unexpectedly, Mu Qi didn't speak, but sat on the chair that Tang Jiefan had pulled out for him just now, staring at the table in a daze.

Tang Jiefan thought it was his own thoughts that made Mu Qi unhappy, "Oh, I just said casually that occupational diseases and occupational diseases are not for the sake of everyone. Every day I rack my brains to think about how to make more money for everyone in the studio."

Mu Qi murmured: "Thank you..."

With this thank you, Tang Jiefan was so scared that he almost stopped holding his bowl, and Mu Qi thanked him instead of scolding him?

He looked at Mu Qi with a complex expression, the latter sometimes frowned, and sometimes looked dazed.

I don't know how long the two sat in silence, Mu Qi's expression finally returned to calm: "Brother Fan, I have something to ask you."

Tang Jiefan drank the cold red bean soup in one gulp, "Say."

Mu Qi's voice was a little hoarse, "I'm going to follow up for a follow-up visit today, so watch Ah Yuan's live broadcast."

Tang Jiefan:?Just now I can’t say no.

·

The car was driving smoothly on the way to the suburban nursing home.

When Mu Qi first developed an eating disorder, not long after he left the circle, the public still paid a lot of attention to him, and there were often paparazzi squatting at the door of the apartment.Mu Qi didn't want to spread the news of his illness, and he didn't intend to use this to win sympathy, so he found this remote private nursing home for treatment.

To be precise, retiring from the industry was not passive. If he had continued to persist at that time, he would have continued to occupy a place in the entertainment industry. After all, if it really counts, black and red are also a kind of red.It's just that he took the initiative to choose to leave the place of right and wrong that made him hate it.

The watch on his left wrist had already rang several times, but Mu Qi didn't pick it up. After a while, the watch became quiet.

Just a second later, the bell started ringing again.

Mu Qi tapped the green answer button without hesitation this time.

Ah Yuan's tone was soft and full of urgency, "Master, why did you disappear when I just woke up? Brother Fan said you went to see a doctor."

Mu Qi calculated that Ah Yuan slept for 15 hours in total, "I can really sleep."

Ah Yuan worried: "I'll go to you, okay? How can I go to the doctor by myself? I watched on TV, and the doctors are very scary. They will stick those long needle holes into the back of your hand. It looks so painful, master, are you afraid? I won't broadcast live today, I will accompany you."

Mu Qi couldn't help but bend his lips, "I'm not afraid."

Ah Yuan was a little unhappy, "But I'm afraid, master, you haven't been live with Ah Yuan for two days, will the doctor leave you there, when will you come back..."

"The psychiatrist I went to see didn't need an injection." Mu Qi comforted him, "I'll be back today, and I'll bring you the famous Ding Ding Cake from the hospital. How about it? It's made of brown sugar, it's your favorite." That soft texture."

Ah Yuan said sullenly, "Okay."

hang up the phone.

Mu Qi's face was hidden in the dark compartment.

After figuring out the truth about the phrase "Iloveyou", Mu Qi was not angry with A Yuan. A Yuan didn't understand anything, no wonder he just misunderstood.

During the phone call just now, A Yuan Qingtian's voice full of dependence on him still echoed in Mu Qi's ears.

Ah Yuan was as clean and clear as ever.

Shame on himself.

A sentence that couldn't be simpler in English disturbed him all night. After learning the truth, the indescribable disappointment even lasted until now.

What is he disappointed about.

Why would he be disappointed.

The car drove close to the parking lot of the nursing home, and the moment it stopped and opened the door, through the mask, he could smell the usual hospital smell of disinfectant.

He hates the smell.

It will remind him of the bad memories that he has stepped into this place countless times in the past two years.

In the past six months, the disease has decreased, not because the disease has gradually improved, but because there is no sign of improvement at all, which makes Mu Qi gradually lose his confidence that he can be cured.

Doctors have been self-medicating for a long time, he can almost memorize the doctor's rhetoric, and he comes less often, because he doesn't want to waste time doing these useless work.

But today, he suddenly had a strong desire to talk to someone.

The moment I stepped into the nursing home, the smell of disinfectant was even worse.

He lowered the brim of his hat mockingly, what right did he have to be disappointed.

Is it his physical and mental integrity, or can he have the courage to take off his hat and mask and walk on the road without obstacles?He can't even live a normal life like an ordinary person.

I made an appointment by phone in advance, and Dr. Cui was already waiting half an hour in advance.

