Deep sake

I remained calm, facing his first anger, I even felt that his words just now injected me with vitality, but the words he said were sour: "Don't you want to be Xiao Xiujun's elder brother Shenjiu?"

After an angry questioning, he seemed to have calmed down, and looked at me expressionlessly: "Mr. Shao, do you want to?"

"This is your business. I may have overstepped it just now, but it depends on you in the end. The important thing is what you think."

I really admire myself, until now I still maintain a state of defense that does not leak a single flaw.

But he broke my guard with one word.

"No," he said, "what matters is what Teacher Shao thinks."

what do i thinkI can't answer, I dare not answer.His words were like an invitation that he thought was unknown. If I misunderstood and went to the appointment, I don't know what would happen.

So calm was restored again, Li Shenjiu stopped talking, but he walked a bit slower.

When we got home, it was already dark.Li Shenjiu stepped into the room first, but he didn't say a word, even though I'm hungry now, how could I not be hungry after walking for such a long time, but I still didn't dare to say anything.Strangely, the two of us seem to have walked onto the ice together. I probably know what he is angry about, and I feel more than that. There may be other things, but I am on the ice now, and I dare not act rashly. At least There is still hope.

I'm also a little annoyed, I think, if you don't talk, I won't talk either.

I can not talk, but I can not not eat.

Li Shenjiu still went to the small kitchen to cook a few side dishes, and heated up the unfinished meal at noon. The rice was a bit burnt and tasted a bit bitter.

Going back, leaving here, there are not many days left in this month, I thought again, in the end, there is no place for me, nowhere.This sudden thought brought some soreness to the eye sockets for no reason.I speeded up my eating, and I didn't look at the food a few times, and I didn't know what the taste was in my mouth, so I put down the bowl and chopsticks before I had a chance to speak.

I stood up and wanted to go back to the room and fall asleep, without looking at the other person eating at the table.When I was about to step into the room, I didn't know if I was too anxious to eat, and I was so angry that I turned around and walked to the table.

"I'll be back at the end of this month."

I spoke very calmly. It should be said that I deliberately calmed down. When I said it, he was still eating with his head down. I was taller than him, so I could only see his hair twirling around. When I came down, it was as if I hadn't heard my speech, but I should have heard it again, and said "um" calmly.

Then he said, "At the end of the month?"

"At the end of the month."

"The doll doesn't teach anymore?"

I can't answer.

Li Shenjiu asked again: "I don't want to teach anymore?"

I was speaking annoyedly, but I lost again, and the defeat was quite tragic.

"Okay," he said, "but that's all."

"That's all from the city."

It turns out that the sunny and soft boy is very good at satirizing people, and he also has his own prejudices.

I don't want to be like this, I didn't want to be like this in the first place, but I don't know where the anger comes from, it should be that this kind of wishful thinking but not being treated makes me feel very aggrieved, so I want to confront him, many times What I want more is to speak directly and expose my thoughts in broad daylight, but whether it is exposed or not, it is my fault in the first place. This sense of right and wrong is enough to make me ashamed and angry.But now I want to take back what I just said.

Li Shenjiu didn't even raise his head, he was still eating in silence, I looked at his hair for a moment, then turned around, went back to the room, and fell asleep.