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On the morning of submitting the formal selection form, I thought about asking for leave, and accompanied Shen Yunjia to the hospital for an obstetric examination.

The month is getting fuller, Shen Yunjia's belly is getting bigger, the more nervous he is when he thinks about it, I don't know what kind of mentality those fathers are, anyway, he, the big brother, doesn't worry at all, staring at him all day long Looking at Shen Yunjia's stomach, it's like looking at a balloon inflated to the limit, always having the illusion that it will burst in a second, and a monkey will pop out of it.

He didn't dare to neglect at all, he even rushed to do the housework, sweeping the floor, mopping the floor, washing and drying clothes, if it wasn't for his shameful cooking skills, he would have contracted the entire kitchen, he was not afraid of being dirty or tired, the only thing he was afraid of was knocking The round belly of the old daughter-in-law.

Whenever he wants to be nice to others, that is to devote all his attention to thoughtfulness. No one would have thought that he who is now supporting Shen Yunjia to prevent her from knocking, and protecting Shen Yunjia from fear that she will touch him, half a year ago He still harbors immeasurable malice towards this life, wishing it would disappear from this world.

Thinking that he had to hand in the subject selection application form before he arrived at school, he gave it to Yu Jinle in advance, and the two of them folded the forms and put them together, waiting for the monitor to come and collect them.

The higher-ups in the X department thought that they did not choose politics, but changed it to physics. They said that they should not follow his father's path in the future, so they chose among the science subjects.After this time, the previous long-term plan fell through, and he doesn’t seem to have any so-called ideals anymore. As he said, if he chooses physics, he will have more major choices, which is completely applicable to those who are still confused and don’t know the way forward. His.

Yu Jinle also chose physics.

It's not completely blindly following, but also because of the many choices of physics in college majors, no matter how bad it is, there is also an English II——In general, all candidates are encouraged to add an English II, As a candidate for Section X.

When class was over, the class monitor came down the aisle to collect the tables. Yu Jinle shook the two forms and handed them over. Zhang Chufeng looked down and said with a smile, "You two have such a good relationship. You both choose the same subjects. .”

Yu Jinle propped up his chin, and twirled the pen between his fingers smoothly, "Ah, there are more choices in physics. Aren't the politics and physics classes the most candidates?"

There are a total of twelve classes in the third year of senior high school, nine of which are physics and politics, and the remaining three classes are composed of biology, chemistry, history, and geology, and even less than one group is selected for geography and biology.

"There should be quite a few old classmates by then."

Class selection and division generally will not be broken up and reorganized into classes. Only the tenth class, the Olympiad students, have to be broken up and assigned to each class according to the selection of subjects, so as to implement grade balance.

Zhang Hongkuan leaned over from the next door and clicked his tongue, "Yo, physics?"

Immediately afterwards, he uttered a Cantonese sentence in a strange tone, "You are so strong!" [You are amazing. 】

Yu Jinle just couldn't stand his eccentricity, and always felt that there was sharp irony in everything he said.To say that a person who ranks at the bottom of the grades is great, no one will think it is a compliment.

For the same two most popular subjects, most of the students who choose physics are those who are top-ranked in their grades. At least half of the mathematics Olympiad class alone has to pass. Ordinary Xiami dare not follow suit.

When they filled out the simulation aspirations before, the two of them didn't communicate much at the same table. Firstly, Zhang Hongkuan didn't pay much attention to Yu Jinle, and secondly, Yu Jinle naturally avoided it on purpose.Zhang Hongkuan thought that Yu Jinle would choose between politics and history, but he chose physics without saying a word. Except for accidents, there was more of a sneer in it.

Following a group of top academics to choose physics, what is it if you are not overwhelmed?

Zhang Chufeng replied belatedly, "They are all people with the most physics and politics."

Yu Jinle glanced at the subject selection form that Zhang Hongkuan threw to Zhang Chufeng, and the word "Politics" was filled out on it.

