Narrow road to rebirth

"Of course." Lu Fengzhou completely ignored the confrontation with Ming Xi, stepped forward a few steps, stepped through the secret door, and walked in front of Jian Shuran.

Lu Fengzhou went up to hold Jian Shuran's hand, but was gently avoided.

"What are you talking about? Why can't I understand a word?" What died once?Is this a fantasy story?

Jian Shuran was hesitant, but when he heard that Lu Fengzhou had a lover, his heart ached.Hearing about Lu Fengzhou's death and his parents' funeral, his heart ached even more.The pain made him tremble and shudder.

Lu Fengzhou didn't know how to explain, he didn't know how to speak about what happened over the years.

On the contrary, Ming Xi laughed, and that light and light laugh really added to the weird atmosphere.

"Let me tell..." Ming Xi took a few steps, walked into the room, and sat on the single sofa opposite Jian Shuran.He wasn't in a hurry, he just slowly told what he saw and heard in Los Angeles in his previous life.

Every time he said a word, Jian Shuran's face turned white again.When Ming Xi finally finished speaking, Jian Shuran felt that even the temperature in the room dropped, he was very cold.

"He's telling a story, isn't he?" Jane looked at Lu Fengzhou with a glimmer of hope. What about the previous life, what about rebirth, how could such nonsense happen, he is a materialist.

Lu Fengzhou's eyes were full of deep apology and pity, and Jane was stunned.

"Aren't you cheating on me together?" He thought, maybe this is a dream.

Ming Xi got up and went to the next room, and came back with a thick document after a while, and put it in front of Jian Shuran.

"Look at your medical records yourself. Have you never thought about why you have to see a psychiatrist every time you go to the hospital?"

Jian Shuran picked up the heavy folder and looked at it slowly.It was recorded in detail above that since May of this year, he has been admitted to the hospital for treatment and was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder.Since the summer vacation, there has been a full-time psychiatrist to treat and monitor his condition.He goes to the hospital once a week.

He was also surprised that after he lost his memory, the person Lu Fengzhou contacted the most was not the brain expert, but the psychologist.He didn't think much about it at the time, but now it seems that it was because he had a mental illness for a long time without knowing it.Lu Fengzhou never mentioned it to him.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?" Jian Shuran looked at Lu Fengzhou, who was his lover, the person he trusted the most.He could even give his life to him, but now someone told him everything was false.

It's like Nanke Yimeng, all happiness is a mirage.

Lu Fengzhou's nerves were so tense, as if they were about to break.Just now Jane avoided his touch, and he was already trembling with fear.

He took a deep breath and said slowly and sincerely, "I'll tell you about our affairs when we go home."

Jian really knew that what Ming Xi said was probably true, because Lu Fengzhou didn't refute, his heart seemed to be scalded by boiling water, and twitched in severe pain.He couldn't imagine those things, Lu Fengzhou would hug someone else, his parents would die early.

"You can just talk here, and I'll listen too, lest you avoid the important points and ignore the important points." Ming Xi was afraid that Lu Fengzhou would go back and fool around and not tell the truth.

"Whether he's telling the truth or not, you actually don't know. All you know is us after arriving in Los Angeles." Jian Shuran stood up, slightly weak, and even slightly shaking.Lu Fengzhou wanted to support him, but was avoided again.

Ming Xi also stood up. Seeing Jian Shuran's actions, he secretly rejoiced that Lu Fengzhou's good days were over.

He stepped forward to help Jian Shuran, but Jian Shuran raised his hand to stop him.

"We don't know each other well. There's no need to do this. I can walk in and go out by myself." Even though her mentality was faltering, Jane didn't want anyone to watch his excitement.

"I can help you restore your memory, do you want to?" Ming Xi asked eagerly, with childlike anticipation, her eyes were brightly shining with innocence.

This look inexplicably made Jane feel scared.

"You can do it?" Jian Shuran obviously didn't believe it.

"Temporary amnesia is not a serious problem in the first place. If you treat it seriously, maybe you'll be cured long ago. It's just that some people don't want you to get better." Ming Xi glanced at Lu Fengzhou clearly, then turned to focus on Lu Fengzhou. Jian Shuran said, "You go to the United States with me. My family has invested in a sanatorium there, with top-notch doctors and equipment, and you can remember it in less than a month."

"I won't go with you." Jian Shuran said with certainty, even if he had doubts and dissatisfaction with Lu Fengzhou now, could this person be trusted?He was sure, no, his intuition told him that this person was dangerous.

"You have to be cheated by him a few times before you're willing." Ming Xi felt incredible. He thought that after talking so much, Jane should just push Lu Fengzhou away.

Jane shook her head and asked Lu Fengzhou, "Let's go first, or do you have other things to deal with?"

"Let's go, let's go." Lu Fengzhou couldn't hide his joy in his heart. He knew that Jane would not accept Mingxi's help easily, but he never thought that he would be willing to leave with him.

"If you change your mind, you can contact me. After all, it's hard to suffer from memory loss." The result was not satisfactory, and Ming Xi was not in a hurry, he knew that the fuse between the two had been lit.

