Narrow road to rebirth

In the numbness, there were dense needles piercing his heart, the pain was sharp, and a bloody mess was torn out.A white mist began to appear in front of his eyes, and he couldn't see clearly.

Suddenly recalling the feeling when he learned of his parents' death back then, the extreme despair, the great sadness that could not be vented, crushed him in an instant.

The dizziness was accompanied by a headache, and he felt dizzy, why did he let him go through this, if he came back just to experience such a revengeful death, he might as well not come back.

Jian Shuran's legs went limp and he knelt directly beside the bed, and the extremely accelerated panting made him suffer from hypoxia.He is really sad!

"No, Zhao Zhen, you can die if you take one less bite..." Suddenly the door of the bathroom was opened, and Lu Fengzhou walked out loudly.

Seeing Jian Shuran kneeling beside the bed, she was startled, and stepped forward to hug her from behind: "What's the matter? But, why is it uncomfortable?"

Lu Fengzhou also had a deep shadow on the hospital, it was here that he completely lost Jane Shuran.He felt the person in his arms tremble violently, and then leaned against him as if he had collapsed.

Jian Shuran turned her head and looked at Lu Fengzhou in a daze, with no look in her eyes.The great joy after the great sorrow, the turning point is too fast, the heart goes back and forth between the bottom of the valley and the top of the mountain.After a while, Jian Shuran finally let out a breath.I tried to stand up, but found that my legs were still weak.

Lu Fengzhou picked him up and put him on the bed with a worried look on his face.

"What's the matter? What's the matter with you?"

Jane shook her head, not wanting to speak.

Lu Fengzhou looked back at You Ke: "What did you tell him?"

"I didn't say anything." You Ke looked calm, he really didn't say anything.

"You made it clear to him." Lu Fengzhou glared at You Ke, then turned his head and hugged Jian Shuran to coax him, "It's okay, there's nothing, I'm fine."

Zhao Zhen was still coughing and his face was flushed, Lu Fengzhou pressed the beeper helplessly, and the nurse opened the door to ask what's the matter.

"Give it to him." Lu Fengzhou pointed at Zhao Zhen, "Arrange a ward and ask the doctor to show him. He is allergic to chili."

You Ke helped Zhao Zhen in the past, and said mercilessly, "I'm making you hungry."

Zhao Zhen was kicked out, Zhuo Yu looked at the situation and thought it would be better to wait outside, so he also went out.

Jian Shuran calmed down slowly, only then did he realize that it was his own preconceived ideas that made him mess up.If the situation is really serious, they should go to the emergency room, not the ward.

In the final analysis, it's just chaos if you care about it.

"Of course, drink some water." Lu Fengzhou poured a glass of water and handed it to Jian Shuran's mouth.

Jian Shuran took a sip of his hand and slowly regained her strength.

"I've seen the news about the car accident, what's going on?" The pictures at the scene are too powerful, otherwise Jane would not be so credulous about his accident.

"I wasn't in that car. I was in the car behind. I thought Xu Jin'an was so cunning, so I didn't use the car I used to use. The news was withdrawn within 5 minutes. Why did you still see it?" Lu Fengzhou was afraid that he would be worried, and such news would cause a chain reaction, and Changfeng's stock price would also be affected.So I took down the news immediately, but I didn't expect it to be seen.

"Where's Xu Jin'an?" Seeing that Lu Fengzhou was fine, Jian Shuran breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time thought of that extremely dangerous person.

"Run away." Lu Fengzhou was a little unwilling, "But he can't leave Jingcheng, don't worry, he will be taken care of."

Jingcheng is his home field, so why would Xu Jin'an be allowed to do whatever he wants.But because he didn't want to disturb his grandfather and father, and he didn't fully grasp Changfeng, he had limited power to mobilize, so he gave Xu Jinan a chance to breathe.But there's no need to hide it now, the whole family knows about it, even his uncle called his assistant just now to ask what's going on.

Now that the whole Lu family is involved, the matter is much simpler.His grandfather and his father would never let anyone who tried to kill him go, and now he didn't even need to.

"You should be more careful recently." Jian Shuran has experienced Xu Jinan's methods, that man is a real jackal, cunning, vicious, treacherous, and has deep thoughts.Now that the person's whereabouts are unknown, it's best to be careful, he also has some ways in Jingcheng.

Lu Fengzhou smiled, took Jian Shuran's hand and kissed it: "Of course you care about me, this can't be faked."

"Yeah, there's nothing to lie about, after all, I loved you." Jane withdrew her hand and clasped her hands, "I don't want you to die anyway, not just you, anyone else don't want to die before me." before."

In those 14 years, she really loved her. Jane is a stubborn person, she loves very seriously, and she is also very stubborn.Pushed himself into a dead end, and he didn't even think about getting out of that dead end.

So even now, he didn't want anything to happen to Lu Fengzhou.They all want to live, live well, and live cleanly in a world without each other.

