Just wait till you die

Early the next morning after returning to the village, I was sitting in the empty living room when I heard someone ring the doorbell.

Standing outside the gate is Mito.

The dew on his body is still wet, his hair is wet and close to his scalp, his face is pale, his breathing is very light, he doesn't seem to be coming from a hurry, and even his tone of voice is frighteningly soft, and if you listen carefully, there will be trembling curves.

"Come with me," he said.

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After leaving Huoyinglou, I walked on the familiar road in a daze.

Qihai committed suicide. In the prison, a blood book of confession and coveted Sharingan was left on the wall. He was charged with all the crimes. He defended the messenger behind him until his death.

I underestimated the status of Danzo in Qi Hai's mind, because he was caught in a dilemma only for his own purpose, relying on his preference for me, he would choose this way to protect both parties.

One of the witnesses commits suicide, and Rin refuses to give any further testimony, and the matter of the trial Danzo comes to an end.

why?

The sun was scorching, and the water vapor from the ground distorted the distant scene. I blinked, trying to see the world clearly, but my eyes were stimulated by the sun, and tears flowed out.I wiped away the marks on my face vigorously, and the more I wiped my eyes, the more painful I was, leaning against the stone wall on one side, closing my eyes and waiting for the pain to disappear.

I vaguely saw Mito looking at me in front of the third generation and hearing Nanami's whereabouts just now, as if looking at a strange enemy.

"Without you, Teacher Qihai would not have died." He thought so.

He hates my existence.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't say a word to me.However, it's not hard to guess what he was thinking. Originally, he had to form a team with me, the weird Uchiha, because of his identity. His dream was to become a great politician who contributed to the village like his grandfather.and I?I was an inescapable stain on the trajectory of his life.

The Uchiha who will rebel at any time, the Uchiha who is alone, the Uchiha who is arrogant, the Uchiha who kills his teacher... I have too many names, all thanks to this Uchiha's surname!Without it, I'm just an ordinary kid out of the ordinary!

Why, my surname is Uchiha?

Third generation asked me to go home and have a good rest, forget about all the unpleasantness, I'm afraid that when I turn around, he will arrange more people to watch around me, as long as there is any trouble, my end will only be worse than Nanami Mitsu.

I sat in the corner, hugging my legs, until the night fell.

Sasuke is on a mission, and no one will come to me.I can take a little break here.

I close my eyes.

"Hey, little girl, what are you doing here?" An old woman who got up early to buy vegetables woke me up.

At dawn, I actually slept all night on the street.

I hurriedly left the place, I returned to the apartment, and fell on the bed exhausted, the dew on my body was still wet, but I didn't want to get up and change into clean clothes, and fell asleep again in a daze.

When I woke up, I had a high fever. I lay on the bed, my vision was blurred, but I didn't want to move.Even though I hadn’t eaten water or rice for two days, I wasn’t hungry at all. My soul was half out of my body. I saw a white roof in front of me, but I couldn’t seem to see anything, and the whiteness turned into boundless darkness.

Consciousness returned to my body again, and I was already lying in the hospital. The nurse said that I was sent over by a masked person in the middle of the night, and the person left without leaving a name.

Is it the third generation... His people?

Why are you pretending to be kind?Aren't they the ones who persecute Qihai?

Because you are in Konoha, so you dare not do it directly?

I tore off the water needle in my hand, ran out of the room in my hospital gown, and bumped into another person.

Asai? !

I didn't dare to look at him, but he grabbed me, asked me anxiously why I ran out, and dragged me back to the ward.

"Leave me alone!" I smashed the water glass he handed over to the ground, splashing water and debris.

Asai silently brought a mop to clean them up. I looked at him and felt that my heart was covered with lard, so sticky that even my thoughts were muddled. I actually said, "Mr. Qihai died because of me."

"..."

Asai took the mop to wash it off, and when he came back, he sat on the chair next to me.His eyes were red. Teacher Qihai's death was a tragic event for us. It took him a long time to come to see me after he knew about it.

"I met Teacher Qihai a few days ago. He said it was all his fault. He also asked me to take care of you and Futa, saying that you and Futa were too paranoid." Asai lowered his eyes, "I just went to persuade Futa , why did you disappear in a blink of an eye? Are you still sick?"

"I'm useless," he said reproachfully, taking everything on himself.What does it actually have to do with him?

We didn't talk in tacit understanding after that, and Asai took care of me until I was discharged from the hospital two days later.

"When Sasuke comes back, don't tell him what happened." After I was discharged from the hospital, I refused his request to take me home.

He said yes.

Sasuke returned from the mission and told me a piece of news: he is going to take the Chunin Exam.

This is Kakashi's idea, he is too arrogant, itachi is the one who is waiting for Sasuke to grow up, why does he join in the fun?Who is responsible for Sasuke?

I wanted to ask Kakashi to let him give up this matter, but Sasuke saw that I was so unhappy, so he took my deeds as an example.

"Xiyin also became a Chunin at this age, I think I can do it too." He was full of confidence.

That's right, Sasuke has to be strong, he has been waiting to surpass me and Itachi, how could he give up this opportunity.

