give you a world

In Yu Yanqing's heart, she was thinking about her beloved like a demon, and she left this deep love to face alone.I have paid close attention to her silently for several years, she is happy to see her well, and she is happier than her to see her happy.She also looks forward to the day when she can pierce the paper on the windows of this house, and the two of them will face each other frankly.This slim hope follows like a shadow, but she also knows that the probability is only one percent.Knowing that speaking out will destroy her, then she will regard this one percent as the best gift from God, and cherish it for the rest of her life.

No one in this world can remove this lifelong shadow from her heart, but what caught her off guard was that the madness of last night betrayed her heart.

There was the sound of rushing water from the bathroom. Yu Yanqing was sitting on the bed covered with a quilt, looking at the messy clothes on the floor, she clenched her fists and gritted her teeth, feeling deeply ashamed.

You shouldn't, you shouldn't drink so much with Feng Chengqiu.This time I really messed up my determination after drinking.

I'm sorry, Qiuqiu!

A word of apology filled my heart, but I didn't know how to say it to the bathroom door.The liking for her has reached the point where she can't hide it, but she is uneasy inside.All of this was driven by the deep love in my heart, and I used wine to forget my feelings, so I attacked her.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped suddenly, Yu Yanqing's heart skipped a beat, and he stared at the door with guilt-filled eyes, but Feng Chengqiu never came out.Searching for some fragments of memories before he got drunk last night in his mind, Yu Yanqing guessed that Feng Chengqiu behind the fans was not happy, and seemed to have something on his mind that couldn't be solved.With this thought, she began to worry about whether she would be overwhelmed by doing such a thing.

Putting on a piece of clothing indiscriminately, Yu Yanqing ran to the bathroom door and listened closely, the sound of dripping water came from the bathroom, but Yu Yanqing, who was too anxious, was full of so-and-so who couldn't think of a drop of blood from cutting his wrist and committing suicide The picture of a drop falling on the ground made my head slam on the door in a hurry.

"Qiuqiu, it's my fault. I'm sorry for you. Don't worry about it. Come out quickly. As soon as I see you well, I will disappear immediately. I won't bother you in this life."

The door was already locked, Yu Yanqing couldn't break it open and had to knock hard on the door.

"Qiuqiu, don't worry me, open the door and listen to my explanation."

No matter how Yu Yanqing yelled, the bathroom was completely quiet except for silence.Yu Yanqing was on the verge of going crazy, kicking and banging against the door, half of his shoulder was so painful that his bones were about to shatter, but the door was still tightly closed.

"Qiuqiu, please don't do this, open the door, okay? I promise that as long as you are well, I will leave, and I will never disturb you again, Qiuqiu..."

click -

Turning the handle, Yu Yanqing took a breath of air and took a step back, staring blankly at the door slowly opening. Feng Chengqiu, who was intact, was in sight.It's just that she didn't wear any clothes, her long hair was sticking wetly to her face and chest, her eyes were red, obviously she had cried, and there were still tear stains.

Yu Yanqing was dumbfounded. She should have breathed a sigh of relief seeing that Feng Chengqiu was fine, but why did she just open the door like this?

"Qiuqiu, I'll get you a bath towel."

"and many more!"

Although Yu Yanqing was very excited, he could tell that it was not a hallucination.Feng Cheng's voice was not heavy, and there was no sign of anger in it.As if they were good friends a long time ago, the two words she used to say every time she wanted to go shopping: Wait!The only difference is the artistic conception.

Yu Yanqing didn't look back, fearing that he would not be able to face Feng Chengqiu, he clenched his fists nervously and waited for her to speak.

"Ah Qing." Feng Chengqiu only said two words, and then stopped talking, biting his lip, only tears kept falling, the water drops dripped from his hair, and the water droplets ran across his body, forming streaks of water thread, printed on the skin.

Yu Yanqing pressed his chest, never turned around to look at Feng Chengqiu, only more and more regrets occupied his body.

"Qiuqiu, it's my fault, am I right..."

"Don't apologize." Feng Chengqiu hurriedly shouted, stepped out of the bathroom in two steps and stood behind Yu Yanqing. "No apologies!"

Yu Yanqing was stunned, remembering that Feng Chengqiu told her many years ago that the two of them should never do anything wrong to each other, and never say sorry to each other.

After such a thing happened, she still treats her as a friend?

Feng Chengqiu's refusal to apologize gave Yu Yanqing a little courage, took a deep breath and turned around, meeting Feng Chengqiu's non-blaming eyes.He was overjoyed, Yu Yanqing was at least sure that Feng Chengqiu would not be overwhelmed by this matter.Then from now on, if she doesn't see her again, she can ensure that this matter will not be known by anyone, and her status as a movie queen will not be affected.

"Qiuqiu, I know what I should do. I'll get you a bath towel first."

"You like me?" Feng Chengqiu took a step closer, looked at Yu Yanqing fixedly, and didn't let her go.