Lu Fengzhou was keenly aware that Jane Shuran used "loved" instead of "love", his expression did not change, and he still went to hold Jane Shuran's hand.

"It's enough that you love me." Lu Fengzhou deliberately confused the audience.

"You don't have to pretend you don't understand. I loved you once, and I loved you very seriously. When I first saw you, it was like a seed fell in my heart, and you took root very strongly. The roots grew bigger and bigger. The piercing got deeper and deeper. It really hurts to pull out blood and flesh." Jian Shuran avoided Lu Fengzhou's hand with a calm expression.I don't know if he experienced the "life and death" just now, but at this moment his mood is almost dead silent.

It is precisely because of this life and death that he wants to escape from here.Some things can't be experienced again, he really can't bear it.The more reluctant he is to part with this person, the more dangerous he is.Especially the trust between them is as fragile as a piece of paper, how can two people get along without trust?

"Then why don't we stop pulling it? You continue to let it grow." Lu Fengzhou felt distressed when he heard this. He knew that Jane loved him, and knew that Jane had been aggrieved in her previous life, so he would definitely change.

"No, that root is too good to eat. My heart has been emptied, and I have nothing left. If I let it go, I might die." This is the truth. There is a big hole in my heart. will be filled.

"No, how could it be? Don't keep talking about it. This time is different. We all know the result, so we can just avoid it. However, I have learned my lesson, and I will not make you angry in the future." He was also I plan to be a good husband with 24 filial piety.

"You don't look like you anymore." Jian Shuran looked at the person in front of her in a daze, her face remained the same, but there was nothing familiar about her expression and tone, "Look, during the years we were together, I have been making compromises in my life." By your side, it ended up like that. Now you want to be with me, and you start to compromise. Our relationship is very sick, shouldn’t two people be happy together? Why does one of us always wrong ourselves , it's too morbid."

If Jian Shuran had realized this problem before, he would have left early, but at that time his eyes were blindfolded by himself.

Now their problem is still there, the most important thing is, he doesn't know if Lu Fengzhou can maintain the status quo?People always move forward in the beginning, but in the end all their efforts become wronged and worthless.

"I don't feel wronged, not at all. In the past, I was nothing, and I wronged you. It won't happen in the future, I won't let you suffer the slightest bit of wronged. Really!" Lu Fengzhou is now willing to do things for Jane. Do everything, as long as this person is still by his side, he will never let this person feel the slightest grievance again.

"Lu Fengzhou, when will you become more mature? You are not 17 years old anymore, can we talk about the responsibilities among adults?" After taking off the vest, you can't use yourself as an excuse for being young and ignorant.

"What responsibility? If I lose you, I'm responsible. I won't be able to have it in my life." Lu Fengzhou was impatient. It's enough to make people uncomfortable that their relationship is not standing still. Why is it going backwards now.

"The relationship between me and you is already over. I gave you the last life. In this life, can't you be kind and let me go?"

"I can not do it."

"What you can do, it's just a matter of time. Nothing is unbalanced by time, Lu Fengzhou, I don't have you in my future plans, and my future doesn't have you."

"My future is all about you, only you." Lu Fengzhou's face turned pale, the future must be two people together, no matter who can turn around first, he won't allow it.

"You're just used to my obedience to you. Without me, there are other people. You can re-plan your future." In the days to come, he will no longer submit to anyone, nor will he love so humblely.

"I never lack people who are obedient and obedient around me. All I lack is you."

Jian Shuran's face turned pale, she buried her head on her knees, nodded and said, "Yes, there is never a shortage of people around you. Then what do you want to do now? The red flag at home is not down, and the colorful flags are fluttering outside?"

Lu Fengzhou knew that he had said the wrong thing, but these things were hurdles that he couldn't get over.He reached out and gently grabbed Jian Shuran's chin, forcing him to look up.

"Of course, I admit everything I've done before. I'm not loyal to my feelings, and I don't know how to cherish them. I can't change those. But I can guarantee that I will only have you in the future, and there will be no one between us."

Jian Shuran listened without any trust in her heart, but felt tired. There have been too many conversations like this recently, and they were all talking back and forth.He knows Lu Fengzhou's stubbornness, how can he make him give up.

"However, you can't leave me, and I can't leave you. We were entangled together for 14 years, and I missed it for another 14 years. I was 44 years old when I died, and you accounted for more than half of my life. I will never let you go, and you don't have to try hard to escape, I don't want to really lock you up."

Lu Fengzhou held out his heart and put it in front of Jian Shuran, it doesn't matter if he doesn't want it.Just like he once hurt Jane Shuran's sincerity before, he deserved it, and he deserved it.The sins committed in the past will eventually be paid back.Now he has both patience and time.No matter how Jian Shuran struggles, he will trap people by his side.

"Don't force me to hate you." Jane said desolately.

At the same time, he suddenly realized that he had never hated Lu Fengzhou, even when he died, he only felt miserable.Goodbye, you chase me and run away in a repeated cycle.Hate, as if I didn't have time to think about it, but now...