After all, humans are strange creatures.According to the development of the previous life, Jane is the kind of person who loves very humblely, because Lu Fengzhou's aloofness keeps raising Jane's ability to bear.He accepted all kinds of things later, even if he was disgusted, he was willing to humiliate himself.To put it simply, the harder the attack, the stronger the anti-strike ability.

But now that he is in a happy marriage, the dimension of emotional shock he can accept has been greatly reduced.A little trouble can subvert his cognition and shatter all his happiness.

Mingxi just waited for them to break up on their own.

Jian Shuran and Lu Fengzhou were sitting in the car on the return trip, so they had endless conversations every time.This time, the two of them were as quiet as a mute button, and the car was as quiet as a grave.

Until returning to the apartment, Jian Shuran didn't say a word, Lu Fengzhou could only follow along step by step, and didn't dare to say more.

After entering the house, Jian Shuran went directly to the kitchen and took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator. He had to calm down, his whole mind was clouded.

"Don't drink it cold." Lu Fengzhou followed behind, and finally couldn't help making a sound, and reached out to take the bottle of water.Because of mental stimulation and drug stimulation, Jian Shuran's stomach became more and more fragile. He usually looks very tight, but now it is very cold, how can he drink such cold water.

Lu Fengzhou turned around and poured a glass of warm water for Jian Shuran, and Jian Shuran picked it up and drank it all.As a result, he choked, and he began to cough non-stop, his coughing face turned red.

Lu Fengzhou wanted to go up to give him comfort, but was pushed away.This is the third time that Jian Shuran pushed him away today, and his heart ached.

"Don't touch me until you speak clearly." Jian Shuran finally stopped coughing, and pointed at the sofa in the living room, with a blizzard brewing in her dark eyes, "Today we must speak clearly."

The two sat on the sofa one after the other, Lu Fengzhou opened his mouth with difficulty, and told all kinds of things from the two of them after they realized it. He didn't deliberately hide it, and told everything.By now, he had to accept the consequences.

Lu Fengzhou talked for a long time, but Jian Shuran always maintained the same posture without moving.After Lu Fengzhou finished speaking, Jian Shuran felt that he could no longer move. He thought it would be great if he could turn into a stone.Without heart, there is no suffering.

Tears flowed down her cheeks, but Jane still felt unreal.How come I lived two lifetimes!Is reincarnation so easy?

He thought of that dream again, and the scene in the dream gradually became clear, Lu Fengzhou was hugging someone else, the scene pierced his heart instantly, and a big blood hole was broken.

False, all false, his happiness is like a bubble, light and fluffy, it will disperse when the wind blows.

Should he be thankful, at least his parents are still there, at least he is still alive.

"Of course, don't cry, I really know I'm wrong. I swear, I have never touched anyone other than you in my life, and I haven't even seen a second time. I love you with all my heart." Lu Fengzhou directly Kneeling on one knee at Jian Shuran's feet, he surrounded Jian Shuran on one side of the sofa. Jian Shuran didn't look up, but just hugged his knee in a daze.

"Of course..." Lu Fengzhou tentatively stretched out his hand to pull Jian Shuran, but he couldn't pull it at all. His muscles were as stiff as a stone, curled up, showing a special protection mechanism.The breathing is so light that you can't hear it if you don't get close.Tears stopped flowing, eyes were out of focus, and pupils were even a little dizzy.

Lu Fengzhou panicked, why did it feel like Jian Shuran's life suddenly began to pass away, what kind of concept is this?

"Of course, but, listen to me, I am sincere to you, I have never had anyone else in my heart, baby, don't scare me." Lu Fengzhou panicked and took out his mobile phone to make a call, pressed several times, His hands were shaking, and finally the phone fell to the ground with a "clang".

That sound seemed to call Jian Shuran's soul back at once.

There was a sharp inhalation sound, accompanied by violent tremors.Jian Shuran's breathing rate became faster and faster, showing symptoms of hyperventilation.

In a panic, Lu Fengzhou could only pick up the blanket on the sofa and cover his head to form a compact space to increase the concentration of carbon dioxide around him and avoid oxygen poisoning.

Slowly Jian Shuran calmed down, Lu Fengzhou tried to remove the blanket on his head.With a pale face, it seemed as if he had been soaked in the bottom of the cold pool and was attacked by the extreme cold.

"Don't touch me." Jian Shuran panted, he couldn't accept Lu Fengzhou's approach now.

"baby……"

"Lu Fengzhou, is it because I'm not good enough? Why did you find someone else? Did you say that you love me is a lie? If you don't love me, you push me away. Why are you humiliating me?" Jian Shuran's eyes were filled with heat.

"No, you are the best. However, I am a bastard. I was ignorant at the time, so don't dig into the horns."

As for Lu Fengzhou, Jian Shuran has always been the best, but there are always times when people are assholes and don't know it.Lu Fengzhou used to be a complete jerk, and he failed to live up to his sincerity. Now, he can pay any price to get this sincerity back.