his plaything

When you love someone very hard, you will find that you can't love others except him.

Qin negative deprived Shen Ze'an of the ability to love others, but told him that his future does not need him.

Shen Ze'an woke up the next day and found himself lying on a clean and soft bed, wearing a new set of pajamas.

He was in pain when he walked, and his voice was hoarse when he tried to speak.

All thanks to Qin negative.

"woke up?"

Qin negative looked at the computer slowly on the first floor.

"Brother?" Shen Ze'an looked over suspiciously, he shook his head, and realized that the place he was in turned out to be his former home.

The furniture and wallpaper had all been refurbished, and he was almost unrecognizable.

"Why... am I here?"

"You drank too much yesterday."

Qin negative seemed to be in a good mood, and he actually answered his question. It would have been a good treatment if he hadn't been beaten.

But Shen Ze'an was still very scared, he quickly lowered his head, and apologized while looking for his clothes: "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm leaving now."

"Leave?" Qin negative closed his hand, and walked up the steps step by step towards Shen Ze'an. He stood in front of the rabbit and said in a low voice, "Which man are you going to find? Couldn't you feed you enough yesterday?"

"No, no." Shen Ze'an obediently knelt down and explained, "I...I promised my brother that I would not disturb my brother again."

"so?"

"I will disappear in front of my brother immediately, sorry, I... I didn't mean it."

"I saved you yesterday, don't you intend to repay the savior?" Qin negative squatted halfway, pinching Shen Ze'an's chin with his fingers, "Or are you saying that you can't wait to go to the appointment?"

"I'm just afraid... that my brother's girlfriend will see it." Shen Ze'an couldn't help but tremble when he thought of the scene where he was bumped into by his mother last time, "I will hide away, and no one will know the relationship between me and my brother. relationship, so brother, you don’t have to worry..."

"Didn't you try your best to stay by my side?" Qin negative's eyes dimmed, as deep as a bottomless abyss, "Why don't you dare to look at me now?"

"I do not have."

Shen Ze'an was just afraid that he would ruin Qin negative's plan.

Being able to get along with him, every minute and every second, is extremely tormented, and it is also a rare joy,

"I know my brother has always disliked me." He paused, then continued, "But I love my brother very much."

"If that woman comes later, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself, become mad with jealousy, and become a worse person."

"I'm not a great saint, I won't bless you. I wish she was hypocritical, you despise her, hate her, and then...every time you calm down, you will think of my best."

"But my brother is too partial."

"No matter what happens, it will definitely be me who gets hurt."

"Brother, I am really in pain."

"You want my life, and I'll give it to you. All I have left is this cheap heart, please, let it go, it's reached its limit..."

Shen Ze'an was almost lying at his feet, pinching his trousers carefully, and humbly begging for his poor heart.

Qin negative felt that it was very dazzling, he turned his eyes away deliberately not to look at it, but his heart felt very uncomfortable.Shen Ze'an's every word was like a stone pressing on his chest, which made him very annoyed, and wanted to... stretch out his arms to hug him, vent fiercely in his body, and tell him to shut up.

But he forcibly resisted the urge.

The originally calm state of mind suddenly became chaotic, Qin Ling didn't like the feeling of losing control of his emotions.

He impetuously kicked Shen Ze'an away, and habitually said some harsh words to attack that person.

"I don't want your heart, but I am very satisfied with your body."

These words successfully hurt Shen Ze'an.

A layer of despair really surfaced in that fragile person.

But Qin negative didn't feel good.

Hurt Shen Ze'an is not as happy as before.

He became more and more impatient, and it was difficult for him to bite the man's skin calmly.

"My brother needs my body... Then I will stay until my brother doesn't need it."

Shen Ze'an curled up into a ball, his eyes lost focus, he couldn't find a foothold, and drifted around with nowhere to rest.

Perhaps he began to force himself to adapt to this pain, and his heart learned to beat numbly.

It will no longer feel uncomfortable because of someone's words.

