his plaything

Shen Ze'an couldn't remember how many times he passed out, his memory stayed in the vagueness of being awakened by a slap on the hand, and then he was made to pass out again.

When he saw the light again, he was already lying in the hospital.

Mom and Dad stood by, looking at him worriedly.

And his brother.

Qin negative also seemed to care about his injury.

Shen Ze'an smiled at them with difficulty.

The police came and asked for a long time, but did not ask any important information.

"I couldn't see them clearly, they covered my eyes."

"Yes, on the way home."

"I don't know how many people there are, there should be several."

"Well, they're all men."

"If you listen to the voice, you don't hear any familiar voice."

Shen Ze'an lied skillfully, while he was speaking, he secretly looked at Qin Ling who was sitting opposite.

Eyes full of unbearable affection.

After the police left, Shen Ze'an lay down on the bed relieved.He really admired himself that he could persist for so long without breaking down after uncovering the scars for others to see.

"Brother." He smelled the disinfectant, stared at the white ceiling, and said softly, "Don't leave me alone next time, okay?"

In fact, what he wants to say is that after thinking about it for a long time, he still loves his brother very much. He can pretend that nothing happened, as long as his brother is happy.

But he didn't say it.

Because after listening to his confession, Qin negative left without even looking at him.

He took a deep breath and successfully heard the sound of his heart breaking.

"Can't you... stay with me? Anyway, I have completed the task."

The air of silence made him almost breathless, he clutched his chest, afraid of the next second... This place exploded because it was too empty.

The next time I saw Qin negative was the day he returned home from the hospital.

Is it his illusion, brother seems to be more beautiful than before.Dangerous, yet addictive.

Shen Ze'an couldn't look away anymore.

He is like a sunflower.

Qin negative is the sun he wants to follow.

"Brother, are you happy?"

That night, he hungrily climbed onto that sinful bed again.

Touching the face that haunted him with his fingers, and then clinging to the person who was thinking about it day and night,

Shen Ze'an missed the college entrance examination and could only repeat for one year.

And this shameful thing about him spread in the vicinity.

Some people said he deserved it, some said he did it voluntarily, and some sympathized with him and pity him.Someone even sent him photos, harassed him, and asked him if he would like to come with him once.

His parents couldn't bear the pressure and left him here.

"Brother, just tell me what you want." He admired his self-healing ability. The other party just gave him a look, and he could forget the past and rekindle the spark of enthusiasm.He kissed Qin Ling's collarbone, looking loyal and pathetic, "As long as I can give it to you, I will give it to you."

Qin negative raised his eyebrows, and asked disapprovingly: "Even your life?"

"It's okay." Shen Ze'an grabbed his hand and put it on his chest, "It's yours."

He paused, and then said: "You play with it, torture it, tear it up, it all belongs to you."

"What if I don't want it?" Qin negative withdrew his hand, his indifferent eyes met the burning gaze.

So deep.

Can't wait to melt him.

Shen Ze'an was silent for a while, he suppressed the uneasiness and pain in his heart, and a very reluctant smile rose from the corner of his mouth.

"That's okay." Like a docile cat, he obediently lay on Qin Ling's chest, "When you want it, just come and get it."

Qin negative did not speak.

No matter who heard it or saw it, they couldn't help but be moved.

He happened to meet Qin negative, a heartless monster.

Shen Ze'an intentionally wanted to tease him, so he bullied him unceremoniously, venting all his emotions in his body.

The two didn't communicate too much, and the ups and downs of breathing were the only way they communicated at night.

If gossip could kill.

Shen Ze'an reckoned that a hundred lives would not be enough to die.

He didn't explain, and his life went back to the original track.

The difference is that in addition to studying during the day, he has learned to toss and turn around different people.

There are familiar faces as well as new ones.

In the middle of the night, Shen Ze'an is like a free sex, opening his legs indifferently, welcoming every guest and their hobbies.

Gradually.

Shen Ze'an's reputation also spread in the school.

Some people scolded him for being shameless, others said he was just like that by nature.

Friends stay away from him, family members abandon him.

Only Shen Ze'an knew that before night fell, he would get a kiss from Qin Ling that was similar to compensation.

Make him taste the marrow.

"Brother." Shen Ze'an hugged Qin Ling from behind, he wrapped his arms around his waist, buried his head in the other's neck, greedily sucking up the warmth, "Brother... give me another reward."

Qin negative shook his hand away, his disdainful eyes were like sharp knife points, piercing his heart one by one.

"There are a lot of people tonight."

Shen Ze'an's smile froze for a moment, but he quickly adjusted his mood, looked at Qin negative tenderly, and said, "Don't worry, brother, I will satisfy them."

The residual warmth of that person still remained in his hands.

In a blink of an eye, he was pushed down on the bed by someone he didn't know, making a shameful sound.

Qin negative is next door.

Through headphones and video, he knows everything that the two people in the room are doing.

He gave Shen Ze'an to others for fun, not to extort money, nor to strengthen the so-called relationship.

Zoom in on the screen with your fingertips.

Savor Shen Ze'an's hopeless eyes carefully.

Finally, the man who pressed him opened his wallet and took out a wad of money and threw it in his face.While cursing him, he kept hurting him.

Qin negative has seen this kind of scene many times, and even tried it in the hospital.

Shen Ze'an seemed to have gotten used to it.

When he faced the camera, his eyes suddenly became tender and watery, like the moonlight haunting the night, quiet and seductive.

Then his lips moved a few times, but there was no sound from the earphones.

He knew that Qin negative was looking at him, so he expressed his love in this way.

After finishing speaking, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, showing a smile.

Contains all kinds of style, but it is difficult to retain.

Qin Ling couldn't help being stunned, his heart seemed to be bitten by something.

Fascinated, he reached out and touched the face on the screen.

He couldn't hear the sound, but he understood his mouth shape.

The words that Shen Ze'an just said were I love you.

The author has something to say: a silent confession.