Narrow road to rebirth

"What did you say?" Lu Fengzhou raised his voice suddenly, with disbelief written all over his face, "Say it again."

"Yes, it can't be called a breakup, after all, it's not a relationship." Jian Shuran stroked her hair, her slender fingers twitched slightly, "Then... put it another way that you can accept, Lu Fengzhou, you Abandon me."

"What's wrong with you? Your brain is falling? Is there something wrong?" Lu Fengzhou tried to find out what went wrong. He never thought that Jane would leave. After so many years, this person is like a dodder. Looking at him as a big tree, how can Jane live without him?

But Jian Shuran's eyes made him unable to understand. The enthusiasm, warmth, warmth, Chicheng, and innocence in it seemed to have disappeared. When did it happen?Why does it look like a pool of stagnant water now?

"No." Jian Shuran looked at the man who was obviously becoming irritable in front of her, without fear or trepidation, once she made up her mind about some things, there was nothing to be afraid of.Before, he never thought that it would be him who ended the relationship.

"Is that because of Xu Jin'an's matter?" It was fine before, no matter what happened to him, Jian Shuran always looked like he would never leave. Lu Fengzhou got used to it, and naturally thought that the sky was falling, and Jian Shuran would not If you leave, you will be terrified this time, "I admit that I didn't protect you well, I have already sent more people to be by your side, and this will never happen again in the future."

"It's nothing to do with anything. I just want to leave you. It's been 14 years. I'm tired of it. You must be tired of it too. Is it okay to stop here?"

This was his last hope. Jane had no dignity, no face, and no spine after being by Lu Fengzhou's side for so many years. Now that he left, he just wanted to live a good life.

"Fart, bore me? Leave? Don't even think about it."

Lu Fengzhou was like a firecracker that was suddenly ignited, and his whole body became manic.My heart seemed to be kicked a few times by someone, and I was feeling depressed and uncomfortable.He took a few steps forward and pressed Jian Shuran's shoulder hard, but his arm was broken, his ribs were broken, and he had severe stomach bleeding, which was just better.Especially the doctor repeatedly told him not to let him be stimulated.Lu Fengzhou couldn't do anything about him for a while, he could only stare at him with fiery eyes.

"Why?" Jane was puzzled, he thought leaving should be the easiest thing.

"No reason?" Lu Fengzhou gritted his teeth and replied, his eyes were stained with blood.

"I'm getting old, and there are young and beautiful children around you. I'm just a dispensable decoration. I don't want anything, just let me go."

In the past, Lu Fengzhou's lovers, unless they made a mistake and were sent away, the rest, whether they were forced to leave or left voluntarily, would receive a resettlement fee.Jane doesn't want it, he just wants to stay away from this person.

Lu Fengzhou didn't love him, it was because he was obsessed with this person.But time and reality taught him to be a man.What happened to Xu Jin'an was just an opportunity, without him, they would have come to this point eventually.

"I don't care, I won't let you go, you'd better settle down."

After Lu Fengzhou shouted, he slammed the door and went out.

Immediately after a loud noise came from the living room, Lu Fengzhou smashed all the things in the living room.

Listening to the noise in the living room, Jane suddenly felt a headache.The lovers who are by Lu Fengzhou's side all have a shelf life, and basically they will be replaced in a few months. Except for him, the longest time by Lu Fengzhou's side is only half a year.At that time, for some reason, that person ran up to him and babbled nonsense, Zhuo Yu made him go back. It is said that he was sent away on the same day. Lu Fengzhou didn't like disobedient people.

And it's not that there are no ones who ask to leave, but there are very few. So far, he only knows two.It is said that one of them was playing hard to get, but it was messed up. Lu Fengzhou never turned back.

He can hang out with others, so what did he do wrong?

A burst of mobile phone ringing interrupted his cranky thoughts, ignoring the continuous smashing sound in the living room, Jane glanced at the strange number and picked it up.

On the other side of the receiver was an elderly woman's voice, soft and familiar, but also cautious: "Is it Jane Shuran?"

Jane was a little confused, and couldn't recognize whose voice it was: "I am..."

"Of course, I'm the second aunt."

"Second aunt?"

Jian Shuran was very surprised. It turned out to be his second aunt, who hadn't contacted her for many years, and couldn't hear the once familiar voice.

Hearing that Jian Shuran's voice was very hoarse, the second aunt asked worriedly, "What's wrong with your voice?"

