Narrow road to rebirth

Jian Shuran woke up panting, her mind was in a daze, and her body was cool and sweaty.Dreaming again, he dreamed of the basement, a place that was so filthy.The pure darkness and silence, bone-piercing pain and heart-piercing despair all accompanied him, wrapping him tightly like a silk thread and sinking him into the abyss.The feeling of suffocation came and went, no one came to save him, no one...

Fear spread, he was dying...

Opening his eyes tiredly, the scattered light in his eyes gathered together little by little.After lying down for a while, he turned his head to look at the window with half-drawn curtains, and the sky was bright outside.

He got up and drew all the curtains, opened the window, and let the cold morning air blow in. He wanted to clear his mind and blow away the heavy anxiety in his body.Although being kidnapped was a matter of his previous life, it has only been more than a month in his timeline.

Since that incident, he is now afraid of the dark, so now he has to light a night light when he sleeps.He bought two identical rechargeable night lights online, one in the dormitory and one at home.

He put a bed net on the bed in the dormitory, so as not to disturb the work and rest of his roommates.Now at home, even with the night light on, the curtains have to be half opened.

You can't stay in a completely closed place, especially a place without windows, it will make him uncomfortable and feel like he will be suffocated to death.

These are all psychological factors, he knows, but he can't find a solution for a while, so he can only see a psychiatrist when he has time and spare money in the future.

After recovering, Jane went back to bed and turned off the night light.It was still early, and his parents hadn't woken up yet. He thought about going for a run first, and then bought something to bring back early.

After changing into sportswear, he went downstairs lightly.When he got downstairs, surrounded by the morning breeze, the depression in his body gradually dissipated, and he felt a little alive again.

Stretching his arms and moving around, he planned to start running according to the daily route.

"Jian Shuran!" There was a trembling voice behind him, and there was a slight choking sound after listening carefully.

Jian Shuran was stiff all over, and once thought that she was hallucinating.He turned his head and saw Lu Fengzhou standing not far from him, his face couldn't tell whether it was excitement or fear, and there were faint dark circles on his face.People who have always been meticulous and delicate to the end of their hair are three parts messy, three parts chaotic, and four parts longing.

From the moment Lu Fengzhou saw him appearing at the entrance of the corridor, he began to breathe violently, and the great joy flooded him like a torrent.

The man was still very young, tall and straight like a sunflower covered with morning dew.There is no sorrow, no scars between the eyebrows and eyes, it is a pure heart.The faint morning light, reflected in the man's eyes, set off a pool of clear water.The bridge of the nose is straight and the curvature is elegant and beautiful.Lips as colored as March Chuntao, always tempting him to kiss.

He could hardly restrain the throbbing, like a kid, he was so excited that he didn't know what to do.

Maybe it was because the nightmare was too deep, she looked young, but Jian Shuran saw the scene more than ten years later.That mature, elegant, noble and arrogant man was like poison and medicine to him.

His numb heart was pierced by a sharp sword, and the pain came suddenly and heavy, which made him unable to guard against it. He bent over in pain, and Jane squatted down clutching her chest.

"What's the matter." Lu Fengzhou's originally excited heartbeat instantly missed several beats, and he was so frightened that he hurried forward to support him, "What's wrong?"

He eagerly grabbed Jane Shuran's hand covering her chest, wanting to confirm what was going on?

Jian Shuran gasped for a few back and forth, suppressing the pain in her heart.Looking at Lu Fengzhou in surprise, something was wrong, Lu Fengzhou had never shown such an expression to him in his previous life until his death.Mixed with expressions of concern, worry and distress.What's going on here?

Could it be a chain reaction, a clichéd plot, the follower who has been following behind, finally figured it out and left, and then discovered that that person is true love?Too bloody!It doesn't fit Lu Fengzhou's personality, so where does the true love come from between them?

"I'm fine, what are you doing here?"

Pain gradually relieved, this is a psychological factor, has nothing to do with the physiological function.Jian Shuran stood up straight, took a step back slightly, and opened the distance between the two of them.He wanted to push away the person in front of him, wanted to leave quickly, and didn't want to face this person, he wasn't ready yet.He clenched his fists tightly and poked his palms fiercely with his nails, using physical and physical pain to remind himself to hold on.

"Are you really okay? Do you have a heart problem? Do you need to go to the hospital?" Lu Fengzhou remembered that he had no heart disease in his previous life, and Jian Shuran's health has always been good. Occasionally, he would suffer from the common problems of young people today. Stomach is a little fragile.

"It's really fine." Jian Shuran emphasized, and then pulled back his arm without hesitation. It didn't twitch for a while, and tried again, but it still didn't twitch. He asked Lu Fengzhou what he was going to do with his eyes.

Jane is a typical deer's eye, with big eyes and long eyeliner, eyelashes like a small fan, and very dark eyeballs.Every time he looked into Jian Shuran's eyes, Lu Fengzhou's heart would itch.

"What are you doing here? Passing by?" Jian Shuran tensed up, reminding herself not to reveal too much emotion.He was not used to seeing such a young Lu Fengzhou full of youthful air.These are all the thoughts of his entire youth, the people he once loved, and the foolishness he once committed.

"I'm here to find you." Lu Fengzhou was already using all his willpower to warn himself not to jump on him, so how could he easily let him take his arm away.

"Is something wrong?"

"I'm here to apologize. I was wrong. I shouldn't let you drink, I shouldn't bully you, I shouldn't get involved with others. I won't do it in the future. Don't be angry."

Forget it, let's set up a collapsed person, let's not mix in the entertainment industry, and want to be a fan.He came to chase after his wife, the love of his two lifetimes.There is no room for error this time, and the mistakes made in the past must be made up for as soon as possible.