Mu Qi is not the patient she has been in contact with for the longest time, but it is the more difficult one.Mu Qi cooperated with her every time he had a treatment session, and was willing to take the initiative to confide in her.

But Mu Qi is so smart that he can even guess her rough treatment plan.

He has his own opinions and is deeply victimized by his strong desire to control. He is afraid that there will be something beyond his control in his life, so he imprisoned himself in a fasting space, and gained a lot from the perfect control of himself. sense of accomplishment.

When Mu Qi knocked on the door, she immediately pulled back her thoughts and put on a professional smile, "Long time no see."

Mu Qi also responded, taking off his hat and mask.

She looked at Mu Qi's condition calmly, except for her stinky face, she looked better overall than last time.But she can't say it. For ordinary patients, it is good news to tell the other party that their complexion has improved, but for anorexic patients, this sentence is a taboo, and the other party may aggravate their diet because of this sentence.

Dr. Cui flicked his hair, "I just got a perm yesterday, how is it, and I also took care of it, isn't it very shiny." He tried to use this to start the topic.

Mu Qi only glanced at it, then looked away, "It's okay."

Dr. Cui has long been accustomed to his attitude, walked to the water dispenser and asked him, "Coffee or tea?"

The heating was turned on in the room, and the temperature was very high. Mu Qi took off his coat, "Boiling water, thank you."

After filling the water, Dr. Cui put the glass in front of him, "You are such a rare visitor. You have to make countless phone calls before you come here. Let's talk about your life recently, you or me first?"

Unexpectedly, Mu Qi took the initiative to ask this time, "Let me go first."

He looked at the steaming glass of water in front of him, a smile flashed in his eyes, "I've been in a mess recently."

……

When Mu Qi came, he didn't organize his language, so the conversation was intermittent, and he talked wherever he thought of.

Before I knew it, the sky outside the window was completely dark.

Most of the time, Dr. Cui is in a state of listening and at the same time observing Mu Qi in detail.This conversation was a brand new development. It was the first time she heard Mu Qi talking to her so much, and it was also the first time she caught some expressions on Mu Qi's face that she had never seen before.

The wall clock on the wall suddenly struck eight times.

Mu Qi turned his head to look over, it was eight o'clock in the evening.

Dr. Cui joked, "Don't worry, my treatment is charged by the hour. There is no exact off-duty time. I welcome chatting all night long."

Mu Qi drank water to moisten his throat, and didn't continue talking.

Dr. Cui took the cardboard he had been recording just now, "This time your weight control score is the same as before, but your recognition score and self-control score have dropped, which seems to be the same as this person named A Yuan who appeared in your life. friends."

Mu Qi rubbed the cup wall with his fingertips.

Dr. Cui's tone was gentle, "Good, but not good. The good thing is that your attention is no longer on weight and food, and most of your life has been set aside to take care of this friend." matter.

The bad thing is that worrying about this friend has aggravated your stress. "

Mu Qi looked at her.

Dr. Cui has always adhered to a conservative treatment plan. For these patients with psychological disorders, she is not optimistic about the pressure treatment, because once the pressure treatment fails, the blow will be multiplied and devastating.

"I think it may be because of your long-term lack of family affection. After realizing his dependence on you, you established a reverse dependence and regarded him as a family member, such as a younger brother."

……

·

On the way back to the city.

Mu Qi rolled down the window a little, and the cool breeze entered the compartment, allowing him to take a deep breath when he was bored.

Dr. Cui was right. He also planned to treat A Yuan like a younger brother from the beginning, but sometimes A Yuan did not go through the provocation of his brain, which caused his thoughts to go astray.

Everything is attributed to friends, and it is attributed to an elder brother's love for his younger brother, which should have made him feel better.

But he didn't want to, but his heart was even more blocked.

It seems to complicate something simple.

something simple.

I was unhappy, and I didn't even concentrate on driving. I almost ran through a traffic light just now, and I can't go on like this.

Mu Qi found a fork, turned onto the path, and turned off the car engine.

He touched his lower lip, subconsciously took out the Ipad from his bag, and clicked on Raccoon TV, but the result showed that the network was not connected. Only then did he realize that there was no wifi outside, so he quickly connected to the watch's hotspot network.

The two seconds of waiting for the network connection seemed extremely long.

Fortunately, "Little Yuanyuan" has not been broadcast yet.

