only love is not enough

Li Zinan's heart was no longer scratched by cats, but felt like a fire was burning.He didn't like everything, and he was impatient at work, and when Li Ziying's baby held a full moon wine, he was unhappy and absent-minded.

"You're so rude! There are so many people there, and Xiao Xin talks to you, but you don't care, what do your parents think!" Li's mother scolded Li Zinan in the car.

"Seeing that you are not in a good mood, is your work not going well?" Dad Li asked with concern.

"No!" Li Zinan coped while driving.

"It's your choice that you didn't like your job! It was arranged for you at the beginning, but you don't want to..." Li's mother started to read again, but Li's father quickly interrupted: "Okay, don't bring it up again, Xiao Nan's work is quite good now seriously."

"People are strict when they are fathers. You are so nice and always protect him. I will be a bad person!" Li Ma said dissatisfied.

"Xiao Nan, your mother is right. Girls are thin-skinned. You have treated Xiao Xin too much today. If you really don't like her, you have to make it clear." , no one is to blame.

"I think Xiao Xin is pretty good, more reliable than your messy girlfriends before." Li's mother found the topic again, "Xiao Nan, you are not young anymore, it's time to seriously fall in love, settle down, and plan for the future." Life. By the way, your aunt said the other day that it’s good to have a girl in their unit, when will you be free..."

"Mom, don't worry about it! I'm like your son, are you afraid that you won't find a wife? That's because I don't want it. I want to be willing to nod. I don't want you to choose what kind of one I don't have." Li Zinan coaxed Li Ma, just for Let Mama Li stop messing around.At the beginning of the year, Li's mother forced Li Zinan to go on a blind date, but the girl's boyfriend ran over and made a fuss, which was so boring.

"Just blow it up! I know you're just fooling around, and you're not serious every day!" Li Ma smiled happily, and Li Zinan's appearance really had nothing to say.

"If you are interested, bring it home to meet!" Father Li concluded.

When they got to Li Zinan's downstairs, Li Zinan got out of the car and returned the keys to his father, said "Go back", then turned and went upstairs.Li's mother shouted from behind: Go to bed early and go home when you have time.

Li Zinan was lying on the bed, thinking about his mother's words, everything was wrong in his mind, but he had a cold face, which shocked him.Thinking of the unhappiness in his heart these past few days, Li Zinan was even more at a loss.He didn't know what that feeling was, it was as if an invisible tentacles were gently poking at his nerves, wanting to swipe away but trying to grab something.

Li Zinan scratched around in the cage like a caged animal, Yan Han saw that he was preoccupied, worried that it was caused by what he said a few days ago, he wanted to ask, his self-esteem was causing trouble, he didn't want others to sympathize with him, and felt inferior that he couldn't help I was busy, so I had to watch silently.

There is a famous saying in Spielberg's "Jurassic Park": Life is unrestrained, and they always find a way.Li Zinan also found a way out, but it is still unknown where this road leads.

First of all, Li Zinan found a few volunteer groups on WeChat, then communicated to determine the activities that suit him, and finally, put them into practice!

He went to Fukang Kindergarten, where the disabled children really made Li Zinan feel distressed.Compared with normal children, these children suffered all kinds of hardships since childhood, and some were even abandoned by their parents.Looking at them, Li Zinan can somewhat feel the pain of severe cold and injury and the hardships of life.

Li Zinan also participated in the book delivery activities in poverty-stricken areas, donating money to teach children who are about to start school in September.Looking at the excited little faces, holding the book and loving it, Li Zinan thought of the figure under the tree who was concentrating on solving the problem.In his opinion, the nine-year compulsory education stipulated by the state is nothing more than common. It is compulsory and taken for granted, but for some children, it is out of reach.Recalling Yan Han's thirst for knowledge and persistence, Li Zinan was deeply shocked and moved.

Distressed——Li Zinan defined the inexplicable turmoil in her heart.He has always been surrounded by ordinary people. The so-called disadvantaged groups are just stories in news reports and have never been in contact with them. Therefore, Yan Han is special to him. Therefore, since he knew Yan Han, he always wanted to care about him and help him. It is also human nature.Seeing those strange children made me feel distressed, not to mention the severe cold.Li Zinan categorized her emotions and gave an aboveboard explanation.

These are not enough, after all Yan Han is not a child, in order to further affirm her heart, Li Zinan started to run to the hospital.He first went to the nearby PLA Hospital. There were quite a few tall and young soldiers in the outpatient department, but in the inpatient department there were more retired cadres who went to the hospital regularly every year for recuperation.He had to go to the city hospital again.

There were many people in the city hospital, and everyone was in a hurry, so they didn't pay attention to what Li Zinan was looking at.This trip he saw all kinds of paralyzed patients, but because he accidentally saw the nurse picking up the shit of the patients, he really made himself sick for a while.

Men, women, old and young, with mild or severe illnesses, whether they are patients or family members, all have a trace of helplessness on their faces.When we meet, we can only bear it, and all kinds of good wishes are just wishes, and not many can be realized.Now the severe cold is young, so what will happen after decades?Li Zinan didn't dare to imagine, he didn't have such noble feelings.

However, Li Zinan's heart also ignited a raging fighting spirit.He decided to treat Yan Han as a brother and help him as much as possible, whether it is now or in the future, as long as he can, he will be obliged.

Yan Han didn't know Li Zinan's mental journey, he repeated his daily life, simple and peaceful.