And now, in front of Jian Shuran, she couldn't hold back at all, so she wanted to treat him well.

Lu Fengzhou had imagined Jane's reaction, he would be happy, shy, or complain, but he didn't have such a reaction as if he had seen a ghost.If there is a mirror, Jian Shuran will find how ugly her face is.It was almost ashes that were visible to the naked eye, without even the slightest bit of joy.

There was grievance, unwillingness and dead silence in the panic.Jian Shuran forcefully pulled Lu Fengzhou's hand off her arm. His hand was cold but firm.Even if you pull out your own flesh and blood, you have to get that hand away from your body.

That determination seemed to be completely separated from Lu Fengzhou.

Jane was startled, what went wrong, Lu Fengzhou had been proud all his life, why had he ever heard him apologize?But now that I heard it, let's just give an end to the previous life, there is no future between them.

"En!" Jian Shuran pursed her lips, and said with difficulty, "I see."

No, Lu Fengzhou was dumbfounded, what did he know?Then what?Shouldn't we kiss and hug each other high, and then Happy Ending!What kind of reaction is this, why does Jane feel so reluctant?

"Well, I really know I was wrong, so don't be angry, give me a chance." Not thinking so much, Lu Fengzhou suppressed the strange thoughts in his heart, and settled the person first.

Jane didn't say a word, he was a little slow to react, is there any chance between them?It's long gone.

"Let's get along seriously. I will treat you well and only you." Lu Fengzhou will spend his whole life doting on him this time, so that he can do whatever he wants.

Jian Shuran was astonished, she really deviated from the right track, her behavior was different from her previous life, which caused Lu Fengzhou's behavior to deviate too?

What happened in the previous life was not a dream, but a reality that happened. Even if he had no feelings, Lu Fengzhou couldn't let him die.This person doesn't love him, and he has tried his best to spoil him, thinking about all the things in the past.The panic and grievance in my heart were like water breaking through a dike, raging and destroying the world.He will not forgive, nor does he want to forgive.

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then opened his thick black eyes, which were barren: "I... I have given up, you don't have to force yourself, it's because I don't have self-knowledge, twisted melons are not sweet, yes I'm a high climber, you just need to get used to it for two days, and it will change after a few days when you get used to it."

"Give up, you can't give up, it's not... I don't allow you to give up, I really want to date you, the kind of relationship that is based on marriage, we can go abroad to get a certificate in the future."

Lu Fengzhou told all his plans for the future. He really planned that way. After Jian Shuran graduated, they would go abroad to register first.In fact, Hua Guo will pass the latest marriage law in five years to allow same-sex marriage, but he can't say it now.He just gave Jian Shuran a reassurance first, and formally registered in the country after the domestic bill was passed.In this way, they are legal spouses and each other's identities are guaranteed.

Jane was stunned, married?With Lu Fengzhou?What he had been looking forward to for more than ten years suddenly fell down like this, without any joy in his heart, Jian Shuran only felt it was absurd, this man must have been demoted, is he really sober now?

"Are you kidding?" Is this a new way of bullying? If he agrees, will a group of people suddenly come out now, praising Young Master Lu for his boundless charm, "Did you make an appointment with Zhao Zhen and the others?" What? Because I didn't go to your birthday party yesterday, I made you lose face?"

"What does this have to do with Zhao Zhen? What agreement do I have with him? I feel quite disappointed that you didn't come yesterday, and it has nothing to do with face." It's just that it doesn't feel good to be ignored, he has always been this person Most importantly, Jane always put him first in the past.

"I don't accept it, we are not suitable, you go back." After Jian Shuran finished speaking, he turned around and left. Now his mind and heart are confused, and he doesn't want to see this person.He was utterly sad for himself.

"What don't you accept? It's not suitable. Why are we not suitable?" Lu Fengzhou panicked in his heart, and stepped forward to hold him forcefully. This was something he had never seen in his previous life. Is it that uncomfortable?

"You let go." Jian Shuran couldn't hold back anymore, he stretched out his hand and pushed Lu Fengzhou, but he didn't push. This time, he couldn't pull out the hand that was held.In terms of strength, he has never been Lu Fengzhou's opponent.

"I won't let it go, you can explain why it's not suitable." Lu Fengzhou started to play a rogue, he felt that they were very suitable.

"Personality, hobbies, experience, background, circle of friends, none of them match." These were all problems that he didn't face up to in his previous life. He tried desperately to integrate into Lu Fengzhou's life, and finally lost himself.

"These things can be adjusted. I have a bad personality, and I will try my best to change it. You like mountaineering and traveling, and I will accompany you. What have you experienced? After we are together, our experiences will not be the same. I can't change the background. You're not the one who cares about that no. Friend, I'll get to know your friends, I want to get to know you better. I'll also get close to your family, let them accept us and bless us. No two people are perfect in the first place Yes, isn't it all about ups and downs? You can't deny me without giving me a chance."

Lu Fengzhou eloquently blocked all of Jane Shuran's words. To him, he and Jian Shuran were a match made in heaven, a perfect couple, past and present lives that no one could separate.

But Jian Shuran obviously didn't think so. He felt that there must be a reason for Lu Fengzhou to do this, and this reason could be anything, except love.He didn't believe a word of Lu Fengzhou's explanation.

Chance, didn't he give it?Isn't 14 years in the previous life not enough?He spent a few 14 years squandering, thinking of the final outcome, he couldn't help but shudder.He can't fall into such a miserable situation anymore. After losing his body and mind, he is no different from a puppet. What if he loses his life.