As expected, if he thought it wasn't an accident at home, he and Zhang Hongkuan were actually fellow travelers, but now everything is in vain.

Yu Jinle secretly rejoiced that he had applied for physics, otherwise he would have been tied to Zhang Hongkuan until he graduated from high school—and would want to separate from him...

That scene is really exhausting to think about!

Ever since Bianxiang's family accident happened, Yu Jinle is the only one who is close to Bianxiang in class now.Needless to say, Zhang Hongkuan shrinks the fastest. Wang Zhichao and Li Qin are better. During the free time of physical education class, they will take the initiative to call and want to play football, but now they think that they will choose or refuse according to their mood.

He seems to have set up a net in front of himself, scooping up all the clutter and leaves in the interpersonal relationships around him. Those who enter the range of his net, he is even more concerned; as for those who are screened out, there is no It was worth spending some of his attention on it.

Thinking that he quickly learned the "categorization" of the sophistication of people in a short period of time, he looked as open-minded and cheerful as before, but after careful consideration, it was clearly a clear distinction between closeness and closeness.

Scorpio has a clear love and hate, which is fully reflected in him.

"That's right." Zhang Chufeng patted him on the shoulder, "Sister Chun told you to go to the office after school."

"Okay." Yu Jinle nodded in response.

The seat in front was vacant for a whole morning, and the prenatal check-up was directly with a doctor she knew well, so it wouldn't take that long, Yu Jinle thought for a while, and probably took the time to go out to pick up passengers again——

Yes, he knew that it was not a glorious job to earn a living by carrying passengers in Kaimo, so he also tried his best to avoid places haunted by acquaintances.

It's a coincidence.

One Sunday afternoon, he took the two boys to his grandma's house. The old man loved his grandson, and soon after he sat down, he stuffed ten yuan into his pocket as pocket money. When the two boys met, they insisted on eating popsicles. He took his left and right hands one by one and went to the store in front of Bian Shiduo.

There are four large freezers at the door of the Shiduo store. Nestlé Wuyang and Lu Xue lined up in a row. The two cubs immediately lost their stiffness when they saw it. Unfortunately, their brother stipulated that each person can only pick one, so they could only stand on tiptoe. I struggled with the glass doors one by one.While they were hanging by the freezer arguing about whether the cones were better than the popsicles, Yu Jinle greeted the neighbor's mother-in-law in front of the counter of the store and waited to pay.

The neighbor’s mother-in-law asked him with a smile where he was studying, and raised her thumbs up when she heard the name of Lu Zhong.

In the eyes of his mother-in-law, he is also "other people's child".

But Yu Jinle was just shy. His self-confidence had long been worn away by Yu's mother's "self-effacing" and "sticks". .

At this time, the mother-in-law changed the subject again, pointing to a motorcycle that was soliciting passengers outside and said, "Look at that young man outside, he doesn't study hard at a young age, and he has to grab the few dollars in front of him to get by. Isn't this a motorcycle?" Can you still drive it for a lifetime? If my grandson does that, I will break his leg!"

Yu Jinle was still smiling at that time, and followed the direction her mother-in-law pointed to, looking towards the door of the store, and was stunned.

The young man was indeed young—five or six months younger than him!

The young guy on the big black shark, with long legs and long legs, looks talented, but he bargained with a middle-aged woman on the side of the road: "Sister, the oil price is expensive now, and the weather is so hot. It’s not good for the skin, so why don’t you get home earlier and take a rest, and treat the extra dollar as a kind reward for me to buy a bottle of water to drink to relieve the heat?”

The two were only a few steps away from each other, and while he was about to turn back after collecting the money, he subconsciously flashed behind the counter, and brought the two little boys in by the way.

Shiduodian's mother-in-law looked at them with a smile and said, "An'an and Yaoyao are both so big, come and show my mother-in-law..."

