Just wait till you die

After sitting on the ground and resting enough, I moved my wrists and stood up with my knees propped up.

The head of Fei Duan in the distance is no longer opening his mouth. It should be that his mouth is dry after yelling for a long time, right?Seeing that I stabbed a shadow of Kakuzu to death with kunai, he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

One, two, three... When it was Jiaodu's turn, Fei Duan suddenly said: "No! Although he loves money like his life, and his personality doesn't get along with me, I still don't want to see him die. Before we We did wrong, please forgive us."

I looked at his head in amazement.

Fei Duan said: "Besides, it won't help if you kill us. Our organization will send people over again. How about this, let's help you kill our employer, how about we clear up the dispute in the future?"

Does he even have a brain?

"Can you just say something?" He said angrily, "Che, your head is so expensive, you have to come by yourself. Sure enough, something happened. If I knew it, I would have gone to another group early... Hey, you Have you considered it clearly? Do you also want to kill Itachi, I can tell you the whereabouts of Uchiha Itachi."

"..." Yes, a little moved.

But I am determined to sever ties with that guy, Itachi, and I don't care about him.

"I have to say, Itachi's health is getting worse and worse, and now is the best time to take revenge."

He, what is he talking about?

Itachi, why?He was alive and well the last time he hit me!

No, no, I'm already drawing a line with Itachi and Sasuke.

Can't think too much.

However, the kunai in his hand couldn't stab anymore.

Seeing my hesitation, Hiduan seized the opportunity to add fuel and embellishment, "You don't seem to want to kill Itachi, that would be better. We and Itachi are in the same group. If you kill us, Itachi will be angry. For the sake of our friends , let’s make peace.”

He's quite ready to go with the wind.

…The horns who solved the illusion stitched Fei Duan's head and body together, but he disagreed with the deal between Fei Duan and me, "There is no precedent of killing the employer, this will break the rules."

"At this moment, your employer is dead. Before he sent you to kill me, the people who went to assassinate him had already left. It is meaningless for you to continue this mission." Compared with other rebels, Yasushi Murakami absolutely He's an idiot, he behaved so obviously, he was challenging my IQ as a human being. On the day he left the palace, my subordinates had already started making arrangements, and there was absolutely no possibility of him surviving.

"..." They were shaken.

"Also, do me a favor."

……

Seeing Itachi again, he changed his indifference from last time, and blamed me with concern: "Xi Yin, you are too nonsense."

His shark head teammates walked away wisely, with a gentleman's character of not listening to evil.

I also let go of the restraint on myself, and said bluntly: "You are the one who is messing around, do you want to ruin your body?"

"..." He raised his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, covering the expression in his eyes.

"Kaleidoscopic Sharingan's secret, I know better than you, do you think you can hide it from me?"

I opened my eyes much earlier than him!

"You are too nonsense." He still said the same words.

"It's you who is messing around." I said the same thing.

"Yes, you are one year older than me, but it's not your turn to preach to me....I, I shouldn't preach to you, just like I said that day, I don't owe you any more, and neither should you." Owe me. But, at the end of the day, I wanted to say something..."

Tears slowly filled my eyes, and it was the first time I showed weakness in front of others.In the past, when Sasuke cried, I taught him how to be strong, but now I find that being strong doesn't work all the time.

I was scared by my appearance, and so was Itachi, but he behaved better, Sasuke didn't even blink when he made him cry, let alone me.

He still looked at me calmly and silently.

I choked up and never found myself motivated to complain.

"When Zhishui died, I didn't go to see him. Everyone said you did it, but I knew it wasn't you. However, no one cared about me, and of course no one listened to me. I thought so myself . Later, after that incident, I thought, why, why did you choose me?"

"I have a lot of shortcomings. No one is more useless than me. Why did you choose me? I have thought about it many times over the years. Maybe it's just your whim to keep me."

The eyes were soaked in the salty liquid, and it hurt hotly, stimulating the tear glands to work continuously, more tears flowed down, and I couldn't wipe them off with my sleeves, but I tried my best to wipe them.

"However, I am very grateful to you for leaving Sasuke to me. Let me learn to contact the world and feel the kindness of others. Sasuke taught me a lot. He said that I took care of him, but he actually helped me. So I think, I I still owe you, I owe you too much."

"So I, please, please don't, let this go on."

If this continues, there is no other possibility except to destroy Sasuke and himself.

This is the last thing I want to see.

I talked so much that Itachi didn't say a word for a long time.In fact, he is much younger than me, but he is more sophisticated and ruthless than me. No matter whether I am begging him or not, he is indifferent, and even has the leisure to turn me into an army.

"Xiyin, Shisui said when he was alive that you are the one in the Uchiha family who needs to be changed the most." His words were as convincing as ever.

"You are different from them. They are arrogant because of strength, but you are inferior because of strength. You are also different from us. You are more intelligent than us, but no one guides you on the way forward. Zhishui and I both try to be This person, but we all failed. Shisui and I are both losers, whether it’s your business or the family’s. That’s why I entrusted Sasuke to you. As you said, Sasuke can change you a lot Mom should have observed this and handed Sasuke to you, but I just fulfilled my mother's unfulfilled last wish. The person you should thank is her."

Mrs. Mikoto, this woman who is as gentle as a cloud...

"It turns out that my mother was right." He walked up to me.It was only when I saw the hem of his clothes that I realized that I had knelt on the ground at some point, my face was covered with water stains, and the sleeves were so heavy that water could be wrung out.

"Xiyin, my mistakes cannot be made up for. You can take everything I have done as your own salvation, and this salvation can only be accomplished by me and Sasuke. You should find your own path and return to Konoha, where you are Partners who need your help. People only feel that doing things is meaningful when they are needed.”

His words were calm, full of wisdom, sonorous and powerful, and immediately cleared the fog in my eyes.If it were me a year ago, I would definitely do what he said.

But there is no going back, Itachi, you know?Once it is known that I have manipulated the daimyo, I will become the most thorn in the eye of a traitor in the history of Konoha, and I will be wanted by the five major countries and have nowhere to hide.

"Itachi, it's too late for you to say this."

I knelt on the ground with a smile on the corner of my mouth, as if mocking him and myself.

I told him what I had done, and his expression was strange, angry, helpless, and self-blaming.

"It's because I didn't think carefully. I only cared about Sasuke's future, but I ignored your feelings." He said.

"Kill the daimyo and destroy the body so that you can be free without being found out about what you have done."

He said the most terrible things with the most solemn expression, thinking of solutions for me.

"I won't go back." I said, kneeling for a long time, and it was hard to stand up.Itachi helped me, I grabbed his wrist with my backhand, looked into his eyes and said, "The people here need me more, Itachi, there are too many people who need me."

I admit that I don't have the talent to be a politician. It was just my whim to control Koike Matsusho back then, but all the subsequent operations have involved most people in this country in my rough and simple game. If I just Going like this will only make an already dire situation worse.

Maybe I'm not really a good person, but I can't stand someone suffering because of me.I have already lost Nanami, and I can no longer let anyone die because of my willfulness.

"Really?" Itachi didn't know my experience, so naturally he didn't understand what I meant, and just said, "You just need to understand."

Itachi left.

I spent money to call him by name, but in the end we only talked for half an hour, in exchange for my compromise with him and a bunch of worthless tears.

Pretty cheap, but I don't care.

The author has something to say: Itachi left Xiyin not because she wanted Xiyin to take care of Sasuke, but to fulfill her mother's last wish, because Mikoto wanted Xiyin to live, so Xiyin survived, taking care of Sasuke was just incidental of.