Qin negative built a cage for Shen Ze'an, and he locked him in it for his entertainment.

It was a storage room in the corner of the second floor.

Not too small, but very dark.

Shen Ze'an lived in this dark room without making any noise.

He gradually stopped talking, no longer made any resistance, and no longer had redundant expressions.

Sometimes, when that woman came, he would go back to the room consciously and obediently without Qin negative ordering him.Then, he sat behind the door, listening to those flirting voices poking his nerves over and over again.

Shen Ze'an was both envious and jealous.

Soon, his envy became a luxury.

"I'm so stupid... I still expect that my brother may one day... fall in love with me."

He tossed and turned in the middle of the night, rolling around and still couldn't fall asleep.

Since returning to Qin Ling's side, the insomnia has become more and more serious.

Shen Ze'an thought that there would be no end to such days, and finally one day.

He learned from the housekeeper that Qin negative was getting married.

He smoked a lot, desperately.

"is that true?"

When Qin negative returned home, seeing the mess all over the place, he dissatisfiedly removed the half-lit cigarette between Shen Ze'an's fingers.

"What really?"

Shen Ze'an reached out to take it back, but out of the corner of his eye, he accidentally saw the diamond ring on his ring finger.

This style looks like a pair.

"marry."

He touched his chest, his heart was still beating.

Why can't he feel pain.

Is his immunity strong again?

"Yeah." Qin negative admitted generously, "I'm not with her for marriage, why should I waste my energy."

"Do you love her?" Shen Ze'an stared straight at the other party, his voice was low and hoarse, but his tone was a little fierce and desolate, "Do you have feelings for her?"

"It's none of your business."

Shen Ze'an froze for a moment, and he smiled awkwardly.

"sorry."

The day before the wedding, Qin negative was obviously very happy.

He is about to be the heir of a big company, and his wife is beautiful and virtuous, and she is a good helper.With both family and career, he has nothing to be satisfied with.

Then what about Shen Ze'an?

"I'll find you a place to live." Qin negative naturally won't forget him, after all, it's not difficult to keep the relationship without telling his wife, if a man wants to lie, he won't be able to find out for a while.

"Brother...why can't you be merciful and give me a little tenderness?"

While he was asleep, Shen Ze'an quietly kissed that face that was too perfect.He lamented the injustice of God, and the carefully carved facial features alone were enough to make the public ignore his shortcomings.

"Why are you the only one who is so cruel to me...I also feel pain."

The night of the wedding.

Wearing a flawless white wedding dress, the beautiful bride walked slowly past the flower bed made of hydrangeas, holding lily-of-the-valley flowers in her hands, and stood in front of her husband with a smile on her eyes.

The scene was luxurious and romantic, everyone in the audience was glamorous and bright, and the atmosphere was so lively driven by the music. The soft lighting added more happiness to the couple.

"In the days to come, please give me your advice, Mrs. Qin."

Qin Ling lowered his head and kissed the bride, suddenly the image of Shen Ze'an appeared in his mind.

He was shocked, but as an actor, he covered it up very well, and no one found the flaw.

Shen Ze'an has been staying in the residence Qin Ling rearranged for him. The lights are not turned on in the house. It is unique and lonely in the well-lit high-end residential area.

He soaked in the bathtub, letting the warm water flood his whole body.

There were fresh red marks on the right arm, and not long after, the warm water in the bath was dyed light red.

He was really hurt.

So it hurts to divert attention elsewhere.

Whenever he had the thought of dying to get rid of everything, he would cut his arm with a utility knife to share the burden of worrying and dirtying.

Under the psychological comfort, at least it is much more comfortable.

As everyone knows, this will only speed up the speed of extinction.

The silk thread named Qin negative was wrapped around the heart, making a mess.

Let him solve it.

Neither end can be found.

"Qin negative... If you will meet you again in the next life, please be nice to me."

Shen Ze'an closed his eyes.

He is very tired and wants to have a good sleep.

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