Yu Yanqing was not very defensive, and couldn't answer at all.But he didn't want Feng Chengqiu to think too much.There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, but his voice was slightly bitter.

"Of course I like you, because we are best friends." She didn't dare to say it. Ever since she found out that she had regrets for Feng Chengqiu in the third year of high school, she could never forget her in her heart.That is one's own sweet pain, which cannot be easily mentioned.

"I'm not talking about liking between friends, I'm talking about...love. Similar to love between a man and a woman, but different."

Yu Yanqing's face changed, and he felt that what he was trying to hide was being figured out bit by bit by the other party, so he clicked through without mercy.This feeling of being spied into the truth made her unable to face it.

"Qiuqiu, you must be drunk, I'll give you..."

"Since you didn't, why apologize?" Feng Chengqiu roared vigorously, his chest heaving with excitement, "Isn't it because you feel sorry for me that you want to say sorry? Yu Yanqing, dare you do it or not admit it."

"I didn't!" Yu Yanqing was provoked and yelled at Feng Chengqiu as well.The love in my heart is about to come out, but it is still a little bit short of fire.Feng Chengqiu is the person she least wants to hurt, let alone destroy her future because of herself. In the complicated and weird entertainment industry, even a normal relationship will lose fans and get hacked, let alone a homosexual relationship.

Feng Chengqiu held Yu Yanqing's shoulder, "Then why are you...with me? Why?"

"It's just because we were all drunk and everything that happened last night was unconscious."

Feng Chengqiu let go of his hand, and as the daylight gradually dimmed, he lowered his head and sobbed.Yu Yanqing turned around to get her a bath towel, her heart ached even more than hers.Everyone's love hopes to bloom, but she can only restrain herself and deny it.

When Yu Yanqing covered Feng Chengqiu with a bath towel, Feng Chengqiu raised his head.The red eyes and the tears that kept falling made Yu Yanqing even more sad.

"Ah Qing, be my...girlfriend!"

Yu Yanqing's hands trembled, and the bath towel he had just put on suddenly let go and fell to the ground, revealing Feng Chengqiu's shoulders again.Looking at each other, she saw some expectation in Feng Chengqiu's eyes, and the flame of friendship was beating.And her words also made her unable to figure it out, it was not a begging, not an inquiry, but more like an announcement.

She was even thinking that it must be because she didn't cover up well, and she saw through her thoughts.

In other words, she actually has the same persistence and expectation as her.

"Qiuqiu, do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know. I know very well."

"What do you know? What do you know?" Yu Yanqing was distressed and annoyed, "Are you going to destroy yourself? How much hard work have you put in to achieve this status today. How many people look up to you, how many fans look at you, you You must not terminate your future because of this incident."

"This is my private matter, why should I consider other people's feelings?"

"Is there any privacy after being a star? Is it your first day in the entertainment industry? How many people wish you would fall from the position of actress, do you understand?"

Feng Chengqiu was speechless, biting his lip and staring with disbelief.After accepting some advertisements in college, she gradually entered the entertainment industry. For nearly ten years, she is very aware of the way of life in the entertainment industry. Actors have no privacy, and actresses have no privacy at all.If you make a wrong step, you will fall heavily and cannot turn over.

Yu Yanqing sighed softly, picked up the bath towel and put it on Feng Chengqiu.Feng Chengqiu just kept looking at her and let her play with her.

An indescribable and unknown atmosphere is flowing, and the ups and downs are constantly rising and falling.

Suddenly, Feng Chengqiu smiled, and the tears on his face curved with the smile, a beautiful arc.But Yu Yanqing was stunned.

"They can't get what they want, and they use all means, respect and fear."

This sentence means that Yanqing doesn't understand the real meaning, but it can be heard that Feng Chengqiu's private life must have some unexplained secret transactions. What is it?

Feng Chengqiu finally looked away from Yu Yanqing, picked up his clothes and put them on silently, went to the bathroom to dry his hair, then put on makeup, took out the sunglasses from his bag, and looked at Yu Yanqing who was standing still while putting them on .

"Ah Qing, thank you!"

Leaving behind this unclear thank you, Feng Chengqiu put his ink eyes on and left the room.Many years later, Feng Chengqiu told Yu Yanqing that this thanks was the first time that she would not regret it because she did not succumb to someone with ulterior motives.

Yu Yanqing didn't know, what was Feng Chengqiu's mood now?The reality is far from what I imagined.There is no anger, no hatred, but an answer that I don't know and don't know: be my girlfriend.But when it came to her, it turned into a question.She thought that Feng Chengqiu's question might be very simple, or maybe she blurted it out because of too much emotional pressure or inability to escape in other ways.As for her own answer, it doesn't really matter to her.

Looking at that bed, lingering with the sporadic fragments in his head, Yu Yanqing was mixed with joy and sorrow.