At that time, Yu Jinle still didn't believe that he would go to motorcycles. After going to KFC a few times to find someone, and after several trials, he confirmed that he really went to motorcycles——

I can't talk about how I felt at the time.

The two families live closer now, and Yu's mother has been in contact with Shen Yunjia a lot. Yu Jinle has heard her mention the current situation of Bian's mother and son, and knows that they are not as comfortable as before, but thinking that they have never been in front of him When he mentioned it, he didn't think about it deeply. Now that he saw it with his own eyes, he couldn't help but be shocked.

While thinking about saying that he only wants to make money now, without worrying about meals and clothes, he didn't expect that he has already reached the point where he has traveled all over the streets and alleys to drive motorcycles for food and clothing——

As he thought, he was no longer that carefree young man who only thought about whether he was youthful and handsome in a T-shirt or a cold, ascetic and cool shirt in his spare time after class!

After school, he deliberately procrastinated for 10 minutes. After almost everyone had left, he went to the office with his schoolbag.

Sister Chun was the only one in the office, and she was still sorting out the class assignment form on hand. As soon as Yu Jinle came, she put the things aside, took out a cowhide envelope from the drawer, put it on the table and pushed it towards Yu Jinle .

In fact, it was this envelope that was still in the dictionary on his bookshelf a while ago.

"Teacher." He stood still in front of the table.

Sister Chun nodded, pointed to the envelope and said, "What's going on?"

Yu Jinle suddenly came over with this envelope early in the morning, saying that it was the summer tuition tuition that the family wanted to help and that she wanted to pay. Knowing that the two children had a good relationship was one thing, but as the class teacher, she tried to figure it out.

Yu Jinle moved his jaw slightly, biting the soft flesh in his mouth, slightly shrunk his fingers, and scratched the side seam of his trousers, "I came to the school to publish a blackboard newspaper last Saturday afternoon, and I accidentally heard you talking about the student fund thing."

"So?" Sister Chun stared at him closely.

"The bursary fund has temporarily adjusted the subsidy scope." That is to say, the supplementary tuition fee that I was thinking about has not been settled.

Even the funds that had been confirmed before are all voided now.

As a matter of fact, the foundation is indeed too ugly this time. The person in charge of the student grant project has been temporarily replaced. How the management fights with each other is a matter of the top. It should not affect the students below. The old ones lost their momentum, and the new ones were eager to make a name for themselves. They pushed back the votes of adjacent projects, so many grants were not allocated smoothly.

For this reason, the school held an urgent class teacher meeting last weekend to discuss this matter. There was no need to let the students know about it, but it was only two days after the weekend. Of course, Sister Chun must investigate the supplementary tuition fee.

He really knew.

"The follow-up plan for this matter has not yet been announced. What are you anxious about?" Sure enough, it is a child. What the school is anxious about is teaching equipment, renovation of the garden, and equipment allocation. , How many students are there in the whole grade?Even if it is really impossible, the teachers in the class take the initiative to help spread it out, and they can fill it in.

But Yu Jinle really didn't understand. He only knew that if he didn't solve it, even if it was just the extra tuition fee that everyone ignored, it would fall on Bianxiang's shoulders.Thinking of that man running back and forth under the scorching sun, trying to please him for a dollar, Yu Jinle's heart ached so badly that he almost died.

How can that be?He thought to himself, under the scorching sun, the wanton flying of sweat dripping on the court is what he thinks about, and the cool frozen mineral water pouring down his head can't extinguish the joy that emanates from him. I want to be happy, not the poor boy who repeatedly struggled under the scorching heat of the summer for three meals and enough food and clothing——

He is so good, how can he end up being trapped by copper and stinky vulgar things?

"It's not a big amount, but my family thinks it can help."

Sister Chun sighed, "This matter was only notified last weekend, and the school didn't come up with a solution, and the applicant didn't know about it, so it wasn't your parents who found out, but you yourself, right?"