Unable to convince Sasuke, I walked on the street again. Without the leader of the Jonin, I am now more leisurely than ever, with nothing to do all day long.I also ran into the grandmother who woke me up last time. Although she was old, she still recognized me as a strange girl and asked me how I was doing.

I said it was fine.

"Really? Go home early."

She left with peace of mind after talking.

I passed by the door several times, but finally did not open the door.

I also met Sasuke and the others, a group of children, and a group of ninjas from Sand Hidden Village.

They are confronting each other, they are arguing hard, and they are going to fight.

Sasuke jumped down from the tree and landed in front of me. Regardless of what other people thought, he asked me bluntly: "Xiyin, where have you been? You've been away lately."

"Walk around." I was absent-minded.

"Really?" He felt that I was abnormal, but the people behind him didn't intend to let him pursue it any further. The gaudy-faced man from the village untied the puppet behind him, trying to make us suffer.Then a smaller child hung upside down from the tree and said, "Stop." The voice was surprisingly mature.

They seemed to have something else to do, the person who wanted to do it stopped and snorted dissatisfied.

"You..." The child looked at me and Sasuke, "Are you mother and child?"

His companions couldn't stand it anymore, and Nun Ren covered her face and said, "At first glance, they are brothers and sisters."

"It's not siblings." Sasuke corrected this issue for many years, "It's family."

"What's the difference?" The child on the tree also fell to the ground, with thick dark circles standing out.

"Why explain it to you?" Sasuke asked back.

"..."

Unexpectedly, the child still politely felt wronged, and left silently, and the two people who were walking with him also left.

"An inexplicable group of people." Naruto complained.

The children dispersed in a rush.I walked behind Sasuke, looking at his back, my eyes couldn't concentrate, as if Sasuke in front of me had become two, three...

"Hey!" A cry woke me up.

Sasuke was still wondering, "What's wrong with you? You almost stepped on my foot."

"I'm sorry." I subconsciously apologized, my voice was weak, like a deflated pump.

His hand was held up, and Sasuke walked in front, as if pulling the disobedient child, I heard him mutter helplessly: "It's so big, why is it so careless?"

I wanted to laugh, but I had no strength in my body.

Walking to the familiar vegetable market, the aunt who was familiar with us saw us, turned her back with an unhappy face, and pretended not to see us.

"It's bad luck," she whispered, thinking we couldn't hear.

Good things never go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles.Everyone knows that my teacher went to prison because of me. Although it was his fault, I was the one who insisted on judging the teacher and even killing him.Everyone thinks that I have done too much, that I am a bastard who deceives my master and destroys my ancestors.

Sasuke was stunned, he looked back at me, as smart as he naturally figured out why I was so abnormal recently.But he didn't ask on the spot, just took my hand and took me home.

The distraught state lasted until the end of the first exam. During dinner, Sasuke suddenly said, "Mitsu-sensei, he..."

I looked at him, and I knew he had figured it out for himself.

"He's not that kind of person, and neither are you, why?" Sasuke asked.He stared straight at me, with tears in his eyes, as if he had returned to the time when we first lived together a few years ago, when he also asked me "why why", but what could I answer?

"I don't know." That's all I could answer him.

The rest of the dinner was spent in silence. Early the next morning, Asai knocked on the door and told me that he temporarily joined the Konoha Guard. It was the third generation who suggested him to do so. The reason was that the defense department was short of manpower for the Chunin exam. And Mito was assigned the task of receiving foreign ninjas, only I was still free.

Sure enough, it started, slowly isolating me from everyone else.

"Congratulations." I said blankly.

As we were talking, other guests came outside the door.

Two people who avoided us before: Mitomon Yan and Zhuanju Koharu.

"His Royal Highness Xiuyi wants to see you." Who is this?

Mitomenyan explained for me: "He is the eldest son of the daimyo, the next daimyo of the Fire Country."

"That pervert who beat his wife?!" Asai stood up abruptly, clenched his fists, "Xiyin won't go!"

Turning to bed Xiaochun stared at him dissatisfied, and Asai noticed his impoliteness, bowed his head and sat down again.Mitomen then continued to ask me: "What do you mean?"

Asai looked at me nervously and kept shaking his head at me.I said: "My current state is not suitable for meeting anyone."

These two people also understood my recent situation, and they didn't embarrass me, but said: "Nanami Santsu is an excellent ninja, I hope you will not disappoint his last wish."

"Then, we will reply to Your Highness that you are unwell, and it is not suitable to see you."

"It's a good thing you rejected them." Asai heaved a sigh of relief after they left, as if what I wanted to meet was not a person, but a man-eating monster.

But monsters may not be scary, he should understand.

"Xi Yin," Asai was still chattering, carefully questioning my tone, "Teacher, don't you really want to see it?"

Because of his guilt, Qihai's name was not eligible to be engraved on the memorial monument for future generations to admire. He was buried in an inconspicuous corner outside the village. Except for a few friends and his two students, there was no one else. Someone came to see him off.

Why do you have to see it?It was just a corpse, and the soul belonging to Qihai had disappeared and would never come back.