Narrow road to rebirth

"Of course, you wait for me." Lu Fengzhou chased after him all the way, and finally caught someone on the school path. Fortunately, he had long legs.

"I don't want to say anything, you let go." It's like this every time, this person's restraint, he can never shake off.

"Let go and you'll run away." Lu Fengzhou didn't dare to relax at all, but held on tighter, "You don't even listen to me."

"We don't have anything to talk about. What I said last time was very clear. I won't chase after me. I've given up. What are you going to do?" Going on the gossip board and being linked to the forum?But no one in this school would dare to risk their lives.

"If I come to chase you, you don't have to chase after me. I'll chase you. You just need to stay where you are." Jane has suffered too much criticism and injustice from him, and she doesn't treat him well. good.Now there is no need for Jian Shuran to take half a step towards him, as long as he can stay where he is and not run away, Lu Fengzhou will be content.

"You..." Jian Shuran felt bitter in his mouth, and changed Lu Fengzhou to chase him. He never dreamed that such a thing would happen, everything was so unreal, even more illusory than a dream, "Aren't you so rich?" You like me, but you are just not used to losing the tail that has been following you all of a sudden, it will be fine in a few days."

"It's not a habit. What the hell habit makes me want to keep people by my side, but you don't understand, I just like you, I like you, it's true." If it's just a habit, Jane suddenly left in the previous life, Lu Feng It took 14 years for the boat to get used to it, how could it be a habit.But he can't say this, he will be regarded as a lunatic if he says it.

Jian Shuran shook her head, saying that he can't afford to like him, the lesson was bloody, and Lu Fengzhou's particularly blue eyes might be fatal.

"It's true that I don't like you anymore. You can accept it or not. It's impossible for us." This is true or not, but Jane can't tell, and he feels his heart hurts again. It's all numb, but it's starting again.

"I don't believe it. You're just being angry and deceiving yourself." Lu Fengzhou suppressed the sourness in his heart. He would rather be stabbed in the barrel than listen to Jane say that he doesn't like him.

Jane gritted her teeth: "Can you be more mature?"

"How mature do you want me to be? When we met, I was only sixteen, and I had never been in a relationship before. I was ignorant. You have to give me a chance to correct it. You can't just beat me to death like this I don't even give me a chance to correct myself. Of course!"

The lessons lost were too painful, Lu Fengzhou didn't want to try again.

If Lu Fengzhou hadn't lived it all over again, he might not have understood this truth all his life, so many years later, he still remembered the first scene when he met Jane Shuran.The amazement at the first glance, beyond the polishing of time, silently remains deep in the memory.It was the heartbeat of a 16-year-old, but he was too stupid to really capture it. He thought he had caught it, but missed the sincerity.

The person in front of him has spent his whole life loving him, being gentle and tolerant, being by his side like gentle wind and light rain, teaching him how to love.It can be said that Lu Fengzhou's ability to love others came from Jian Shuran.

Lu Fengzhou approached little by little, and called softly, "Of course, give me a chance."

In fact, one thing is true, they were too young when they first met, and even Jian Shuran herself was ignorant, but thought that man was very dazzling, and those eyes were very charming.When he first chased someone, he didn't even know his family background, nor his sexual orientation, so he rushed forward blindly.When you are young, love rarely considers material conditions, and is more about an indomitable impulse.

Later, when she learned about his family's strong background from other people, Jane did not hesitate.His purpose is not simple in the eyes of outsiders, but reason has not overcome emotion, he chooses to follow his heart.

But he chose feelings, what is the final result?He is no longer the high-spirited young man, and he has lost the aura of a newborn calf who is not afraid of tigers.

Jian Shuran said in a low voice: "You are sixteen, I am not very old, maybe my mind is not very clear, the pain of youth at that time, just pass it, and there is still a long way to go, let's get well each other .”

Lu Fengzhou's eyes were red: "Without you, where will I be safe? Of course, you can't treat me like this, but of course, of course..."

Jian Shuran breathlessly shouted: "Shut up, don't call me that, no one has called me that before except family members, you can't."

Lu Fengzhou raised his head and said stubbornly, "I'll call it that. I'll keep calling it that way from now on. Anyway, I'll become a family in the end."

Jian Shuran was angry: "Family? Where do you get your confidence? Do you know the meaning of family?"

Lu Fengzhou was stumped by the question. Even after living two lifetimes, he was still exploring this question.His parents are in a political marriage, and the premise of marriage is mutual benefit.After marriage, they lived with respect like ice, and cared little about their only son except for material gifts.He has never enjoyed the warmth of a normal family.

His father had countless mistresses, and most of those who wanted to be the wife of the Lu family did so from the perspective of profit.

The only one who was really by his side in the previous life was Jane Shuran.

No matter how many lovers he has around him, being around those people is just fresh and exciting, without any warmth, they are like delicate objects, lifeless.They will ask for money, benefits, status, and power.Compared with the so-called love, those people use him as a cash machine and as a pedal.