"It's okay, I have a cold in summer." Jane sucked her nose deliberately.

"You have to pay attention to your health..." After finishing speaking, the second aunt was silent for a while, with a trembling voice, "However, where are you? Why didn't you answer the phone a while ago? Why didn't you go home?"

"Second Aunt, tell me what you have to say." Jian Shuran suddenly had a bad feeling.

"However, your parents are gone. I called you dozens of times half a month ago, but you didn't answer them, and you didn't have time to see them for the last time. Why are you so stubborn, it's your parents Yeah. Seven years ago you left home in anger, your mother chased you, got into a car accident, and lost your left calf, and you didn’t come back to take a look. Last month they went out to visit relatives and encountered a mudslide. Now the two It's gone, how can you bear it. However, how did you become like this?"

The second aunt was chattering over there, but Jian Shuran only felt that his mind was blank, and a cold air rose from the soles of his feet, quickly spreading throughout his body, freezing every inch of his flesh and blood.Parents are gone?Half a month ago?Where was he at that time?Is it the time in captivity?

"At least you should come back and lay a grave for your parents..." Second Aunt was already crying.

There was a loud sound of opening the door, followed by a violent and angry voice: "Who are you calling? Is it that bastard Jane Shuran?"

Jane could tell that it was her second uncle, and she loved his second uncle very much since she was a child.

"Jian Shuran, you are not as good as pigs and dogs. Why did my elder brother and sister-in-law give birth to you! You don't have to come back, and you don't come back. My Jane family doesn't have a beast like you. My elder brother and sister-in-law's grave, you Don't come here to pay homage to the sweeper, it just ruined their peace..."

Jian Shuran couldn't hear what was going on behind her. It was as if a helicopter's propeller was spinning crazily in her ears. It was so noisy and the wind was so strong.His temples hurt as if he had been hit by an electric drill, and his eyes turned black in bursts.

His parents have always been gentle people, and the family is very warm.His parents are quite open-minded and gave him a relatively relaxed environment.He realized he was gay in high school, and he hesitated to tell his parents about it.Parents have been honest all their lives. After being shocked, they struggled for half a month and finally accepted it.

Later, he followed Lu Fengzhou, and his parents did not object.Until seven years ago, his parents somehow learned that he and Lu Fengzhou were not in an equal relationship, but just lovers. Even Lu Fengzhou had many lovers, and their son was just the most inconspicuous one among them. .

The two old men couldn't accept it no matter what, they insisted on letting Jian Shuran leave Lu Fengzhou.But at that time, Jane was already deeply involved, unable to extricate herself.In the end, Jian Shuran left home and never went back.It turned out that my mother had an accident at that time and got into a car accident.

Jian Shuran covered her head and squatted down. Her head hurt so badly, as if something was trying to pry her head open.

The smiling faces of his parents flashed in front of his eyes over and over again, as well as the disappointed eyes of his parents on the day he left.

What the hell did he do!He thought that in a few more years, his parents would gradually accept him, and he would be able to go home and call him parents.But now he has nothing, he has no home, and no parents.

The sky and the earth are big, and he doesn't even have a place to go back to.Why is it like this?He hasn't fulfilled his filial piety yet, and hasn't let them enjoy a day of happiness, so why did they abandon him and go away?

It took him 14 years to prove that his lowliness had no bottom line, and another seven years to prove that he was an unfilial and disrespectful beast.

The feeling of suffocation came up one after another, and Jane suddenly felt that it was difficult to breathe. Some liquid remained from her mouth, and she stretched out her hand to touch it, and the color was shockingly red.

His mind was filled with a white mist of confusion, and his eyes were filled with mist, and he could hardly see.He thought that if he went home now to have a look and kowtow to his parents, maybe...maybe...what?Yes, no matter what, go home first, he wants to go home.

He could no longer think much, stood up staggeringly, walked straight to the bedroom door, opened it, and the living room was a mess.

Jian Shuran didn't seem to see anything, and floated towards the gate like a ghost. Just as he grabbed the doorknob, a pair of big hands restrained him from behind.

"Jian Shuran, do you dare to run?" Lu Fengzhou's furious voice came from behind.

Jian Shuran broke free forcefully, but the strength was too great for him to break free.Turning around, he slapped the person behind him without hesitation.

Lu Fengzhou was stunned, and Jian Shuran hit him for the first time: "Fuck, you're fucking bored, you..."