The number is not large, and it is one thing for someone who is willing to help to ask for it, but the news has not been made public, and the child has no income himself, so it is clear that he came here specially to ask his parents.

He bit his lower lip, and quickly let it go, leaving a light mark on it, "I told you this when I got home. I knew it wasn't announced, and I thought I didn't know it, so my mother said this I have to trouble the teacher one more time for your help."

The money is his royalties, and his family does not allow him to paint. If he finds out, he will be labeled as "not doing business properly". His mother can kill him just by talking about it. Know.He also struggled to talk to Sister Chun about such a lie that could be revealed in just one phone call, but he had no choice but to try to talk it out with Sister Chun to prevent her from finding her parents.

So he said again, "Teacher, when I thought his family was looking for a house, my mother helped to pay attention. The two families were not familiar with each other before, but you helped pass the news on. Now our two families are getting closer. Neighbors, my parents saw the situation of homesickness in their eyes, my father is a vulgar person, that kind of money is not easy to earn, borrowing money to gamble, but it is still good to help support a student no problem."

When he mentioned the matter of renting a house, he was implying that sister Chun's matter should also be kept secret.

When the mother and son of the Bian family were running around looking for a suitable house, it was Yu Jinle who took the initiative to find her and borrowed her as the head teacher to make a connection.

His eloquence is limited, in order to make Sister Chun put down her suspicions, he mixed three parts of the truth into the seven parts of the false words, and replaced the words that his father usually used to support his cousins ​​to study with the subject and the predicate. They were all involved again, and Sister Chun's face softened slightly when she remembered that the rental information provided by Yu Jinle had indeed helped the Bian family's mother and son solve an urgent need.

It is understandable for young people to value face. It is easier to accept help from elders than from peers. Sister Chun also understands this.

"Have you ever thought about it?" But young people do things in a hurry, and they are sincere, but they inevitably don't think carefully. "He is not the only one in the whole grade to apply for this subsidy. If your family helps him out here, he will get it from other people later." If you hear the news that the subsidy has expired, don’t you just expose it? If he really asks me, I won’t be able to hide it for you.”

Sister Chun can help hide it for a while, but she can't continue to tell lies after being exposed. At best, this matter is a white lie, and at worst, she is a class teacher who secretly took money from students!She has been immersed in society for many years, so she has to think a little more about everything and be vigilant.

Yu Jinle remained silent, knowing that Sister Chun would definitely become suspicious if she asked Sister Chun to help hide it, so she could only stand there without saying a word.

At this time, he really hated his stupid mouth.

"Let's do this—" Sister Chun didn't make things difficult for him, the child was full of enthusiasm, and she should take care of it no matter what, "You take the money back first, and wait here to see the school's results. It should be settled in a few days." Come down, how to deal with it then I will find you in private."

She thought for a while, and added, "—or find your parents. The last time I verbally conveyed the matter of renting a house, but this time it involves money and money. The nature is not the same as before. It is not done properly. My teacher has to be punished."

Yu Jinle's head is getting bigger, and her scalp is jumping out. As expected, if she tells a lie, she has to use more lies to justify her. I really can't hide my selfishness!

But up to now, he can't do anything. If he really wants to take back his words, it will only arouse more doubts from Sister Chun, so he can only agree, take back the envelope, and say goodbye to Sister Chun.

He was extremely depressed, terribly devastated, and for the first time in his life, he felt an urgency to grow up quickly.

Grow up sooner—it would be better if you grow up sooner. When you grow up, you don't have to be questioned and verified repeatedly for even wanting to do such a thing.

The office was facing the stairs, and when the door was opened, the air outside was slightly dry, and the dust flew in the backlight. Someone was sitting on the top step of the stairs with his back to the door.The figure is familiar, but it is also unfamiliar. Day after day of outdoor hard work has quickly pulled out the shoulder line to a solid and reliable width, but the back is slightly bent, as if it was pressed out of a compromised arc by the unsatisfactory life .

Yu Jinle stopped walking.

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