Only Jane didn't have anyone by his side, who gave him a home, a place he wanted to go back to when he was exhausted.No matter whether he was alive or after he left, only in the small apartment where Jian Shuran lived could Lu Fengzhou feel a little warmth.

But it was obviously the closest relationship, but Jian Shuran was hurt the most by him, and finally lost her life.He puts people by his side but doesn't cherish them, that's what he regrets the most.

Lu Fengzhou showed a trace of fragility: "I know I have problems, I don't have the concept of family. I have only had a nanny since I was a child, and I don't know how to get along with my family, and I don't care. So dealing with this aspect is always a mess, But...but I am learning, and I will learn quickly. I will show you my family, and I will take care of your family. We will form a family in the future, and only you can give me a home."

Jian Shuran felt his brain buzzing. He understood what Lu Fengzhou said, but he couldn't digest it.This way of speaking and doing things was not the Lu Fengzhou he knew.It was as if it was another person who just borrowed Lu Fengzhou's body.

Starting a family is very important to Jian Shuran, and Lu Fengzhou is the least likely to promise him a lifetime.The family or the marriage certificate couldn't trap him at all, and it was Jane Shuran who was trapped in the end.

"Family? Lu Fengzhou is actually the biggest problem between you and me. If I had known from the very beginning that you were the son of the Lu family, I would not have approached you. Qi Dafei, we are not the same people."

It is a joke and pedantic to say that you are right in the new era.But the reality is often cruel, the Lu family can tolerate him being Lu Fengzhou's lover, how can it be possible to really be together?Lu Fengzhou's other half must be able to bring benefits to his family, just like... the young master of Mingsheng Group back then.The young man who stabilized Lu Fengzhou's position in Los Angeles, the proud and dazzling son of heaven.

Xu Jin'an also asked Lu Fengzhou and Ming Sheng what kind of bargaining chip they used as a bargaining chip?Is the favor of Mingsheng's most favored young master enough?

Lu Fengzhou was really in a hurry, why did this even involve the lintel?Why don't you get close to him? Is it his fault that he was born into a rich family?I don't have a choice when I come from this place.In the previous life, because I didn't recognize my heart clearly, I didn't have a clear path for everything at home.This time is different, he wants Jane Shuran's name to be officially written on Lu's family tree, and he also wants to go to Jane's house to enter the house.

"Of course, you can't dislike me so much. My surname is Lu, and I can't change it now. What to say about Qi Dafei, it's a matter of my old life. I will never follow the old path of my parents. They are unhappy all their lives. I No, I have you. I will take care of my family affairs, you can rest assured that this is definitely not a problem. "

Jian Shuran still shook his head. He knew that if Lu Fengzhou insisted on using his ability, it would not be a problem to completely control the Lu family after the age of 35.But so what, life is gone, what do you want to do so much.Where did he come from at the age of 35, his life came to an abrupt end at the age of 33.

"Don't shake your head. But have you forgotten this road?" Lu Fengzhou asked.

Jian Shuran raised her head and looked at him suspiciously, and then looked at the surrounding environment. The campus is quite a remote path, surrounded by sumac trees. In autumn, it will be full of red leaves.It is spring now, and the leaves of sumac are still tender green, with fluffy florets between the leaves, which are slightly pink.

"Half a year ago, you stopped me here to confess my love." Lu Fengzhou said with longing.The red leaves are like fire, but Jane is light, more brilliant than the red leaves everywhere.

Jian Shuran suddenly realized that everything started from here, and he had forgotten it.It's just a change of color, and it's been two lives with him.

Tears spread to the eyes, and the water vapor was dense: "Then let's end here."

How good it is, where to start and where to end, time draws a circle for us, the starting point and the end point are together.

Lu Fengzhou panicked and hugged Jian Shuran. The last time he saw his tears, he disappeared within a few days.This time, the person was still there, but the heart refused to be given to him.He didn't understand, since God let him come back, why did he give him such a situation.

"Of course, you can't do this, you can't let me go."

"Lu Fengzhou." Jian Shuran's voice was exhausted, "Let go, I want to be quiet now."

"You..." Lu Fengzhou was still struggling.

"I beg you, let go."

Lu Fengzhou was originally determined not to let go, but suddenly felt powerless.Jian Shuran's sadness is obvious, like a geyser erupting suddenly, majestic and powerful, straight up to the sky.

Silently let go of the hand, the empty arms were pierced by the cold wind.

"Don't follow me anymore, I want to be alone." Jian Shuran's whole body was filled with a sense of powerlessness, which made people feel distressed and couldn't bear to refuse.

In the end, Lu Fengzhou could only watch his back staggeringly disappear at the end of the path, he didn't dare to chase even a single step, a huge sense of powerlessness filled his whole body.