his plaything

Qin negative said that he cared about him a little bit.

and then?

He kissed him.

Then again?

he's gone.

Shen Ze'an got up feeling disappointed, he pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, step by step... slowly towards the direction where Qin negative left.

"Why do you want to escape..."

He had just been rescued from shock, his body hadn't had enough rest, and he didn't eat much, so every step he took felt like he was stepping on cotton.

"This patient, please don't walk around without authorization!"

"Don't stop me."

"It's dangerous for you to do this!"

"Please...can you call him back for me?"

Shen Ze'an begged as he desperately grabbed the person who stopped him.

"Calm down! Press him back to bed!"

"don't want……"

In the end, he still failed to keep Qin negative.

Apart from checking, Shen Ze'an spends more time in a daze every day.

Qin negative never came to see him again.

It seemed as if he didn't want to see him, and even the phone number was down.

But he also limited his movements.

Without his permission, Shen Ze'an could not leave the ward for half a step.

"Mr. Shen, eat something, you haven't eaten all day."

"Aunt Su, if Qin Ling doesn't come to see me, I won't eat."

Shen Ze'an has lost a lot of weight in the past few days.

He has no appetite to eat, anyway, he won't be able to die on glucose for a while.

Maybe Aunt Su really passed on his words to Qin negative, and Qin negative came to see him that night.

"elder brother."

Shen Ze'an was sitting by the window, the hospital gown that was just the right size was put on his thin body, and it looked bigger.He smiled weakly and palely, afraid that a little injury could destroy his life.

"why you do not want to eat."

"I want to see my brother."

"Shen Ze'an, don't force me."

"I can do anything for my brother, but I can't accept that my brother has someone other than me. As I said, I'm not a saint. If my brother doesn't let me go, I will pray to God every day to let you separate quickly."

Qin negative grabbed his collar, the smile in the man's eyes deepened.

"I love you... brother."

Tears ran across his cheeks and fell on Qin Ling's fingers.

"Please don't be so unreasonable to me...Obviously I was ready to give you up to her, but you just said that you cared about me, and it made my heart come back alive."

"But after you finished speaking, you left indifferently. I know you went back to accompany her, what about me? While you won't let me go, you planted hope in me. "

He staged cruel tragedies one after another.

Shen Ze'an thought that his final curtain call should be honorable.

After all, he spent too much effort for this scene.

"My brother really shouldn't be nice to me. You see, you let me taste a little bit of sweetness, and I'm self-righteous."

"I'm an insatiable person, you gave me the beginning, I just want the process."

"Shen Ze'an, you want too much." Qin Ling let go of him, "If you do this, you will only destroy the little favor I have left for you."

"Then what should I do next..." Shen Ze'an hugged him, his dazed look really distressing, "Brother, why can't you take pity on me? Should I go or stay or die... You have to give me a direction. "

"If my brother really doesn't know how to make a decision, why don't you give me away... My only value is this body, which is still useful."

"That's enough! Shut up!" Qin Ling lowered his head to cover his mouth, while biting his lower lip forcefully, he murmured: "I won't let you die, and I won't give you away. You are mine, Shen Ze'an."

In fact, when Shen Ze'an said the phrase "I love you", Qin negative's reason was completely shattered.

He insisted not to admit that he had a place for Shen Ze'an in his heart, but that person's name was thrown into the lake of his heart like a stone, causing ripples.

"Brother, do you love me?"

Qin negative kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes, he didn't need to speak, Shen Ze'an also knew the answer.

The bodies of the two were so close, the desire was instantly ignited the moment they got the answer.

Shen Ze'an longed for a hug, and he couldn't wait to confirm his lover's heart.

So, he knelt down, untied the opponent's belt, and bit the zipper with his teeth.

"you……"

Qin Lu pressed his shoulders, but heard Shen Ze'an say: "It's okay, I... I'm much better, it's okay."

This time, their hearts are connected.

They have had countless skin-to-skin kisses, and this time the degree of tacit understanding is the highest.

"I can't stop my brother from choosing a better person." After the tenderness, Shen Ze curled up in his arms, wishing he could stop time at this second, "It's impossible for you to be fulfilled... But if it's true for my brother to get along with her... If she is happy, I will try to be happy too. Even though I hate her, she can make my brother happy."

He compromised.

For Shen Ze'an, he didn't really have to ask Qin negative to choose one of the two.

Since Qin negative admits that he does exist in his heart.

Then he... At least he won't be too desperate, and he can use this reason to continue to lie to himself.

very nice.

Qin negative found that Shen Ze'an was actually quite coaxable.

He just wanted his attention.

As long as he meets his conditions.

Whatever you ask him to do, he will obediently obey.

For example, now, he just said a few words, and Shen Ze'an believed it without any doubt whether it was true or false.

"Aren't you afraid that what I just said is a lie to you?"

"It's fine to lie to me. You didn't even want to lie to me before."

Even if it is a lie with a honeyed belly and a sword in the belly.

That person is also willing.

For someone who loves him like this, Qin negative is not willing to hurt him anymore.

"Wait for another year." His melodious voice rang in Shen Ze'an's ear, "This time it's true."

The author has something to say: An An really loves so humblely. Every time I try to write him up, but I put his feelings into it and it still changes back to the original state.

He really loves Qin negative.