When he saw Jian Shuran who turned around clearly, all the words were choked in his throat.Jian Shuran's skirt was covered in blood, and blood was still flowing from her mouth.His eyes were already slack, and there was a dead light in them.

Lu Fengzhou panicked all of a sudden, he hugged Jian Shuran, and could clearly feel that this person had lost his vitality.

"Call the doctor, call the doctor quickly." Lu Fengzhou shouted to the people next to him.

Someone around opened the door and ran out, someone rushed to the bedroom and pressed the beeper, and the surroundings were in chaos. 14 years later

The small apartment that Jian Shuran lived in back then, not too big with two bedrooms and two living rooms, was given to him by Lu Fengzhou, and the ownership was not transferred until the end, and Jian Shuran didn't go through the formalities.

Did he not like asking for his own things? Lu Fengzhou couldn't figure it out.In fact, he originally wanted to give Jian Shuran a bigger house, but he just fell in love with this place, saying it was close to his work place.I found out later that it was because it was closer to Changfeng.

Thinking about it carefully, Jane Shuran never took the initiative to ask him for anything. They were not in a nurturing relationship. Jane Shuran was very independent both financially and personally.

So in the end Lu Fengzhou missed that person, but he himself didn't know anything.

Now it still maintains the appearance when Jian Shuran left, everything is still there, even the location has not changed.Even though many things have shown their old state, they still haven't been replaced.

The autumn afternoon sun was very soothing, shining on the rocking chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, Lu Fengzhou sat on it, with a blanket on his lap, basking in the sun with his eyes closed.It's better to go to Jingcheng, the four seasons are distinct, and autumn is particularly refreshing and beautiful.

He has long since lost the vigor and vigor of the past, but with a haggard face, skinny bones, and a heavy sickness that cannot be hidden.

After Jian Shuran's death, Lu Fengzhou has been living here. He doesn't like to go back to his villa because Jian Shuran has never liked it.He said that too many lovers of Lu Fengzhou lived there, so he didn't like it.

Although it had been a long time since outsiders entered the villa, there was no trace of Jian Shuran there, so Lu Fengzhou didn't want to go back.

"Zhuo Yu, have you made all the arrangements?" Lu Fengzhou's voice showed vicissitudes that didn't match his age, as thick as an old clock that had passed the age.

"It's all arranged according to your instructions." The man in black sitting on the sofa stared at the computer, his handsome face expressionless.

"That's good, Changfeng will leave it to you in the future." Lu Fengzhou rested his head comfortably on the rocking chair, looking quite enjoying it.

"Young Master, if you agree to the treatment, you won't be so pessimistic." Zhuo Yu looked away from the computer screen and looked at the person by the window.

"No, I'm tired." Lu Fengzhou patted the urn in his arms with trembling hands, "I miss him too."

Zhuo Yu looked at the urn silently, since Jian Shuran passed away, this urn Lu Fengzhou never left his body, but Jian Shuran will never know about it.

"Zhuo Yu, don't hold grudges, the Lu family has been sorry to you for the rest of your life." Lu Fengzhou opened his eyes, slightly tilted his head to look at that stern face, which was somewhat similar to his own.

"Changfeng is already mine."

Two years ago, Lu Fengzhou was diagnosed with stomach cancer. Under his various tricks, the treatment was a mess.Even with the medical resources under the Changfeng Group, he couldn't hold back his desire for death.

Lu Fengzhou raised the corners of his lips. The color of his lips was already pale, but now they were even more gray: "Yes, it's all yours. Don't forget what you promised me."

"Do you think he wants to be with you?" Zhuo Yu asked with a trace of coldness. It was the last thing Lu Fengzhou told him to bury the two of them together.

Lu Fengzhou suddenly trembled, with deep sadness in his gray-blue eyes, then he grabbed the urn with his fingers: "Whether he wants to or not, he can only be with me."

Zhuo Yu lowered his eyes, a trace of sadness suddenly appeared on his usually cold face: "Brother, I hope you can be together well down here, this time you can treat him well."

"Yes, I will definitely do it this time." Lu Fengzhou seemed a little tired, and slowly closed his eyes.

In a daze, he heard that warm and clear voice echoing in his ears again: Primary school brother, are you in love?

On the campus in autumn, the sun shines warmly on the red maple trees, and the shadows of the trees are dancing in the breeze, with a dazzling halo.

The young man stood under the tree, his eyes sparkled with light, his lips curled up gracefully, his smile was peaceful, his back was immersed in the sunshine...