Ah Yuan is wearing a white sweater today, her bangs are laid out on her forehead, she has a strong sense of a student, and in front of her is a bowl that is almost empty, and there are some potato chips and baby vegetables in it, and there are bits and pieces of millet spicy white sesame on it Garnish with red oil as base.

Today is Mu Qi's specially prepared spicy pot for A Yuan. The condiments and ingredients were prepared before he came to the nursing home. Tang Jiefan helped to stir fry it before the live broadcast. The finished product looks quite appetizing.

Ah Yuan doesn't like spicy food very much, but she finds this feeling very enjoyable, her nose turns red, and she keeps inhaling.

Ah Yuan complained to the screen, "Thank you for the 30 roses sent by 'I want to eat fresh shrimp chips', but I can't speak that sentence in English with you today. You guys are too much, bullying me for not knowing that English word, I yesterday I also saw that someone cut my English sentence into a ghost video, and made it into an emoji package, please be merciful and save some face for Ah Yuan."

【Hahahaha goose, don't be sad, Mama loves you】

[I think our geese are too cute, so I tease you]

【We all like Xiaoyuanyuan very much】

【To be honest, I have a lot of troubles in my life recently, so I don’t have any appetite for three meals a day, but after watching Ah Yuan’s eating broadcast, I seem to have regained the joy of eating】【Me too! !Every time I see it, I get a big appetite]

In an instant, it became Xiao Yuanyuan's Kua Kua live broadcast room, Ah Yuan took a big gulp of Coca-Cola embarrassingly, smiling so much that her eyebrows and eyes were crooked.

But after boasting, some discordant voices appeared in the live broadcast room.

[I don’t understand why some people feel uncomfortable when eating is such a joy] [Whisper bb, I feel the same way, I even envy them, I’m worried about losing weight] [I don’t understand, anyway, this This kind of thing will never happen to me, I can share a little bit of my appetite with them] [what?Is there anyone who can't do such a simple thing as eating? 】

……

These words were mixed in the barrage of bullets, not eye-catching, and were quickly brushed away.

But when Ah Yuan saw it, he couldn't help being startled.

He put down his chopsticks and slid the barrage back to the conversations these speakers probably had no intention of.

The moment he had a mobile phone, the moment he learned how to search for problems on the Internet, the first thing he entered was the three words "anorexia".

Those pictures, those words flashed coldly before his eyes, and at the same time, Mu Qi's trembling right hand appeared every time when he was eating.

A rare serious look appeared on Ah Yuan's face, "Perhaps many people can't empathize with them. They think that some people, in order to control their weight, don't eat, induce vomiting, are stupid, don't cherish themselves, and are... an adjective. , Let me think about it... Hypocritical, yes, many people think this kind of behavior is hypocritical.

But what I want to say is that we are not each other, and we have not experienced their pain, so we should not laugh at their pain.These symptoms are not only uncomfortable in the heart, but also very uncomfortable in the body. They may want to eat well than any of us, but they cannot.

They are not hypocritical, they are just sick and will gradually get better. "

Ah Yuan took a deep breath: "People may only like to watch me eat, and don't like to hear me say these things, but I still hope that everyone can be gentle with them. Although my live broadcast room is small, I don't want to watch it anymore. When someone says such sarcastic remarks, I will ask you to leave my live broadcast room if you see me again in the future.”

When it came to the end, Ah Yuan's eyes were a little red, and she hastily put down the broadcast.

Mu Qi stared blankly at the empty live broadcast room in front of him with a black background, the missing piece in his heart seemed to be stuffed full and swollen.

Just then, the bell of the watch rang.

Looking at the interface, it was Ah Yuan calling.

As soon as it was broadcast, I called him.

Mu Qi answered without hesitation, and Ah Yuan's nasal voice came over instantly, "Why don't you go home yet."

Mu Qi opened his mouth, his heart was beating like a drum, but he couldn't respond.

Ah Yuan sniffed, "Did you get caught by the doctor? Will the doctor keep you for treatment and not let you go home, so I just said I want to go with you..."

Mu Qi: "A Yuan."

When he made a sound, his voice was inexplicably hoarse.

A Yuan's words were coquettish, "Master, I don't want to eat any cakes, please come back soon."

Mu Qi's heart ignited a wave of restlessness, which dispelled the lingering boredom just now, and he clenched the steering wheel tightly.

At this moment, he wanted to understand what love is and what family affection is.

I stepped on the gas pedal hard.

fuck brother.